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56 – Amy’s Foxes Ever Did

Flash.

Cleaving the darkness of Alonso’s sleep, a white corona of light pops in an upper corner of his closed eyelids, shattering his slumber. He drags himself awake as voices rise. Someone starts screaming. Another. Familiar voices.

A gunshot.

Somehow Alonso is now racing barefoot across the slope. Where even is he? Pine needles beneath his feet. Others run beside him, shouting. He had been so deeply asleep. Not even dreaming. And now he’s charging out from under the edge of the trees, his legs stabbing him with nerve pain but still carrying him out into the dark meadow. Ah, yes. They had all returned to pine camp at the end of the night once Katrina told them their presence in the village made old Yesiniy irate.

A huddle of women stand in the field in fierce dispute. He can’t even make sense of their words. Oh. Esquibel kneels and tends to Mandy in Katrina’s arms, Flavia holding a light. What is going on?

“He shot her!” Katrina yells, outraged, to those who approach. “The fucking spy shot Mandy!”

“Superficial!” Esquibel assures them. “She will be fine.”

Alonso and Miriam pull up short as Pradeep and Maahjabeen and Jay emerge from the darkness behind them, their phones flaring with light.

“Where is he?” Jay scouts the perimeter. “Why’d he shoot her?”

“We surprised him.” Flavia holds her light on Mandy’s stained shoulder as all the others flare around her. “With the flash.”

“Of all the stupid bloody things you’ve done…” Esquibel seethes. But she needs to focus on stabilizing Mandy first. Wounded in precisely the way that Esquibel is trained as a specialist. She will have the very best care. This will not harm her. Not Mandy.

“The Chinese spy?” Alonso is slow to grasp all the elements of the scene. “He is here?”

Katrina nods at a line of darkness. “Dived into those bushes. Headed toward the creek. Upstream. Who knows. He might still be right there, lining us up. Esquibel, did we not have a deal that we were not going to do any more of this shit in private?”

“This.” Now Esquibel has to be as precise with her words as she is with the few surgical implements she carries. “This is exactly why I had to… I am sorry. Does someone have a blanket?”

Jay instantly tears off his jacket and places it under Mandy. Maahjabeen does too, rolling hers into a pillow and kneeling at Mandy’s head, soothing her with caresses at her temples.

Mandy clutches her shoulder, silent and grim. Fuck this. Fuck everything about this. It feels like a really angry giant punched her. Really hard. And she can’t have anyone fussing at it, even Skeebee. Especially Skeebee. Mandy grunts at a sudden sharp pain, a shot at the base of her neck. Her whole right side starts to tingle then goes numb. She eases a bit down onto the jackets and looks up at Esquibel with suspicion. “Now what are you going to do?”

“Just cleaning it up, Mandy G.” Esquibel’s voice is quiet and infinitely tender. “The bullet passed through. Hit nothing major. Good entry and exit points. Right now I’m just going to remove any fragments, okay? Just make it spotless for you…”

Mandy feels a distant tugging. The faces of nearly everyone from the camp loom over her. But it’s too much. She closes her eyes in distress and turns away, blocking it all out. What a horrible mess.

Pradeep appears with a pair of groundcloths and blankets and pillows. He builds a nest beside Mandy and prepares for her transfer. “Ready whenever you are, Doctor.”

“Thank you, but…” Esquibel focuses on her task, pulling the fibers of Mandy’s punctured jacket and shirt out of the entry wound, washing it with a bulb of sterilized water. “I don’t want to move her at the moment. Can you fetch my two big kits for me? Back at the tent. It is all I brought from my clean room in the cave. Thank you. And someone start boiling water.” She hears Pradeep rise and hurry away through the grass.

“Anything else we can do?” Miriam appears, laying her fingertips on Mandy’s other shoulder with the lightest touch.

“I have Flavia and Pradeep.” Esquibel is taking refuge in her professional training. “The rest of you, honestly, are in the way. Please go back to bed. We can discuss everything in the morning.”

“Ehh…” Alonso groans. “I don’t think any of us will be able to go to sleep for a long time. Not while poor little Mandy is out here in the field with a bullet in her neck.”

Mandy makes a frightened face at Esquibel, who smiles comfort back to her. “Shoulder,” she corrects Alonso. “Just muscle. Small caliber. Nothing major. And the bullet is gone. Now I am just doing some pre-op care so when I do stitch her up she won’t have much of a scar at all. Good thing you’re not left-handed, darling. We’ll need you in a sling for the next week or two.”

Despite her order, the others arrange the pillows and blankets Pradeep brought and lie down in the field beside her as she works. Esquibel frowns and shakes her head. “Your big Cuban family is very strange, Alonso.”

“Yes, aren’t we?” He has his head in Triquet’s lap. “I am sorry, Doctor Daine, if we are continuing to bother you. But my heart, it is still hammering.” Others murmur in assent. “There was a shooting. An actual person we know and love getting shot. The adrenaline is too much. We can’t just go back to bed.” Esquibel continues to work in silence, now pushing Mandy onto her side so she can tend to the ruptured skin of the exit wound. Alonso tries again. “So what happened? How did this…?”

Jay, who has been patrolling the bushes since Katrina pointed at them, now hushes them. “Shh. Shhh…” He listens, straining in the darkness. They all do. There. The faint crack of a footstep, then another, moving away. “There he is. So what should I do, team? Follow him? Let him go?”

“He has a gun, Jay.” Miriam may not be able to go back to sleep but she sure is weary. “He just used it. Please don’t give him—”

“Yes, come back, Jay.” Alonso’s mind is starting to clear. What a disaster. He wishes he knew what to do but nothing is clear. “We need to hear what happened first. Katrina?”

“Yeh. Well.” Katrina is at the edge of the groundcloth, sitting on her heels hugging her knees facing Esquibel and Mandy. “We just knew she wasn’t going to tell us so we had to keep an eye on her. Last night, nothing. But tonight, Flavia wakes me like an hour ago and whispers, ‘she’s on the move.’ So we hopped up and crept like cats through the bushes and sat shivering in the dark for like ever while Esquibel stood out in the middle of the field like a fucking scarecrow. Just standing there.”

“Oh, Esquibel, what were you thinking?” Alonso appeals to her, trying to include a modicum of respect along with his exasperation. “Please, uh, illuminate us on the subject.”

“Shortly. If you will only give me ten minutes…” Esquibel wishes Mandy hadn’t fallen back into the dirt when she’d been shot. Too much grit in the exit wound. Now she must be thorough. “I will be glad to answer all your questions when…”

“I believe it would have been fine if Mandy had not found us.” Flavia holds the light steady, on its highest setting. It is the least she can do. But she does not look at the blood. That is too much. “But, eh, she did not know the plan.”

They all give an expectant moment for Mandy to tell her side of the story but she remains silent while Esquibel picks at her.

Katrina takes up the tale again. “So, I mean, Mandy sort of got rightly irate about the situation when she realized what was going on. We had trouble keeping her quiet. And when the spy heard her I guess he thought Esquibel had double-crossed him so the gun came out and that’s when—”

Flavia finishes, “I had the brilliant idea to do like Jay and flash my camera at him. But that only made him want to shoot me. And I am so sorry. He hit Mandy instead. Poor sweet child.”

Jay is the only one who doesn’t settle. He gathers firewood, piling it at the edge of the groundcloths, and after a few manic minutes he builds a fire. With all this activity he doesn’t hear what Esquibel says to the others to fend them off. He doesn’t need to. There’s other smarter people here for that.

“No no no, Esquibel. That is demonstrably false. You know,” Flavia responds, growing irate, “I wouldn’t have had to make such a decision if you had only trusted us for once! And told us what you would be doing!”

Esquibel bears it in silence. She is now stitching both wounds closed, having determined that there is no more reason for delay. She has to focus on keeping her hands steady, something that is normally not a problem. But nothing about this is normal.

“I have a question…” Alonso holds up his hand like the professor he hasn’t been for five years. “What does any of this mean about the likelihood of being picked up at our appointed hour?”

The camp silences. They’ve all been thinking it. Miriam is the first to brave the topic. “Well, Zo, I mean, really, this mission is still too big for just one man. He can’t decide it all, can he? It’s not like he was going to pilot the ship himself. There’s what, like at least a few dozen personnel involved.”

“But he would give the orders.” Triquet frowns into the darkness. This reminds them of their worst nights in Guatemala, the jungle alive with rebel gunfire. At least this time they aren’t suffering the shits. They’ve had nothing to add until now, but this kind of big-picture analysis is where they can chime in. “It’s like a command structure thing, yes? I mean, Baitgie could just delay the pickup for another eight weeks and make up his own reasons to his boss, right? And this is some black budget nonsense so there might not be almost any oversight at all. They’ve forgotten about Lisica before. He could keep us out here for years.”

“Now… now talk like that is making me insane.” For the first time the light in Flavia’s hands shake. “If we get trapped here I will kill myself. I swear.”

“Flavia, please. Paranoia doesn’t help…” Esquibel has heard enough raw emotion. Now she needs them to calm down.

“Paranoia! You say that? She is lying right there! The woman you love! Shot by a Chinese spy!”

“Stop shouting that!” Esquibel hisses. “If he can hear us, he will know we know! I hadn’t let go of the facade he is Japanese!”

“Flavia. My dear. We will get you home,” Alonso promises. “I understand. Everything feels very dire right now. For all of us. But we will figure this out.” He waits for Esquibel to finish wrapping Mandy in gauze and covering her with an extra blanket before continuing. “Now. Doctor Daine. Please tell us the contents of your conversation with the spy.”

Esquibel sighs. She has run out of other things to do. “He held out his hand. I said I didn’t have it. He never spoke. He took a step toward me. I said that I had done my best but there was no storage anywhere that I could steal. I told him I was really upset with myself and to give me another couple days. He reached for me. But that’s when we heard Mandy behind us and he pulled me to the ground and took out his pistol. I shouted. I told them no. But then the flash went off and he fired. Then he ran. That is it.”

“All the way back to Ussiaxan.” Jay still patrols the far side of his fire, peering at the dark line of undergrowth where he disappeared.

“And how do you believe this will be handled by Baitgie? Do you think this will prevent him from having us picked up?”

“Well, no.” Flavia immediately tries to interrupt but Esquibel holds up a hand. “Wait. There are several possible scenarios and in each of them I can’t see how it would help. Like, let us say he really wants that data. His real bosses have decided it is valuable enough to mount this operation all the way out here. But all the moving pieces are too complicated and it fails. The plane crashed. The handoff with the crooked doctor doesn’t go as planned. Now will they just give up? No. They will still pick us up on time and just wait to find an easier way to steal the data, perhaps after we submit it to Baitgie. For some reason, they didn’t want to wait that long. Now they must. Or…”

“Or maybe they just send like a whole Chinese strike team or whatever to Lisica,” Triquet adds, “who take it from us by force.”

“Or why doesn’t this American colonel just keep us out here so the spies can keep trying?” Maahjabeen’s cynicism about the great powers has never been so validated. “We are just puppets to him. Numbers on a sheet of paper.”

“There is an actual global satellite agreement coming into force next week. He didn’t make that up.” Alonso tries to recall anything about his interactions with Baitgie that could be useful now. “The whole situation will change. He said once that when it happens he’ll be required to publish an inventory of all his secret hideouts. People will start looking. He will only have a small window here…”

“If I am not home by the 20th of May my department chair will call the Italian Polizia, I swear. Interpol. All of them.”

Alonso frowns. “I doubt that. Maybe after a week has passed.”

“This is just not how militaries operate!” Esquibel needs all this ill-informed nattering to end. “I was in endless meetings leading up to this mission. Support teams. Resources. Extra training. So many people know we are here and are working to bring us home in, what three more days? Multiple branches and even nationalities working together in international waters. It isn’t just a shady figure in an office all alone pushing buttons. He would have to, possibly, falsify the facts on the ground here to get the operation to change its timelines. And he would never do that. It would lead to a whole list of questions he couldn’t answer.”

“So what do you think it is, then?” Miriam asks. She sits behind Katrina, the girl leaning back against Miriam’s bent legs.

“I doubt that the point of this whole operation is about the data.” With a steadying breath, Esquibel centers herself and focuses on this last scenario. Saying it out loud will help fill in the gaps that have been torturing her for the last few nights. “It isn’t about Plexity. It’s about me. This is just how they are grooming me to join Baitgie’s little band of traitors. After I committed to this whole charade, they had me. See, the way it will go is I will go home. And some anonymous contact will send me footage and proof of me betraying this team. The spy, he wears a camera. He films me each time. It’s already happened. I am already compromised. They can ruin my life unless I join their efforts. Labor in secrecy my whole career. I’m probably not even supposed to know that Baitgie has also been turned. But this is how they will get me. And I am useless to them if I remain out here. So they will come get me.”

“And maybe it’s just a little bit of column A…” Triquet holds up one hand, then the other, “…and a bit of column B. The Plexity data will be useful to whatever their own mad scientists are cooking up, and you’d also be a valuable asset for them.”

Now Mandy rolls back, putting a hand to her shoulder, and looks at Esquibel. “Valuable.” The word holds no weight. Mandy’s eyes are unreadable. “What are you going to do now, Skeebee?”

Esquibel shrugs at Mandy, sad. “I knew that espionage was going to ruin my life, but I didn’t realize how quickly or… fully. I swear to you all I had no idea at the… depths of this. I am sorry, Mandy. I hoped we could somehow continue this wonderful love affair that we have here, but… I am so sorry you got shot. I am so so sorry. You deserve better. Better than me. You deserve safety.”

“I guess I appreciate the apology. Or something.” Mandy hates this. The intruding bullet, dividing them from each other. In her heart she can’t blame Esquibel. The intense woman has always been larger than life. She operates under a whole different set of rules. Things like this always happen to her. Of course the Americans and Chinese are fighting over her. But still. This is a hell of a way to get dumped.

In the silence, Pradeep quietly asks, “Flavia. That flash. Was it just a light or did you actually take a picture?”

“Oh. Ehhh…” Flavia frowns, instantly upset with herself for not thinking of this. “Yes. Here. But they are too far away.”

“Is there anything,” Pradeep continues, “that might identify the spy as belonging to one country or another?”

Flavia zooms in on the two figures. Esquibel is on the ground. The spy crouches over her, legs spread, pistol out. His black suit is featureless, nearly undetectable against the darkness behind him. “No. No… You can’t even see his face. No details…” She searches in vain and then finally shrugs, giving up. “It is a useless picture.”

“Well. In a sense.” Pradeep rises, joining Flavia beside Mandy. “We know that this image can’t identify him. But does he know it?”

“And more importantly,” Triquet adds, “do his bosses know it?”

“Exactly.” Pradeep takes Flavia’s phone and examines the image himself. “Esquibel. You fell awkwardly. Maybe twisted your ankle? It looks quite bad.”

“It is fine.”

“Yes, so our spy has retreated to his base, where he must contact his superiors and tell them… what?”

Maahjabeen answers. “That we all know about him now and one of us took a picture.”

“Which will put him in very bad trouble,” Pradeep continues. “What kind of reaction do you think his commanding officer might have to that news, Esquibel?”

“Oh, fury. I am quite certain.” Esquibel considers the issue. “The Chinese are all about saving face, even in the PLA. It’s kind of… known. Different military cultures. They will almost always double down and try to save the mission before his commander has to report the failure to his own superiors. Yes, Pradeep. You are right. Our spy may come back with a vengeance. Take everything we have at gunpoint. The hard drives, everything.”

“No!” This stirs Alonso and he heaves himself up to address them all. “He cannot have it. I would die to defend it.”

“You might just. He might get orders to secure Flavia’s phone and kill the witnesses, yeh?” Katrina asks, miserable.

Esquibel scowls. “He… might. I just wish I knew why they are doing what they are doing. Then we would be able to make a plan. But we will never know.” She shivers, thinking of how easily the Chinese spy put slips of paper beneath her shirt as she slept. Twice. Esquibel won’t sleep well these last few nights, maybe ever again. “I think it would be best to retreat to the sub, someplace that only has single doors that can be defended.”

“Exactly,” Flavia agrees. “Doors and walls and furniture.”

“You’re talking about right now, aren’t you?” Katrina groans.

Esquibel tries to calculate it. “Well, if his base is in Ussiaxan, then we know he can’t get there in under an hour, and that’s during the day. It took us at least that long. So it will be at minimum two hours before he can return here. Add time for him to relay how he failed and to receive new orders… It’s currently 3:19 am…” Her frowning face is illuminated by her phone’s screen as she consults the time. “I think we will be safe until dawn. But we must expect him after that.”

“What if he has friends?”Flavia asks. “More spies?”

“What if he brings the whole Ussiaxan village?” Jay adds.

“No,” Esquibel and Katrina say at the same time. Then Esquibel continues. “They are looking for the fox, remember? According to the Russian we met, nothing is more important to them.”

“Yes…” Alonso now recalls that Esquibel, Katrina, and Mandy had returned in the dark after a long absence with Jidadaa and Xaanach. “I never heard the details of this. We were too busy moving back here. And you were gone all day and into the night. In a field, you met a Russian… what, soldier?”

“No,” Katrina answers with a sigh. “He was a scientist like us. He mentioned some technical university when he was raving. I didn’t recognize it. I think it was in the east, like Vladivostok area.”

“He… was?” Alonso asks.

Esquibel nods once, curt. “He did not survive. Sepsis. But I was able to take away the pain at least.”

“Who killed him?” Pradeep wonders.

Esquibel shakes her head. “We couldn’t tell. The original injury was… well, an autopsy could shed some light but I couldn’t tell. His ribs had splintered and punctured a lung. But we don’t know if…”

“It could have been a boar,” Katrina lists, “or a bad fall in the woods or maybe the Thunderbirds just got sick of him. Maybe he asked the wrong questions. Their like representative there didn’t seem too upset when the bloke died. He just took back a necklace they’d given him and vanished.”

“What kind of scientist?” Flavia asks.

“His name was Viktor. He didn’t say. But I got the impression…” Katrina consults Esquibel with a glance, “something in the medical field. Not a doctor or a nurse but…”

Esquibel shakes her head no in agreement. “No, but maybe a technician. If he had been a real medical professional he would have done more to combat his infection. But he just… laid there. As far as we could tell he had only been in his sleeping bag smoking cigarettes for a week or more.”

“Waiting for his friends to find him.” Katrina shakes her head at the sad memory. “I bet those Russians who scared us off the beach were sent to find him. But they couldn’t find the way in.”

“Yes,” Maahjabeen agrees, “the Russians must enter where the Japanese did, up the west cliffs somehow. Maybe that message was for him, written in the sand.”

“He wasn’t waiting for his friends. He was waiting for the end.” Mandy’s voice is a spidery rasp. It makes them all fall silent. “He told us all about the foxes, Alonso. He said it’s all about the babies and where they go. He was like fixated.”

“Yes, Jidadaa has already told us this.” Alonso is sad to hear about the man’s loss. “What a waste. He gave his life for them.”

“But he told us…” Mandy sits up with effort, accepting help from both Katrina and Esquibel. “The Russians have figured out that to control Lisica you need to control the foxes. It’s their religion. It’s their whole culture. Lisica. The island isn’t just named after foxes.”

Mandy looks at both Katrina and Esquibel, who scowls. But it is the doctor who eventually continues. “He said, no he raved, that the foxes are actually in charge here. That they rule Lisica.”

“He wasn’t raving,” Katrina corrects her quietly.

“He was raving the entire time. Just because he had moments of lucidity,” Esquibel retorts, “doesn’t mean what he said was true. It is classic paranoid fever dream material. Animals don’t govern islands, especially ones with hundreds of people on them.”

“The foxes… are in charge.” Miriam knows the statement is preposterous but it still resonates within her. “Don’t know why, love, but that actually answers a whole host of—”

“Are you totally insane?” The amount of scorn dripping from Flavia’s words is insulting. “When did scientists start to believe such fairy tales?”

“I didn’t say I believed anything,” Miriam snaps at her. “I’m just talking in terms of models. We’ve had incomplete data about this subject for eight bloody weeks. But if you plug in these possible factors then all of a sudden our inscrutable villagers might start to make a lot more sense. Remember when you were arguing with the Mayor, Esquibel, about the placement of pine camp? It was Morska Vidra’s fox that chose our spot. Once he sniffed it out they were suddenly all fine with it. It was his fox who originally gave his blessing to us in the mouth of the cave, which let the villagers first talk to us. It was his fox…”

Flavia stands, waving her arms to interrupt Miriam. “Okay, fine. Fine. The people have put their pets in charge. So what? What does any of that have to do with us?”

In the silence, Jay suddenly perks his ears. “Yo yo yo. Someone coming. Oh, shit. We waited too long and now…” He searches helplessly for a weapon, for cover in the open meadow.

They all stand. Esquibel reaches for her satchel as the figure steps stiffly from the darkness into the light.

“Amy!” Alonso’s shout of joy is ragged with shock.

She stands at the edge of the firelight, blinking at them. Amy is gaunt, her eyes hollow. She is covered with dirt and bits of moss, as if she’s been buried beneath the forest floor these last five days.

They surround her, embracing her, murmuring and kissing her, picking debris from her hair.

“Careful. Careful.” Amy shields herself from those who want to squeeze her tight. She spins out of Pradeep’s embrace and clutches at her breastbone. Turning back, she reveals the fox kit the vixen had prematurely birthed then rejected. It has grown in the last couple days, nearly doubling in size, but it’s still sightless, an elongated worm with just the barest wisp of white hairs starting to sprout. It wriggles weakly in Amy’s cupped hands. “My little premie baby. This one was just the first. But it’s done now. Eleven in all. It’s finally over. They all survived. And mama is resting.”

Ξ

“The name of the man Maureen Dowerd fell in love with is not kept here. The soldiers showed little interest in learning any of the local languages or customs. They only called him Shanno. So it will only be among the Lisicans that his full story is known.” Triquet lectures all the others, crammed together on the bunks in the upper deck ward room of the sub. “But, well, if you’ll pardon the artistic license, I think this tale needs to be told from the heart. I’ll keep my assumptions and leaps of logic to a minimum here, but here’s what we now know…” Triquet takes a deep breath to place themself back in time, among the crisp collars and nicotine stains and upright posture of 1959. “This boat’s name is the USS Sunfish, an IXSS unclassified Tench-class sub built for intelligence gathering missions in the Pacific after the war. Its existence isn’t recorded anywhere. What we have finally uncovered is a crime of passion.”

“I mean… haven’t we known that already for a long while?” Flavia addresses the room, frowning.

Triquet nods. “That the colonel killed her, yes. Or had her killed. And he hunted Shanno and the child but never seemed to find them. It was Shanno’s own people who eventually killed him, right, Katrina? That’s what you said the head of the Thunderbirds told you. That it was the Ussiaxan. The people without a fox. And that they ‘caused Maureen to be killed.’ Which is pretty much the last puzzle that needed to be solved. That’s the part that took forever. But the collected records of Staff Sergeant Boren really bring the whole thing to life. It was the night of December 12th, 1959. He wrote it in a letter to his brother that he never sent. He says the Colonel ‘cracked like a bad egg. And the diesel shovel ran all day. The men were not happy.’”

Flavia shakes her head, displeased. “What does that mean? Ingles dug his fiancee’s grave? With a diesel shovel? Isn’t that just basically like a bulldozer? Why would it take him all day?”

“He wasn’t burying a body…” Pradeep realizes.

“He was burying a sub. Boren’s schedule for the day shows all standard activities were canceled or moved, even meals. And the next day things had shifted again. To finish the job. Or recovery. Seems like it was a real mad dash. A reckless decision.”

“To plug the hole.” Maahjabeen looks at Esquibel. “Common military instinct, apparently. That was the tunnel to the interior, right there at the top of the beach.”

“Exactly, exactly…” Triquet croons. They fall into character, the tormented jilted lover. “Ingles loses his mind. ‘If I can’t have her, no one can. These damn natives cause more trouble than they’re worth!’ And in his wild fury he orders his crew to put the cork in the bottle, leaving Maureen in the interior with her new man.”

“Too bad they didn’t know about all the other tunnels,” Jay chuckles. “That must have messed with his head when she popped right back out after all his work.”

“No, there were no other tunnels in those days. I don’t think…” Triquet shrugs. “This is where we would have to guess. But I figure all those other tunnels we get lost in underground here were dug in reaction to the sub taking away the villagers’ path to the beach. They tried a million different directions and only a few actually made it all the way through the cliffs.”

Maahjabeen waves at the ground beneath them. “But what about the channel underneath and all the concrete leading to the sea cave? The… the… what is the word?”

“The culvert,” Miriam offers.

“Yes, was that already there?”

Triquet shrugs. “I think it wasn’t. I think the culvert and sea cave were probably developed later. But I might be wrong. There are layers here. I think the sub got dug in and then they just kind of built all these things around it. Then they cut the conning tower off and fully buried it when it was time to change leadership, so they wouldn’t have to answer any tough questions, I expect. They built the bunker over it in 1961, the year Ingles left.”

Alonso chuckles. “We wracked our brains so hard trying to figure out why the Americans would bury a sub down here. We thought of so many like tactical and geopolitical reasons. But in the end it was all because of a broken heart.”

“And racism,” Triquet agrees. “And isolationism. All the normal human impulses. But I keep coming back to the phrase ‘they caused Maureen to be killed,’ instead of the Ussiaxan killing her. And what I’m pretty sure that means is that they were the ones who revealed Maureen’s infidelity to the colonel. It was a blow to the back of the head that ended her life. Behind the ear. She didn’t see it coming. She may not have known it was coming.”

“You’re saying,” Esquibel asks, “that he caught them while they were having sex?”

“Perhaps. Or maybe leaning over a crib. The baby’s been born. The baby who grew up to be Yesiniy, the old woman who now lives next to the Mayor. She’s obviously not his, not with that hair. It’s when Ingles discovers Maureen’s secret that he kills her. Hides her body in that grave in the woods. Leaves without saying a single goddamn word about it to anybody. Total monster if you ask me.”

“He never understood…” It’s the first time Amy’s spoken since they’ve set up in the sub. Her focus has been almost entirely on her infant fox, coaxing it to drink some of the powdered milk she has reconstituted. Now she shakes her head in sorrow at the tragic myopia the soldiers and sailors had. They never explored the interior of the island. They never saw its astounding life, never understood the secrets hidden in its green heart. “Poor man. Such a sad way to exist. Just so rigid. Sometimes I wonder how my ancestors were able to make it through a day.”

“I mean…” Flavia shrugs, “people still kill people for cheating today. It is not very different.”

“It’s not that. It’s…” Amy shakes her head, no words for what she now knows. “Postwar culture was just so monolithic. You know what I mean. We can hardly even watch their movies any more. Listen to their music. It’s not that it was just simple, it was… inert. Like everything they did was about enforcing some unnatural social norm or another. They were so busy doing all that they couldn’t hear the trees singing.”

“And you do?” Esquibel has given Amy a wellness check, which she satisfactorily passed, but that only indicates the health of her body. What her mind must have endured for the past five days has obviously left some indelible mark on her. It reminds Esquibel of the hallucinatory psychosis surrounding some new mothers’ births. What is it about the process of delivering infants that tears the fabric of reality for so many people?

Amy shrugs. “I got deep in the forest’s rhythms, I can tell you that much. And that vixen, she was just such a… vixen. Now I know why the word has the connotations it does.”

“What connotations?” Miriam asks, mock offended. “You’re the one who first started calling me Vixen back in the 90s.”

“Yeah, when you were being naughty,” Amy laughs. “I never thought an animal could be so controlling. It’s all somehow in their ears. The way they tilt and move them is so expressive. Like a lady with her fan. The idea that they run the island makes all the sense in the world to me now. She’s just got so many demands.”

“So, Triquet,” Alonso asks, “are you finished? Are these your final findings on this subject?”

“Final? Well, no. But it’s where I’m at now and I think most of the major questions have been answered. I’ll hand over my research to the authorities when we get back and see if they want to make anything of it.”

Esquibel nods. “They should. If only that an unregistered woman somehow got on their top secret island for a couple years and they never knew.” She frowns, watching Triquet duck through the hatch leading deeper into the sub. They return by the time she ends her sentence, arms full of bottles. “Now what? What is that?”

Triquet smiles wolfishly. “The last thing I have to share this morning. Who wants a shot of Bushmills in their oatmeal?”

Ξ

“Take my hand.” Pradeep holds his out at the threshold of the sea cave’s door. Maahjabeen giggles and grabs it. He pulls on her and she gives out a little yelp, then collapses into his arms. He swings her up and carries her through like a bride. “Welcome home, my love.” He kisses her, or at least tries to. But they are both laughing too hard and their teeth clack on contact.

He stumbles when he enters the cave and his grunt is met by a series of heavy splashes in the water. They both gasp and whip their heads around, to spy the last of the sea lions dropping from their perches on the shelves of the cave.

Only a few remain, watching the intruders with shining black orbs. Other heads surface, their curiosity getting the better of them. Pradeep and Maahjabeen remain still and quiet, frozen in an awkward fall, hands braced against the stone floor, bodies twisted. Finally one of the closer sea lion mothers barks at them, an urgent plaintive bellow that echoes from the walls and water. The call is taken up by a few others and soon more heads have emerged to join the chorus. It is a deafening sound, hurting Maahjabeen’s ears. She finally shifts, rolling onto her side so that she can plug her ears with her fingers. An urgent glance to the back wall shows that Firewater and Aziz are still safely stacked there.

The sea lions subside, mollified, and hump their way back onto the shelves. Pradeep frowns at their behavior. “They are awful quick to accept us. I was afraid that we’d scared them off entirely. But they’re already back out of the water…”

“Because something in the water scares them even more.”

“Your orcas.”

Maahjabeen smiles fiercely in agreement.

“Fantastic. Remember the carcass we found here the first time?”

“You are so romantic.” She cups his face, only half-joking. There are so many sea lions in here she can smell them. Probably sixty or more, and all crowding her favorite spots in the cave. She rolls to her feet and one of the distant sea lions takes up the alarm again, but this time none of them join her. She subsides after one of the larger males croaks, a decision having been made. “Yes, papa. I would risk the two skinny little humans instead of the pod of orcas as well. Wise choice.”

Pradeep is a bit spooked by the lustful growl in Maahjabeen’s voice. He notes the gleam in her heavy-lidded eyes. Her stance. “What has gotten into you? You look like a predator too.”

“Oh?” Maahjabeen would reflexively deny it but she sees no reason to. The pulsing heat racing through her limbs proves it. Yes, how fine it must be to live as a black and white torpedo with fangs. To have these endless oceans as a playground, through which you can rocket faster than anyone. To snare a wriggling bit of meat, plucking it right from the water and tearing it open… She grabs for the next best thing, hauling Pradeep close and kissing him wetly, pressing herself against him.

“This is weird…” is all Pradeep manages to say before she is atop him, smothering all further protests.

After she collapses, shuddering above him, they hold each other tight. Maahjabeen opens her eyes, the fireworks having passed and the odd refractory post-coital thoughts drifting through her. She is shocked to find a juvenile male sea lion on the stone floor of their own side of the cave, not more than two meters away. He bobs his tapered head, nose alive to their rich scents. She laughs at him.

Pradeep lifts his head. “What are you…? Ah. Yes. Weird. How long has he been there?”

“Long enough to learn things, eh, Mahboub?” She settles once more, head on Pradeep’s shoulder. The young sea lion still keeps his distance, and his head keeps bobbing. “So cute.” She loves the glistening intelligence in this creature’s eyes. “What a shame they taste so good. It is like hunting the deer, eh?”

“Okay now you are identifying with the orcas to a disturbing degree. I have worked with sea lions for years but I don’t think I have ever once wondered how they taste.”

“Hot. And juicy.” She kisses him and rolls away, sitting up. “I want to see if my clan are out there.” She stands wearing only a sports bra and shoes. Relishing the sea air on her naked skin she picks her way along the left wall of the cavern toward the next open grottoes where they built and then demolished their concrete buildings. Maahjabeen feels luxurious, a kind of fullness she has never before experienced. For perhaps the first time in her life she wants to walk around naked, in the most private place in the whole world, with nobody’s eyes on her except her own true love. And dozens of these furry, fatty snacks.

“Careful.” Pradeep scrambles to his feet, his shorts around his ankles. He pulls them up and holds out a useless cautionary hand. Maahjabeen steps toward a cluster of the resting pinnipeds. Can they tell how much she is on the side of their hunters? “Don’t get between them and the water.”

“But I just want to see…” Maahjabeen cranes her neck past their bodies. She edges forward and one of the nursing mothers lifts her head. “Oh, look, Pradeep! The baby is so precious!”

“Do you think you could get some of that milk for Amy’s fox?”

“Ehh…” Maahjabeen and the sea lion stare at each other. “As Salaam Alaikum.” She bows a bit and tries a close-lipped smile.

The sea lions all start barking again. But it isn’t because of her. She can see a tall dorsal fin racing in, a bow wave building before it. Then the orca rises from the water, mouth gaping, and snaps at the edge of the platform across from Maahjabeen. She cries out in pleasure, making eye contact with the magnificent fellow before he pulls back into the water, having missed his catch.

The sea lions at her feet surge against the back wall, caterwauling their terror, as the orca slowly swims the circuit of the cave. On the platforms in the center of the water, one sea lion is pushed to the edge. She falls in and the killer whale surges toward the spot.

Neither come up. A long minute passes. The orca is gone.

Maahjabeen finally drops her eyes from the last spot she saw the sinking fin. On the stone floor before her is a white splash, a mess of milk where the infant was nursing. She takes off her shoe and sock and soaks the fabric in the puddle. “Look, Pradeep! I got some milk after all!”

“Ha. What a fox this will be.” He shakes his head in wonder at the foreign DNA they are feeding Amy’s kit. “First boar milk, then powdered cow milk, now sea lion milk. It sounds like a superhero origin story. The fox who became a legend.”

Maahjabeen draws a sharp breath, a deep insight lancing her. “The orcas. The foxes. The foxes rule the land here and all the people on it. But my orcas, Mahboub. They are the rulers in the same way of the sea. Remember how much trouble everyone had about how the orcas led us to the old shaman? They are shaping what happens here as much as Amy’s foxes ever did.”

Chapter 41 – To The Sub

October 7, 2024

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41 – To The Sub

Pradeep descends the narrow set of concrete stairs. Jay’s back, silhouetted by the light coming from the sub below, bends nearly double before vanishing through the hatch. Well. Pradeep has mostly done a good job avoiding the sub and the tunnels and the entire bloody interior of the island but now his help is needed. His clarity. His common sense. Pradeep takes a deep breath to calm himself but the growing knot of anxiety in his guts can’t be so easily released. It is beyond his control.

Yes. So is everything. Lisica has robbed him entirely of self-rule. And some of that is fantastic. He will happily worship Maahjabeen for the rest of his days. He is thrilled to be working with Doctor Alonso, the luminary. But the rest of it… Actually living out these fearsome experiences might be too much for his faint heart.

“There it is!” Jay crows from within. Heartened, Pradeep ducks through the hatch and straightens in the cramped chamber, its curving walls tapering together near his head, increasing his claustrophobia, sepia and yellow light everywhere. Jay stands proudly, holding the remains of a dead roach. He searches his pockets for his lighter. Nope, no lighter. But ah! There it is on the ground, red and chrome, like a child’s forgotten toy.

He sparks up, hoping the weed can ground him a bit. Having to do actual real-world shit while peaking on acid fucking sucks.

Jay realizes Pradeep is talking to him. And the weed isn’t hitting at all, it just got yeeted straight out of his brain by the stronger drug. Fuck. “What’s that, Prad?” Oh, weird. Did he actually say those words out loud or imagine them?

“So where is it?”

“Huh?” Jay notices the way Pradeep purses his lips when he’s upset. He sure is a stress case. “Oh! Uh… I just had it.” With a triumphant smile he presents the lighter to Pradeep. “Ta-daa.”

“No, abe saale,” Pradeep snatches the lighter from Jay’s hand and shoves it back into his front pockets. “The evidence. Where is the evidence?” Jay only looks at him, stupefied. Pradeep shakes him by the shoulders. “No no no. You have to stay here with me. You have to tell me. This golden man. Where did you see him?”

“Right! The golden man!” Jay grabs Pradeep by the elbows, his face filled with revelation. “Dude! It was right here! I was sitting here buzzing. And Katrina wanted to go down on me but I said, hold up. We’re like not alone in here. So she—”

“Wait. She what?” Pradeep is scandalized. “Is that what you two were doing down here? Isn’t she like seventeen?”

“Aw, come on, Prad. She’s twenty-two. She’s only like nineteen months younger than me. Why’s everybody gotta disrespect the one and only DJ Bubblegum?”

“Okay. Well, I didn’t know you were…” Pradeep makes a vague back-and-forth gesture with his hands, “into each other.”

“Are we?” The overwhelmed look on Jay’s face indicates that this is a calculation that is way beyond his abilities at the moment.

“So anyway…” Pradeep hauls his friend back to the here and now. “Where did you see the golden man?”

“I was here. Katrina was here. Golden man was here.”

“Okay. Did he ever come into this room or did he stay in that doorway there? That hatch?”

“He stayed in the hatch. Oh, shit. That’s right, Prad. The Russians. They’re on their way. We got to hide.”

“Yes, well…” Pradeep can’t think how to finish that sentence. He supposes it is within the realm of possibility that Russian military forces still visit the island. Katrina had detected Slavic words in Lisican speech. They must have gotten it somewhere. But he dreads the notion. Armed soldiers prowling through camp, with orders to shoot anyone they find there. It’s terrifying. They are so utterly alone and defenseless here, so far from any help at all. “What exactly did he say?”

“Uhh…” Jay scrubs his forehead. Visual memories turn into words and back again, forming some abstract orthogonal space in his head that refuses to resolve into speech. “You know, he was speaking Russian. And I don’t understand Russian.”

“Right. So Katrina was translating. And how did that go? Was he nice? Was he angry? Did he threaten you?”

Jay giggles. “Show me on the doll where he touched you.”

Pradeep claps his hands. “Jay. Let us be serious here. They are upstairs waiting for us.”

“Be vewy vewy quiet. We’re hunting wabbits!” Jay falls forward onto all fours and Pradeep is afraid he’s lost him again. But no. Jay crawls slowly forward, scanning the deck. All things considered, it’s probably what they should both be doing. Pradeep inspects the walls instead. Triquet has done a nice job, putting up a gallery of portraits in a row here, the uniformed men in black and white who served on this sub and perhaps buried it here. Their postwar faces look so simple, the light in their eyes so certain. Well. Life was far more straightforward back then, that’s for sure.

Jay crawls through the hatch, still not looking up. It is dark on the far side, something Pradeep isn’t yet willing to encounter. He takes out his phone and lights the chamber beyond. Then he closely inspects the frame of the hatch. But the frame is clear of pollen. Pradeep fights his impatience down. Careful, now. Don’t jump to any conclusions yet. Frankly, he hadn’t believed Jay’s story of the golden childs and their strange rituals at first until he was shocked to find them surrounding the camp a few nights ago. All kinds of bizarre things happen here. This might be one of them. “You must understand. Because of your condition, we can’t just take your word for it. It is too important. We need to know.”

Jay rolls over, nodding. “Knowledge. Not just like opinions but…” He wants to make a speech on the value of true knowledge but an ire blazes in Pradeep’s shadowed face that makes him hesitate. “What? What did I do?”

“Just stay on task. The golden man. We need to find him.”

“Yeah. But we don’t speak Russian. We should have brought Katrina. She could have—”

“Not on your life. I’m having enough trouble with one of you.” Pradeep scans the dark chamber. Lit by just his narrow white beam, it seems far more spooky. “Come on. Figure it out!”

“Will do. I think he went this way.”

Pradeep follows Jay through the next hatch into the narrow corridor and its three doors. It is only getting more dark and scary. Each of the offices and ward rooms are empty. In the Captain’s cabin a twisted blanket still lies on the mattress. That was where Alonso was when Pradeep found him. Also on drugs. He came on to Pradeep quite hard… That was awkward. What is it with these crazy people? For the first time he’s happy about Maahjabeen’s strict temperance. He needs at least one stable person in his life.

They creep through the corridor, Jay scouring the grate of the deck and the stained walls of the hallway. The end of the passage is lit by an indirect light. Pradeep recalls that Triquet leaves work lights on down here quite a lot.

They step through into the control room. Jay is quite pleased with himself. He’s been able to stay on task for a whole five minutes now. Perhaps the peak is already passing. Then he’ll just have to deal with coming down, which is horrible. But hopefully they’ll be back up in the bunker by then.

The work light in the corner is tilted upward, making crazy shadows that expand the higher they go. The shadows all converge on the ceiling, which troubles him. It seems significant somehow. Malevolent. “Shit.” The last thing Jay needs while hallucinating his nuts off is an actual confrontation with one of the evil spirits of the island. He’s sure they’re here. It’s almost like he can sense them. The acid gives him a second sight. But, thankfully, the control room is clear. And there’s no sign that anyone went down the hole in the deck in the corner onto the jumble of stacked furniture below. “If there’s gonna be pollen anywhere, it’d be here…”

They both inspect the ragged hole, the rusted edges of expanded steel clean of anything resembling gold dust. “Can we say this is proof, then?” Pradeep studies Jay’s bleary face. “Will you accept that this golden man wasn’t real? That it was the drugs and only the drugs?”

An immense weariness washes through Jay. He recalls that his side was slashed open. That was a real thing. The pain he still feels in his skin is a real thing. Maybe the golden man was not? Who even knows any more? The last few hours are nothing but a jumble in his fatigued brain. Perhaps he doesn’t know anything about anything at all. “Sure, man. Whatever you say.”

Pradeep nods, pleased with Jay’s mumbled concession. “Fine. Good. Then let’s get back and tell them before…”

And that’s when they both see the far hatch in the control room, the one that had been welded shut and convinced them in the days early on that this was the end of the sub, is now cracked open.

“What in the world…?” Pradeep edges up to it. “But how…?” He runs his light along the edges of its door. It is still welded shut. Yet there is a seam outside the door frame that has been broken open. It may not even be on a hinge. The entire bulkhead is just a giant heavy panel made of rusted steel that has now been heaved aside, with a gap wide enough for a man to pass through.

“Oh, shit. I knew it…” All Jay’s fears become manifest, coalescing in the darkness on the other side of this hatch. “I fucking knew it. This is too freaky, bro. We got to pull back and come at this with a little more…”

But Pradeep is absorbed by something he sees through the gap. He peers more closely, listens more intently. “Hang on.”

Then he steps through, into darkness.

Ξ

Triquet wakes with a start. Then a deep shiver. Oh, that’s right. Here they are. Alone and lost. At their lowest point yet.

It is dark, maybe already dawn. They lie face down in the mud outside the bunker beneath a bush somewhere by the creek and the pool. The waterfall is a steady rushing white noise beside them, with the slap of falling water on flat stones nearby.

They’re soaking wet and freezing, eagle bite throbbing, wrapped imperfectly in their rain suit. How did they manage to actually fall asleep out here? Oh. Right. They are utterly exhausted.

It had been a race to break down the camp and the bunker, some kind of awful marathon filled with rising anxiety and shouting matches and Esquibel’s outrageous threats. At least they’d already done half the work, back when the rains had started. They’d already struck the tents and hammock and lowered the camp tarps and stowed the solar panels. If those things had still been up last night, there was no way they could have finished in time.

They’d begged the golden childs to help them, Katrina even haranguing them all in Russian, using the exact same phrases the golden man had said to her. But the childs remained unmoved. They evidently had their orders and were sticking to them.

Then there had been the bunker. Amy’s reed panels had all been pulled apart and carried down into the sub, where they’d decided they could hide. The clean room had taken a godawful amount of time to disassemble, as did the kitchens and all their food. But then finally the bunker had stood bare, the holes in the roof once again uncovered, and rain had poured in.

Then they’d had the final argument.

They all realized that if they just pulled the trap door shut behind them, it would stick out like a sore thumb to anyone who came looking. One of them needed to remain behind and cover their tracks so that the trap door wouldn’t be discovered. And after an argument, a few rounds of rochambeau, and another yelling match that had gotten painfully personal, Triquet had been selected as the lucky one to be left behind.

At 4:45 am they had closed the trap door on every other person they knew on this island and scattered a sheaf of rotting fern leaves atop it. Perhaps the coconut crabs would even move back in.

Then, as a final task, Triquet had gone out to the trenches and done their best to fill them in. The trenches themselves would be hard to find, but the smell definitely needed to be controlled, or all their concealment would go to waste.

And how much work it had been. A whirlwind of activity. Their hands are cut and bloody, with bone bruises in their wrists and knees from wrestling heavy objects, all fueled by adrenaline and rising terror….

Then it had been up to Triquet to find their own way back into the tunnels from the hidden openings in the base of the cliff. But it had been such a long struggle. And it was so wet and dark that they soon got lost in the maze of narrow trails beneath the underbrush.

At a certain point they’d given up, closing their eyes to conserve energy. Now they’re waking up, who knows how much time later. It might be well after dawn. There might be soldiers patrolling the trail beside their head. If they take out their phone to check on the time, one of them might see the glowing screen and open fire.

Triquet strains to listen. There is nothing but the unbroken white noise of the waterfall. No other sound can break through. Shoot, so much for stealth. Triquet could sing an entire Depeche Mode album at the top of their lungs and nobody would hear them.

And then they strain to see. Afraid to move, they slowly roll their head to the side and peer along the length of the forest floor. It is all black, but after a while they can see a variegated pattern of gray and deep purple. Either moonlight or dawnlight. But with this rain it can’t be the moon. It must be morning. And the Russians must already be here.

Where did the golden childs go? Do any still watch over Triquet? Or is that whole psychotic shaman game called off until the even more psychotic Russians leave? Maybe one or more of the childs hide nearby, silently watching over Triquet. Wouldn’t that be nice?

But now what do they do? Can they move? Do they have to stay here? For how long? There’s no end date on this Russian visit. Nobody said if they’re staying for an hour or a month. How will Triquet know when it’s over if all they’re doing is squeezing their eyes shut, face down in the mud?

Triquet realizes their fate isn’t to escape into the tunnels and find their way back up into the sub with the others. It is to be their scout while they safely hide. Well, crap on a stick. This is turning out to be a much worse bargain than expected. Amy and Miriam had both volunteered to be the one left behind, but Triquet’s youth and experience with these tunnels out near the waterfall had won the argument. At the time, they had felt so gallant.

Now they just feel wretched. What exactly do they think they can accomplish here? They’re no soldier. They’re hardly an athlete. All their physical reserves were blown breaking down the camp. They need a good forty-eight hours of nothing but hot cocoa and a full season of Househunters. But instead they somehow have to turn into a ninja.

That’s where it always starts with Triquet. If they ever need to transform themself for any reason, it begins with the costume. But they have no access to yards of black silk so their imagination will just have to do. They will swath their entire body in it, with one of those ninja headbands and a black kerchief covering everything but their eyes. Their hands and feet will be covered in those cute little traditional Japanese gloves and shoes with soft leather soles. And they’ll carry nothing but a short sword and a blowgun. Then they’ll run along rooftops on their way to assassinate the Shogun…

Okay. Well, the mindset is there. Now they’re ready to strike out, back toward camp, stealthy as a cat. Too bad they’re actually wearing a yellow vinyl rainsuit and blue patent leather boots. They’ll get spotted the instant they come out from under cover.

So the answer must be to stay under cover. These little fox trails that wind every which way must provide for routes around the back of the camp. They appear to be everywhere else.

“No time to be frightened. Just do it.” Triquet mouths the words out loud, then slips off to their left, down a dark tunnel of bare branches under brown leaves.

Ξ

“Where does this go?” Pradeep’s light fades to black past twenty meters or so, and yet the low and narrow hand-carved tunnel continues straight on, its walls sandstone, its floor pale sand.

“No way…” Jay is astounded by what he sees, even though it’s just a forced perspective of rough walls disappearing into the dark. He’s still firmly in his peak so lights shimmer along the length, first outward in a wavy rainbow pattern, then back to him, crawling up his feet and legs, suffusing him with warmth and certainty. It’s like being in a birth canal, and he’s reliving his own delivery. He shivers. “No fucking way.”

Pradeep peers ahead as far as he can. “I mean, I figure it has to go under the cliffs to the island’s interior. Obviously. Yet another of the many ways the Lisicans access the beach here. But so much work! And it can’t be too stable…” Pradeep stops, convinced. “Yes. This is enough. We can go back, as you said, and tell the others. This is the evidence we needed.” Pradeep listens to the patter of water draining through the tunnel. Right, the storm is soaking the ground above. This thing could collapse at any moment. And yet… despite his rising anxiety, something alluring beckons to him in the heart of that darkness. There is some great intellectual itch to be scratched through there. He can tell, that if he continued on, that he would be able to delve into the greater secrets of this island and maybe even life itself…

Pradeep shakes himself, breaking the reverie. “Yes, well, but that would be foolish. And say what you like of Pradeep Chakrabarti, no one can call him a fool.”

“Okay.” Jay has no idea what Pradeep is talking about. He just realized that he suddenly needs to piss like a race horse. How’s he going to accomplish that down here?

Pradeep turns away from the darkness and pushes past Jay. “Come on. Let’s get back to Maahjabeen and the others. We can explore this more later.”

“Yeah. Good call.” Jay can hustle back to the surface and empty himself out and maybe crash in his hammock for a bit. He turns, swaying, and then stampedes forward with urgency, his bladder his only thought. Once he gets past Pradeep he pushes on into the darkness back to the sub. The light swings up once behind him, offering a glimpse of the tunnel ahead, and then it swings to the floor so Pradeep can light his own footsteps.

Jay charges forward, breaths short, doing all he can to keep from wetting himself. The way back to the sub is just a few steps ahead now. And then it’s just a bunch of rooms and stairs til he can finally get outside and water a bush. Ugh! Don’t think about it! Just move!

“Jay! Slow down!” Pradeep is more uncertain in the tunnel. He hadn’t realized how wet it was in here on the way in. The clay of the tunnel floor sucks at his feet. “You don’t have a light! Stupid hophead. You can’t just blunder off into the dark.”

Pradeep trudges behind, cursing Jay. Then he realizes he’s gone more than a hundred paces on his way back to the sub. There is no chance that they walked more than a hundred paces into this tunnel at the outset. Far less. And now they’ve done far more. “Wait. Jay?”

“I come from the land down under…” Jay’s song lyrics are nearly grunted aloud from far ahead.

“Jay, we have to stop.”

“Can’t really do that right now, homie.” And with that apology, Jay redoubles his efforts and hurries ahead, about to burst.

Pradeep yelps, hearing Jay disappear into the distance. “Jay, stop! Please! You can’t…” Pradeep stops moving. They went the wrong way. It’s the only thing that makes sense. There must have been a branch in the tunnel they didn’t see on the way in. And Jay went down it, continues to go down it, away from the sub. And the last thing Pradeep wants to do is go further in after him. But he also can’t go back alone. For one, he doesn’t know which way they turned wrong. He could easily get even more lost, and then it’d just be him alone wandering under the surface of the island along a separate path until he dies of starvation. Pradeep shivers. No, he can’t go back alone. “Jay, wait!” He hurries down the tunnel.

After a long timeless ordeal, during which the tunnel grows more ragged and small, dropping and rising in the clay and gravel and forcing Pradeep to twist himself through the constricted passage, he finally comes upon Jay leaning against a wall, pissing into a small pool. “Oh. Yuck. Do you have to, Jay? We might step in it and—”

“As a matter of fact,” Jay answers loudly, “I do. Very much. Have to. Sorry.” And the stream continues, a shocking amount. Jay sags with relief against the wall. Finally he finishes, putting himself away and groaning in relief. “Yeah, we’re lost. But at least with this smell we’ll be able to tell if we ever come back this way. Come on, Prad.” And Jay steps past the puddle to continue on.

“Wait. Why are you still going that way? We should go back.”

“I am going back.”

“Oh, no no no. Don’t do that to me, Jay. We came from this way. I just came from this direction. I am sure of it. You were leaning against that wall. Making a puddle right there.”

“Really? I would have sworn it’s the other side. I just stepped away from the wall. Look. The puddle’s already gone in the sand.”

“It’s this way, Jay. Please. Don’t make us even more lost. This is a big island.”

“Don’t I know it. But are you sure…?” Jay studies their footprints in the clay. There are tracks in both directions. Many of them. “Aw, hell. Look, Prad. They’re everywhere. We’re boned.”

“What? How? I thought I had the only other footprints here. Maybe these are the tracks of your golden man.” Pradeep tries to make out whether the tracks have the imprint of modern soles or if they are from bare feet or whatever the hell the man must be wearing. “But I am still telling you, our way back is this way. Do not make me go any further in.”

Jay knows Pradeep is wrong but he also knows he won’t win the fight. Ah, well. People don’t just build tunnels to nowhere. They must all eventually head somewhere. So it doesn’t really matter. He’ll just have to see where this one pops out. Dutifully, he falls in behind and lets Pradeep lead.

They walk in silence for a long time. Pradeep consults the time. It’s 10:51pm. They’ve been out for over an hour. The others back in the bunker must be getting worried. I am so sorry, babi! Pradeep silently mouths, sending his love to Maahjabeen.

For Jay, an outcrop of rock under his hand sends him spinning into the deepest revelations he’s ever had. That rock has formed down here, unseen by any eyes, for millions of years. Then busy little men had formed this channel in the mud, revealing it. And now there are tunnels shot through the mud and rock everywhere. They’re like the wrinkled passageways of a brain. God’s brain. He is walking through the mind of a deity. And what makes God so all-powerful is how ancient God is. Formed of the earth’s living crust, the thoughts that arise and coalesce in the divine mind are these rocks, which form over eons, millions upon millions of years. This is what God’s speech looks like, these mineral accretions. And that’s why humans will never understand the language of divinity. Because God speaks so slow. Little humans live and die in a flash, just as God is forming the beginning of a syllable that leads to a word that someday will be a sentence, a profound statement about the nature of the universe. But humans will never hear it. “Dude. We can only ever hear the briefest little snippet.”

“What’s that?” Pradeep can make no sense of the non sequitur. “Don’t worry, Jay. I think we’re nearly back now. The tunnel is straightening out.”

But Jay is satisfied to be here now, crawling around in the mind of the immortal. It doesn’t matter if he’s above ground or below any more. All of it is within God’s loving embrace. “Hey. Man. I just wanted to tell you… I think it’s cool your girlfriend is so religious. It’s like, I never really thought about it much before, but I get it. Now I get it.”

“She will not want to hear that you equate your drug trip to her faith. But I’m, uh, I guess I’m glad you like her.”

“Oh, sure. She’s awesome. I just wish she liked me.”

Pradeep searches for a way to refute that statement but can’t think of one. Jay is right. Poor bastard. He sure seems to rub a lot of people the wrong way. Even Pradeep can’t wait to separate from him and get back to Maahjabeen. She is still recovering from her poisoning. She needs him by her side.

And that is when he realizes he’s been walking down this straight passage for too long. Again. He stops. This isn’t the way back to the sub? He is somehow getting further from it. And now they have been gone for almost ninety minutes. And his phone battery is only half-full. Pradeep turns and turns again. Now what?

“Hey, man.” Jay stumbles to a stop and gives him a sleepy grin. “You as thirsty as me?”

“Improbable. You just lost half your bodyweight in urine.”

“I did?” Then Jay remembers. “Oh yeah. Highlight of my night.” Jay pushes past Pradeep, who is entirely at a loss. “Then let’s get going, homie. I need a drink.”

“But Jay, I don’t…” And that’s when they see the golden man, bent nearly double, coming toward them from the darkness ahead. The gleaming pollen of his mask refracts in the phone’s harsh light.

“Well, shit. There he is. See? We told you…” Jay shakes his head, confounded. “Now what? You speak any Russian?”

“No.” Pradeep speaks in a hush, spooked by the appearance of the figure. It appears that he really will have to trust Jay’s wild statements more than he has. That doesn’t make him happy. It opens up an entire psychedelic kaleidoscope of realities that he would prefer to keep unreal. “Hello. Uh. Sir. Nice to meet you.”

The golden man’s muffled voice, deep and guttural, fills the tunnel. Yep. Russian. Crazy. All of this is intolerably crazy.

“Can’t understand, dude.” Jay jerks a thumb over his shoulder. “Katrina’s back at the sub. That way? Yeah, how do we get out of here, anyway?”

“That’s it,” Pradeep encourages Jay. “Have him lead us out of here. He must know…”

But the golden man only speaks more Russian, heavily, as if reciting a long unhappy speech. He points at Jay with the tip of his thumb and makes another statement. Then, when the two young men before him seem to lack understanding, the golden man switches to Lisican. Jay hears the words Wetchie-ghuy and lidass but registers nothing more. “Whoa. Hold on, hold on there, big fella. We don’t… We can’t—Hey! That’s my phone!” The golden man holds out Jay’s phone to him and he snatches it. “Aw, damn! She cracked the screen! Look at that, Prad! Fucking Kula. And now that it’s broken, of course that’s when she hands it back. No, wait. I think it might actually…” Jay is startled to find it remains on, the smallest amount of power still in its battery.

Someone had been in the process of composing a text. “It’s in English so it must be Kula. Or Jidadaa. But word on the street is she’s hiding from the golden childs so… Yeah. This sounds like Kula for sure. It says, ‘Jay leedass, you byand bye gota stop Wetchie-ghuy. End the argument. Leedass. Kill. Jay kill Wetchie-ghuy.’ Oh, fuck all the way off. What the hell?”

The golden man is speaking again, once he hears the words he himself had been saying. Now he urges Jay, the words lidass and Wetchie-ghuy coming fast and furious.

“No. Absolutely not. I ain’t killing nobody. That ain’t my job here. I’m just a… I mean, have your Russian soldiers do it, if you’re so buddy buddy with them.”

The golden man falls silent.

Pradeep asks one of his incisive questions, his tone demanding attention. “So when will the Russians leave? When…? Ah. When will…?” Pradeep acts out the Russian soldiers landing on the beach, looking around, then leaving. He has no idea if any of that was clear at all. “When?”

But the golden man pushes Pradeep firmly away with the flat of his hand against his sternum. Pradeep stumbles back and the golden man makes another speech, mentioning Wetchie-ghuy twice. Then, jabbing at Pradeep with the tip of his thumb, he snarls, “Lisica. Na Daadaxáats giuxhe dan. Lisica.” And he turns and points at his own tailbone. “Lisica.”

“Oh, damn.” Jay shakes his head in wonder. “Dod-ah-shats was Jidadaa’s name for Sherman the shaman. And looks like he knows about your fox tramp stamp. But what does any of that have to do with Wetchie-ghuy and why is he so aggro about you—?”

A sudden sob escapes Pradeep. That dreadful vision swims up in front of his eyes, here in the dark, of the shaman looming over him in the space between life and death, making a deal for his soul. “Because I belong to him. The shaman attacked me and filled me with his cold mud. Wetchie-ghuy saved me, but only for a price.”

To Jay, nearing the end of his acid trip, reality is a tattered cloth and now he’s falling through the holes. Did Pradeep actually say what Jay thought he said? Jay turns to the masked figure to ask, and finds him on his knees scrubbing his hand against the wet sand where he pushed Pradeep. Unclean. “What the F? What’s going on here, grandpa?”

The golden man stands and grasps Jay by the wrist, pulling him forward, evidently to do battle against Wetchie-ghuy. His speech is urgent, decisive. But Jay digs in his heels.

“Whoa whoa whoa. Hold on.” Jay pulls his wrist away and turns back to Pradeep, who is hunched around the impact on his chest, head down. “We aren’t leaving Pradeep. We aren’t leaving you, Prad. Not ever.”

“We should go back to the sub.” Pradeep’s voice is reedy, distant, as if something brittle deep inside him has snapped. “I don’t want to be down here any more.”

“Yeah. For sure. Me either. But we still don’t know which way that is. Golden dude here wants us—or, me—to go further down this tunnel with him. So that’s probably not where our crew is. But that way, back the way we just came, is where we just were! And we know there’s no sub back there.”

Pradeep only stares at Jay, shorn of all bravery. He is empty and frail. A febrile panic attack announces its arrival and he almost rushes to it, the one familiar thing amongst all this madness. Like a freight train it roars through this tunnel, picking up Pradeep and carrying him away on the fast track to hysteric madness. Tears leak out from his squeezed-shut eyes and his limbs quiver, dropping him to the tunnel floor. His hands go to his throat. He can’t breathe.

Jay hauls on Pradeep. “Fuck. That.” He holds him tight, as close as lovers, Pradeep’s legs not bearing any of his weight. “And fuck you, golden dude. I ain’t going with you. I’m staying here and taking care of my buddy. And fuck Wetchie-ghuy for doing this. You can go kill him yourself. Go!”

Jay’s meaning is plain. The golden man retreats in defeat, still muttering. He withdraws down the tunnel until the darkness swallows him. Soon they are alone in the dark and all they can hear is Pradeep’s gasping breath.

“Jay. Jay! We’re going to die down here.”

The incision in Jay’s side starts to complain and he grimaces. “No way, Prad. You’re just spooked. And this is the dark part of the trip. When all the demons come out to play. That’s all.”

And as if Jay invoked them, the darkness surrounding him fills with infernal pairs of slanted teardrop eyes, blazing red.

Ξ

“Here. I’ll go first and then you will see that it is safe.” Her friend Maahjabeen disappears into the dark ahead as Flavia hangs back, unwilling to enter the sea cave. “See?”

“No. I don’t see. It is cold. And wet. And I need to sleep, not explore all these fucking caves.”

“There is no exploration. It is already explored. Yala, Flavia. Get out of that little tunnel. It is nice in this cave.”

Finally Flavia emerges, blinking distrustfully at the gloomy reaches of the cavern. “More darkness. Fantastico.”

“No, off to the left. That is where it opens to the sea. Just take two more steps. Look.”

“Yes, that is gray light. Hooray. You have convinced me. What a wonderful cave.” Flavia’s flat voice echoes against the far walls. Then a wave rushes in and fills the cave with its hiss. She listens as it departs, registering the deep churn of the low curtain fall behind her to her right, where the water comes in from above.

“That is your river there. When you take a shower in the cold waterfall every morning, that water washes down to here.”

“I see. Then maybe I will be able to find that hair tie I lost.” But despite her black mood, she can’t help but be impressed. Flavia takes another couple steps inside. She uncrosses her arms. The air is cool but pleasant. What a strange place. It feels like a theme park ride, with the collapsing pier and sunken boat and everything. “You and Pradeep, you rowed your boats into here? Madness.”

“Oh, yes. More than once.” Then Maahjabeen giggles, her tough exterior cracking. “I’m sorry. This cave has become very dear to us. It is one of our favorite places. I just wish I could get the boats through the mud tunnel. Then it would be so easy to launch from here. But it is always… kind of a death-defying process to get out of the lagoon and along the coast here. Don’t tell Alonso. Or he won’t let us do it any more.” Not that the storm will allow it these days. She is surprised that the sea level remains so low. If there had been a significant surge, it must have already passed.

Flavia realizes how tense she is. Now that they’ve reached the end and found no threats, she can finally relax. And, oh, how sore her muscles are! She sags against Maahjabeen. “Oh my god I need to pass out. Breaking down the camp. That was more physical work than I have done in… well, more than I have ever done. Ever ever. In my entire life. I mean, seriously! I must have gone up and down those steps a hundred times!”

“I worry about Triquet.” Sudden tears fill Maahjabeen’s eyes and she hugs Flavia tight. “And Pradeep. Of course.”

“And Jay?”

“Sure.”

They stand in silence, hearing another sweep of white noise that echoes from the sea cave’s entrance to them. It adds layers to the other water sounds in this cavern: the curtain fall; the slap of waves against the rock shelf; the boom of the distant surf. “It is the rainfall on the ocean,” Maahjabeen finally realizes, the water sounds acting like a siren’s song upon her. “Come. Let me show you.”

They pick their way closer to the sea cave entrance, following a narrow path along the left wall that eventually widens into a manmade cavern. Flavia steps on the worn concrete pilings, unwilling to go much farther. It sounds like an angry ocean out there, one that could tear them to pieces. But Maahjabeen strides confidently forward toward the diffuse gray light.

“It would have to be a sudden epic storm swell to sweep us off these rocks. We will be fine. But listen.”

Flavia studies Maahjabeen’s rapturous face. She is dubious. What about this situation could possibly inspire such a reaction? “Is this a religious thing? It must be. Because I do not understand—”

“Listen.” Maahjabeen grabs Flavia’s forearm and they go silent.

The sheeting of rain on the water rises and falls over the regular slap of the tide. Flavia lifts her eyes to the gray light, happy to have something to look at, and patiently waits for Maahjabeen’s special moment to end. “Did you hear, Flavia? That is the voice of God.”

“I heard sh-shhhh-shhhhhh and that is all. It is just water.”

“No, listen with your heart for once. Not your head. Listen to the world with your soul.”

Flavia makes a face and stands in cold silence for another ten seconds. “Ah. There it is. God is telling me to stop being such a stupid fool and to go back to the sub.”

“Flavia…” Maahjabeen grasps her by both hands. “You cannot be deaf to it anymore. It is happening all around us. The golden childs and their prophecies. The signs everywhere. The attack on me and Pradeep. These are happening. And they aren’t… they can’t be fully understood by science and the rational mind.”

“Well I am glad we agree you are not being rational.”

“Of course I am not! Because the world isn’t entirely rational! It is mysterious and strange and divine! Just because experiments are the only thing we can reproduce does not mean they encompass every facet of life. Don’t you see? Sure, science is a wonderful tool. The best. But we need other tools as well to really understand the nature of the universe. Be honest with yourself.”

“Honest? You want to talk about honest? Okay. How about you tell me why it is that in brainscans of religious people, they are found to have a circuit in the brainstem that fires more than a normal person’s does? That is all your religion is. You have built yourselves a self-reinforcing feedback loop in your heads that sees omens and all kinds of weird subtexts and your god circuits fire off these learned sensations to make you feel holy. It is very simple. You are not hearing the voice of god. It is just a cognitive module you were given by others, most likely your parents.”

Maahjabeen has never heard this. But it does make sense. At least the first part. “Okay, I can accept that our brains are wired different, but has it occurred to you that this may not be a closed circuit but instead like a—an… antenna? Actually connecting us to the divine? And when we pray, we are strengthening the antenna as we broadcast and receive.”

Flavia looks at her strangely. “Okay, that’s halfway sensible. If you please put that hypothesis in the language of Information Theory, especially with a quantum field emphasis, you might get me to listen. But guess what. Your hypothesis is inherently untestable. That is the problem with what you are saying. Yes, experiments always need to be reproduced, or what? Or it is all nonsense. It is whatever you want to say the world is and there is no foundation, no underlying truth. Just feelings. And what is the point of talking about feelings? They are ultimately subjective. They cannot be shared. I mean, we use language and all kinds of art forms to try, but no. You cannot truly share an experience like two computers share files. So what you are talking about is the ultimate subjective experience. The one that is between you and whatever private biological interface you are having with the world around you. It is not the infinite. It is the opposite. The isolated number. The more you talk of god the further you get from the world around you and the more you sink into yourself. And please, Maahjabeen. Do not tell me about the wonders of religion. There is a reason it has fallen out of favor in more and more of the world. It is because the wrong people do the wrong things with it. The reason we need science at all is because there are so many people with bad intentions who try to tell us the world is ruled by their god. Science says no. It is like the laws in a government. We need to understand and all agree that the world works in a certain way or guess what? We get insane religious wars again about who goes to heaven and who does not. No. I do not hear any voices or music in the wind. I hear water on water. I only see light. Ai ai ai. Do not make me question your intelligence. You are too nice for that.” And with a somewhat disgusted shake of her head, Flavia breaks away from Maahjabeen and retreats out of the cave back into the dark tunnels leading to the sub.

Chapter 39 – Nonsense I Mean

September 24, 2024

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39 – Nonsense I Mean

“How did Jidadaa get you back anyway?” Amy sits beside Flavia on her platform in camp. The fog has not let up and a dank chill creeps up from the ground through their feet and legs. She murmurs the question, conscious of the masked golden childs, as Jay calls them, squatting at compass points on the camp’s perimeter. These figures are never still. They shift and scratch itches and follow sounds. But they don’t respond to any questions or offers of food and drink and they evidently aren’t going anywhere anytime soon. Spooky.

Flavia shrugs. “A lot like the first time. Then it was the girl child Xaanach. This time Jidadaa. Both woke me in the middle of the night and led me quietly out of his camp. I guess he needs better security, but I am glad he does not have it!”

“That’s amazing. And did Jidadaa lead you right back here or did you go somewhere else first?”

“Somewhere else?”

“Like maybe she has some hidey-hole of her own? See, last night, after you got back, Jidadaa disappeared again. Right before these golden childs appeared. I think maybe she knew they were coming and she wants to avoid them. Jay says to the Lisicans they’re like the four horsemen of the apocalypse. They scare her. But if we could find her now, like if you know where she might be hiding, we sure could use more answers.”

“They are pretty scary.” Flavia is empty. She wants to just give up. Completely surrender. Why can’t she? Everything here is an arduous epic adventure. Nothing is as simple here as settling down to her workstation with her dog across her feet and a steaming espresso in her hands. She misses big Boris. And she is sure he must miss her. She tilts her head back. “Ehh… Amy. I can’t do this any more. I have to go home.”

Amy throws a comforting arm over Flavia’s shoulders. “Soon, my dear. We’re nearly into May now.”

“You think that is some kind of help? We still have weeks of this! Weeks! And now the villagers are coming in and like taking over! We can’t do anything outside of their view! There is no privacy! Who cares if it is Wetchie-ghuy or these…” She gestures at the nearest golden child, who twitches when they hear the name Wetchie-ghuy. “These… I don’t even know what to call them. But what happens if we try to leave? Eh? Has anyone tried yet?”

“One goes with. When anyone goes to the trenches. Or like when Jay went down to the lagoon. Perhaps they’re protecting us.”

“I don’t want them protecting me,” Flavia declares loudly. Defiantly. “I just want them to leave me alone. All of them.”

Amy nods, patient and sympathetic. “See, if we can figure out where Jidadaa went then she could help answer some of these questions. If they are protecting us, then toward what end?”

“So we end up in their pot instead of someone else’s.”

“Cannibalism. Wow. Huh. There hasn’t been any sign of it here. Unless you know something that Wetchie-ghuy…”

“No.” Flavia waves a disgusted hand. “I don’t. Don’t worry. It is just me stereotyping your beloved natives, right?”

“Beloved? Ha. They won’t even talk to me. I’m too unclean.”

“Well, Amy my dear, I would be happy to switch roles with you at any time. They can’t seem to get enough of me.”

“Did Wetchie-ghuy try to put that loop over your hand again?”

“Oh, yeah. Like five times. Finally I took it and threw it off a cliff. And you know what he did? He giggled. Then he made another one out of some branches and tried again. Such a creep.”

“I feel like the two shamans are trying to claim us. Each one is taking as many of us as they can get. And if they can’t have us, then it’s better to poison us so the other one doesn’t get us.”

Flavia scowls. “We are just like… trophies to them.”

“I don’t know if we can continue to work under these conditions. Although I have no idea what else we can do.”

“Amy?” Miriam exits the bunker with Triquet and waves. “Come with us?”

“Sure thing, Mir.” Amy gets up and squeezes Flavia’s arm. “Well. I guess I get a chance to see. You just stay here and rest up, Flavia. Be Alonso’s partner. That means don’t let him go anywhere alone. Otherwise, nobody needs anything from you today.”

“Good. Because I swear to you I have nothing left to give.”

Amy grimaces, her inability to raise Flavia’s spirits grating on her, and joins Miriam and Triquet at the edge of the camp. They head toward Tenure Grove, one of the golden childs following.

“Do you think we can put this one to work?” Triquet wonders. “Ask how handy they are with a spade and trowel?”

“I mean, you can try…”

Miriam looks up at the cliff face they approach. “Right back at it. It’s important to Alonso that we continue the work today.”

Amy nods. “I’d say it’s important for all of us. We have to keep our routines or we’ll go crazy under these conditions.”

“Yeah, but Alonso… He had a very bad night. You saw him, Ames. He thought he was back in the gulag.”

Amy’s face falls. “Oh yeah, in bed I could hear him. And when he got up… At first I didn’t think it was a bathroom call. He looked desperate, like he was trying to escape.”

“Escape?” Triquet frowns. “Uh, where? Forgot he was on an island, did he?”

“Escape… life. I don’t think…” Amy answers quietly, “his mind was working all too well. Oh, Mir. He really is damaged.”

Miriam nods, sad. “And I don’t know how to fix him.”

“Time.” Amy and Triquet both say it and Triquet follows it with a giggle. “Jinx! Time, Miriam, and loads of chocolate.”

“So what are we working on today, boss?” Amy rolls up her sleeves as they near the base of the cliff. It is choked with brush and a fallen skirt of loose stone.

“I want to inventory who lives in that scree pile, if anyone. Got to be a dangerous place to call home, rocks sliding all over the place and crushing you. But still, if we are going to be thorough for Plexity, then it is a habitat we have to sample…”

“Life finds a way!” Triquet boldly pushes past the first branches of the manzanita and immediately squawks, ensnared, arms held above their head. “Except this life. Me. I’m stuck.”

“Life didn’t find a way?” Amy chortles, pulling the branches away from Triquet and allowing them to continue.

Miriam has paused in her examination of the scree pile to study the golden child, who has turned three-quarters away, their mask pointed up at an angle. “What do you think they’re looking at?”

“Well, Pradeep and Jay think Sherman the shaman hides up in those trees with his osprey. Maybe our protector here is on the lookout for them.”

Triquet scowls at the golden child. “What do you think that mask does for them? I mean, how do they see or anything?”

“I doubt we’ll ever know.”

“Lord, I am so sick of being hopelessly confused.” Triquet lifts their arms and drops them again. “I mean, yes it’s the first step in scientific inquiry, yeah yeah yeah, blah blah blah. But, I mean, can’t we just get a tiny bit of clarity every once in a while?”

“Not a chance.” Amy pushes past Triquet and climbs to the top of the scree pile. Small flat rocks shoot out from under her feet in all directions. “Well, this is… Hm. I can’t get on this without…”

“Yeah, careful. You’re killing all our specimens up there, Ames.”

“Okay, but how…?” Amy hurries back down to the clawing branches and solid ground underfoot. “I mean, how else can we do it? We have to climb it. If we don’t start at the top, the loose rocks will just slide down onto whatever we uncover.”

“Well, according to him,” Triquet indicates a robin hopping along the scree slope to their left, “the scree pile is good hunting. So I guess there’s something in there.”

“You’re right.” Miriam sighs. “Anything moves and the rest just slides. Ugh. This is going to be hard.”

“Miriam?” Amy turns to study her old friend, gaze troubled. “What happens to Alonso if we aren’t ever able to make anything of Plexity? Like if, by the time we’re finished here, we don’t have enough samples and he isn’t able to get it up and running?”

“I do not know, Amy dear.” Miriam shakes her head again, watching the robin pull a winged insect from the gaps in the rocks. “I do not know.”

Ξ

A shadow darkens Maahjabeen’s cot. Pradeep squints, dazed from lack of sleep, at the silhouette looming over him and his beloved. “Jidadaa! There you are. Everyone has been looking for—” He falls silent as the Lisican girl’s hand urgently clamps his arm.

Jidadaa casts a worried glance at the square of blurred gray daylight visible through the sheets of hanging plastic. Once she’s certain that Pradeep will remain quiet she removes a white plastic package from folds in her clothes and unwraps it. It is an old shopping bag carrying blackened leaves, mashed and pulpy. Juices have collected in the bottom.

Jidadaa kneels beside Maahjabeen and awkwardly struggles to figure out how to get the concoction in the woman’s slack mouth.

Pradeep helps, whispering, “Does Doctor Daine know you’re doing this? Is this like a prescribed medication or…?” But the answer is apparent and he feels a fool for even asking.

Pradeep pinches Maahjabeen’s mouth open and Jidadaa makes a spout of the bag’s corner to pour a trickle of brown and black liquid past her lips.

Maahjabeen gags, expelling it.

“Shit!” Pradeep hisses, warding the bag away. “Shit! No! Stop! You’re choking her.”

Maahjabeen quickly settles. It was only a few droplets. Mandy’s voice comes from the far side of the bunker. “Everything okay in there, Pradeep?”

“Yes! Fine!” Pradeep’s eyes dart back and forth across the ceiling. What does one say in this situation? “Uh… No worries in here. Just past it now. All is well. Back to Do Not Disturb please.”

Mandy giggles. “This hotel maid hears and obeys.”

Jidadaa straddles Maahjabeen, pushing on her belly, kneading upward with strong fingers. Then she leans on her patient’s ribs, as if she’s squeezing the last of the toothpaste out. Finally, she gets off and rolls Maahjabeen over, so her face is off the cot’s edge pointed at the ground. Then she pushes on her back.

Gray goo dribbles from Maahjabeen’s mouth. Pradeep watches in mute horror, knowing he must have expelled the same mucous. Lumps drop out, like little owl pellets or dried clumps of gray oatmeal. Jidadaa keeps pushing. More and more emerges, landing with disgusting wet smacks on the plastic. Soon there is a pile on the floor like a cat’s foul vomit that needs to be cleaned.

Then Jidadaa rolls her back face-up. She pulls a juicy fingerful of black leaves from her plastic bag and pushes it into Maahjabeen’s empty mouth. Then she sits back and wipes a strand of hair away.

Pradeep quivers, fully anticipating another choking episode. But his darling dearest seems to tolerate the leaves fine this time. Her breathing steadies, if anything, and she slips into a deeper sleep. “I think that’s good. Is that good?”

Jidadaa shrugs, the movement awkward to her. She holds up her fingers stained with gray mucous and black juice. “The argument. See? Here it is. Gray on black.”

Pradeep makes a face. “Ugh. Let’s get your hands clean. There’s no way that’s sanitary.”

“First I clean the…” Jidadaa gestures at the gray pile Maahjabeen expelled. She uses an empty tissues box and some wipes. Then she cleans her own hands, although the perfume on the wipes makes Jidadaa blanch. “Ew. Need water.”

“Yeah, the creek’s your best bet to get all the smells…” Pradeep begins but her head twitches sideways no. “Ah. Okay. Not the creek. Are you hiding…? From the Doctor?”

“From golden childs. They are bad sign.”

“Ah. Yes. I see. I think. Well I won’t tell anyone you’re here. The golden childs. Are they… on our side or…? I mean, what are they doing here anyway?”

“Protect. All many want to stop Jidadaa. People in village. Sky people. Underground people. Golden childs. They think they can. But Lisica ends now.” Maahjabeen shudders and her body heaves forward. Pradeep throws his arms around her. “Listen to the bird,” Jidadaa demands.

Pradeep hears the familiar peal of an outraged eagle. The bird flies far above, winging its way home. “The osprey. But why is the bird screaming this time…?” His attention is split between its sudden appearance and Maahjabeen’s convulsions.

“He knows. I take his slave away.” Jidadaa lifts Maahjabeen’s twitching hand. She places it in Pradeep’s grasp. With her other hand she passes him the plastic bag filled with leaves. “Give to her, every bit. She will be strong. Give it all. Do not leave camp. Ever. Keep here with golden childs.”

“Wait. Where are you going?”

Jidadaa whispers over her shoulder, “Kula. She is my mother.” Then she slips out the clean room to the left and hurries silently to the steps leading down to the sub.

“Mahbub…” Maahjabeen’s weak hand reaches for his face.

“Oh! Babi.” He kisses her trembling fingertips.

“Where…?” Her eyelids unstick and her pupils slowly dilate.

“You’re here with me. Safe. Nothing will ever harm you again.”

“The taste… in my mouth…”

“Yeah. Must be pretty bad. Not the last of that I’m afraid. But I think we finally found you some medicine that works.”

“Good. I was trapped…” She falls heavily against his embrace, her eyelids fluttering, “in quicksand.”

“I know.” He kisses her brow. “But you’re safe now.”

“Tell me a story. Let me…” Maahjabeen trembles again. “Let me hear your voice. It… helps.”

“Yes. Of course. I remember. Your voice was the only thing that kept me alive. Your touch.” Pradeep opens his mouth and then closes it again. “But what shall I say? I mean… I could talk about, well, anything. What sounds interesting? Tunicates? Spongiform encephalopathies? Uh, pinniped eye parasites?”

She waves his jargon away. “Tell me… of yourself.”

“Oh. Right. Well that is far more difficult.” But he shifts, making himself comfortable, reviewing all his memories. This is something he doesn’t often do. There is little to be gained from the practice. “You know, I have always thought of my life in two parts. The first part was India, with all the good and bad. Then I turned 18 and got into University of Houston and moved to Texas. And that was the second part. Two years there. Two years in Indiana. Then grad school with Amy in Monterey. Almost six years in the second part. But now…” He sighs, thinking of all those lonely days and nights in sterile buildings with neither friends nor family. “I think now… Meeting you, my life is in a third part, the part where I am not lonely anymore. You see, moving to Houston was the most difficult thing I’ve ever done. You know me. How hard change is for me, how fragile I am. Well imagine me as a 17 year-old grappling with the fact that I was going to move to the big bad United States all by myself to go to college. It is so hard for Indian students. We are used to a very different culture. And then, after a couple long plane flights you are suddenly taken to a place where nobody is your friend, there are no parties you are invited to, nobody reaches out to you. There is racism. I mean, I shut down. For like the first whole year, I was just like sleepwalking through my time in the dorms and in my classes. I made no friends. I only thought about going back home. Desperately. I missed the rich food, the loud streets, the laughing people. I mean, Houston has some of that, but mostly only for its own community and it is very different. And yes, there are all kinds of Indian student clubs and things that I should have joined but I just couldn’t find anyone… Especially those Indian students who adored it there. They fell in love with the fast cars and the shiny buildings and the American football. So I made no friends there. And frankly it never got any better. Not at Purdue or CSUMB. America is a wonderful place in a lot of ways but in so many other ways it is so, so lonely.”

A figure appears in the door. It is Doctor Daine.

Pradeep leans down and kisses Maahjabeen’s soft cheek. “But then I found you, my little babi girl,” he whispers into her seashell ear. “And the third part of my life started. Now I will never be lonely again.”

Ξ

“Oh… Just look. It’s so beautiful.” Mandy leans back from the workstation screen at the long tables in the bunker and claps her hands with joy. Then she stretches. She’s been sitting here a long damn time.

Amy leans over her shoulder, eager to share the enthusiasm. But all she can see are graphs and charts she doesn’t recognize. “Great job, Mandy! Uh, what am I looking at here?”

“My first official data-driven forecast for the next ten days!”

“Oh! Really? What does it say? Is that X axis temperature or…?”

“Well, no, that one’s actually a humidity reading. Sorry. I haven’t properly labeled anything yet. I’m just so happy! Finally!” she groans, collapsing against the keyboard.

Amy is happy to see Mandy feel productive for the first time. “Hooray for you! So should I schedule a beach party or…?”

“No. God, no. Here, it’s this one. Look. Precipitation. Huge storm coming. In like eighteen hours? I mean, this is still just a single weather station with no satellite or network help. So I can’t get any more exact than that. Should be a cold one too.”

Amy nods. “You know, frankly, I’ve been surprised how dry we’ve generally been here. I mean, have you ever spent a spring in Oregon? Especially on the coast. It like never stops raining.”

“Yeah, I’ve been thinking about that too…” Mandy’s fingers fly fast on the keyboard. “Look. Some figures we have here offline. Lisica is only at about 65% precipitation of Tillamook, Oregon over the last five weeks, although I figure we’re pretty much around the same latitude.”

“Oh, I thought we were a bit further south. More like Brookings or somewhere around there. But it just pours there, on like a daily basis, until summer. And even then.”

“Yeah, the biggest storms in North America are generated out here. The thing, look, here’s a satellite gif of a storm developing in the Bay of Alaska. Watch how it spirals outward. I think Lisica might just be too far from the coast. See how ragged the bands get by the time they’re this far south? All the main moisture patterns are usually drawn to the east, toward North America. And then these others kind of wither away over the open ocean. It’s like the main cells propagate on either side of us but rarely right here.”

“San Francisco is like this. The whole town is just stuck out on a peninsula facing the ocean but somehow it magically gets way less rain than the coast to the north and to the south. They just get the howling fog.”

“Well, we’ve certainly had plenty of howling fog here.” Mandy doesn’t want to correct all the inaccuracies in Amy’s comparison so she just changes the subject by bringing up another page of data. “Here are the locations of all the permanent oceanic buoys that NASA and NOAA manage. I figure one or two should be close. Actually, look. They didn’t drop a single buoy within a thousand kilometers of here. This is a really under-studied spot in the ocean, kind of a transition zone between the storm nursery in the Bay of Alaska and the open ocean of the North Pacific. Now that I’m actually getting some readings of my own, I’m seeing a possible paper analyzing this area in my future. Maybe many papers.”

“Publish, by all means!” Amy rubs Mandy’s back, excited for her. “That is, if the Air Force will let you. You know, I wonder if that’s part of the reason this spot remains under-studied. I bet the Navy and Air Force turned whole generations of researchers away from focusing on this area.”

“Well, not any more! Ooh, hear that?” Mandy pops up, cocking her head. “A gust front coming! Wind already in the trees!” She hurries outside, followed by Amy. The gusts are bitter and dry. “Yep, it’s pretty cold. I wish I could see the northern horizon. It must be getting active.”

Amy takes a deep breath. It’s nearly twenty-hundred hours, a bit after dinner. What she can see of the sky is purple, banded with gray clouds. A few stars peek through. “Look. Is that Venus? That must be like only the third time I’ve seen it since we got here. Good thing we didn’t bring an astronomer along. This would be like their least favorite place on the planet. Can you even think of a place that gets more cloud cover than Lisica?”

“There’s a spot in the North Sea north of Iceland, and another at the edge of Antarctica. But yeah. This area is like top five for sure. I wrote a paper on global cloud concentrations as an undergrad. I remember the least cloudy regions were Arizona and North Africa. By like a lot.”

They walk out of camp toward the beach and scale the fallen redwood trunk. Mandy takes a deep breath. “Oh, I love my new superpower though! I hope I don’t ever forget how to taste the air! I thought I understood weather before but I really only did through my computer screen. Now I get to combine both!”

Amy nods, the old sage. “This is why people do fieldwork.” She turns back to the cliffs behind them but they are lost in darkness. One of the golden childs stand in the whipping wind facing them, guarding Amy and Mandy from unseen threats. “Oh, hello. Nice night.” The golden child only presents its blank face to her, like a giant insect’s eye. At a loss for words, she turns back to Mandy. “So what do you think a big storm might do to the whole war between Sherman the shaman and Wetchie-ghuy?”

“Something Jidadaa said a couple nights ago…” Mandy jumps back down, shivering in the wind, and retreats to camp with Amy at her side. “It’s really stuck with me. She said that Wetchie-ghuy gets his power from people’s fear. Shadows and deceit. But Sherman is a sorcerer of the sky. That’s where they get their magic. So I figure a big storm will, uh, definitely favor one or the other.”

“Sky magic.” Amy shakes her head. “Really? That’s where we are here? Because what does that even mean? They call the sun and moon? Make them do their bidding? I don’t think so. They both rise and set the right times every day. I mean, as a scientist, I fail to grasp exactly what sky magic entails.”

Mandy nods in agreement. “Jidadaa said Sherman controls the fog. I was like, uh, actually the convective cycle controls the fog but go ahead girl. You do you.”

“Yeah and I’d say Sherman’s more into poison anyway with all the shit they’ve pulled on Triquet and Maahjabeen and Pradeep.”

“Exactly! Thanks but no thanks, dude. We got enough poison in the sky where we come from. That’s why we came here. Cause it’s supposed to be clear and pure out here.”

Amy stops, cocking her head. “Well, isn’t that a thing.”

Mandy stops as well, at the edge of camp. “What?”

Amy shakes her head, bemused. “As a professor I often say my biggest job is to point out blind spots in my students’ perceptions so that data-gathering and data-interpretation can be done free of bias. So. What you just said. I think it’s a bias that we still consider Lisica pristine. Know what I mean? We keep finding examples that contradict that assumption. Again and again. But so far we only see them as disconnected data points instead of a wider pattern. The fault is in us. We want Lisica to be undisturbed by the modern world but it really isn’t.”

“What are you saying?” Mandy sniffs the air. “That Lisica is like a toxic dump site? That poison is in the air? I don’t really get…”

“No. It must be less direct than that. I mean, actually, you’re right. I wouldn’t be surprised if it was a toxic dump. Ruining land is what militaries do best. But no, these shamans aren’t like slipping radioactive isotopes into our drinking water. At least I don’t think they are. Biases are less visible than that. This is us not seeing what is right in front of our own faces because we’ve convinced ourselves it doesn’t exist. And what I’m saying is this is a developed island.”

Mandy blinks. She isn’t sure what that insight gets them. But she’s also pretty sure the lack of understanding is on her part, not in Amy’s explanation. She flounders, hoping to think of something useful to add. “Remember when we scanned the sub with our radon sensors? We thought it worked at the time, right?”

“God, that seems like six months ago now. But it was clean. No, I think it’s actually safe here on Lisica. It’s just that we can’t keep operating on the false supposition that this is some Garden of Eden and we’re the first ever explorers. But so far we’re only like, ‘Okay, well sure there’s mysteries and secret graves and hidden villages and weird natives, but we’re still these great explorers in a virgin land.’ It’s a fallacy and I think our frustration is just our inability to see what is actually here.”

“So what is actually here?”

“I’ve got a feeling that this place is far more advanced than we know. I mean, like politically. We’re getting plots and sub-plots as deep as these tunnels. But for some reason we just can’t accept it. You know, I think there’s just a real need for a lot of us to feel that we are the very first ones somewhere. It like removes a whole layer of moral ambiguity and guilt. If we aren’t taking Lisica away from anyone, if in fact it’s our own island and nobody lives here, then we get to be the heroes in our own story. But it’s almost never like that. In fact, it probably hasn’t been like that for anyone anywhere since like a million BCE. We’re always kicking someone out or committing genocide or, well, being the villains instead of the heroes. We’re always destroying a local habitat, no matter how careful or high-minded we think we are. I guess that’s what the villagers probably mean by Jidadaa. They knew we’d eventually come. And when we did, that the old ways would all end. They’re right. Jay is the leed-ass or whatever they call him. We all are. Harbingers of doom.”

Ξ

Maahjabeen wakes with a clear head. She is present again. Rested. Whole. Oh, praise Allah! She fiercely squeezes Pradeep’s hand in gratitude and love.

“Ow.” Alonso gently extricates his hand. “I mean, what a grip!”

“Oh! Doctor Alonso! Forgive…! I thought you were…!”

“No no. I’m sure. But Pradeep is busy. He made me promise to hold your hand until he gets back. In just another bit.” He glances upward, where several people crawl on the roof fixing the tarps in preparation for the storm.

“Ehh. What time is it?”

“About four o’clock in the morning. More rain coming. Mandy made us get up early to fix what the wind has broken and make final preparations. But I was already…” Alonso shrugs. Another night of horrors. He’d been more than happy to be roused.

“Another storm? But I want to get in my boat.”

“To hear Mandy talk you will not need to move. The deluge will come and everything will all wash away. This cot will float, no?”

Despite herself, Maahjabeen giggles. This life she is returning to is so good, better than she has ever known. Pradeep is the sun. He is the brightest and purest thing she has ever known. Before him her life was in shadow. It always was. Even her happiest memories from before held darkness. Yelling. Anger. Guilt. Her family is a very contentious lot. And she was always nursing some resentment or other over the insult of the day. It is how she became so fierce, in proud opposition to their challenges. And not just from her family, it was also her sexist professors and the unhappy students that made up her whole life. They would all throw their pitiful and infuriating self-inflicted issues in her face. And that was why she always escaped to the utter serenity of the ocean.

But then Pradeep arrived. And he is bearing gifts. His love is so pure she cannot doubt it, even for a moment. So the dark thoughts she has always had about herself just sound indulgent and paranoid in her own ears now. And the ferocity. She can lay that aside as well. She can laugh. She can dance. As long as he is with her, she is complete. She doesn’t ever need this to end and she has no need of Heaven. Eternal bliss is already hers.

She blinks at the apostasy. That is the very first time such a thought has ever entered her head. And she doesn’t like it.

“What?” Alonso studies her worn face. “A shadow passed over you. What is it?”

“Oh. Nothing. ” Maahjabeen has to very carefully not fall back into her familiar hectoring resentment. She sighs to release the tension and seeks out Alonso’s hand again. For once, she is happy to have him interrupt her wayward thoughts. “Thank you, Doctor Alonso,” she squeezes his big rough hand, “for watching over me. I am not sure I have had too many bosses who would do that.”

“You are very welcome. It is my…” Pleasure is the wrong word here. So is duty. Alonso pats their joined hands with his other. “I am very glad we get to be friends, Miss Charrad.”

“Please. Maahjabeen.”

“Of course. I just always wanted to respect your professionalism.”

“Yes. Thank you, Doctor Alonso.”

“I think we are both people who yell. And when we met…” He releases her hand so he can make an explosion between his own. “Boom. You know?”

She chuckles, and in her depths she can feel how depleted she is. She tries to sit up but finds it to be a struggle. Ah. Not a full return to health yet after all.

Alonso helps her. “Pradeep said there is a tincture I am supposed to feed you if things go bad. Some herbal concoction of his from India, I gather?”

“Ugh. That stuff tastes so bad.”

“So you don’t think you need it?”

Maahjabeen tries to recall the circumstances around that black liquid. Hadn’t there been leaves in it the first five or six doses? And where had it come from? All she knows is that it is a component of her recovery. So she blanches and beckons silently to him. “The last bit. Come on. Let nobody say that I don’t finish my medicine.”

He tilts the little container into her mouth and she gags. It is so alkaline it feels like it strips the cells from the surface of her throat. But she feels it as a clean heat in her belly, killing off whatever that pit of mud was in there. How horrible.

Now, after a brief struggle, she is able to sit up. But her back is immediately cold. She wraps her arms around her knees, fragile and vulnerable in the night air.

Alonso drapes a blanket over her shoulders when he sees her shiver. Then he looks away. Even in her distress she is achingly beautiful. And this from a man who still considers himself gay! But Alonso has always worshipped beauty wherever he finds it. It is how Miriam stole his heart. It is how he learned that he is properly bisexual, or pansexual, or whatever the kids are calling it these days. He loves love. He flies to it like a moth to flame.

“I seem…” Maahjabeen’s teeth chatter, “to be in recovery here on this island as often as I am standing on my own two feet. I am sorry. My work is suffering. I am falling behind.”

“No no. It is I who must apologize for putting you unwittingly in such danger. I have been thinking about… Well. Everything. This whole venture. The naïve idea that I could trust the military about anything is… I mean, I guess I was desperate and only heard what I wanted to hear. But I should have known that there would be this entire other reality here, one that did not want us on its shores. And then I forced the issue, until the villagers had to push back. And now we are in this mess. And it is all because of me. Do you know the English word hubris? My dangerous pride?”

“Yes, it has been used by supervisors about me on their reports. But you could not know, Doctor Alonso. This is the Americans. If they can use you they will and there is nothing you can do about it. You are good. It did not occur to you how bad others can be.”

But an entire montage of dark episodes flickers through his head. He was not a good man in the gulag. He was a beast, a rat among other rats. His goodness had been altogether lost.

Now she registers his distress. Maahjabeen recalls how wounded he is. No matter what she has gone through, it is nothing compared to what he endured the last five years. Compassion wells up in her, a nearly unfamiliar sensation. She cups his face. “You are… very strong. Amazing.” The halting words seem insufficient but they prompt a tear to slide down his cheek.

Alonso ducks his head. “Yes, I am so happy we get to be friends, Miss… Maahjabeen.”

“Ooo, I like that. Yes. Miss Maahjabeen from now on.”

They both laugh, listening to the white noise of rain approaching from over the water. Others tumble inside, chatting and shaking their clothes dry. Life fills the bunker.

Pradeep is the first one back in the clean room. “Ah! You’re up!” He throws himself at Maahjabeen, only holding back at the last instant so he doesn’t tackle her. He holds her gently in his arms, kissing her face again and again.

Maahjabeen laughs, pushing at him, reveling in his passion. “I am. I think it is gone now, Mahbub.”

Alonso informs him, “She is just waking. And her strength is back. She nearly broke my hand.”

They all laugh more. Pradeep is flooded with relief and joy. Oh, paradise is not lost. He gets to return to it after all.

“Ehh, what is going on in here?” Esquibel backs into the clean room holding a stack of dripping tubs. She turns and sees her patient sitting up, bracketed by the two smiling men.

“She is back!” Alonso feels the little room is crowded now so he stands with effort, his knees balking and his feet groaning with pain. He hides a grimace and moves aside, edging toward the door slit. “And that medicine may just be why.”

“What medicine?”

Pradeep’s smile goes glassy. He supposes there’s no harm in telling the Doctor now. “I am sorry, Doctor. Jidadaa was here. About, uh, sixteen hours ago? And she gave me some leaves and stuff, like an herbal recipe, for me to give Maahjabeen. And it immediately improved her. Now, she is doing so well—”

But Esquibel can’t hear another word. “And you didn’t tell me? You didn’t think the doctor should maybe test this ‘medicine’ of hers? Do the words contra-indicated mean anything to you? Oh, my god. You could have killed her.”

Alonso reaches out. “Now now.”

But Pradeep flares. “She was dying anyway. And you had given up. She wasn’t on any other drugs to contra-indicate, Doctor.” When someone attacks Pradeep he normally shuts down but this is Maahjabeen she is talking about. The ferocity that he puts into her title startles all of them, including him.

“You do not know if I would have started administering drugs. It could have been very fast, during an emergency. You have to tell your doctor when you want to try a new—”

“And you wouldn’t have given the herbs to her! You would have taken them away for your bloody stupid tests while she drowned in her own…” Pradeep gestures vaguely, the remembered sensation of cold bubbling mud robbing him of his words. “She needed it immediately. And Jidadaa swore me to silence.”

Esquibel pushes Pradeep out of the way. “Give me room. Tell me. How do you feel, Maahjabeen?”

“Okay. Like I have run a marathon or two. But getting better. Don’t be angry with Pradeep. He did what—”

“Yes, I know. He is your own true love and this is all so special. You are some of the worst patients I have ever had, I swear! So insubordinate. It is ridiculous trying to keep you healthy under these conditions.” Esquibel takes the woman’s pulse and prompts her to open her mouth and stick out her tongue. It is still a bit gray.

“We appreciate everything you do, Doctor Daine.”

“And don’t you try that political bullshit with me, Doctor Alonso. You knew about this too? Was I the only one kept from…?”

“No no. It is the first I’ve heard. If I’d known you hadn’t ordered it I would have never given her the final dose.”

“You gave her some too? Ai! Please. This is appalling.” Esquibel finds her stethoscope and starts listening to Maahjabeen’s thoracic cavity. Still congested. Things still seem a bit turgid. But far better than they had been. Esquibel could hardly detect her breath the last time she listened in. “And what if it is coincidence? Or what if these herbs have side effects that do not show up for six years? You cannot just eat any plant in the forest. That is how people die of toxic shock and renal failure. Does that sound like fun?”

Maahjabeen only silently regards Esquibel. What a powerful figure the Doctor is. But sometimes she is tiresome. Can’t she see that Pradeep made the right choice? He saved her life. “It is only your pride talking now, Doctor Daine.”

“No it is not!” Esquibel slams her hand against one of the tubs and pulls a tablet free of the same pile that held her stethoscope. “You think we just operate without any medical procedures? No best practices developed over the last one hundred bloody years of modern medicine? Why can’t people just shut up and do what they are told for once? There is a very disturbing trend in the world these days. Nobody trusts an expert any more. There is a growing amount of foolishness here in this camp, where trained scientists are beginning to believe in some very silly things. But you don’t know. None of you do. This is how the bush people are. They have no power of their own so they must magnify it through voodoo and superstition. Only if you believe in it, can it harm you.”

“We didn’t believe in anything, Doctor.” Pradeep wishes she would just leave them alone. “But we still ended up with the faces of foxes on our tailbones and pits of muds inside.”

“Yes.” Maahjabeen clutches him. “That is exactly how it felt.”

“Poison, as I have said. Most likely injected by a pad of needles in the pattern of a fox face. Perhaps for some ritual reason. Ask Doctor Triquet. No. Listen. You allowed an untrained village girl to give you a folk remedy for a deadly condition. Why do you not understand how dangerous that is?”

“What would you have me do, when she is dying? What were you doing, eh? What big plans did you have to save her?”

“I was monitoring her.”

“Monitoring…” Pradeep lifts his hands and lets them fall. “Great. Thanks. So much. For all your efforts. You had no plan. Doctors never understand. If you were able to heal us we’d be happy to stay in your care. But when you run out of ideas we are forced to take greater risks, to trust those we wouldn’t otherwise trust. Without this medicine, Maahjabeen would have died. I am sure of it.”

“What makes you sure?” Esquibel pinches Maahjabeen’s toes. “You didn’t need any medicine, Pradeep. And you survived. You came back even more rapidly than she did. So what healed you?”

They all look at Pradeep. A sudden image of Wetchie-ghuy fills his vision. He recalls for the first time who really saved him, in the twilight space between life and death, and at what cost. A sob bursts from Pradeep and he covers his mouth with his hand.

“What is it, love?” Maahjabeen kisses his hand.

He looks up, eyes drained of hope. “I… I, uh…” He finds himself incapable of putting it all into words. “I’ve been… claimed.”

Esquibel breaks the silence with a snort. “Yes, this is the exact kind of nonsense I mean.”

Chapter 37 – Wetchie-Ghuy

September 9, 2024

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37 – Wetchie-Ghuy

“There he is. Hey, guess what?” Katrina comes upon Alonso in the morning on the beach. He is standing bare-chested at the edge of the water, looking out, idly running his fingers through his chest hair in a vulnerable moment of introspection.

He only slowly breaks his reverie and turns back to her. His eyes are still cloudy with thought and his smile is distracted.

“I said, ‘guess what?’ Alonso.”

“Eh, yes? Time for a guessing game?”

“The dam has broke! The secrets are out! All the mysteries have been revealed! Well. Not all of them, but… I’ve been talking with Jidadaa all night and this morning and boy do I have a lot of news. Just endless revelations. But the single most fascinating thing she told me? The island doesn’t have music, it’s true. It’s because the two sisters who founded the island didn’t like music. They came from, well, it must have been one of the old Eyat villages on the Alaska coast. And when they got here they just never passed music down. No songs, no melodies. In all this time Jidadaa is the only one. She had music introduced to her by whatever soldier was with her mother at the time. She sings. They were a shipwreck, like over two hundred years ago. They’ve had fourteen generations, maybe fifteen, depending on if any of her peers have had kids, which she doesn’t know because she’s been in hiding her entire life. Sorry. Babbling now. There was a lot! She is utterly fascinating. I’ve never met someone whose brain works like hers. She got her own… I mean, she says Kula told her when she was little that she would have to teach herself about the world. So Jidadaa built her own way of handling reality from the ground up. I mean, she has whole different ways to access memory and reason and… and everything! This is when the team really needs to have a trained psychiatrist or neurologist on board because wow. This girl is… sui generis.”

“Two hundred years… without music…” Alonso shakes his head, doleful. “Now that is my idea of hell. No. Purgatory. This would be a cold gray purgatory for me if I could not live with my music.”

“Absolutely. Could you imagine? My whole life has a soundtrack. I don’t know who I’d be without it.”

“Forgive me, Katrina, but I have been swimming naked and I was just about to take these things off. So I hope you are aware of European bathing traditions down in Australia.”

“Yeh, get your knickers off. I don’t care. But can you even tell how excited I am? I haven’t slept all night. Jidadaa is a treasure.”

“Yes, Katrina. You’re very excited.” Alonso strips his sweatpants off and steps out of them. His skin is pale beneath, with dark black hairs curling against the backs of his thighs. A single long purple stripe of scar tissue runs down his left hamstring. Several dark indentations on his calves look like puncture wounds. He shivers, then shuffles into the sea. As soon as he can he pushes off and breast strokes out past the tiny waves. He elongates his gasp of cold shock into the opening lines of Carmina Burana. “Ooooo Fortuna, velut Luna…!”

Katrina pulls her tights up to her knees and wades out. “So we should have like a full team session here sometime today because I’ve got a lot of answers for our questions. And some really trippy, creepy stuff too. Things they shouldn’t know about us but they already do. Like, somehow she could tell that Flavia was marked by Wetchie-ghuy for slavery. Said Pradeep was too, which I don’t understand at all. Says Wetchie-ghuy is locked in a mortal duel with the other like big shaman on the island. The rest of us are just pawns in their big game, according to her. And Kula has kept herself alive playing one off against the other since she’s been outcast. I mean, there’s just a ton of stuff here.”

Alonso paddles a slow circle before her. The cold is more than bracing. Miriam was right. But if he can just get his old heart going maybe he can warm up and stay out here longer this time. Because the release of pain in his feet and legs and hips and back is better than any drug, better than any sex or meal or even Mozart opera. It is bliss hanging suspended here. Pure bliss.

“She says we’re totally right about the Katóok village. They really are out to kill us if we trespass on their land. But they’re only in a couple big valleys in the center of the island and we should be able to avoid them. But yeh, there’s a third village we haven’t seen. She says she’s never seen it either. But it’s over, well, her guess is it’s on the west side of the island and she doesn’t really know anything about them. Because none of them talk to each other. There’s no trade or intermarrying or anything. No contact if they can all help it. Part of the duel between the shamans, and how they manipulate the villagers, but also she said it’s because of Jidadaa.”

“It is because of her?”

“That’s what I thought she meant at first too. But no. Jidadaa isn’t a name. It’s a word that means some horrible end is going to come for you because you violated the ancient customs and pissed off the ancestors. And it can take whole generations to play out. So somebody broke some old law like a hundred years ago and it was so bad nobody’s spoken to each other since.”

“Hold on. I am going to try to put my head underwater. But I don’t want to miss what you are saying. That is crazy. The woman named her daughter The Apocalypse.”

“Basically.” But Alonso has disappeared from view. Katrina should have brought him her snorkel and mask. Although it probably wouldn’t fit. His head is so freaking wide. And she is still just a little girl. Like Jidadaa. When they asked her how old she was she didn’t know. Jay guesses she’s like twenty. Katrina thinks she’s younger and that life has just been hard.

Alonso emerges with a gasp. He had stayed down in that emerald kingdom beneath the waves as long as he could. Expecting silence, the slap of waves against nearby rocks and the click and buzz of the creatures in the kelp and on the reefs surprised him. Why, it is as common as birdsong up here above. Life is truly everywhere. A familiar conviction fills him: Plexity is a necessity!

Once he surfaces, Katrina continues. “I figure we should try to get Kula out of there. She’s like hemmed in, it sounds like. Maybe we can get Esquibel to do a wellness check or something. I don’t know. I feel so bad for them. It’s amazing how sweet Jidadaa is after the childhood she had.”

“Ask her if she knows how to swim. This is… life-altering.”

“Isn’t it? It is so amazing in there. Although I haven’t been back in since I speared that barracuda. You, eh, heard about that, yeah? The fur seal and everything?”

“Ha. If something bites me in here I will bite right back. Oh, my dear! You have no idea what it is like to have the pain vanish. I can think again! I can… I can allow myself to feel things! It is not all doom and gloom and suffering! For just a brief moment I am the Alonso of old!”

He laughs and throws a brilliant smile at her and she is struck by the force of his charisma. Ye gods. Is this the star she’s hooked her wagon to? Just with that one glance he is easily one of the most handsome men she has ever seen. Like some Italian movie star.

But he can’t maintain it and his face collapses back into careworn age. He rolls onto his back with a sigh and floats easily with all this fat on him. Alonso stares at the clouded sky, at peace.

Ξ

Triquet wakes, their eyes snapping open. In their cell they sit up, filled with clear purpose. They haven’t been this eager to get to work since they discovered the sub.

Vera Kim. If they were going to bring anyone to Lisica to study the island and its inhabitants, Triquet would call on their old friend Vera. Or Vera’s patron at Trinity College, Doctor Amina Nousrat. Pound for pound, they could bring the most insight and expertise of anyone in the world to this project. Vera has published on Polynesian language evolution, she’s lived in like Tierra del Fuego with the Selk’nam and presented their artifacts at archaeological conferences. And on top of that she’s a crackerjack ethno-botanist. If anyone could figure out how the Lisicans have evolved to integrate into their environment, it would be her.

Instead, the team brought only-partially-trained Triquet. Nearly none of their real strengths are being used here. Now, if Lisica was a 1950’s roller rink that had been abandoned in the 70’s in like Aurora, Illinois, Triquet would shine so bright. But here, without the internet or most research resources, it’s all guesswork and bad theories and needles in haystacks.

Until now. Jidadaa is the best needle they could ever hope for. And she even speaks English! Triquet tries to order their thoughts, then remembers that last night they took assiduous notes. They even gave themself a to-do list for this morning. There. All the thinking has already been done. Today it’s nothing but a ton of investigative footwork.

They start with a mug of tea, provided kindly by Amy. Then it’s out to their tent where most of their clothes still are. Kind of cold today. Maybe the thicker skirt with tights beneath. Clogs. Ooo yes! A kind of hausfrau look. An orange bandana, folded into a triangle and covering their head, completes it. Now if they just had a pilly old green rayon cardigan and some horn-rimmed cat-eyes they could vanish into anonymity in 1982 Stuttgart.

After completing their toilet it’s off to the sub. Down… down… Only in the last couple days have they been able to get back into the real swing of things. They’d begun a pass on the personal papers of Master Sergeant Chester Ernest Radick. Now that they’d integrated all the relevant quartermaster reports and tallies into a timeline, Triquet would be able to match up Radick’s notes and diary entries to specific events from 1954 to 1957 that marked a change on the island, such as ship arrivals and deliveries.

But they ain’t gonna work on such dry material this morning! No no no. They set aside that project and turn once more to the diaries of Colonel Ingles. All his texts have been properly analyzed and they’d thought any more effort put into them here would be a slow slog. These pages have already been pretty finely combed.

But then Jidadaa showed up and blew the doors off everyone’s expectations. Too bad she is only an oral resource. Triquet needs things! And it sounds like most of the interesting artifacts are still being held by the Katóoks, which is a damn shame because that meant the researchers will almost certainly never see them. Oh, but what data Triquet could extract from a few old blankets and bracelets…! Ah, well.

The one thing they want to locate again is a passing mention Ingles made soon after he arrived here. Tuzhit. A word they’ve now heard in a variety of contexts. Last night, sitting in a little cross-legged circle with Amy and Katrina and Jidadaa, they heard it again. It’s a name. Perhaps the central name of all Lisican culture. It was Tuzhit and the two sisters who first landed here, a long time ago when the island was truly empty. They brought their Lisica arctic fox with them. He is the great father figure of the island. And that ceremony they had last week was in honor of him. Ingles even mentioned him somewhere! Triquet is sure of it. But where?

Their pale hand hovers over the chronologically-ordered spines of blue hardcover diaries, stained yellow and black. 1956 was the year the Americans seemed to have the greatest contact with the islanders. Not that they wrote anywhere about their impressions of the people they found. No, these colonizers were far too racist to see the Lisicans as anything other than background noise. But they did mention a few native names when discussing how they solved certain problems.

Triquet opens Colonel Ingles’ diary from 1956. His spidery, formal script recorded brief passages as dry as dust. Triquet shakes their head in despair of ever truly knowing this man. Can you imagine? This is how he was even in his own personal papers. These were the private reflections he shared with himself. And all of them were some variation on, “Cold tonight. Hanging nets to kill birds so we don’t waste any more rifle ammo. Prayed for N. and C.”

A little convulsive shiver shoots through Triquet. Lord, these people were so repressed. Generational repression, going all the way back to the shriveled bosom of Queen Victoria and the goddamn Puritans. Where’s your hopes and dreams, Phil? Your secret longings? You probably told everyone you didn’t have any. Triquet recalls their own grandfather, a man who proudly said his whole life he never dreamed at night. Not one dream ever. And he also thought the pinnacle of American comedy was The Three Stooges. Ugh. Things back then were just so… basic.

Although it comforts Triquet to immerse themself in these long lost days, they can really only do it through the meta-ironic kaleidoscopic lens of their modern life. Good grief, if Triquet had been born, as Phil Ingles had, in 1922, there’s simply no way they would have made it to adulthood. Barring a one-way ticket to Berlin or Paris they would have thrown themself under the blade of a combine harvester or whatever when they were like sixteen.

No… Not in this diary. Perhaps 1957? Well, wait. There’s only a bit about the island starting in 1955. So begin at the beginning and work your way through, Triq. “I know I saw Tuzhit somewhere!”

Their voice rings hollowly in the silent sub. Ooo, creepy. Maybe they can summon Tuzhit’s spirit. That would solve some mysteries for sure. Leafing through the brittle pages, they call out the same words again, “I… saw… Tuzhit! Somewhere!” They listen….

No… No spirit dwelling down here. No ghosts. Ha. Maybe that is how Triq would have made their way a hundred years ago. They would be Madame Doucette, spiritualist and palm reader. Lots of black lace and a collection of veils. Conducting seances and eating mummy body parts. They would have been a huge hit.

No, no mention of Tuzhit in 1955… This might be a very long day. Wait. There it is. Right at the end. December 22, 1955. “By signs I attempted to ask the men if their Tuzhit had celebrated Christmas but the primitives had no idea of the custom.”

Triquet goes to their laptop and opens the file of notes they’d created for this diary. And there, the question ‘Tuhzit? A god?’ stares back at them, the h and z transposed, defeating all attempts to locate it with command F. Triquet makes the minor correction, their OCD eventually simmering down.

Now, to the actual significance of the statement… Why would Tuzhit celebrate Christmas? If he set sail from the Alaskan coast in like 1750 how would he have any exposure to European customs? Is this just Ingles being obtuse? Probably.

But something that has bothered Triquet and Katrina both is that there seems to be no linguistic connection between the word Tuzhit and any Eyat forms. Katrina said it might have like Bosnian roots. And then there’s all those other Slavic words that have made their way into their patois. But how?

It’s equally preposterous that Eyat-speakers of the eighteenth century spoke a Slavic tongue, so the researchers had assumed that it was probably a modern exposure to Soviet and Russian military people over the decades. Yet they’d also had exposure to all these Americans but they could find no evidence the Lisicans allowed any but a few proper names into their lexicon.

“Tuzhit! Who are you?” Triquet scans the piles and stacks of organized materials. Nowhere else can they recollect a mention of the name. But also, they weren’t really looking… They were more focused on the murder mystery of Maureen Dowerd. And now that they know the two are connected, Maureen’s death and her native lover, it makes things even more compelling to find the answers to these age-old questions.

A brief wind riffles the papers of the stack in front of Triquet and they drop fingers onto it to still them. What an uncanny gust. It ran over the hairs on the back of their neck like harp strings. That wind. It did not smell right. With a deep instinctive conviction, Triquet just knows that it brought something. Someone. If they merely turn, they will see a dark figure in the hatch leading down to the tunnels.

They try to turn but find themself frozen solid, whether from panic or distress or… whatever. Fabulous. A bit of sleep paralysis to begin the morning. And I’m not even asleep! They try to find a self-deprecating giggle but terror seems to be gripping their throat tight. And yet, their center remains calm. Detached. The fear that coils in their bowels is an object of great fascination, like some sharp glittering blue crystal tearing at their flesh as it rotates deep within. Amazing. All this from a little breeze.

Breath. I still have my own breath. Breath is everything. Triquet inhales deeply, purging their limbs of whatever shackles them. They visualize their feet moving and, with effort, they finally do.

Triquet turns.

The hatch is empty and dark, which makes it even more spooky. They should retreat through the other hatch behind them and go back up to the bunker now. Get some lunch and share their findings. Freak Flavia out with ghost stories. But for some reason… they don’t.

Following every grim impulse they’ve ever had, Triquet smiles wolfishly and stoops through the dark hatch leading down.

Ξ

Esquibel and Mandy work at the outdoor kitchen tables together. Here, their roles are reversed. The Doctor, who swore never to be a cook, couldn’t say no when Mandy asked her to help feed the crew today. Especially since Mandy is so down.

It is clear why. Her golden dreamgirl Katrina has totally turned away from Mandy. It’s all Jidadaa now. Jidadaa this and Jidadaa that. She is so special and unique and wonderful in all these ways that Mandy could never be. Well. She’d just have to console herself with dusty old Esquibel, that is, if her own pride would let her.

So they work in silence. Esquibel doesn’t know if Mandy even realizes how she feels, or if she cares. Resentment presses against the inside of Esquibel’s ribs and, instead of stooping down for a pot, she sighs and stops, hand on hip. “No, I do not want to be like my parents. I want to talk about our problems.”

Mandy, sauteeing freeze-dried vegetables, looks at Esquibel with a hurt expression. “What? What problems?”

Esquibel sighs again. She swoops down and snares the pot, graceful as a ballerina, and sets it down with a clatter on the burner. “I just want to know if it is the blonde hair that makes her so desirable. Because that is something that you should perhaps look at in your own self as a… I mean, we certainly all have our own preferences, but…” And that is all she can get out. Esquibel shakes her head, choked into silence with bitterness.

“Oh, no!” Mandy squeezes Esquibel’s arm with her free hand. “No! You think I’m upset because I’m, what? Jealous of… of who?”

“We’ve both seen the way Katrina looks at Jidadaa. You lost your chance with her, didn’t you?”

“Oh, Skeebee.” Mandy puts her spatula down and turns to her lover. She wraps her arms around Esquibel’s stiff body, nestling her head in the hollow of her jaw and clavicle. “No. No no no. I mean, yeah, Katrina’s hot and I’ve had all kinds of dirty thoughts about her, but never without you. Always with my Skeebee.”

The words are a balm to Esquibel but she still finds she can’t relax. “But then why are you so unhappy this morning?”

“Because I have to go right back up through the fucking tunnels to the fucking weather station tomorrow morning! Every other day! Oh, Skeeb. I don’t know what I got myself into this time. I don’t like it in there. It’s creepy. And I don’t mean the tunnels. I mean inside the island. I thought, I don’t know, they’re islanders! On Hawai’i there’s this huge native movement and some of them have this super strong belief that if they could just get back in charge or get all the haolies off the island that they’d have bliss. But it isn’t like that! There’d be all kinds of turf wars and like, well, whatever they’re doing to themselves here. Everyone’s so cagey and on guard. I thought we could all be friends.”

“You’re burning.”

“Ah!” Mandy turns back to the pan and pours in a dollop of Alonso’s wine. “Just saved it. Thanks. Could you hand me that salt? And I think there’s a bit of lemon juice still left.”

Esquibel finally releases her ire. Mandy is definitely upset about this, not Katrina at all. She had been, all the day before, filling Esquibel’s ears with long lists of complaint regarding the mud, the dark, the unfriendly villagers, the cliffs, on and on. But then they had all sat around the campfire all night and Esquibel had been alone too long with her jealousy. She hands Mandy the salt and kisses her hand. “I love you, Mands.”

“I love you, too, Skeebee. Don’t lets ever fight.”

They bump hips.

“There has to be a way…” Esquibel thinks aloud, “to make it easier for you to get to that weather station.”

“Yeah. It’s called the elevator shaft. But a certain mean-spirited doctor won’t let me use it.”

“It’s not that I won’t let you use it. It’s just… All your ideas so far are so preposterous. They don’t work at all. Fire? And water? I’m glad you aren’t like an engineer. Mandy the architect would get people killed.”

They both giggle, the joke taking the sting from Esquibel’s words.

“It’s a safety issue, mostly. Falling from a great height.”

“That’s what the water was going to prevent.”

“Flooding the shaft was a stupid idea and you know it.”

“Well. You don’t have to be mean about it. But, yeah. I mean, Amy was going crazy trying to figure out how to get Jay back.”

“And you are just crazy.”

“Well, how would you do it?”

“I don’t know. I am not an engineer either. How wide is it?”

“Like three or four meters. Pretty huge.”

“All the way up?”

“Yep. Straight up.”

“What if… maybe if you had a very wide platform in the center, maybe wide enough that you could lift it and there would be no gaps on the sides for anyone to fall through?”

“Sounds heavy.”

“Yes, but maybe not too heavy to…”

Mandy shakes her head, dumping steaming rice into her vegetables and mixing them. “And how do we lift it? We’d need some kind of like rotary engine, right?”

“Maybe Triquet has something in storage down in the sub.”

“Well unless they have about a kilometer of cable or chain in there then we won’t have enough line to hang it and make it go up and down.”

“Maybe they do. Let’s ask them at lunch.”

“It would certainly solve all our problems.”

“Triquet to the rescue.”

Ξ

“Tessteh…” The warm throaty voice, nearly a whisper, echoes in Maahjabeen’s ear. Then comfort words in Arabic. She sits in her mother’s lap, the air full of spices and laughing relatives. Someone plays old music.

Ama’s fingers play with the curls behind Maahjabeen’s ear as she laughs with cousins from out of town and accepts a lit cigarette. The words flow over the little girl like water. And then the baby nickname again, some private joke Ama made about an old family dog, and a peck on her cheek. “Tessteh, Yala. I need to get up.”

She slips from Ama’s lap and lands with a heavy jolt on the floor. The shock quivers through her heelbones, up her legs…

The room goes quiet. She feels all their eyes on her, but all she sees is color and light. Red and yellow patches in the smoky haze, with dark figures hunched over tables. Maahjabeen tries to focus on her family members but they all fade into shadow.

By the wooden reluctance of her brain to register their faces, she is convinced this is a dream. It is a dream and they are all gone. Yussuf and Auntie B. Mahmoud. Dahlia. A whole generation lost to lung cancer. And then Ama in the wreckage of her car…

With a clatter, the walls of her childhood home fall away like a set in a music video, leaving her little girl’s form alone with the shadows, alone and far from shore…

Yes, she is in the water now. But it is somehow no longer the seat of her power. Or this water doesn’t belong to her. Or perhaps it isn’t water at all… She lifts a hand but the liquid is all dark in the darkness, just another shade of black.

Is she far from shore? Yes. A bruised sky shows a dark line of horizon in the distance. And her limbs are already so fatigued. There is no way she can make it. Just treading water is proving to be too much. She shouldn’t be wearing so much clothing. Maybe she can take a layer off…

Maahjabeen ducks her head under the water to remove the gown hanging heavy around her neck. But it gets twisted and she can’t free her head. A ropy line of fabric crosses her face at a diagonal and she can’t unwind it.

Growing more desperate, she claws at her face. But the fabric will not budge. Her breath is about to burst in her. Light fills her vision. She is dying…

A silhouette appears before her. It is that little golem of a shaman who isn’t Wetchie-ghuy. With a nauseous rush, she finally recalls the last time she saw them, during her nightmare on the beach when Pradeep grew ill. They looked down on her then from the cliff above, drawing their powers from the sky, invoking a fog that leeches life away. That’s how they almost got her that time. And now, invading her through the doorway of grief that is her mother’s death, they have returned.

No longer in the water, but a dark cave. “La! La!” Maahjabeen tries to push the encroaching figure away. But their advance is inexorable. The waddling body looms over her, blocking all sight of anything else. A rank stench emanates from them. Her fingers get tangled in their ratty old figurines and twisted-vine fetishes that hang from braided necklaces. Their face is a goblin’s seamed caricature of humanity. Little skulls, threaded by sinew and separated by teeth, rattle on a bracelet…

Maahjabeen is smothered by the force of their advance. Ah! No! Nooo…! This is how it feels to drown…

A stinging smack knocks her head sideways. Her body is lifted. She lands heavily, cracking the back of her head on the frame of the cot. With supreme effort she pulls her eyelids open.

Pradeep hovers above. He has slapped her. His face is filled with desperate concern but she doesn’t recognize the light in his eye. It is someone else in there… and not the shaman tormenting her…

He comes back to himself and shouts in a language she doesn’t know, his voice cracking with grief, and slaps her once more.

A plug deep inside her is pulled. The shaman finally recedes. She can breathe again. Huge shuddering lungfuls of air fills her and Pradeep cries out. He wraps her in his arms and covers her scalp with kisses. “Oh, lovely… Don’t do that. Don’t ever do it again…”

Maahjabeen sobs, sucking in the sweet draughts. Ahhh. She needs air so much. What happened? How could she nearly kill herself lying here in this cot? No, it wasn’t her. It was that devilish shaman. And this time she won’t forget them like she did the last time the wicked creature messed with her.

“What is it?” Esquibel appears in the doorway of their cell with a flashlight in the dark. She is nearly naked, a white triangle of knickers the only thing dividing the dark skin of her legs from the darker night. Maahjabeen covers her own body with her hands, ashamed for Esquibel despite herself.

But the Doctor has no such modesty. With a growl of displeasure she sits at the edge of the cot and shines her light in Maahjabeen’s face. Esquibel doesn’t like the look of the young woman trembling in Pradeep’s embrace. She grabs a wrist and finds her pulse. It is hammering. Her patient shivers from a deep place.

Cursing under her breath, Esquibel forces Maahjabeen to roll over onto her belly. She pulls up the shirt covering Maahjabeen’s back and shines her light on it.

There it is, a series of raised welts at the base of her spine, all in the silhouette of a fox’s face.

Ξ

Flavia drags her face through the mud, squeezing through the narrowest choke point of the tunnel. She hasn’t been down here since first pursuing that crying child all those weeks ago, when Wetchie-ghuy stole her away. She’s had zero interest in ever coming back.

Yet here she is.

Mandy and Katrina scramble ahead, their lithe girlish forms slipping easily through. As with everything, Flavia has more of a struggle. She fits one shoulder through, then the other, and kicks her way forward until she gets to her hips, where she has to repeat the procedure. There. Now she is through that fucking pipe and she can finally stand up.

“That’s the way to the shaft. Look, Flavia. I’ll show you where we’re going, even though we can’t get there from down here…”

“No, thank you very much, but I do not need any side trips. Just take me to your cliff and bring me back and let’s keep everything very simple. Very linear. That would be best.”

Mandy has another point to make but one look at Flavia’s face silences her. Arguing with the Italian woman turned out to be very weird, and not really what she’d expected. But Mandy realizes Flavia is not a normal Italian woman. She’s like half computer.

In a sense, it was as if Mandy and Katrina only had to put in a single input, that comment at breakfast about feeling safe and free here as women. Then Flavia had reflected on that aloud, bitterly, describing her own experience here as a type of prison. And then before they could protest or amend a thing, she had moved on to the next step, like she was writing a program. “But what does that make me? A prisoner, yes, but one who is basing all her daily choices on fear, the fear that I will see him again, the fear that he will try to make a slave of me again. But I have not seen him in weeks. And yet that fear rules me every day. No. That is an intolerable risk profile strategy. So inefficient. Grazie, Mandy. You make me confront this. Yes, I will come with you today. And if I see Wetchie-ghuy, then,” she shrugs, “I will kick him in the balls.”

“You will…?” Mandy is amazed. “I mean, you’ll come? Oh, I’m so glad. Thanks, Flavia. You’re the sweetest.”

And now here the three of them are at the base of the last tunnel section before confronting once again the island’s interior. They pause, catching their breaths, scouting the way forward.

Katrina laughs a bit to herself. “I’ve got a little pet hypothesis going here. Call me an optimist, but I think there’s a chance they’ll talk to us again. Remember this climb, Flavia? Watch your step.”

The fallen tree that they scramble up like stairs finally leads to the flattened mouth of the cave. Flavia gasps for breath as she reaches the end, the adrenaline thrilling through her and keeping her alert. She expects hands to reach out from the darkness and grab her. Yet they do not and she notes this absence of horror as a significant benefit of a happy hike, in an understated idle voice in her head.

Ahead, Morska Vidra waits for them, silhouetted by silver light.

They put on their masks and gloves. Katrina continues. “My thought is that they didn’t talk to us last time because Jidadaa was here. Like she was passing through and they caught a whiff of her, or maybe she was already following us, or… I don’t know.”

Morska Vidra approaches Katrina and chucks her under the chin. “Bontiik.”

“Bontiik.” Katrina can hardly contain her delight. He is talking to them again, which means her hypothesis might perhaps be true. “Hey, where’s your fox, Morska Vidra? Uh, Gde tvoya lisica?”

“Lisica?” He turns and looks. “Lisica?” Then he shoots a glance back at the researchers with a playful smile.

“My, aren’t you in a good mood. I wish I could learn more about Bontiik. You know? Where it comes from. What the whole gesture means. There isn’t a single word like it in Eyat or the Slavic family, not that I know of. A search only gets me that a bontiik is a bonito fish in Frisian. Did you guys just like make it up?”

Morska Vidra isn’t listening. He has started his own sing song discourse with Mandy and Flavia, pointing at each of them with his thumbtip and then outside.

“Uh, a little help here, Katrina?” Languages have never been a strong suit for Mandy. Learning a new one is so frustrating and takes so long. She hates floundering around in confusion. So she just stands there and gives the little old man a polite smile. “Maybe ask him about Wetchie-ghuy.”

“Wetchie-ghuy?” Morska Vidra repeats, scowling. Then he mutters a whole paragraph of sing song and falls silent. He turns to the light, leading them out.

“Cannot believe you have no music.” Katrina follows, with Flavia and Mandy close behind. “May be the first known case in world history. Didn’t anybody like show up later and teach you? I mean, that’s eventually what happened with Jidadaa—”

Morska Vidra freezes at the mouth of the tunnel. His head slowly swivels back to regard Katrina, who falls silent under the weight of that gaze. He only stares at her, unmoving, for perhaps a dozen seconds. Then, point made, he proceeds.

Katrina releases the breath she didn’t realize she’d been holding. She curses herself for a bloody fool and lets Mandy take the lead.

And just right there, after all these weeks, sits the old woman with white and blonde curls who taught them that good-bye means betrayal. Katrina stops, knowing Triquet would never forgive her if she didn’t make some attempt to get some answers. The woman might just be the last living connection to Maureen Dowerd.

The old woman’s hands are skeletal but arthritis doesn’t prevent her from dying reed fibers with a black ink. Her fingertips are stained with it. She looks up and regards Katrina with a level gaze.

“Hello. Uh, Bontiik, uh…” Katrina sidles over to her, as deferential as possible, and lightly taps the woman’s chin.

“Bontiik.” The woman lifts her fist and Katrina lowers her chin onto it. Then she steps back. “Nice… Nice work… Uh…” She quickly consults a list she’s prepared on her phone. “At daké? Work? Good. Uh… Aad’é.” Katrina looks up to see that the Mayor, that somber middle-aged woman with the cares of the village in the lines of her face, watches her from a hut’s door. “Aad’é.” Katrina offers her most charming smile.

The Mayor pulls back into the hut.

“Well, I’ll take that as a good sign. So, hello. I’m Katrina.”

The old woman looks up at her, as if considering whether engaging with this ghostly creature from across the ocean will break her heart again. Finally, she says, “Yesiniy.”

“Yesiniy? That’s your name? It’s a lovely name.” Katrina’s breath hovers in her breast. Her mind is blank. She knows she has to establish some sort of connection before diving right into this woman’s tragic past but she has no idea what comes next. She looks at Mandy and Flavia, who are regarding her from where she left them near the tunnel mouth. “Don’t wait up for me. Sorry. Been waiting forever for this chance.” Katrina turns back to Yesiniy with a sweet smile. “Mind if I sit?”

“Don’t wait? Well.” Mandy makes a face at Flavia. “Gee. Guess it’s just you and me now. Um. You might want like a walking stick. This climb is pretty gnarly. But you got strong legs, right?”

“Strong? What do you mean? Eh. We are going to climb that?”

“I know, right?” Mandy gestures at the steep slope before them with hostility. “It’s the only way up and over. Maybe we didn’t fully describe like the whole route…”

“No, you were very clear. But still.” Flavia shakes her head in distaste. “I thought it would be much more little than that.”

“I’ve got to put up like a rope ladder. Yeah. Last time I did this with like twenty kilos on my back. Thought I was gonna die. Okay. Just follow my footsteps and you’ll be fine. There’s kind of steps cut into the side if you start looking for them. There you go.”

Flavia hasn’t climbed anything this steep since her teenage trips to Cogne and Val D’Aosta. And she was in skiing shape back then. Now, she isn’t in any kind of shape at all. Within twenty steps her thighs are shaking and a cold sweat is running down her back. But she can’t let that colt Mandy get too far ahead. She grits her teeth and squeezes the perspiration out of her eyes. “Dai, Flavia!” She has committed to this course and she must see it through. There is no other path for her. Literally.

Trailwork like this is exactly like data science. The unformed, uncategorized world is out there. And these are the literal step-by-step processes humans have used to bring order and meaning to the world around them. We started with tiny footholds like this, then paths and trails. Then roads and rails and now superhighways and jet airliners and satellites. Same with programming. Just a few generations ago we had punchcards. Now the programs are writing themselves, with massive throughput.

With idle thoughts like these she pulls her way to the top. Mandy is there, panting, hands on knees in the midst of some unpleasant bushes that scratch and pluck at Flavia.

At the crest an erratic wind whips them, dry and warm from the southeast. “Ew. Look.” Mandy points to a long orange band on that horizon. “I bet that’s like dust from the Gobi Desert. Can you smell it?” Mandy faces the dirty smear headed their way. “And all the pollution from factories in China. You know, they find signatures of Chinese coal mining all over North America now. All of it raining down on the whole world. Totally distorting mid-Pacific weather patterns. You know, so we can have fast fashion.”

“Yes, I was in a conference in Beijing once when they had the sandstorms. The whole city turned orange and we could not breathe outside without masks.” Flavia shakes her head. “It was very bad. Ahh… Just when I think I am alone and disconnected from the whole world out here in the middle of nowhere…”

“Chinese pollution cheers you right up! Come on. Believe it or not this is the way down.”

Mandy leads Flavia to the edge of the cliff and a narrow chute that looks like the opening of a slide at a waterpark, except this cliff is six hundred meters high. “Ehh… Are you sure?”

“I know, right? I went after Katrina last time and all she did was follow the footsteps. It’s like the climb before, but, you know, this time down, with your heels. Just lean back.”

“I am sorry but I cannot do that.”

“Okay we can give it a few minutes. It’s not too cold—”

“No, Mandy. It is not a matter of acclimating to the heights. That is insanity. I will not be doing that. Ever.”

“Okay…”

“So you should not waste your time. Go and get your data. Change the batteries. I will go back to the other side back there out of the wind. And I will wait.”

“Esquibel said I shouldn’t really do this alone…”

“I am sorry but what do you want me to do?” The shrill panic in Flavia’s voice cuts through the wind. They are perched on the edge of the cliff like gnats on the edge of a wine glass. The merest puff of air could send them spinning out into oblivion. No. Basta. Enough.

With a pained expression, Mandy turns back to the descent. Without another word, she slowly disappears from view.

Flavia is furious with herself. She should have known this would have been too much for her. Everything is, here. Flavia does not belong on Lisica. And now she has put Mandy in danger.

Well. She might as well get out of the wind.

But someone is blocking her way back up there, hunched on the path like a fallen log.

Wetchie-ghuy.