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10 – This Is Fantastic

Jay has no idea how he could have ever handled this recuperation without weed. He has a platinum kush hybrid that is just so good for pain and he’s been hitting it pretty hard. Especially after Amy came back with reports of the intact crown of the fallen redwood. It’s landed in a tough spot, she said, not somewhere he can reach in his current condition. But the pictures have been extraordinary. Epiphytes the likes of which they’ve never seen, mostly variations on leather ferns in aerial mats. She estimates that the top crown is a wooden bowl that holds hundreds of kilos of soil, fungi, and organic debris. She has identified multiple nests of both birds and small mammals. And he can’t get to it.

So he takes another drag off his joint and tells himself to deal with it. Such a fucking Jay kind of move. Take yourself out just when things are starting to get interesting. And what would you usually do if you were bedridden? Read fantasy. But now there’s no point because you’re actually living the fantasy. Except you aren’t. Because you can’t get out of your fucking hammock for like ten more days.

He hits the joint again. Now his head is starting to swim. Thank god. He is getting sick of the dark thoughts cycling around in his brain. He needs new thoughts.

His head lolls sideways and he studies the camp. Everyone looks so intent. They’re all working so hard. Triquet hauls something out of the bunker to great fanfare and begins giving an impromptu lecture on its provenance. From this distance it looks like a wall map. Maybe from the war. Cool.

They all scurry into and out of the bunker like ants. And that is their concrete hive. A bemused giggle escapes him. We are nothing without our hive. It’s like a defensive encrustation we build up around ourselves like sea snails, held together with snot and effort. We’re really no more than the measure of our structures.

And then the metaphor seizes Jay. It’s true. We are polyps, pink and helpless in our naked skin. And we spend nearly all our efforts protecting our defenseless squishy bodies from harm. We weave clothes to protect us from the sun and weather. We build cars to transport us around, like we possess these soulless shiny little beetles we’ve crafted whenever we sit behind the wheel and we send them spinning along with our ephemeral will. Then we enter our houses and they bloom with light, windows as their eyes blinking awake. If they are the body then we are the soul, giving them meaning and direction. We work all our lives to afford one of these houses. We build them strong so they will outlast us, so our homes will survive past our individual mortality and become estates that we pass down to our descendants in perpetuity. The clan is the organism, the clan as represented by the actual structural estate.

We are not these tiny little sylphs, pink and fragile with tadpole fingers and blinking eyes, we are (at our best) multi-generational structure builders, leaving our encrustations all over the planet in spreading concrete stains, reaching higher for the stars with towers and planes and spacecraft that break the bonds of gravity and take our little steel and glass cysts off-planet.

Yeah, the platinum kush is definitely some good shit. He has now become one with both his ancestors and progeny. And he has understood the deep imperative to build, or to maintain that which is already built. Jay has always thought of himself as more from the nomad side of the human family tree, a happy wanderer who has no need of possessions of his own. But now he identifies the base urges within himself that demand all of his evolutionary-biology needs. Exploring. Nesting. Building. Possession of property is hardwired into humans to give them the motivation to build. That leads to fences and territories and inevitably wars. Yet owning and controlling the encrustations is the important part, to ensure that the longterm culture—which spans thousands of years and hundreds of generations—develops properly.

So then what is proper development? Is that realm somehow beyond science in the province of the prophets and seers? The futurists and prognosticators? The policymakers and stakeholders? All of them and none at the same time? Because just when you think you’ve got your castle built, along comes a storm to drop a tree on your roof.

“Hey, sleepy head.” Amy finds him watching the camp with bleary abandon. She has much less patience for Jay’s lackadaisical ways than Pradeep’s rigor. Even though Jay is one of the best field collectors she has ever encountered, when he isn’t climbing trees or digging in the mud with his bare hands he’s basically useless. And now that he can’t move, he’s worth even less.

She puts Jay’s laptop in his lap. “Here you go, honey. Pradeep is bringing in so much data today he could use a secretary to get his notes in order. Let me just get the files off his phone…”

Jay lifts a hand in protest. “Will do. But ‘honey’ is demeaning.”

Amy wants to make a further joke, which she is pretty sure he is expecting, but she catches herself. He’s actually right. She meant it as… Well, how had she meant it? As a tender diminutive that conferred affection and care, right? But it was still a diminutive. Sometimes she hates that straight white men get the benefit of the same rules everyone else does. They don’t deserve such generosity after what they’ve done to the world for so long. But that’s not how things work. Either everyone is treated fairly, or no one.

Amy salutes Jay instead and leaves him to the work.

Ξ

Esquibel brings a bin to Katrina, who sits on her platform writing lyrics for a song about Lisica. She is in the middle of constructing an intricate verse when the Doctor interrupts her.

“Hello. Good evening.”

And just like that it flies from her head forever. Oh well. “What’s up, Doc?”

“Yes, well. I am worried about Mandy.”

Katrina frowns, filled with concern. She sets aside her laptop. “Still? Poor little poppet. I thought Maahjabeen’s return would have cured all her ills.”

“She cannot get over the fact that she first let Maahjabeen go, as if Mandy had any say in the matter. She says she should have never let them take her from the beach.”

“So she’d rather be dead.”

“She stopped eating. She stopped working. I’ve never seen Mandy like this.”

“What can we do?” Katrina recognizes that bin. She lifts the lid.

“Her weather station. She said you were planning on placing it on the top of the cliffs? I am hoping we can still do so.”

“Yeh, we ran out of time that night. Good thing. The storm would have obliterated it.”

“Mandy is a very sunny young woman, very generous with her heart. But at the center she is actually a very controlling person. Losing Maahjabeen struck at the heart of that for her. She needs to get her sense of control back, and she cannot do it without data.”

“Certainly. Lovely idea. Doctoring the mind and the soul. The drone hasn’t been up in days. Let’s check it out and get it up on the cliffs before… eh, well. Looks like evening’s actually coming on. First thing in the morning, then? Tell her—tell her we need all her documentation and a project proposal first and, uh, and tell her to prepare a workflow for the data that is coming and also have her put together like a weekly, monthly, and overall goals spreadsheet that will identify where she wants to go with this project…”

Esquibel laughs, holding up a hand to forestall this sudden burst of spritely energy. “Okay. Okay. I think that last bit might be too much. But I get what you are saying. I’ll put her to work tonight. Perhaps she can get some sleep. We will be ready early.”

“Early? But tonight we’re gonna dance til dawn!”

Esquibel chuckles, shaking her head. “Then we will launch the drone at dawn.”

Ξ

Triquet has indeed unearthed a wall map from the sub. But it is not from World War II. It is from ten years later, as Hawaii’s statehood changed the strategic axes of US PACOM, with lots of annotation around Guam and the Philippines. Neatly labeled pastel blobs with borders hand-traced in black ink litter the wide ocean. Tables list the dispensation of their fleets alongside permanent and temporary bases, with supplies and logistics enumerated in columns beneath. China has no naval presence yet. Japan doesn’t any longer. Only the Soviets in Vladivostok have assets. Otherwise, the entirety of the Pacific Ocean is under the dominion of the United States.

“And we turned it into a garbage patch.” Triquet sighs, wanting to find a good safe out-of-the-way spot for this valuable antique. The top floor engine compartment where Katrina throws her parties is a good spot. As long as Jay doesn’t light it on fire with a joint. Triquet chuckles. Lisica would be so dreary without them.

The fourth compartment belowdecks is now catalogued and organized. Someone really thought that crate upon crate of spare diesel engine parts was going to be necessary in the future yet here they sit, still encased in oil decades later. There are a number of bizarre collections like this: an entire stack of flats with boxes of some off-brand powdered fruit drink with 70s artwork; racks of brown bottles holding white pills with faded labels; a tilting column of rotting firehoses in a corner. Triquet becomes a time traveler, stepping through all the postwar Americana.

They return to it now, turning on the downstairs work lights before clambering down the improvised ladder from the control room. The stale pipe smoke smell makes them wrinkle their nose like a rabbit. “How did people live like this? Cigars and aluminum powder and lead in the gasoline and lead in the drinking water. And a highball after dinner every night. It’s actually incredible they lasted as long as they did.”

Triquet clears a space on the largest desktop and covers it with a clean white cloth. Now that things are sorted it’s time to actually investigate what some of these piles hold. But where to begin? They could be methodical and start from the first hatch leading further in, but years of experience have developed their instincts and they head into the second room, where stacks of disintegrating manila folders totter atop leather portfolios.

The folders are standard Army paperwork from the late 1950s to the early 1970s. Requisition orders and payroll records. At one point it looked like this island housed twenty-four men. Twenty-four? What for? A listening post would only require its staff and at most a small security detachment, wouldn’t it? That couldn’t be more than half that number. What would twenty-four soldiers do out here all the time? Perhaps it was punishment. I bet they died of boredom. Or it was gay paradise. One or the other. It certainly couldn’t have been anything in between.

But these top pages are more damaged. The date and letterhead have crumbled away. Their fingers leaf automatically through the stacks of reports. They possess the lightest touch, like a cat burglar in a jewelers’ shop. The brittle pages hardly mind being disturbed by Triquet’s deft fingers.

An early payroll report only lists four people. One pulls a much higher salary, at an O-5 paygrade, whatever that was. Two others are redacted. How odd. You have to list the spooks on the payroll, how much they draw, and then you have to strike it out with a black pen. Triquet wonders if all that busywork occurred at a single Orwellian sitting. “You know, for efficiency.”

Triquet sighs, alone in the dark little room. Suddenly it’s too quiet in here. They love postwar ballads. Johnny Mercer. Billy Strayhorn. Their favorite is Sarah Vaughn. She sang Gershwin standards like it was opera, so lush and beautiful. But it is Billie Holiday that they sing now, in a suitable creaky tone for this haunted setting.

“I’m traveling light…

Because my man is gone…

So from now on…

I’m traveling light…”

It is in the portfolios where Triquet expects to find the greatest treasures. And after a cursory examination of the rest of the manila folders, they set them aside and pull open the first of the heavy leather covers. It contains architectural drawings of the concrete bunker above, with the insignia of the Army Corps of Engineers in the corner, as well as the red-stamped word CLASSIFIED. The roof was covered with two large satellite dishes as well as a suite of other instruments. That was a detail Triquet hadn’t yet seen. The bunker was built with defense in mind, with notes in the margins about lines of fire and bulwarks on the beach. The year was 1959.

From the next portfolio, a large format black and white photo spills out. Also marked CLASSIFIED, it is a portrait of the staff of the base in 1962. The bunker behind them looks new. They stand in three rows of six, with only five in the front. Seventeen. And all but five are officers. So the enlisted men, who are the only men of color of course, were here to serve the officers who had technical expertise on whatever equipment they ran here.

They do not look happy. This was evidently a required photo after a long exhausting day. But they are spruced up properly, with shining hair and collars cutting into beefy necks. This one has a sunburned nose. Perhaps there was less cloud cover here back then. And this must be the base commander in the middle. He couldn’t be the tallest so he’s the thickest. Looks like a real hardass. What joy.

And here is a cache of smaller photos, square Kodak prints that must have been developed in a dark room here on the island somehow. The first shows a sailor with a fishing pole proudly holding up a large fish. But behind him is the silhouette of a ship on the horizon. No… Not a ship…

Triquet tilts the photo more closely into the light. That is the conning tower of a submarine.

The next photos show the sub on the beach. A trench is being dug through the sand but the laborers have stopped for a barbecue. In another, the sailors are playing football but in the background the half-buried sub stands dark against the trees. “What were they thinking? What could burying it have possibly gained them? The military is crazy. There’s no telling.”

With a nostalgic sigh, Triquet sets aside the photos. Their ghosts fill the chamber, still here in the things they had fashioned and left behind. They were such simple tough people, with such clear ideas of how to live. Not like the relativistic muddle today. Too bad reality was never so simple, nor clear.

“No one to see…

I’m free as the breeze…

No one but me…

And my memories…”

Ξ

Flavia wrestles with the structure of Plexity. Alonso had some good initial concepts, but the idea that his thousand lines of Perl are going to suffice is absurd. If you are going to do this thing, then do it properly or not at all.

She is thinking about cellular automata as the driving engine of the architecture. It’s because of those Dyson field devices. The microfluidics channels they use to define parameters are capable of returning readings that are not binary, but rather impart a matter of degree. If she just adapts the diagnostic firmware a bit she could really make their readings far more complex. Nearly harmonic resonances through the media. In that way it is more like an analog interface than a digital one, and she would like to preserve the features of the analog record, the nearly-indefinable warmth that such signals possess, all the way through the pipeline.

She’s thinking she might use a stochastic cellular automaton throughout the system as a quality assurance agent free-roaming the architecture, stress-testing different neighborhoods of the grid. She’s a deep believer in iterative methods and emergent properties, and the data they will be feeding this program couldn’t be richer. Her child will grow up strong and healthy, with machine learning bootstrapping itself up into one cognitive milestone after another.

Flavia doesn’t like the idea of artificial intelligence. She thinks too much of the common argument is bogged down in the fascination of emulating humans and biology, as if how our brains and glands perform is the only possible expression of intelligence. Artificial intelligence is more the realm of anthropologists and interface devs than mathematicians and programmers. And she is glad that with all the other woo getting tossed around here, Miriam and Alonso aren’t also trying to bring Plexity to life like some kind of Disney Pinocchio. But it will be intelligent, this child of hers, and it will certainly grow. But it will also be the very first of its kind, so it is impossible to say in what way it may grow. Long after she is dead and gone, perhaps Plexity will come to life in some measurable way. But she doesn’t care about that. She just wants the maths to work as smoothly as water slipping over riverstones.

But Alonso is too sloppy with his definitions. She needs better clarification of what he wants from certain sets of resources. With a sigh, she exits her reed-wall cell in the center of the bunker and blinks at the gray light of the doorway. Amy is out there, building a sturdy reed panel to serve as a door. “Finally!” Flavia says, then realizes how spoiled a comment it is. “I mean, thank you, Amy. I would help, but… Eh. My hands. They are like two left feet with the manual work.”

Amy giggles. “Oh, that’s fine. I’m learning a lot about these reeds as I work with them. Much more pliable than similar species back home. They may even be their own subspecies, a kind of flattened tule, more like a sedge than a reed.”

“As long as it keeps the rain out.” Flavia steps past her into the fitful wind. She realizes she should have another layer on but she doesn’t want to return inside. Hopefully this will be quick.

But she stops on the ramp, one foot hovering above the second step. Miriam giggled. And something in the voice emerging from the shadows of the bedchamber convinces Flavia she is intruding on intimacies.

Alonso whispers a reply, his voice deep and husky, and Miriam giggles again. Flavia turns and silently departs, for some reason inordinately pleased at this development. She doesn’t know Alonso well. They had been colleagues who shared mutual respect and a love of wine before this. A couple conferences were all they ever saw of each other face to face. But her heart has grieved along with everyone else’s to see the sad state he has been reduced to. Yet nothing heals like love.

Flavia imagines the two of them hiding under their sheets, sharing secrets and dreams, building a tiny little universe of two. She has done this herself before, first with Niccolo, her teenage boyfriend, and then Marta, one of her latest lovers. But for Flavia all her affairs are temporary. Relationships are project-based, with hard deadlines before she has to reset herself and move on. But these two… Incredible! They have like thirty years of background in their private universe. That is enough time, she is sure, for entire castles to be built and inhabited and to erode into forgetting. Thirty years! With only one person. Flavia is a modern woman and she shivers in revulsion. She cannot imagine.

Flavia returns to the bunker, a bemused expression on her face. Amy, ever solicitous, asks, “Are you looking for Alonso? I think he’s in his tent.”

“Yes, with Miriam.” Flavia smiles. “And the Love Palace is living up to its name.”

“Why, those old dogs,” Amy laughs, as uplifted by the news as Flavia is. She shares a happy sigh. “I swear, getting Maahjabeen back has saved us all.”

Flavia passes inside and Amy realizes she’s been faintly hearing Miriam’s giggles without realizing what they mean. She flashes on the one night all three of them shared a bed, at the very first. They had indeed built a tiny universe under the sheets of their professor’s king-sized bed in Reno. It had been a real inflection point, that night, for all of them, for the rest of their lives.

Lovers and their romantic withdrawals, a tale as old as time. Amy imagines Pleistocene hunter-gatherers under a pile of animal skins, building secret worlds together as they wait for dawn. How much of the past has been lost? Why, nearly all of it. We remember the kings and queens, and more recently historians define policies and economies of ancient tribes and nation states. But this intimate discourse, the pillow talk between people in bed, it is evanescence itself, vanishing as soon as it is spoken. This is the real fabric of humanity, impossible to share or study.

Throughout the ages, this time in bed has been the refuge of folk from every walk of life. The serfs toil in the fields then collapse into each other’s arms. But what must it be like to share a bed with someone who’s abusive? Or dull to the point of silence? Then it isn’t a refuge but an inescapable torture chamber or prison.

Amy thinks of her own parents. The three of them had shared a small flat in a concrete high-rise on Okinawa. Amy had slept on a futon in the entry hall across the front door like a guard dog. She had never heard a sound from her parents in the main room once they had pulled out their own futon. She now wonders if they had remained quiet on purpose, knowing their child was listening in. Perhaps they are much louder and more carefree now, in their late seventies. But somehow she doubts it.

Her father is a quiet nisei who grew up speaking Japanese in his home in Olympia, Washington. He worked as a translator for the American bases in the sixties through the eighties and found a dutiful and cheerful local wife. Well… cheerful until her only child grew up and broke her heart, anyway.

But all the hidden empires of the night! Amy sighs, shaking her head in wonder at the ephemeral creations people share with their night time dialogues, their hidden fears drawn out like thorns. She hasn’t had a real relationship in… twenty years now? Twenty-two? But she still remembers the depths she and Adrian were able to reach. When they had the time. And it was the lack of time that had ended it. All intimacy gone. Just roommates for three years.

The door is starting to take shape. Multiple layers is the answer, laid at right angles like plywood. And she’s doing what she can to reinforce the corners. Nobody will treat it gently so it needs to be able to withstand their abuse. She might even need to make it strong enough for security. How many layers will that be?

It turns out she stops at nine. The door is admirably thick with that many layers, twine weaving through to hold it all together. It doesn’t quite fit the frame until she trims the ends, then it is nice and snug. Now… how to fashion hinges?

Ξ

Maahjabeen rests on an inflatable mattress inside one of the cells in the bunker. It is not her space and she doesn’t recognize the luggage stacked in the corners, nor the photos torn from magazines that hang on the walls like artwork. She is still so depleted her idle mind drifts, occupied with subjects like this for hours. Who would put up a picture of a glacier calving into the sea? And another of some giant Asian neon city from above?

“Knock knock.” Esquibel stands in the doorway.

“Eh. Doctor. Please come in.” Maahjabeen lifts a beckoning hand but her shoulder locks up and she grimaces.

“Still having trouble with your shoulder?”

“Both of them. And my back twinges whenever they do.”

“That is why I brought my specialist bodyworker.” Esquibel pulls Mandy into the doorframe.

Mandy is pale, her eyes bruised and hair tousled. She will not look directly at Maahjabeen, but squints at the floor instead as if fearing a blow.

Maahjabeen is shocked by the girl’s transformation. Had Mandy looked like this on the beach when she had arrived? She can’t recall. Her head was already spinning. “What is wrong with you?”

But Mandy only shrugs and shakes her head and slips into the cell. “Esquibel says I should look at you. I use a Chinese healing discipline called Tui Na. If you like.”

“Not if you are sick.” Maahjabeen asks Esquibel, “Is she sick?”

“No. Not at all.” Esquibel pats Mandy on the shoulder. “Healthy as a horse. Her adjustments are very useful. Exactly what you need I think. This Tui Na does very good diagnosis on your muscle and bone structure like a physiotherapist. I must admit Mandy knows anatomy very well.”

“Then what is wrong with her? Is she angry with me?”

“No!” Mandy blurts. “Never! The fault is all with me! I should have never let you go!”

Maahjabeen doesn’t know how to handle such an absurd statement. She only shakes her head in confusion. “What are you talking about? None of this has anything to do with you. This is something I did to myself. It is only between me and the storm. And God.”

“But if I’d done a better job persuading, or even grabbing—”

Maahjabeen struggles to sit up. She raises her arm as high as it will go and jabs a finger at Mandy. “If you had tried to stop me any more than you had I would have physically attacked you with my paddle. It was not your decision. You insult me with this. Who are you, my mother? You are a stranger. It was my risk to take.”

Mandy is silent, her brow trembling. Then she allows the words to penetrate and the burden to lift. Above all, Mandy is possessed of common sense and she can see the wisdom of Maahjabeen’s perspective, however ferocious it may be. At length, she nods, and indicates Maahjabeen’s shaking finger. “Is that as far as you can lift your arm?”

“Are we still fighting? Because it hurts to hold it up.”

“No. I am sorry, Maahjabeen. Of course you are right. I just feel so bad for you.”

“Then do something. Help me fix my shoulders. They are locked in place. It hurts so much.”

“Yes. Of course. Can you lie face down.”

“No. My back.”

“That’s fine. On your side?”

“No. Only on my back. Help me settle.”

Mandy cradles Maahjabeen as she eases back with a gasp. Her hands encompass Maahjabeen’s left shoulder. “Now we don’t have an X-ray machine here but I don’t think we need one. Do you think anything is broken?”

“Like did I break the bones? No. I did not smash my shoulders against anything.”

“What about nerve damage. Can you feel your fingertips? How about the inside of your elbows?”

Mandy traces the interior of Maahjabeen’s forearm and the Tunisian woman nods. “No. No problems with the fingertips.”

“How is it here?” Mandy’s hands travel up to the cervical vertebra on Maahjabeen’s long graceful neck. With her huge dark eyes and luminous skin she looks like a pharaoh queen of ancient Egypt. But Mandy stops this superficial appreciation of her patient’s features in it’s tracks. She is here as a healer, not some missionary from the lesbian vanguard. Enough time for that later.

“Stiff. Very sore. You see I had to hold the same position for hours on end. Bracing the boat. For three days.”

“Yeah, I think we’re just looking at held muscles. The shoulder is a complicated joint and you put too much strain on certain ligaments and connective tissues. So we need to relieve the muscles and release the tension.”

“You are saying this is me just holding it? I promise you I would release it if I could. The idea that I want to somehow keep…”

“No no. Not that at all. After a certain point, if a muscle remains activated as long as this, we lose conscious control of its release. We need outside help. Reminders. You know, just massage, to start with. Then maybe some of the painful stuff to help get your structure back in alignment.”

“How long are we talking? How many days? Or weeks?”

“Not sure until we do some work. How about this: How long will you be like this if I don’t help?”

“Ehhh. I have no idea. Okay. Go ahead. And don’t worry about being gentle.”

Ξ

Amy collects everyone for an evening meeting after dinner. Jay sits in a camp chair with a makeshift crutch at his side. Maahjabeen is on a cot in the back, Mandy and Esquibel within reach. Alonso presides, his mood brighter than any of them have yet seen.

“We have all done much today, from making the camp livable again to learning the origins of the settlement here, eh? But first, I’d like everyone to hear about Pradeep’s day. This is what I hoped for all of you when I conceived this mission.”

Pradeep nods. “Uh, yeah. It was a fascinating time in the roots of the redwood giant that fell. But what I think Alonso wants me to focus on is the Dyson reader…”

Alonso waves an expansive arm, his hand holding a glass of wine. “Tell them all of it. We are not short of time tonight.”

Pradeep shrugs. “Well, here’s the thing. I was able to get specific results on something like eighty-seven, eighty-eight percent of the samples I fed into the reader. I’m assuming it’s been field tested and it’s error rates are within acceptable limits, but I can’t tell you what a difference it is to be able to classify subjects in the field, still in situ. I began to see how this whole Plexity scheme might actually work. You know those white streaks of fungus in root structures? Well I was able to find which are mycorrhizal, or beneficial, and which are parasitic. It turned out that most of the fungi I sampled were beneficial. Only a few percent were parasites. And they were completely surrounded by the beneficial fungi, almost like white blood cells attacking pathogens in our blood streams.

“In the lab this discovery would have been months of work. But with the device in the field, I was able to survey the entire root system in a day and even design a couple simple experiments. Flavia, I think one of the most useful things Plexity could give me in conjunction with the power of the tool itself is the ability to build models with the data in real time—”

“I am absolutely on it,” Katrina says, sipping her own wine. “Data visualization is my jam, mate. I am currently taking votes from everyone on how you like your results presented. So think about it and get back to me. Fancy and detailed, with 3D drill-downs? Simple factsheets? Pies and bars? I mean, we can do it all but I think these things work best when we optimize to a single vision. We can even do animations.”

“Just no animated characters, please.” Miriam sips her own wine and laughs. “I don’t need any cute sidekicks between me and the interface, thank you very much.”

Katrina blows a pink bubble and it snaps. “Do I look like the kind of person who would give you a cute animated sidekick?”

Miriam looks about herself. “There isn’t a single bloody mirror on the entire island, is there? Yes, Katrina dear. You absolutely do look like that person.”

They both laugh.

“But still,” Pradeep continues, “even though I identified like thirty-three species I just barely scratched the surface of what this tool is capable of, and in such a setting. Maahjabeen, I can’t wait to unleash it in the lagoon. Imagine what we can do with aquatic protozoa. That is, when you’re feeling better. It’s just the first thing I thought of today.”

“That is fine,” Maahjabeen nods. “If you need to get out on the water before I am able to join you, you are welcome to use one of my kayaks, Pradeep.”

“Thank you, Maahjabeen.”

“You know what I am an idiot about?” Maahjabeen’s question, obviously rhetorical, still gets no takers. She plows on. “When I went out I should have brought buoys. They probably wouldn’t have survived the storm surge. Okay, they definitely wouldn’t, but we would still get some actual data. It’s like poor Mandy. If her weather station had been on the cliffs…”

“I’d have gotten a good twenty minutes of really killer readings. But it’s okay,” Mandy says. She looks better, perhaps on the path to recovery. “Katrina and I are sending it up in the morning.”

“And we’ll figure out,” Alonso says, “how to help you get some buoys anchored off-shore, Miss Charrad.”

Miriam looks sidelong at Alonso. He never calls someone by their last name unless he is holding them at a distance. During their last combative meeting he had good reason. She was threatening him with her contract. But here, on this convivial night, why would he still be separating himself from the young woman? Ah. Yes, that is probably it. His Cuban blood is awake again and he has realized what a stunner Maahjabeen is. Miriam laughs to herself.

“Now, our esteemed Doctor Triquet, here to fill us in on the latest discoveries from the sub.”

Triquet wears a floral evening gown and tiara tonight, with long white satin gloves and white sandals. Now that Maahjabeen is back, their wardrobe can be playful again. Even celebratory. So they didn’t stint. Although they chose only the third-longest of their fake eyelashes. This is a high-class outfit. Triquet drains their glass and stands. “Hear ye, hear ye, the tale of Lisica. As told to me by stacks of musty papers and photos from the days of yore. I mean, there’s just so much. I’m not sure where to start. Everybody knows that Maureen Dowerd was a woman now, yes? The grave in the trees? Also I’ve found photos of the listening equipment they used to have on the roof. And I think they buried the sub in the beach sometime in the late fifties? Probably 1958.”

“But why?” Miriam shakes her head in disbelief. “I mean, I’m speaking as someone who loves digging, and even I can’t—”

“I’ve found no documentation yet,” Triquet replies, “about the decision to bury the sub, only work orders about its progress. And photos. Like this one.” They share the Kodak print they found with the laborers on the beach and the sub partially buried.

“Aw, I want a barbecue on the beach,” Jay complains. “Looks like so much fun. And we can’t even go fishing like they did. They gave zero fucks about disrupting the local ecology. Probably just threw their trash in the sea. And who was Maureen Dowerd?” As the one who first found her, Jay feels a special connection. “What was her role here?”

“Unknown.” Triquet locates her ammo box of valuables. “Not much to go on here, really. She has an address book. Most of the entries are from Minnesota. Her passport was issued in 1956. She received a letter from Auntie P wishing her a Merry Christmas, dated 1957, and informing her of the birth of Jerry’s child. There’s a postcard from 1957. Lake Michigan in the summer. So far, the writing is illegible to me. But there’s nothing like a diary in here or any explanation why she was on Lisica. I figure she must have been staff. Or someone’s wife, which is why so far she doesn’t clearly show up in payroll records. Though I see no reason why they’d record anyone’s gender…”

“Oh, you just need to find the one,” Flavia interjects, “who only makes seventy-five percent as much as everyone else.”

“Amen,” Esquibel says.

“And Doctor Daine.” Alonso swings his head to her a little too fast. His words are already starting to slur. Esquibel’s father was an alcoholic, an insouciant cynic who drowned his dark thoughts in rum. So she is guarded around those who drink. But so far none here appear to be angry drunks, at least, or even moody ones. “How fare your patients?”

“Well, one of them is not following my directives and is fighting growing numbness all over their body.”

Alonso frowns, looking at Jay and Maahjabeen. “Which one?”

“You.” Esquibel stands and lifts Alonso’s wine glass from his hand. “Don’t you think you’ve already had enough to drink?”

“Yes. Yes, you are right.” Alonso smiles at Esquibel, apologetic. “You wanted me to get stronger but I have taken so many left turns it is like…” he throws up his hands and shares a helpless laugh, “like I just went in a circle. Or a spiral. A downward spiral. But now I am back. Maahjabeen is back and I am too. Now. Maybe our intrepid kayak explorer can tell us more about this west coast beach and what she found out there?”

They all turn to Maahjabeen, whose position on the cot prevents her from being easily seen. “I can see why…” she begins, lifting a hand, “the beach does not show up on maps. It is very thin, just right at the base of these cliffs.” She points up the coast to the northwest. “But it is quite long. Maybe two kilometers or more. And the sand is yellow, not gray.”

“Quartz!” Miriam squawks. “Oh, that’s lovely. Is it soft?”

“I don’t know. The uh, pieces…”

“The grains?”

“Yes, were very big. And cold. I don’t know how soft they were.”

“Tell us everything you can about the bunker.” Triquet steps close. “You said you had more pictures?”

“Yes. I could not understand what I was seeing. So I took pictures hoping someone else could tell me.”

She hands Triquet her phone. They frown at the image. “Whoa, Cyrillic. I think it’s like a meme or… like a graffiti saying from the early eighties I don’t know. Katrina? Do you recognize this?”

“Oh, look…” Katrina zooms in to the first character, a stylized д (dee). “This is like a street tag. Somebody got creative with their letters. Der’movaya dyra. They are calling it a shit hole.”

Maahjabeen nods. “That bunker was smaller than this one. And in worse condition. In a bad place too. Completely exposed to the elements at the base of the cliff. I had to lie against a wall the whole time and I still got soaked. The floor is broken up into pieces. The roof is just gone.”

“I wonder,” Pradeep says, “if the Air Force knew of it?”

“Oh, I’m sure,” Triquet says. “They must have been playing spy versus spy here for generations. Maybe they even got together for vodka shots on New Year’s. But look at this other photo. Sorry, doll. Just started swiping through all your pics like a stalker. But no. Here. On the wall over the door. That’s kanji script. Japanese.”

Amy takes the phone and reads it, frowning. “It is a fragment of classical verse. I can’t recall the author. Is it actually chiseled in the concrete? And that molding detail above the window is in a real tatagu-ya style. Maybe the Japanese built that bunker during the war and the Soviets moved in after?”

“Was it empty? Bare like this one?” Triquet demands details like an addict. “Or did it have artifacts?” They giggle, handing the phone back. “Just one site after another. Incredible. Oh, they’re never going to let me publish one hundredth of what I’ll want to. This island is crazy.”

Alonso lifts his cane. “To this crazy island! Lisica! A safe harbor in a dangerous storm! A jewel! A garden! A paradise untouched!” He begins to sing Donizetti’s ballad…

“Una furtiva lagrima…

negli occhi suoi spuntò:
Quelle festose giovani
invidiar sembrò…”

Katrina hops up. “Guess it’s time to set up the sound system. No, keep singing Alonso. This is fantastic!”

Two years ago, I realized that I didn’t want to write any more dark or scary content. There’s already too much in the world. And there’s a massive shortage of beauty. We spend so much time in our dystopias we hardly know what a utopia would look like any more.

Well this is mine. LISICA is a fictional island ~1600 km off the coast at the California/Oregon border. It is a mysterious and isolated secret, hidden from the world for the last hundred years. Now, a team of 11 researchers have been given 8 weeks to categorize all life on the island before the wrappers come off and Lisica is introduced to the wider world.

I’ve already written all 60 episodes, all 426,000 words of it. I’m currently recording and producing the audio episodes. Each weekly episode will be published in text and audio formats on my website https://dwdraff.in for free without ads. Come escape with us over the next 60 weeks to this fogbound island of daring adventure and passionate love…!

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Foreword

In 2001 I flew from San Francisco to Tokyo in a window seat. It was one of the first flights that displayed the plane’s location in realtime. Our flightpath followed a high arc over the North Pacific a thousand kilometers south of the Aleutian chain. I stared for hours at the unbroken ocean, filled with dark floating masses of seaweed and patches of green then blue then gray.

Suddenly: an island. An island where no island is recorded to be. We flew right over it, a long double spine of ridges hiding deep valleys. For more than half an hour I was able to study it, shocked to find such a large landmass here. It was four or five kilometers in length, curved like a kidney, its canyons filled with vegetation.

The plane’s position put us over 1600 kilometers north of Hawaii and about 900 kilometers northeast of Midway. On any map you can find, this vast region is blue water and nothing else. But how could an island possibly exist here? And if it did, how had it remained a secret so long?

Lisica is the fiction I’ve written about this very real island.

—DWD

1 – Hug Like Sisters

The endless gray sea remains unbroken in every direction…

…except for a single island, a column of dark rock that interrupts the emptiness like a comma on a blank sheet. The isle’s sheer cliffs rise hundreds of meters from a fringe of white surf on its rugged coasts. Crowned by deep green forest above, its canopy is wreathed in dense fog.

Only in the southeast corner of the isle does a waterfall overtop the cliffs. It spills into a great black pool ringed by an apron beach. A rocky lagoon with jagged black breakers stretches into the ocean from its dark sand, providing an open water shelter for coral and sea grass. Sea lions sleep on the rocks, watched over by guillemots and cormorants. Gulls and terns wheel above in thick profusion, crying out, their nests in the cliffs. It is spring and the hatchlings peek out like balls of cotton, crying to be fed.

Far above, atop the ridge that not even the pelagic birds reach, a child’s bare brown arm pulls aside an obscuring branch that overlooks the ocean. It reveals the gray horizon, unbroken to the south. A dull shell of maritime-layer clouds covers the island and lowers the sky to the tops of the trees. The cries of the birds and barking of the sea lions and roar of the surf fill the air.

After a long moment the sea lions fall silent, blinking at the south horizon. They roll into the water without a sound. Soon after they disappear, a US Navy research ship sails into view.

The ship, white above with a dark blue hull, drops anchor outside the lagoon and a Zodiac is lowered to the rocking sea, where it is loaded with lifejacket-swaddled passengers and gear. The pilot zooms through the breakwaters, smashing through ranks of waves from behind, and navigates through a gap in the barrier rocks into the lagoon. He runs the Zodiac up onto the beach.

Whoever it is watching them from the island’s ridgeline above withdraws from view and slips back under the cover of the trees.

Amy Kubota steps onto the beach, a huge smile on her round face. Silver streaks highlight her unruly black mass of hair. Before her feet touch the sand she is already cataloguing the extensive birdlife above her. But it’s business first. She claps her hands. “Start with the big ones, Jay. Let’s get the Zodiac back on the water as soon—”

Aye aye, Amy!” Jay Darmer, her grad student, answers a bit too loud. He unfolds himself with expert balance and throws his rangy athletic body at the containers. “This one, Prad. But careful. Don’t capsize the—”

Pradeep Chakrabarti, Amy’s other grad student, stands with a wobble and lifts his end of a giant plastic bin. He is tall and slender with an aristocratic air. The Zodiac shifts as the surf runs up the beach and Pradeep almost drops the bin. He grunts with the effort and flashes a brilliant smile as he splashes ashore. “Baptism, Jay. It’s called a baptism.”

The Zodiac rocks with their departure and Flavia Donaceti squeals, sitting precariously in the center of the craft with her prized possessions. She throws her arms wide with a loud wail as a splash of seawater comes over the side and spatters her round eyeglasses. “Don’t! You boys! Ai! You make me wet!”

A throaty giggle from behind Flavia adds, “Yeh, boys. You can’t just make a girl wet. You gotta at least buy her a drink first.” Katrina Oksana’s Australian accent contrasts with Flavia’s Italian. Their laughs mix together as Katrina heaves herself out.

She leaps lightly onto land, backpack in hand. Katrina looks like a pony-tailed student taking a gap year. With a deep breath she inhales the fresh air. “Ahh. Home sweet home.”

Amy pulls on Flavia. “Come on, Flavia. It’s time.”

Flavia holds several laptops in their bags, as well as a giant black hard case. Her short legs have trouble clearing the width of the Zodiac’s sidewall. She can’t manage it all at once and she stumbles onto the sand, cursing the island in her native tongue and soaking her slip-on sneakers.

The pilot, a midshipman named Curt, hops out and grabs the nose of the craft. He drags it a few paces up the beach and begins unloading duffel bags into a pile. “Sounds like the Captain’s made contact, ma’am!” He shouts in a voice made hoarse from a life on the sea, and lifts the two-way radio clipped to his vest that still buzzes with news. “Your folks will be here soon!”

Amy just stares at him, head full of logistical details, unsure what he means. Then it clicks. “Oh! You mean the other ship! That’s great. Great news, Curt. I had no idea they were already so close.”

Katrina takes a bag from Amy’s hands and hustles it up the beach. The older woman first protests, then sighs and watches as the youngsters churn through the sand at a pace she can’t sustain. So she supervises instead.

Curt calls out, “I’ll be back with the next load. You all get these piles up to the structure there before the waves come in.”

Flavia groans in relief. “There is a structure? Oh, thank god. I was afraid we’d be in tents this whole time. Civilization at last. I get first shower.”

Pradeep crosses the crescent beach at a diagonal toward an old concrete bunker hidden among ferns and buckthorn. He calls out over his shoulder, “Yes, you’ll recall that the notes mentioned a kind of facility. No details about it, though.” He stands in front of it, regarding the concrete walls stained from decades of exposure to the ocean. “Ah. Well. This must be why.” It is a ruin.

A moment later, Jay steps into its empty doorway wielding a carbon fiber hiking pole like a sword. “Hello?” He edges his way in, squinting at the gloom. Columns of gray light stream through holes in the corrugated steel roof. “Here snakey snakey…”

From outside, Amy squawks. “Snakes? What kind? Let me see!” She pokes her head through the nearest window, eagerness adding wrinkles to the corners of her eyes.

No, haven’t seen any yet.” Jay pokes at piles of debris. “It’s just that we used to play in an old abandoned bunker like this down in Big Sur and man did it always get jammed full of snakes.”

Amy frowns, the field biologist unable to square certain details. “At this latitude, though? And so close to the ocean? I don’t—” A sharp sound interrupts her. Something catlike twitches in the far corner and bounds up, darting through a back window before Amy can track it. “Whoa! Jay! What was that? I couldn’t tell! Some kind of mustelid?”

Fuck. I didn’t see.”

Me neither.”

What’s a mustelid?” Katrina asks. “Sounds like a clam.”

Amy laughs. “The weasel family. Ferrets and such.”

Jay crosses the bunker to peer out the window it escaped. “Was it unique? Any details at all? Aw, man. Hope it’s a new species. Can you imagine? We’ll name her Mustela kubota.”

Amy laughs, waving a self-deprecating hand. “Oh, Jay, you’re so sweet. But we’ll see. How about we name it after whoever it bites first, eh?” She steps inside. “So… Safe in there?”

Katrina’s hand grabs Amy’s sleeve. “Spiders. In Australia any abandoned building like this would be absolutely stuffed with spiders. Watch it in there, mate.”

Jay cackles. “If only Katrina knew about our arachnid obsession! Prad! The specimen jars!”

Not yet, Jay.” Amy sweeps a corner of the building clear of litter with her boot. “We need to get the bags above the tide line first. Curt was right. It’s rising.”

Pradeep’s head appears in the window. “Do we really know that? I’ve got a global tide chart here but this island isn’t on it.”

Flavia adds, “And I lost signal like six hours ago. I mean, where even are we? My map software isn’t working out here. It’s crazy, there’s no record of an island anywhere near here.”

Out of habit, Amy fishes out her phone and looks at it. No signal, of course. “I mean, so this is just a hypothesis, but let’s say Midway is the closest landmass. If this island mostly shares tide and weather pattern characteristics with its closest neighbor then—”

In the back corner, Jay pokes a pile of dried ferns that hide a nest of giant crabs. They charge, claws larger than his hands, and he falls back with a shriek, clacking the pole against their carapaces. “Back! Back!” But they surge past him toward the light of the door. “Okay, well, forward then! Look out!”

The crabs run for the door and they all shriek.

Pradeep shouts out, “Don’t let them pinch you!”

The crabs scramble outside and the chaos settles with the dust. They all gather at the door, giggling like school children. But Amy is already making notes on her phone. “Like a… variant of coconut crab! Amazing! Definitely genus Birgus. But so dark!”

Katrina shivers. “Careful. Those claws can go right through your leg. I swear. I’ve seen videos. Strong as shit.”

Flavia declares, “I am not sleeping in there. No way. Tents sound good now. Real good. Maybe up on platforms?”

Pradeep nods, pensive. “Yeah. Good plan. Tall platforms. Some kind of barrier on the legs. Got to keep it clear up above. Yeah.”

Ξ

As the others continue to unpack, Amy and Jay step quietly through a grove of mature redwoods, awed by the scale. Their trunks are up to five meters in diameter, rising a hundred meters above their heads. Amy carries a green frond, fallen from its canopy, studying it.

For all intents and purposes this is…” she shrugs, shaking her head in wonder, “I mean, superficially is all I can say for certain,” she stops and peers upward, “but all these trees appear to be identical to Sequoia sempervirens, California Coast Redwoods.”

Jay snorts. “Untouched. Undiscovered. Holy smokes. This is crazy, Amy. I mean, when has this ever happened? Ever? I don’t think so. Sure, there’s like the Dawn redwoods in China but no way, this isn’t even what that is. This is an actual sequoia grove. They’ve never been found outside of California. This is—” He makes a garbled, incoherent sound. Amy grabs his hand and they share a sacred moment. “Shit, boss. We could spend the rest of our careers on this right here. This grove alone.”

We can call it Tenure Grove.”

They giggle together in the gloom.

Jay urges them forward, deeper into the grove. The understory is sparse, the hillocks they climb covered in redwood duff and clover. He waves away a cloud of flies and presses on, only getting about a dozen trees deep before coming up against the base of the cliffs. Thick banks of ferns climb upward, eventually giving way to manzanita clinging to the vertical wall of rock and dirt.

He ranges at the base like a foxhound on the scent, looking for a way to ascend. “Crap. Too crumbly to climb. Is this volcanic? I mean, it’s gotta be, right? What’s the bedrock gonna be here, doc?”

Amy just shakes her head, watching the white gulls and terns wheeling far above. “The geologist is on her way. A damn fine one, too. Yeah, nobody’s climbing this cliff here.”

But Jay can’t be contained. “Maybe we can climb the waterfall instead. Here. This way.” He pushes through the foliage to their right, toward the east. “Oh. Watch out. That may be poison oak. Or… Maybe not. I think it’s actually an analogue.”

They force their way through a bank of flowering shrubs they don’t recognize, crowing about their likely provenance, and finally break through to the edge of the waterfall’s dark pool. Amy edges outward onto an outcropping of slick worn basalt and regards the falling plume. It isn’t the mightiest waterfall in the world but its heavy unbroken stream falls from on high, scattering mist and droplets across the grove, crashing loudly into the pool with foam.

After a long moment Jay returns to her, face streaked in mud, branches in his hair. “What happened to you?” Amy asks.

Fell off.”

You fell off the cliff? Are you hurt?”

No. I mean, no like closed head injuries. Well, not any more, at least.” He peers upward. “Damn. Not a chance. I mean, we sailed around the whole island and those cliffs look like they ring the whole thing. This may be the only entry point. I was hoping there’d at least be a game trail or something here.”

It is so cold. We’re basically at southern Oregon latitude as far as I can tell. This is a true temperate island. A major island with a temperate coastal cloud forest in the North Pacific. Unbelievable. We’re like, what, a thousand kilometers from land?”

Yeah, that’s what I was trying to triangulate on the plane from our last landmarks and the sun. After a few hours it turned into a really fucking long and narrow isosceles triangle, that’s for sure. We are waaaaay out here. Over a thousand klicks is my bet. And we’re still super far north of Hawai’i. Amy, there isn’t any island of any size on any map in the world at this location. But nobody seemed to want to pipe up about it in front of the Navy dudes so I left it…”

Yeah, this whole thing still has that weird military vibe, for sure. It hasn’t gone away at all. But look, Jay. They’ve treated us really first class so far and I’ve definitely joined sketchier expeditions. Or at least I did when I was your age. But don’t worry. Alonso is one of my oldest friends. I trust him 100% and if he says he’ll take care of us then he’ll absolutely take care of us. And we already made the dendrological find of the century!”

Jay holds his dirty hands up. “Hey, no regrets here. Work with a living legend, newly returned from the dead, and chill out on mystery island for eight weeks? Fuck yeah. Living the dream here. Come on, Amy. Uhh… we can try to get back to camp this way. Or not. Wow. So overgrown. Not even any game trails leading to the water. Why not?”

No large ruminants here? Or at least none who can make it down the cliff to the beach? Maybe there’s populations above in the interior. But also, no ticks yet. Another sign there’s a chance no large mammals live here. Oh my god this place is a pristine genetic reservoir. Come on. We have to tell Prad.”

They backtrack the way they came.

Ξ

Pradeep and Katrina are busy building their third platform of fallen branches at the edge of a cluster of trees. He wields a foldable handsaw and she cuts notches in them with a huge bowie knife. They’ve stacked nearly a hundred logs.

God these smell so nice!” Katrina crushes up the leaves under Pradeep’s nose. “Smell.”

Yes, bay leaves. Fantastic. Well. Our cooking will taste good at least. How’s this? Sturdy?” The logs lay on frames held together by twine. They look rough but mostly even.

Let me see.” Flavia pushes past them and spreads a black tarp over the branches. Then she shoves her hard case onto it. “Solid so far.” Flavia puts her laptop bags on the platform and lifts herself onto it. It only sinks a bit in the sand. “Not bad. But what about my shower, eh? What am I supposed to do, just wait for rain?”

Katrina, unimpressed with Flavia’s complaints, gestures to the east. “I mean, the waterfall’s right there, love.”

Ha. You mean the one that’s ten degrees? No, grazie.” Flavia takes out a laptop and boots it up. She attempts to pair it with her phone. “So of course there is no reception out here until I set up the node. What was the last signal anyone got?”

Well…” Pradeep consults his phone. “At 2:36am PST I got my last text. A friendly reminder that it’s time to renew my car’s warranty before it’s too late.”

So… that’s about nine hours, assuming we moved across two time zones.” Flavia tries to calculate. “I don’t know how fast that helicopter flew, but it must have been over two hours. What is a nautical mile again? Let’s say we were moving twenty knots after we transferred to the ship. Then we sailed for seven hours?”

Katrina pulls a fistful of hard candies out of her pocket and offers one to Pradeep and one to Flavia. “My guess is way over a thousand kilometers from the mainland. And, um, I heard we weren’t gonna have any internet out here at all.”

Flavia laughs, cracking the candy with her teeth. “Impossible. Why would Doctor Alonso bring a research mathematician out to the middle of nowhere if she can’t access her online resources? That’s why I brought a sat phone—” she proudly lifts the chunky unit “—and a platinum tier prescription paid by a special EU research fund at Torino.”

Oh, thank god,” Katrina sighs. “I was afraid I’d lose track of the Marvel Universe out here for eight weeks with no—” She stops, registering a voice shouting at them from the beach. Katrina turns, shading her eyes, and spots a woman running at them from another Zodiac that has just landed on the sand.

Pradeep waves and calls out to her, but the tall woman is in no mood for introductions. She nears them, gasping, and reaches for the sat phone. “No! You CAN’T!” This is Esquibel Daine, a medical doctor in her early thirties, and her face is filled with fury.

Flavia screams as Esquibel pulls it from her grasp. She shouts in a mix of outraged Italian and English: “No! Chi sei? What are you doing—? Quello è il mio telefono! You can’t—!”

Esquibel lectures her in an East African accent. “The rules were NO INTERNET. We made it quite explicit. They will KICK US OFF the island if we give away our location.”

Whoa. Damn. Okay, okay.” Katrina tries to play peacekeeper. “Just slow down, little Miss intensity. Who is they?”

Rules?” Flavia waves the word away like it’s an annoying gnat. “I mean, it really read just as a suggestion…”

Esquibel ignores Flavia’s protests, frantically studying the sat phone. “Is this on? Are you transmitting?”

Che pazzia!” Flavia throws her hands up, irate. “You can’t just take my phone from me! If I’d known this would be some kind of police state I wouldn’t have come!”

Pradeep assures Esquibel, “No. She’d just taken it out of its case. Nothing happened. Nothing is on. No signals have been sent. Everything is fine. Now. Who are you?”

It isn’t?” Esquibel drops her hands in relief. “Oh, thank god.” She calls out to the two others still getting out of the Zodiac at the surf line. “Still secure! It isn’t on!” She glares at Flavia one last time, then jogs back to the others with the confiscated sat phone.

Amy and Jay appear, drawn by the raised voices. Jay watches the argument with concern but Amy only has eyes for one of the other figures at the water’s edge. He is older, a bearish man supporting his weight in the sand with an aluminum cane.

Alonso…? Alonso!”

Amy rushes to him.

Ξ

By sunset, the last of the Zodiac deliveries are being dragged up the beach by the younger members of the team. The wind whips fog and whitecaps across the surface of the dark waves.

Sitting in a camp chair, Alonso watches in helpless frustration. He wishes he could help but he can’t. So he just grips his cane and tries to accept that others must do the little things for him.

Triquet, a field archaeologist dressed in a pink satin vest and comically-large work boots, swoons at Alonso’s feet. Triquet has green hair and multiple piercings, their slender non-binary body tattooed with ancient Olmec and Toltec symbols. “Heavens to Murgatroyd I’m tired.”

I’m tired just watching you.”

Amy appears at Alonso’s shoulder with a steaming mug. “The magic of hot liquids.” She places the mug in Alonso’s grateful hands. Then her gaze falls upon the prostrate Triquet. “Oh, you poor thing. Would you like a cup too…?”

Alonso gestures at Triquet. “Doctor Amy Kubota, this is Doctor Triquet. Triq, Amy is one of my oldest friends.”

Amy curtsies and gives Triquet a dimpled smile. “I can already tell we’ll be great friends. Green tea?”

Triquet rolls onto their back and gasps. “Tea? You’re a goddess.”

Amy amends herself. “Best friends!”

Alonso says proudly, “Triquet just landed a full research position in field Archeology at Pitt. Real rising star here, Ames.”

Oh, great,” Amy complains. “Way to make me feel old. I was an adjunct til I was almost forty!” With a rueful smile she shuffles over to her platform to fetch another mug. In the gathering gloom the others claim platforms and start unpacking their bags atop them. Jay strings a hammock between two bay trees.

Flavia watches him, a little resentful of the hammock’s crab-proof clearance. But his system looks more complicated than she cares to track and when he isn’t done until he clips in a bugnet layer, she waves a hand in front of her face and sighs. “You know, the bugs aren’t even that bad here. When I heard Pacific island I thought… Non lo so. It will be a tropical jungle like Borneo.”

Esquibel has added a couple layers now that the evening chill is setting in. She drags her duffel bag to a spot in the sand beside Pradeep’s platform, an apologetic smile on her face. “Excuse me.”

Pradeep crouches atop his platform, fastening the corners of his pyramid tent to the platform’s logs. He finds a warm smile for Esquibel. “Ah. She’s back. And we still haven’t been introduced. I’m Pradeep. From Amy’s lab.”

Yes. Hello. I am Doctor Esquibel Daine. Forgive me for before. I was concerned about our operational security—”

Understood.”

“—and then Doctor Alonso himself. I had to get back to him to make sure he could… well, it turns out he had no trouble, really… getting out.”

Nice to meet you. I look forward to eight weeks of working quite closely and happily together. All of us.”

She takes his hint with a stiff nod. “Yes. Well. I appreciate your words, Pradeep. Thank you. I do too. Now.”

Fantastic. How can I help you?”

These platforms can move, right?”

Move?”

She sighs in frustration. “I don’t understand why you spent the day building platforms in the first place. We can’t build structures here. Very important. And these are against the rules.” Esquibel points at Flavia’s platform and his own. “Hers and yours are visible to satellites. We need to at least get them under the trees.”

Aha. I see. And that’s important, is it?”

Esquibel raises her hands in the air in appeal. “Did nobody read the documents? You signed them.”

I did. I did, Doctor Daine. But they were heavily redacted by the time they got to us. One entire page was black lines except the word FACILITY. We really have very little idea of what we’re doing here. If there’s any chance—”

Yes. Of course. All in due course. But could you help me get the platforms under the trees first? Right up against the ferns.”

Pradeep decides with a smile and a nod to cooperate. They approach Flavia’s platform to explain what they are doing. But she is having none of it.

What, are you crazy? The ferns are where the crabs are.”

What crabs?” Esquibel tries to lift one of the platform’s corners. “Could you please get off for a moment?”

Not if you’re taking my platform to the ferns. Aren’t you listening? The crabs are the whole reason we built the platforms.”

Crabs? What are these crabs?”

Pradeep leans in and quietly describes the crabs to Esquibel, his hands spreading wide to encompass their size.

Esquibel recoils in horror. Without a word she picks up her gear and places it on the last unclaimed platform. Then she helps Flavia and Pradeep drag their platforms as far away from the ferns as they can get, to the far side of the beach where the platforms of Katrina, Triquet, Alonso, and Amy cluster beside the bunker.

Amy overheard their argument over the quiet surf and wind. Solicitous, she calls out, “You know, Esquibel, the distribution of coconut crabs reaches the Indian Ocean. They might be familiar. Have you ever seen any on Kenyan beaches?”

Esquibel pulls her platform grimly along the beach. “How would I know? I’m from Nairobi. Have they attacked anyone yet?”

Jay, the only one left on the west side of the camp, swings in his hammock and calls out, “As far as we can tell they’re afraid of us. They scuttled into these ferns and haven’t been seen since.”

Alonso watches them labor, silhouetted by the orange of the sunset. Their voices soothe him and the jaggedness inside him eases, giving him respite. After a moment, another figure steps in front of the sunset, facing him. He smiles. “Ah. Katrina Oksana.”

Señor Alonso.” In the fading light the young woman is like some mythical naiad emerging from the surf. She searches his face. “Mucho gusto. Amazing to meet you in the flesh.”

He laughs. “Ai, Dios mío, you have an Aussie accent. Of course. I never knew. All the times I thought I heard your voice in my head. It was completely wrong. And you’re just so, ehh…”

She laughs and swings her ponytail of straight auburn hair. “I know. I look sixteen. But don’t worry. I’ll be twenty-three this summer. I can take care of myself out here. I promise. Thank you so much for this. For everything.”

No, it is I who must thank you. From the bottom of my heart. You were my only light for far too long in the darkness. You must tell me. How is Pavel? It was Gerasim’s last question.”

Getting better. Every day. He still doesn’t really leave the house but now he has our mom to take care of him. She just retired and gave me a break so I can do this. With Pavel, it’s just day to day.”

Yes. Yes, I know it is.”

Katrina seizes his hand. They share hot, bitter tears.

Amy has returned with Triquet’s mug. She watches Alonso’s encounter with Katrina, her face troubled. “Alonso, I’m sure you’re tired after the long haul but if there’s any chance we can get just a few answers tonight I know my whole team—and, well, everybody here—is just burning up with—”

Of course. Of course.” Alonso wipes his eyes and faces them. “You all deserve to know everything. Well. At least everything I know. Which isn’t all that much. But I chose these teams for this research project because I knew you could all handle this situation the right way. Professionally, with ethics and rigor. But also with humanity.” His prelude silences the camp. They all hang on his words. “So what are your questions?”

Um, where’s the fucking hotel bar, Alonso?” Flavia demands. “I mean, what am I supposed to spend my per diem on here?”

Everyone laughs and the tension eases. Alonso answers, “Well, the closest one is probably about 1900 kilometers east. In Crescent City, California, I figure.”

Where are we?” Pradeep asks. “What is this island?”

Alonso says, “Its name is Lisica.”

Katrina claps. “Ha. Fox.”

Amy asks, “Lisica means fox?”

In some Slavic languages, yeh.”

Huh.” Amy calls out in the darkness. “Hey, Jay. Maybe that wasn’t a mustelid in the bunker this morning.”

Aw, shit,” his voice emerges from the gloom. “Yeah that could have been a small Vulpes. I wish I’d seen its tail.”

Fox Island,” Katrina declares.

The foxiest of isles,” Triquet purrs. “That’s hot. So why doesn’t it show up on any maps, boss man? What’s the big secret here?”

And why,” Flavia interjects, “did we all have to sign such a restrictive NDA, Alonso? I mean, a lot of those clauses are barely legal. And totally unenforceable. I’d like to see you try to—”

Esquibel turns on Flavia. “Could you please stop trying to break the rules every five minutes? There aren’t very many and they’re very important and this is a unique and important oppor—”

Pradeep interrupts her. “Yes, Doctor Daine. But whose rules?”

Esquibel sighs and makes a vague gesture. “Our bosses. Who are also our funding sources. Who are also our clients. Well, mostly. Anyway, who do you think is in charge?”

That’s right, mi amigos,” Alonso says quietly. “We are at the very tail end of a decades-long classified U.S. Air Force program. That concrete shoebox there must have been some kind of listening post. Who knows? It’s all they built here in nearly seventy years. Lisica is a hidden place. The prevailing currents and winds all lead away from here. It’s almost always under this fogbank. It wasn’t even discovered until the twentieth century. But now there’s a new global satellite agreement about to go into effect and they can’t keep it a secret any longer. So a couple Air Force scientists met me at my debriefing and pitched this project to me. Eight weeks on a pristine island to categorize as much of it as we can before the wrappers come off and the whole world learns of Lisica.”

A moment of silence, then Flavia laughs. “That is such bullshit! Impossible. Impossible. A secret island? No. In this day and age? One hundred percent impossible!”

Alonso nods in agreement. “That’s what I said. But Colonel Baitgie, he’s the commanding officer in charge of the Lisica mission, said this isn’t even the only one. There is an unspoken agreement among the governments and corporations of the world who own and operate satellites to keep places like this one secret. Who knows how many corners of the world remain hidden. Nice guy. A trifle too religious for my tastes but he did take good care of me once they got me stateside.”

Debriefing?” Pradeep is only twenty-four, but his gravity is that of an older man. “Doctor Alonso, we’ve all heard mention now of… well, something. Some ordeal you underwent? But nobody—”

I was tortured.” Alonso’s voice is a rasp. “In a gulag.”

Pradeep gasps and drops his eyes. “Ah. I see. I’m very sorry.”

Amy steps behind Alonso and puts a hand on his shoulder. “Oh, god, was it really that bad? Alonso and his partner Charles Wu were on a Central Asian paleogenomics field assay when we lost touch with them five years ago near the Kyrgyzstan border. We still haven’t heard any details…”

One day we were at the dig, just me and a few local guides and laborers,” Alonso recounts in a rough voice. “Next thing we know we’re surrounded by gunmen. No insignia. Speaking one of the Turkic languages. That’s all I know about them. They said there was a fight back at basecamp. Charlie died, Amy. Charlie and Nadya both. I couldn’t get back in time. Charlie died in my arms.”

Oh, Alonso, no…”

Baitgie swore.” Alonso’s eyes swim with tears. “He swore he’d take care of Minnie and Sarah. Said Charlie would get a pension. The whole deal. You have to help me hold him to it.”

Yes. I will. Minnie had another baby, you know. Like six months after Charlie left. A little boy.”

Alonso’s face finally crumples in grief. “Oh… He never knew…”

Ξ

In the gray light of the minutes before dawn, Flavia’s screams split the still air. Birds wing away from trees. Someone in a tent grunts. Jay’s head is the first to emerge from his hammock. Esquibel is the first to get her boots on and stumble toward the waterfall.

She gets to the edge of the wide dark pool moments later, reaching into a black satchel on her hip. But Jay and Katrina are right behind her so she removes her hand from it.

Flavia screams again and they all look in fear at the source of the sound. Then their faces split into relieved smiles.

Flavia is naked, turned away, standing on a rocky outcrop near the base of the waterfall. Every time a blast of cold water shocks her she screams again.

Jay laughs. “Signorina got her shower after all!”

In the luminous dawn, Flavia’s marbled pale skin and dark curls at the base of the falls transforms her into a Raphael masterpiece. She turns and with a wave beckons them to join her.

Ξ

As the camp wakes up, Triquet brings a tray piled with energy bars to Amy’s platform. Amy hands them a steaming mug in exchange. The pair eat their bars and share the silence, looking out at the beach and the lagoon beyond.

Alonso sits out there in his camp chair, at the surf’s edge, staring at the horizon. Triquet points at him. “I had a border collie used to do that.”

He hasn’t seen her in five years.”

Triquet shakes their head, puzzled. “I once saw Miriam Truitt give a presentation on the dating of Eocene ultramafic lavas. She somehow made the subject fascinating. What a communicator. But I just can’t see it. They must be the oddest of couples.”

Amy only smiles. “He and I were lovers in grad school. Did Alonso ever tell you?” She looks sidelong at Triquet who plays along with a cartoonish shocked face. “We were so happy. Taking blood samples from wild horses in Nevada. But then Miriam showed up. And it was over.” Triquet makes a sympathetic face. “No no. Not in a bad way. We all became the best of friends. But they just fit together so well. Better than any two people ever should. And they’re both such giants in their fields. We could tell, even then, that they were on a whole different level of awareness. It was like a, like being in the middle of some implausible Hollywood storyline. When you ever hear the phrase ‘they were made for each other,’ it was coined for Miriam and Alonso.”

And now he’s waiting for her.”

Amy smiles, her face full of tenderness. “That’s Alonso.”

Ξ

The hours pass but the sun never breaks through the low maritime layer. The sea is green. The gulls and terns cry on the thermals and the sea lions return, watching the humans ashore as they float with their glassy black eyes just breaking the surface of the water.

Everyone but Alonso is busy at the camp, building long lab tables under the trees from more logs and repurposed plastic containers.

Esquibel curses at the medical station she is building and holds up her hands in surrender. “I have no idea how to create sanitary conditions here until I can get a roof over my head.”

Oh, we got a few tricks on archaeology digs,” Triquet tells her. “Not like clean rooms, but they should be sufficient. And it looks like fresh water shouldn’t be an issue here.”

Esquibel makes a face. “I’d like to get it tested first. But until we can do that, we have to boil or filter everything. Right, everyone? The water is suspect until further notice. I don’t want to have to treat any of you for giardiasis or, God forbid, lepto.”

Flavia points at the bunker and swears, “I am not going in there. Until it has been like cleansed with fire. All the crabs and snakes and spiders. Nuke it from orbit. Then maybe. We’ll see.”

Amy tut-tuts her. “Well that’s not very good guest behavior. And Jay wouldn’t get his specimens. Give us just a few days to catalog what we can and then we’ll be able to clean it out and move in.”

Pradeep holds up a cupped hand and stares at the sky. “Is it starting to rain? We should rig tarps. Can I get a hand?”

Instead, Katrina points at the horizon. “Look, a ship.”

At the water’s edge, Alonso stands leaning on his cane.

A sleek gray catamaran-style research vessel flying a Japanese flag pulls up at the mouth of the lagoon and drops anchor. Another Zodiac is lowered and eventually it arrows toward them.

Miriam Truitt stands in the prow, auburn hair streaming back. She strains toward Alonso. The rain starts to fall more heavily. When the craft beaches she leaps out and runs, as fast as she’s ever run, through the surf and deep sand to him. He hobbles toward her and a gasp of grief escapes her as she sees how damaged he is. When she reaches him she wraps him carefully in her arms and kisses his face, again and again, in benediction and worship. “I will never… ever… let you go… ever again.”

Ah, Novia,” Alonso finally allows himself to groan, the pain so long buried finally rising to the surface. “They hurt me so bad.”

She hugs him possessively. “Never again. Mi niño is back.”

But he casts his head down and shakes it no. “No. The boy is gone. And—and I’m not sure how much of me is left.”

Don’t say that.” She grips him fiercely again. “We get to grow old together. You promised.”

The rain mixes with their tears. They shiver, holding each other. Finally Alonso sags against her and allows himself to be loved.

Two others get out of the Zodiac. Maahjabeen Charrad is a stern-faced oceanographer in a teal headscarf who is preoccupied with corralling the two single-seat sea kayaks they tow. When she finally gets them both above the tideline she straightens and frowns at the island and its occupants like someone who is beginning a prison sentence.

The other, Mandy Hsu, is a coltish young woman who fights to disentangle herself from piles of cords and straps at the bottom of the boat. She waves at someone in the camp and bounces forward, eager and happy. “Esquibel! Esquibel! It’s me! Mandy!”

At the camp, all the others turn to Esquibel in surprise. At first she frowns to hear her name called out, but when Esquibel hears the name Mandy her stern face splits into the most beautiful grin, a sight none of them have yet seen, and she runs toward the girl with a cry of joy. “Mandy! I can’t believe it! Why didn’t anyone tell me you were coming? Oh, it’s Mandy! My Mandy girl!”

They hug like sisters.

6 responses to “Chapter 1 – Hug Like Sisters”

  1. Mark Nixon Avatar
    Mark Nixon

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  2. Hanne OGrady Avatar
    Hanne OGrady

    Great, thanks for sharing. I was just thinking th

  3. Nick Tremblay Avatar
    Nick Tremblay

    Woah guy. I wonder at times but not often (I don’t reach out to my closest friends and fam often or at all and realize it’d be betta if did-lives in it’s own littleman’s-type-world in 3D).  What is this man-a royal gem a loyal organism, a kindest, honest feller, hard adventuralist/journeysman who walks the goodlandz of God, the creative spectacular of SF-a grand friend there even and !now! What has this man been workin on these past times, couple years, 2020 and to date. I expect it be somethin profound-it always is. Playwrites, books, audio tracks and such. Always obtain the drive, focus and action followin through with such projects-pretty neet. I’ll read er realsoon. It looks like a grand read.

    I be cumn out there soon. and this time I won’t skip SF, residn direct to the mtns of Skitown delight, and then to El Sal for a tropical adventuremans’ specialty. Haven’t been out there much at all since the plandemi as I was prior-every couple months workn for my best gardening clients in town, visitin the buds of CA. I’ve been continuing pursuing the annual ski trips there and stayed/remained in Sac where Vonz now resides besides the Mtn Club Kirkwood place. Interstin times these last couple years in these parts. I’d lost my mind again and probably mistakn the rememberences I’ve found er just yet. 

    Oh yeah I have to finish the plane tok purchase I’ll look see if have time now:I’m thinkin Feb 21st to March 10th abouts for the CA. Feb 21st to March 1st perhaps for SF, prior to skiin/Sac visits, and El Sal again.

    We catch up soon. Sushiis nmore-the Sunset Snackups-Fam and Littleman-like 20 years back when I was just a boy. Perhaps a couch still emits the odor of my oily body, and mites-markn my sleepman’s zone enough for a near future health, REM-inducin Sleeps acceptance. a couple eves around this time. ?    Let em know. 

    -Neet- and -Kwel-.

  4. garren fazio Avatar
    garren fazio

    Awesome!What a treat to revive this from you. Best of luck and happy new year.

  5. jen kiatta Avatar
    jen kiatta

    Hi Walker,

    Great to hear from you and congratulations on your newest (or at least newish) project!! I look forward to pursuing this once we get our kiddo back in school and I have a millisecond to myself. 🤗 Big hugs to all of you and hope we can connect this year. ❤️

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  6. patrick cox Avatar
    patrick cox

    WOW! Quite a project! Congratulations on the result. I’m listening to the podcast… What’s the strategy to make money from your investment?

    Patrick

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