Chapter 8 – Hold On

February 19, 2024

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8 – Hold On

Flavia returns from a mid-day shower, her skin prickling with cold. She has started taking them twice a day, growing addicted to the sharp pleasures of the clean water slapping her with the weight of gravity. It shocks her and brings her out of her deep reveries in ways nothing else can. Because when the maths start flying around in her head and logic chains bolt themselves together at nearly subconscious levels, she might as well be in a coma hooked up to an IV.

But now. Yes. Back in the real world. And it is beautiful here. She has always loved the California redwoods. She even had a poster of them above her bed in primary school. So to live among them for a few weeks is a dream. And the people are not so bad at all. A very interesting mix. They also distract Flavia from her work, which she needs from time to time so that when she resets she can see her current coding problems from a different perspective. She just needs inputs of time and near-random real world sensation to gain that new observer status, like in the thought experiment about the viewpoints of travelers as their spaceship approaches c, light speed. So, brief investment now made in the real world, she can return to her dynamic interior abstractions with renewed purpose.

Except it is not to be.

She hears the sobbing of a woman while she is still pushing her way through the underbrush. Flavia stops. The scientist in her wants to withdraw and let this woman have a moment in peace. But, despite the efforts of Esquibel and a couple others, Lisica is nothing like a professional setting, and her cultural instincts take over. She hurries to the base of a huge redwood, circling around its roots. Flavia recognizes Maahjabeen’s hoarse voice and muttered Arabic, desperate questions to herself, before she sees her. But it is too late to stop now. She steps over the last root. “Maahjabeen, no, no…” She reaches out a hand.

Maahjabeen is wringing her hands together, shaking with grief. She allows Flavia to console her, leaning her head against her shoulder, weeping even more heavily. Her headscarf comes loose and Flavia makes sure to keep it in place while the woman in her arms cries it out.

After a few minutes, Maahjabeen pulls away and wipes her eyes. “Thank you, Flavia. Thank you very much.”

“Of course. Whatever I can do. If you need to talk or…”

“It is March twenty-ninth today. It is the one year anniversary…” And then Maahjabeen falls into Flavia’s arms again, overcome. After another bout of grief passes, she manages, “Today, a year ago, my mother died. In her car.”

“Oh, terrible. So sorry.” Flavia kisses the top of her head, holding her tight, imagining losing her mother—that force of nature—to a car accident in Bologna. Her heart goes out to Maahjabeen.

“I didn’t want to bother anyone. I thought no one would find me here. I just wanted…”

“No. Please. Whatever other problems we have, Alonso is right. We are family now. A big Cuban family. For eight weeks. Just let me know whenever, and you can tell me about your mama and I will make you a nice espresso. Whenever you like, okay? Maybe I even check up on you sometimes, eh?”

“I miss her. And I miss being home. I was supposed to be back in Tunis for this day but I took this job instead. I wasn’t ready. I’m not ready to go back. My family doesn’t understand. I just don’t—I can’t handle grief the way they do, all together in a big crowd. It is too much. And they just want me to settle down and get married. I was supposed to, but it didn’t work out. No, I need to think my way through my problems, in silence, out on the water. That’s how I handle things.”

“The curse of the scientist.”

“Big Cuban family, eh?” Maahjabeen stops another sob with a gulping laugh. “That is crazy. This whole thing is crazy.”

“So far. Very crazy. I am sorry you can’t get out on the ocean.”

“Oh, I haven’t given up yet. If killer whales and Zodiac pilots can navigate it then I can too. In fact, it’s looking more calm today than I’ve seen so far. If this trend continues then I might get my big chance soon.”

“Killer whales? Out here?”

“I’ve seen them. I think it’s a local pod because they haven’t gone away in three days. I hope they’re still out there when I finally get my kayak past the breaks.”

“And by then I hope to have a working alpha of Plexity for you to use. Input your data, everything about the sea.”

They stare at each other, expressionless. Finally, Maahjabeen says, “You don’t really believe it will work, do you?”

“It’s not that it won’t work,” Flavia shrugs. “I just don’t see the purpose. All the data points we collect will be so contextual it will be meaningless. It is like how you can’t ever draw a map at perfect resolution because then it needs to have all the same features of the original—”

“Which means it has to be the same size, yes.”

Flavia shrugs, philosophical. “In the end, I am happy to be here to support Alonso and his recovery. And this will look very good on my CV. I just wish it was… ten days instead of sixty. Imagine, if we were already wrapping up and going home the day after tomorrow with all our new findings? I would say this was a perfect trip. But fifty more days of this? Eccch. I don’t know.”

“At least they stopped playing the music all night.” Maahjabeen stands, a fluid and graceful movement. She pulls Flavia to her feet and gives her a sharp but brief hug. “You are so nice. Thank you for letting me share my memory of my mother.”

“Of course. Our mamas live forever in our hearts.”

Ξ

Mandy brings a box to Katrina’s tent. “Hello-o-o…? I found it.”

Katrina, from within, grunts. “Uh. Perfect timing.”

“Is it? It doesn’t sound like it is.”

“Just finishing my third nap of the day.” The door unzips and Katrina rolls out, blinking. She was hoping she could just spend the whole day nursing her hangover but evidently her destiny says no. Mandy won’t leave her alone.

“Impressive. Three naps before noon. You’re like a cat.”

“Meow.” Katrina stares impassively up at Mandy, who senses the tiniest trickle of electricity between them. Or is that just projection? The lean and lovely Australian girl is very much Mandy’s type. And even though she spent last night in the arms of a male of the species, Mandy noted from the morning gossip that their clothes had stayed on. Perhaps there’s a chance. Katrina is just so damn cute. Mandy hopes she gets invited to the next dance party. “So what you got there?”

This breaks the spell. Mandy starts, then giggles. “This is my baby. Can I show you my baby?”

Katrina laughs, wiping her nose with the back of her hand like a toddler. She sits up. “God, we’re such nerds. Yes, please show me your baby, Doctoral Candidate Hsu.”

Mandy giggles again and opens the cardboard flaps. She brings out a whirlygig looking device, mainly a rotary fan studded with modules and sensors. “This is the all-seeing eye.”

“Wow. Yeh. Sounds like Greek myth. Is your other baby a demon with a hundred hands?” Katrina spins the frictionless fan.

“That’s the anemometer. Wind speed.”

“Zephyr, god of the winds. Got it.”

“Thermometer, hygrometer, barometer, and then this tiny thing contains a miniature digital transmissometer and Campbell Stokes recorder, though they’re really just emulators and they don’t work that well…” She points at each of the modules in turn, grafted to the stem of the anemometer with twisted wire. “Then I route them all through the network card I salvaged off my radiosonde and get a data stream of two kilometers range, line of sight. That should work, shouldn’t it?”

“Salvaged?”

“You didn’t see my weather balloon fiasco yesterday? I sent one up with a sensor suite when the morning was calm. But then those gusts came in hard last night and pulled the anchor out of the sand and crashed it into those trees over there. Total loss. Except for the radiosonde. It fell off on this side of the falls.”

“So where do you want the drone to take it? To the top?”

Mandy nods. “The most unobstructed view possible, as long as I still get signal. I could get the most amazing readings up there.”

“And how are we gonna lift this thing up there? Or anchor it when we drop it? You want it in some exposed spot, I guess?”

“I was hoping you had some ideas. I’ve kind of maxed out all my own resources…” Mandy realizes as she says it that she has made a plan in her mind of working on this with Katrina before she ever asked if she’d actually want to. Oh, Mandy. You’ve done it again. Whenever she realizes she’s being controlling she always flashes to the family dinner when she was like six and Auntie Fiona from the Filipino side of her family laughed at her, “Well doesn’t little Miss Mandy always have to be in charge!” It was supposed to be a corrective moment for her to feel shame and be reminded of her feminine meekness, but the gender-role rankled even then and the retrograde words had only made Mandy stand taller that day. She still doubles down whenever anyone challenges her bossy ways. It’s not her fault that she knows what to do in so many situations when others are at a loss. This is how she always proves her worth.

Katrina finally pushes herself to her feet and lifts the improvised weather station. “Oh, no. Shoot. This is way too heavy. There’s no way we can get it to the top.”

Mandy sags. “It is? I thought I’d made it super lightweight!”

“It’s the batteries. That’s… a lot of batteries.”

“Well, we got to get data the whole time we’re here. Everything we do in atmospheric science is longitudinal, pretty much. So it needs to give a steady stream.”

“But the drone literally can’t lift this package. Its payload is only a small camera, like not even a kilo. This is like three or more.”

“What if I get rid of—? No, I don’t want to do without any of the readings. This is the one snapshot I’ll get. Ugh.”

“Look. The drone can recharge. And the weather station can recharge. As often as we want. We just need to do regular runs. Swap out the batteries. Let’s work it out, Mandy. If this unit was just drawing from one battery, how long would the station last?”

“Thirty-five hours.” Mandy’s answer is prompt. She has worked out power requirements in detail.

“Okay. So we just replace the battery every twenty-four. Every morning it’s our regular chore. Drone fetches weather station. We replace the battery. Drone takes weather station back. Deal?”

“You think that could work?” Mandy doesn’t like all the extra transit that entails. She doesn’t quite believe in drones. A single mistake or dropped signal and the whole thing could crash. She only has one more suite of sensors if these are lost.

“I mean, yeh. We want to get some use out of the drone since we have it. I should be flying it every day.” Katrina pokes several of the junctions she might affix a twine loop or wire hook. “But now we got to figure out like a sling we can put around the whole thing to carry it. So are we agreed? You get rid of those extra batteries and I’ll grab the drone. See if we can figure out how to attach it safely to the gimbal. I’ll be right back.”

Ξ

“Can I get a hand when you have a moment?” Triquet stands at the edge of Pradeep’s platform, studying the young man’s solemn face, the laptop’s blue light casting angular shadows, making him look like the etching of an ancient king.

Pradeep nods slowly, his eyes never leaving the screen. His fingers are blazingly fast on the keyboard, in bursts of input. His spreadsheets are works of art. But sometimes he gets lost pursuing cells, forgetting what he was looking for. And now Triquet has knocked his current target clean out of his head. Oh, where was he going? Something about theOrthione griffenis parasites on West Coast mud shrimp populations?

After a long awkward silence, Triquet gives up with a curtsy and turns away. The vintage housedress they wear is a sturdy turquoise brocade with a scoop neck, already showing signs of serious wear from all the hard labor down in the sub. But the pearl choker still gives the outfit class, regardless of how filthy and torn it gets.

“No. Wait.” Pradeep sets his laptop aside and sits up. “Sorry. I’m coming, Doctor. Just let me get my sandals.”

“Boots, please.” Triquet stops and waits for Pradeep to put them on. “God, look at those monstrosities. Modern hybrid hiking boots are so ugly. They just look like six year-old sedans parked at a suburban mini-mall. Designed for dads who ‘hike’ by bringing the cooler to the kid’s soccer game. And what is that color? Plum? Burgundy? It just goes oh so well with the dark suede.”

“Done.” Pradeep stands, grinning at Triquet. “You’ll have to, ah, help me with my fashion some day, Doctor. Not all of us can be as stunning as you.”

“Wolverines. Ten dollars at Goodwill. Ba-zing. ” Triquet lifts a steel-toe work boot, clownishly large on their feet. “What were you working on back there, anyway?”

“Just re-ordering my notes into a more Plexity-friendly structure. Trying to adapt to the new paradigms Alonso has set up. I’ve processed all my latest collections with the new Dyson reader. Now it’s time to get back out on a kayak. But actually I’m thinking my next collection site might be a freshwater sample from the waterfall pool instead. See what micro flora and fauna exist in both locations and then try to figure out why. What are the common factors that allow them to flourish in both places?”

“Ooo that’s a good one. Neat idea.” Triquet leads Pradeep into the bunker, a bustling hive of activity now, with the work tables and clean room and private rooms and kitchen. Triquet weaves through all of it and brings Pradeep to the head of the stairs at the trap door.

“Down there?” Pradeep wonders why it hadn’t occurred to him where Triquet was leading him. Of course it’s down there.

Triquet looks at him with a shrug. “Down deep. Some of those pieces in the trash pile are like steel desks and furniture and they weigh a ton. Didn’t you hear? I hit the jackpot!”

Triquet walks past Pradeep, taking the stairs down one by one. They don’t look back or wait for him. There is only the expectation he will follow. Triquet opens the door at the bottom and Pradeep is relieved to see the room beyond is now well-lit. With a deep breath and a shiver he surrenders to the moment and for once lets social pressure overcome his anxiety. Down the stairs he goes.

The sub is so weird. The roof slopes above at a claustrophobic height. It turns out Pradeep is too tall for a sub. He would have never made it in the Navy. Stooping, he grimly follows Triquet’s scurrying form toward the far hatch. It’s nothing but the derelict engine room of a forgotten boat from long ago. There is nothing significant about that, Prad, except what you choose to make significant. This whole sub is just inert steel plates and the detritus of men, rotting in the sand. That’s all it is.

“Watch your head.” Triquet ducks through the hatch at the far end of the engine room and disappears. A yellow line of work lights runs the length of the boat, every other bulb unscrewed to save energy. This leaves room for countless shadows to spring out at him, or slowly transform into rats and spiders as he passes.

Triquet waits for Pradeep in the control room. Is he coming? Finally the young man shuffles down the hall, one hand against the far wall, the other hand holding his phone, its flashlight up full. Triquet frowns, puzzled. “Are you okay?”

“Yes… Just… Let’s just call it poor night vision. Oh my.” Pradeep pulls back from the yawning darkness of the warrant officer’s cabin. He edges along the wall past the Captain’s open door as well. “So what’s in there? That’s all been checked, has it?”

“The Captain’s cabin? Minutely. Although the original crew left scant traces in there. Frankly, I doubt the cabins were used much after the sub was buried. My gut instinct is this thing hasn’t been cracked open since like 1977. Have you not been down here?”

“Uh, not yet.”

“I’m sorry about your night vision. I had no idea. Are you going to be able to do this?”

Pradeep wants more than anything in the whole world to tell Triquet that no, in fact, he will not be able do this. But never, he is not the child he used to be, coddled by his mother and protected from all harm by his vigilant father. He is now an adult, and the night sweats and the panic attacks and the crippling collapse of his ego and will are measurably less intense than they used to be, bolstered by newfound strengths. Experience. That is the weapon he uses to combat these fears. Exposing himself to the world, regardless of how hard it might be. So far, the world has not yet killed him. It hasn’t even given him much reason to panic. What he sees in front of him with his own two eyes is just a room. A sad old room covered in rust. “I can do it.”

“Okay. Down here.” Triquet is fairly certain he’s not getting the whole story from Pradeep, whose mood has gone dark in the span of thirty seconds. But it is not in Triquet’s nature to push. They crouch at the edge of the hatch that opens to the floor below. Then Triquet lowers themself with a few grunts into the hole.

Pradeep closes his eyes. No. That’s worse. His eyes snap open again before the demons can rise up out of the darkness. Stick with Triquet. That’s his best bet. His only bet.

“You can just put one foot on this cabinet. It’s stable.” Triquet’s voice comes up from below. “Easy peasy lemon squeezy.”

Pradeep lowers himself into darkness, feeling like he’s extending his legs into a garbage disposal. They will be shorn off by all the sharp claws that wait in the dark, leaving nothing but gore from his waist down. And the pain will be…

His foot touches the cabinet. He puts weight on it. His body moves even as his mind skirls with panic. Cold sweat sheets his skin. His hands might slip. Careful here. Don’t crash into Triquet.

Pradeep steps down onto the deck of an even narrower room, his face gray, his hands shaking. Triquet blanches. “Oh, dear. Are you sure you’re okay, Pradeep? You look ill.”

“I’m fine.” But Pradeep’s eyes are wide, as if he is afraid to blink. “Fine. Now what did you need help with?”

Finally, belatedly, Triquet remembers Pradeep describing his overactive imagination. This isn’t about his vision at all. “Oh. Ohh… Shoot. This place is really weirding you out, isn’t it?”

Pradeep grimaces and drops his head. “I’m so sorry. But…”

“No no. I get it. It freaked me out too at first. It’s hard to get used to, for sure. No, fair knight.” Triquet curtsies again. “I should have marked it. My deepest apologies. I release thee from my service. Go forth and return to thy spreadsheet labors.”

Pradeep stubbornly shakes his head no. “Uh, look, you got me all the way down here, Triquet. Let me at least be useful before I go. I do have to live with myself, you know.” He is glad he got the words out but Pradeep wishes he’d been able to utter them without clenching his teeth.

“Look, doll, anxiety is a real thing.” Triquet cocks their head in concern. “There’s no shame in it. It’s a big scary world out there and us big dumb apes just aren’t wired properly for it.”

“But the only way to re-wire,” Pradeep steps more fully into the room like he’s wading through deep currents, “is to force your brain to deal with new situations. If this is just circuitry then give me new circuits. Come on, brain! When I was a kid I couldn’t even stand up. Panic was so much nausea and like vertigo that…”

Pradeep sways and leans against the steel cabinet. His eyes flutter. But he sees something he didn’t expect. Everything down here has been neatly stacked and ordered, the garbage sorted and cleaned, small pieces set up in fussy knolling order on the shelves. All he’d heard was that it was a dump down here. That’s what he’d expected. But the floor is now bare in a narrow network of aisles, winding through tall stacks of like materials. The work lights are bright. The air carries almost no scent.

“It’s okay. It’s okay…” Triquet puts a slim hand on Pradeep’s shoulder to steady him. “Deep breaths, Prad. If you’re gonna fight it, you’ll need nice deep breaths. The crazy thing is how fresh the air is down here. That’s what I’m hoping to track down next. I still haven’t been able to follow the current down here. And I think that is the reason why.” Triquet points at a large steel bookshelf against the far wall. It has been cleared of its adjustable shelves and all that they held. Now it’s ready to be moved.

Pradeep nods, his pulse pounding in his ears. Best to get on with it. Now, what might be hiding in this corner back here? Snakes? He scans the floor. “I’m glad you made me wear boots.”

“Don’t worry. Nothing back there. I checked myself.”

“Right. Well here goes.” With far too much fearful anticipation for his own good Pradeep pushes his leg behind the corner of the bookshelf and drops his foot grimly on the ground. It lands solidly. No wet bursting carapace of some spider monster. No twisting writhing serpent grasping at him. Nothing. “Okay. Ready.” Shame and anxiety course through him in equal measure. “Where are we taking it?”

“Not much room down here. I think we just swivel it as much as we can against this curved near wall. It will have to be temporary. Okay. On three? One. Two.”

They lift, Pradeep walking his end in a wide arc. The air, which had only been a soft current before, now gusts into the room, smelling distinctly of the sea. It comes through another hatch that has now been revealed, this one half-open. The darkness of a further room doubles back under the floor of the sub above.

“Of course,” Triquet mutters. “Of course it does… Just like in the diagrams. Now where does this one lead?”

Triquet ducks through the hatch into darkness.

Ξ

“Is Triquet still downstairs?” Mandy is flushed, windswept. Amy stands in the kitchen opening a can of tomato paste. She admires the girl’s long black hair with its glossy sheen. Amy’s hair used to do that. Before she got old and decrepit.

“Uhh… I suppose so. They took Pradeep down there a while ago. I haven’t seen them come back up.”

“Storm coming. Big one.”

“Oh! Uh, that’s no fun… When?”

“Good question. I’m guessing soon. We should get them out of there. I’m still worried about flooding.”

Amy puts down the can. “Right. You want me to get them?”

“No, I don’t need you to—”

Miriam leans into the bunker. “Mandy? Are you in here?”

“Yes?” Mandy turns toward Miriam.

“Didn’t you say there’s a storm coming?”

“There is. Every sign it’ll be a big one too.”

“Can you please tell Maahjabeen? She’s trying to take her kayak out on the water and she won’t listen to me.”

“What?” Mandy squawks and hurries out of the bunker.

Amy nods. “Yeah. I’ll get the other two downstairs then.”

Mandy sprints out of camp across the sand, waving her arms urgently. Maahjabeen is already in her spray skirt, pushing her craft out into the lagoon. “Hey! Stop! Wait, Maahjabeen!”

But the oceanographer only has eyes for the glassy calm of the lagoon and the muted swells of the open sea. Mandy runs up to her as she pushes off, gliding out of reach. Annoyed, Maahjabeen puts one blade of her paddle deep in the water and pivots the boat.

“Storm coming!” Mandy gasps. “You can’t—!”

“Yes, I know. But this is my only chance to beat the—”

“Big one! We don’t know what it will do—!”

“Yes, that is why the sea went so flat! How long do you think I have?” Maahjabeen begins to paddle gently backwards away. The window is closing fast. She feels that keenly.

“How long? No! You can’t go out there! Conditions can change at any moment!”

“You aren’t the only one here with a barometer, you know.” Maahjabeen taps a black digital unit attached to her vest. “I can read the sky, even an unfamiliar one. I think I have an hour. Which means I’ll be back in forty minutes.”

“But look at it!” Mandy is appalled that anyone would consider taking a kayak out in these conditions with an advancing line of slate gray clouds on the southwest horizon. “The perspective doesn’t work from here. It’s impossible! Who knows how close it really is? And what it will do to the currents as it advances!”

“I’m staying close to shore, that’s for sure. Look, this storm or the next one. It’s clear this is the only way I’ll ever get out of the lagoon and I’m not staying trapped in here for eight weeks. It’s 1825 hours right now. I’ll be back at 1905 on the dot.”

“Then the next one! Let’s just observe this storm first! See how quickly it advances from initial observations! Come on! I thought you were the safety-at-all-costs one here!”

But the sea is too inviting. A film covers it, muting it, turning it soft and harmless. “Okay. Ten minutes. Just ten.” And with that, Maahjabeen turns her kayak expertly and lunges for the lagoon’s mouth. She is there within a minute, flying across the calm waters with ease. And now she is through! Finally! Out of her cage! The land falls away on both sides and all earthly entanglements go with it. Oh, she only ever feels truly clean out on the deep water!

She finally glides to a halt a couple hundred meters from the breaks. No, she was telling Mandy the truth that she would stick close to shore. Although she may have been less truthful about the ten minutes. Now, which way? To the right, along the southwest coast. That way she will be paddling into the wind. When it picks up is when she can turn back and have the first gusts carry her to the lagoon again. “Good plan, Maahjabeen.” She likes the sound of her voice. It is strong. She recites a prayer aloud, calling for God to watch over her. That sounds good too.

Maahjabeen spares a final glance for Mandy, abandoned on the beach, before she paddles around the western cliff that blocks the lagoon from view. Now she is truly on her own.

She glances nervously over her left shoulder. Yes, that’s a real storm all right. Her barometer is dropping under 1009 millibars. The surf here is simple, a line crashing flat against a wall of stone. She stays above it and rounds a point, to catch just a glimpse of an undulating coast before the closest cliff blocks her view again. But what a view it is! She paddles a bit further out to see it again and carefully takes a photo with her phone. She hadn’t brought her real camera. But it is beautiful, the cliffs of Lisica disappearing up the west coast in green and black folds. Now, to see how far she can get before she has to turn back.

Maahjabeen looks at the oncoming clouds again. Now that she has rounded the point she can see that the storm approaches from the entire southwest, stretching across a good seventy degrees of the horizon. Yes, this is a big storm, boiling up out of the North Pacific gyre in the frozen embrace of the Gulf of Alaska, then wheeling around to hit the island from below. She’s crazy, totally insane to even consider going on.

But Maahjabeen does. Just around one more point. Here, a fractured shelf holds a line of trees running the length of the cliff a hundred meters above her. Beyond that is a cluster of black rock and seaweed that is inhabited by more otters. Then a pair of jagged seastacks stained white with bird droppings. She skirts it all, staying out on the calm open water, and sees a spot along the coast another point ahead that may be hiding an inlet on the far side. That would be a prize, to be able to return with news of another waterfall. But how long does she have? Forty minutes, she said? Turn around after twenty? It’s already been sixteen. She can just push to that last point and take a peek within. Then scurry home.

Yes. Definitely scurry. The storm is noticeably larger and darker than it was when she’d first seen it. She leans in, twisting her core, willing her kayak across the water in a sprint. She is a waterbug skating across the deep gray surface as everything grows dark…

Oh, she may be taking too much time now. And the point is still a bit too far ahead. It is larger and farther than she estimated. And now she has no minutes left. But with one last sprint she might peek around anyway. Maahjabeen drives her boat around the last outcrop only to find that this point is broader than she thought. She’d imagined it as a knife edge like the cliff dividing the lagoon from the open water but this a bluff. Augh! She can’t turn around yet! This may be her only chance! And she can see how the cliff falls away only a few hundred meters ahead.

A fitful wind starts to ripple the sea, pushing on the left side of her face. Go, Maahjabeen, go! Hurry around the final point!

She pushes past the wide bluff and glides free, entering a wide and shallow bay fringed by a strand of pale sand, a white curtain of multiple waterfalls descending from the cliffs behind dropping into dark green forest. It is spectacular. The cliffs are solid walls of fern. She takes as many photos as she can, including one panorama before the strengthening wind makes her platform too unsteady.

Now. Now by the grace of God she hasn’t waited too late. Now is the time to race back over the dark water to shelter. She paddles with more urgency than she ever has in her life, flashing back to the crowd of clueless girls in their red boats and the unconscious one who didn’t know how to roll. She’d paddled as hard then, hurrying to get back to the dock and a full medical kit.

Now she fights for her own life. She rounds the bluff’s southern point to navigate the seastacks and follow the long straight cliff back but her heart quails when this stretch of coast is revealed. In the ten minutes since she’s been here it has transformed. Now the sea foams black and the surf slams against the cliffs with stunning force. She will swing wide, certainly, but the rising wind will push her toward the coast and the currents are definitely picking up. Inshallah, Maahjabeen intones and bends to her task. But it only takes an instant to learn she will certainly die against the cliffs.

She has waited too long. She cannot return to the lagoon.

Maahjabeen sits stupidly in the water, watching the storm rise and the water foam. Finally she rouses herself. There is only one option left. The beach she just left. She can stay there and ride out the storm. It is her only hope.

Maahjabeen turns the kayak once more, using the wind on her rear quarter to push her back around the bluff and even further from every human within thousands of kilometers. She isn’t cold. She has eaten recently and carries emergency rations in the stern hatch. The wind whips up behind her, creating whitecaps, and as she rounds the bluff a terrific gust pushes her away from the beach that just now comes into view. She fights to keep the nose of her craft pointed into the wind. It’s so strong that if she lets it hit her broadside she will roll in a heartbeat. Quickening rollers rise on either side of her, pulled up from the water by the coming storm. It is at her left, looming over her and dominating the sky. Lightning flashes beneath its black curtain.

Now the cold wind knifes into her, chilling her, and the sea boils. Fight! Fight! She had just crossed this water a few minutes before with ease! But now the storm pushes on her, trying to smash her against the bluff behind. She will not let it. She will not.

Maahjabeen struggles timelessly against the freezing wall of wind. Finally she gains the position she needs and glances off it at the closest possible angle to the coast to ride a wave into the bay and across its boiling surface onto the closest stretch of sand. She rips the skirt off its rim as soon as she can and tumbles from the kayak. Another wave, stunning her with cold, slams into her and she screams in surprise. It knocks her from her feet and rolls her away from her boat…

No no no! Maahjabeen lunges and throws her arms around her kayak before it is pulled away by the receding tide. Now she is throughly soaked, sand in all her layers. But she still has the boat. And the paddle. The craft is swamped but she can still drag it high up the beach. Here. She can carry it once she empties it of water.

The surf pounding her into the sand left her in shock, detached from reality. She observes herself as if at a distance. No. This isn’t high enough. The sea might very well cover this entire beach. Put the paddle in the cockpit. Use both hands on the hull. Come on, Maahjabeen! Further up! Further…!

A low shelf rises from the back of the beach a good ten meters, providing a refuge at the edge of the trees. If she can just fight her way up to that shelf then she will be safe. As she struggles with the boat on its vertical face the first fat raindrops hit her back. Oh, here comes the storm for real now. She is in God’s hands and no one else’s. With a heaving gasp she thrusts the boat onto the shelf up above. The rain starts to sheet down, drenching her with frigid drops. Now what will she do? There is no cover up here.

The trees will be too dangerous in this wind. She has another idea. Something she heard once from a friend from Malaysia. The top of this shelf is still sand, in rills and valleys. She finds a lee slope and begins to dig with a broken branch, creating a depression for herself to lie in. Then she rolls the kayak over the top of herself, so that her legs lie in the cold sand and her torso is inside the cockpit where her legs normally are, facing the seat.

With some rearranging she makes it work, with the first aid kit as her pillow and her spray skirt her blanket. She forces wet sand up against the coaming on the windward side to patch the gaps and soon she finds herself in a snug, waterproof shelter.

Maahjabeen is overjoyed at her ingenuity. Relief floods through her. It is not comfortable, but she can survive the night this way. She only has to listen to the rain drumming on the hull and recite some hadiths and this storm will be over in no time.

She did it. She survived.

Ξ

1905. Her watch says 1905 just like Maahjabeen said. But Mandy can’t see her anywhere. She didn’t come back. She said she would but she didn’t and now the seas are rising and the wind is picking up and whitecaps are filling her view. Impossible.

Mandy has never felt more helpless. What can she do? She paces back and forth along the beach as the light fades, fat drops of chilly rain starting to spatter her. She should have made Maahjabeen take a radio. Or like a signal flare or whatever they use out on the water. Mandy shouldn’t have let her go!

Miriam and Amy eventually find her in the dark, drenched and frozen. They appear like two hooded figures of death out of the gloom. But it’s just their rain coats. “Come on!” Amy shouts over the ripping wind. “Get Maahjabeen! We have to get inside!”

“I can’t!” Mandy bawls. “I can’t! She’s gone! She’s out there!”

This strikes both Amy and Miriam dumb. They only look at her with horror.

Mandy falls to her knees. “I tried! I told her not to go! I did everything I could! I—I…!” She collapses in grief, sobs convulsing her. “I told her it would be a huge storm!”

Amy wraps her in her arms and lifts Mandy with her unexpected strength. “She’s shaking, Mirrie. We got to get her inside.”

Miriam nods blankly, still studying the seething water. It’s getting so dark that she can’t even see past the mouth of the lagoon, where dim white surf crashes into black rocks with more force than ever.

Mandy fights them. She can’t abandon Maahjabeen. Leaving means accepting that the woman is drowned. And she can’t do that. She can’t let her go.

Amy and Miriam drag Mandy from the beach.

They carry her into the bunker, the wind flapping against the tarps. But they’ve done a better job of tying them down this time and the bunker is watertight now.

Mandy collapses on the concrete floor. Esquibel exits her room, trying to make sense of the chaos. They are all shouting over the top of each other and Mandy looks like her dog got hit by a car.

Everyone is in here. None have remained on their platforms. The storm is too violent. Upon hearing the tragic news, they all groan in despair. Alonso sits in a chair in the corner, face filled with agony. Flavia covers her face with her hands, unable to bear the details. Finally Esquibel and the others are able to fully piece the story together. Pradeep screeches wordlessly, dragging on his already wet coat, and bolts out into the storm.

“No, Prad!” Amy shouts. “Don’t!”

“We can’t—!” Miriam shrills, “We can’t lose any more! No!”

Jay wants to run after Prad, to haul him back or join him for his search. But his useless fucking ankle prevents him from even standing. He shouts in wordless frustration, the noise swallowed by the howling storm.

Alonso is devastated. Maahjabeen is his responsibility. Her life is in his hands. And he failed her. He brought her to this dangerous place with words of promise but he was unable to live up to that promise. He lied to her. His mind and body are broken. He can’t take care of anyone, not even himself. And now they’re dying because of him. Again. The grief in his heart is unbearably heavy.

The ground shudders from the storm. Lightning strikes hit the beach and thunder shatters the air. The maelstrom impacts the island like a car crash. Flavia screams.

Pradeep stumbles back through the door, soaked to the skin, eyes wild, limbs trembling. “I didn’t—couldn’t…” He sinks to the ground at the base of the wall. “Nobody go out there. I almost couldn’t find my way back.” Huge sweeping gusts dump rain onto the roof. Katrina pulls Pradeep to his feet and starts toweling him off. He can’t stop shivering, repeating the phrase, “There’s no way… There’s no way…” over and over.

Katrina hugs him. “No. There isn’t.”

Pradeep breaks down in her embrace.

Triquet finds Amy at the kitchen, boiling water for tea, her answer to everything. Triquet grabs her arm with a surprisingly firm grip. “We have to be strong. Right now.”

There’s something in Triquet’s face that tells Amy they’ve gone through something like this before and this is the priceless lesson they learned. Amy nods. “Yes. Strong. Yes.” Triquet indicates Alonso, who is so deep in his grief his eyes see nothing before him. He is clearly slipping back into his trauma. “Mirrie!” Amy hurries to his side, followed by Miriam.

“Lost, all lost…” Alonso holds up his hands. “Everyone I touch. Stay away! Or I’ll get you killed!” His eyes are wild, seeing visions that aren’t here. “Charlie, no!”

“Oh my god,” Miriam moans. “No, Alonso! Don’t do that! Don’t get lost in it! Stay here with us! Zo! Zo!” She shakes him.

A high-pitched note of desperate mourning fills the bunker. It is Pradeep, his panic reaching epic levels. He thrashes in Katrina’s embrace, pulling at his hair, his eyes startlingly white and round. “No! No!” It takes all her strength not to let him go.

“Oh mio dio what’s wrong with him?” Flavia shouts, pushing herself away from Pradeep as if his breakdown is contagious.

“It’s just a storm!” Katrina keeps shouting, holding fast. “It’s just a storm! There’s nothing we can do about it!”

They topple on the ground as the wind dies, gathering strength for another gale. But in the momentary silence all that can be heard is Mandy’s sobbing, Pradeep’s desperate panting, and Katrina’s soft words:

“It’s just a storm, Pradeep. We’re helpless. Just a storm. Bigger than us. We can’t do anything but hold on.”

Chapter 7 – The Tunnels

February 12, 2024

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7 – The Tunnels

Katrina wakes up, her head full of sand, her eyes sticky, her heart hollow. Yeh. That was a trip all right. Now she’s tangled with Jay in bed in the Captain’s cabin underground. It’s pretty dark but a ray of silver light somehow leaks through the boat and down the hall to reflect on the far wall. She takes a deep breath.

Jay is snoring. She giggles joylessly, depleted. Patting the top of his head she tries to pull her limbs clear. They’d been holding each other desperately, wrapped tight. Still fully clothed she’s somewhat surprised that things hadn’t gone farther than they had. At one point she’d started feeling like a dirty girl, grinding against him as the Detroit electro got going. That shit always made her wet. But the sweet boy hadn’t responded in kind. It had frustrated her at the time but she is absolutely relieved now. He’d had some kind of emotional breakthrough instead and gotten all saccharine and romantic. In the end it had been so innocent and pure.

He’d told her he loved her.

Well. Let’s see if that still holds true when his head feels done in.

What is the last thing she remembers? The visuals had been amazing. They’d watched blotches of color pinwheel across the ceiling like clouds, talking about their upbringings. She’d been raised by her single dad. He’d been raised by his single mom. This realization of shared experience led to another flood of tears and desperate embraces from Jay.

What a teddy bear. She can’t remember the last time she’d made herself so available to a man and had him treat her this way. Not rejection—like the exact opposite of rejection. The rejection of objectification, perhaps? She’d danced for him and he burst into tears. Well. How will her ego ever recover? She giggles again. Ah, molly! You are magic! A chemically-guaranteed night of happiness and love every time.

He grunts. She rests her forehead against his and grunts in reply.

Jay unsticks his lips and looks at her with an abashed half-smile. “Water.” His voice is rough and creaky.

“I’ll fetch your bottle. Hold on, player.”

Now she fully extricates herself, dragging her limbs free of the bed. The cool air folds itself about her bare skin and she regrets leaving his warm embrace. Aw. Maybe she still feels a bit of the glow herself. Now. Where did he leave his water?

Jay rouses himself, his dreams fading. He’d been somewhere warm and wet, subterranean. It felt like a birth. Rebirth. Katrina had fed him the magic pill that unlocked his depths and he had—Katrina had… Oh, no. And then he had said all kinds of crazy shit. Told her he loved her. And yeah, sure, a kernel of that dearness still remains. She is awesome, no doubt. But the thrill is gone, baby. Gone for good. Aw, no. What a mess. He just couldn’t handle his drugs and keep his mouth shut! Come on, dude! Grow up! This isn’t a music festival, it’s like a career-defining opportunity with leaders from nearly every scientific field he loves.

Jay rolls onto his back with a groan, black misgivings and regret clawing at him, as chemically-guaranteed as the joy. “What have I done now?” He brushes his broken hand with his chin and hisses in pain. That fourth metacarpal had snapped like a pencil when the rock landed on it. He hopes it will someday heal right. He has so many plans for it. A sudden sob catches in his throat. “Fuck. Now I’ll never be a guitar god.”

Katrina returns with his water and stands framed in the narrow door, her hair curled under her chin like a question mark. “Hey.”

Jay doesn’t move. “Hey.”

Ξ

Pradeep joins Amy in the kitchen just as she finishes making eight bowls of oatmeal. “You can’t feed everyone every meal,” he scolds her. “You have to do your research too.”

“Oh, don’t worry about me,” Amy waves a hand at him. “I’ve got plenty irons in plenty fires. And this isn’t much more than boiling water.”

“And chopping ginger and dried cranberries and making green tea and coffee.”

“Espresso. Careful. Don’t let Flavia hear you call it anything else.” Amy hands him a tray. “Now, let’s go check up on the Love Palace. See if they survived the night.” She follows him with a kettle and a tray of mugs. “You might be able to finally ask the big man some of your questions.”

“Did you notice?” Pradeep drops his voice to a murmur, “Jay never came back to his hammock last night.”

“Yeah the sub sounded like a nightclub til early hours.” Amy grins. “Hookups in the field… Ah, I remember the days. Well, I hope at least they used protection.”

They climb the ramp to the giant tent, sagging now at a couple corners. When she leaves, Amy resolves to reset the guy lines. It’s the least she can do. “Knock knock…?” she sings out.

“A moment,” Miriam answers. Then after some rustling of fabric she unzips the inner door that seals off their sleeping chamber. She is tousled, in a wool jumper and scarf and flannel pajama bottoms. “Just reading. Go ahead and set up in there—”

“Ooo. The foyer!” Amy chuckles.

“—and I’ll see if Zo is ready to get up.”

“How is he?”

“Still alive.” Miriam addresses him over her shoulder. “How are you, mijo?”

“The headache…” his voice rumbles, “is very bad. And my neck. Ah. I cannot move my head.”

Miriam kneels by his pillows and forces her hands beneath his neck. She begins to massage him.

“Ai! Too rough!” He lifts a pleading hand. “Softer! Softer…!”

Amy and Pradeep set places on the tent floor for the oatmeal and tea. Miriam soothes Alonso with murmured words of love.

Finally he groans, something releasing. Then his breath catches and he grasps her wrist. “I remember…”

“Yes? Dancing til dawn?” Miriam tries to lighten the mood with a joke but there is something distracted in his eyes. He searches for something he’s lost.

“Por su puesto, Mirrie, but no… I remember… Last night I saw a vision. In the dark.”

“Is this like the time you saw Jesus walking through the trees?”

“No, that was in college. And I had never drunk brandy.” He laughs sadly at the memory. But no. He makes an effort to regain the evaporating traces of what he saw last night before they are gone for good. It was very significant. Of that he is sure. But the concussion knocked it right out, and his wife’s beautiful face takes his attention now. “Ah, it’s gone. Something about Plexity, no doubt. Hopefully, when we are working on it I will remember.”

They get him to sit up in bed and feed him there with a large towel spread across his lap. The other three sit in the foyer to ply him with questions, which he assures them he can handle. “Please. Get my mind off this headache and make me use my brain again for something other than self-pity.”

“Aha. Yes…” Pradeep doesn’t quite know how to respond to this. Doctor Sergio Alonso Saavedra Colon Ramirez Aguirre is quite possibly his living idol. Pradeep had moved heaven and earth to get into Amy’s lab last semester, partially because of her association with Doctor Alonso. And now, after circling him like a nervous suitor for a week, he is ready to finally ask his first questions. He just hopes that he doesn’t waste Alonso’s time or sound like an idiot. But he needs to start with the basics. “Well, Doctor, I’m hoping I can sort of get your insight into Plexity at the foundational level. Like mission statement onward before we get into—”

“Yes, yes…” Alonso nods. “That is what I am hoping too. You can’t understand this new system just by looking at its features. It is like, Miriam, my dear, like drawing a map from only seeing the mountain peaks without looking at the rivers and the valleys. Yes?”

“Quite.” Pradeep takes a deep breath and tries to collect his thoughts. Amy studiously looks away. This is his moment. She hadn’t let him prepare too much with her. He needs to get over his hero-worship and show Alonso that he belongs here. “So. Who will this survey be for?”

“For?” This is a question Alonso hasn’t truly examined, but it is a worthy one. “Well, when our reports first come out they will be classified. So it will be for the Air Force, I suppose. But that won’t last long. Maybe just a pass over our final draft with a black pen by somebody at the CIA. I don’t know. But eventually we are looking at the top journals, perhaps by the end of the year. And also I am dedicated to popularizing Plexity. For civilians and amateurs. I want this to be our teaching tool, our grand example to the world.” As he speaks his voice gathers resonance and depth again. His throat and chest clear and he speaks with growing conviction. “I want armies of observers fanning out over the entire globe, seeing the web of life in an entirely new way. There. That is who it is for. Does that answer your question?”

“Thank you, yes.” Pradeep laughs at the wild ambition of it. “But what, uh, what kind of security issues do you think we’ll encounter? Is there anything the Air Force told you that you shouldn’t—?”

Alonso laughs. “I have no idea. Do we mention the dead body? The sub buried in the sand? I don’t think we will. But this place is just full of surprises, no?”

Pradeep nods slowly. He can’t get over the feeling that Alonso is still hiding something about the military from them. “So, moving on. I have a question just about a matter of procedure. See, I’ve already started collecting samples but I want to make sure I do it in the proper way. The Plexity way. Now, let’s say I detach a nice bryophyte from a rock and put it in my bag. The way I understand it, you’d like me to focus not on the moss itself, but far more on the context. The mineral composition of the rock. What the moss was doing to it over time. How it establishes with other bryophytes a type of wet little nook, like a nano-climate of its own at the base of a Toyon tree. So what should I sample? The moss, the rock, and the tree? What goes into the plastic bag?”

“Nano-climate. That is an excellent term. So, this issue is exactly the thing that lies at the crux of—”

Pradeep, in his excitement, interrupts Alonso. “And are you even interested in notating the taxonomy of individual species at all any more or are we somehow beyond that?”

Alonso laughs, holding up a hand to deflect the torrent. “Slow down, hermano. Slow down. Yes, we are still recording the classic details. We are recording all of it. Plexity will liberate you as a researcher to bring all your observational skills to each moment. All of them. The color of the sky. The smell in the air. They are all connected. Don’t you see? This is the world of big data now.”

These words are like an invocation to Pradeep. He points at Alonso, a giddy thrill shooting through him. “Exactly! Yes! Global bio-informatics! It is where I was sure you were headed!”

Alonso waves at the island with his cane. “If we collect all the data we can sense and measure, if we soak in the entire context of life-forms here on this island, then that amount of data will be a treasure greater than an entire golden hoard. We will be able to find connections and causalities that so far remain invisible to us. We will be able to chart the humidity of the air above your bryophyte in many different contexts, and that will allow us—”

“Well, frankly, we don’t even know what we will be able to do with the data.” Pradeep sits back, shrugging. “It will be a mine that people can excavate for—well, forever. As new data theory is applied, new insights will emerge. I already work in connective systems primarily. The push and pull of biological and organic pathways. But you want to expand those diagnostics to literally an infinite degree. It’s like studying the heavens with a telescope that sees frequencies we haven’t yet discovered. So we are witnesses here, recorders and researchers. But we can leave theory to others. As long as we keep the record, all else will follow.”

Alonso leans back with a happy sigh. “Ah, yes. This one gets it, Amy. I am very glad you brought him.”

Pradeep feels like light is shining through his skin. This is it. This quiet moment in a tent. This is the moment he has been working toward his entire life. All the sacrifice, the waking up at four in the morning as a ten year old to do his homework before helping to open the restaurant. The lost social life, the bullying and teasing. The desperate academic competitions. It is all for these words, spoken by one of the wisest minds on the planet. This is it. Pradeep belongs. The august society is opening its doors to him. “So… Thank you, Doctor Alonso. Thank you so very much. But, I mean, in your estimation, are there certain systems that are more fundamental than others? Shall we start with some possible bedrock…” Prad makes an inclusive gesture toward Miriam, “…and move outward? Upward? Or are all systems—?”

“All systems are stratum independent and of equal value. No chicken and no egg. Everything all at once, in an organic ball. Recursive, with multiple (possibly infinite) connections and nodes. This is an entire organism here. Lisica. So start wherever you like.”

“Of course. Of course.” Pradeep falls silent, rearranging his plan of attack for the island. He has to think far larger than he has. He’s been focusing the last few years on just single specific cooperative, parasitic, and symbiotic relationships between two species. But now he has to operate from the assumption that every species influences every other species. Interdependence shoots through everything like oxygen.

“So…” Amy takes the opportunity to go even deeper. “Let’s talk about what Plexity looks like at the comparative genomics level, Lonzo. I’m not quite with you. It sounds like we’re going to be massively sequencing everything, and, like, all the time? At different moments? In situ as much as possible? How? My personal take on Plexity is that your vision is astounding and the science is sound but the capability in the field just isn’t there yet. How are we going to acquire and process so many genetic samples? Have you talked to Katrina about this? She has ideas about a unit with realtime displays for operator feedback. So you can tell what you should even be looking at next.”

“Of course.” He waves his hand at her. “Of course. We have thought of all this. And this will not be a perfect attempt. That is what you and Colonel Baitgie and Flavia the mathematician need to understand. This is the first faltering step. What this will do is show us what we need to solve next. Plexity will be iterative, no doubt. As will the study of Lisica.”

“And this Colonel…” Pradeep asks. “I get the sense that he hasn’t officially signed off on your Plexity project?”

Alonso searches for the proper words. In his silence they realize the Colonel has not. Finally, he says, “There is a module in Plexity that will allow us to output our data into more traditional graphs and lists. But listen. I brought it up to Baitgie and his contractors as much as possible but I could tell none of them see the utility in it.”

“That’s why I ask.” Pradeep’s self-assurance grows with each sentence. “I can’t imagine what the military would find worthwhile in Plexity. I’m surprised you mentioned it to them.”

“I just focused on how it will increase resolution and decrease error rates for their environmental impact reports. Because it will do that too. There is a business model, I understand, in selling Plexity software to labs running normal assays for them to pick out new features in their data and modify their systems. But I am not so interested in business myself. Maybe one of you can lead that spin-off and make us all rich, eh? I will be out in the field with my sample kits and laptop. Hopefully for the rest of my life.”

Miriam asks quietly, “Is there any reason to believe the military types will disapprove of what we’re doing here, Zo? Did they know we’d find their sub and that we’d have a drone get a glimpse of the interior? I just don’t want to fall afoul of anyone.”

“No. See. This is an abandoned post. The program was run by postwar generations who are now all dead. It remained forgotten for like thirty years. The Air Force flags it as ‘an outstanding issue to resolve’ every time they take a Pacific Command inventory but it’s always been very far down the list. Baitgie thought he could kill two birds with one stone by getting rid of a nagging bureaucratic detail,” Alonso’s waving cane once again includes the whole island, “and this troublesome scientist their PJs rescued, who, in a single fateful conversation at the military hospital after his debriefing has reawakened the Colonel’s undergrad love of forest management.”

“What’s a PJ?” Amy wonders. “You got rescued by pajamas?”

“A squad of very scary men. The Air Force Parajumper rescuers. They showed up to the gulag one night in silence and spoke to one guard after another. Very frightening. They all moved like ghosts. Nobody even thought to fight them. And I did not recognize much of the hardware they wore, nor any of its purpose. They found me in my box and carried me away, onto a helicopter that looked like a spaceship.”

Pradeep shakes his head in wonder at the trials this man has suffered. But he perseveres. “I just have one more question—”

“Liar.” Amy laughs at Pradeep.

“At least regarding this security slash military side of things…” Pradeep amends. “Esquibel asked the question a couple nights ago. How did a Cuban scientist pass a background check for any United States classified military… anything?”

“Ah.” Alonso sighs. “Just so. For that you have my uncle Don Jorge Colon to thank.” Alonso lets that hang for a moment, just to see the puzzlement grow in the young man’s long face. “You see, Don Colon was one of the ultimate anti-Castro operatives of the 1960s. In Miami he was famous, called El Dueño, the Landlord, for how many CIA people he would host at his hotel, even at his house. But his activity got too hot for the rest of the family so me and my sisters and my cousins all spent the 80s growing up in Madrid instead. None of the rest of us take part in politics at all. Cuban politics is a curse. It killed him, on a visit to Mexico in 1989. And it kills anyone who touches it in any way. They showed me they have a file on me as thick as a phone book. So they know. I am a citizen of the world. I study life not death. And apparently that was enough for them.”

Miriam sips her tea. Amy’s nervous laugh fills the silence. Alonso points with his cane under the platform. “There. Big gray tub, still wrapped with tape. Pradeep. Could you please do me the favor of bringing it up here?”

Amy stands before Pradeep does. “I’ll just help—”

“Amy, por favor. Let the young man do it. This is in response to his question about field collections and also your question about genomic assays. I am not so dreamy that I did not think of the real-world problems. I anticipated them as much as I could.”

“This one?” Pradeep drags a tub of Alonso’s description out from under the platform. A packing list is taped to the lid, a long column of items. “Says… sample kits and I guess their assorted accessories? Oh! Field kits?”

“That’s the one. Please cut it open and bring one of the kits up here. It’s amazing. When you meet the right people in the military it is like magic the things they can accomplish with a phone call. Those contractors… all black-budget. Could you imagine being a black-budget field biologist or geologist who is working on national security issues, with like a completely unlimited budget and no oversight? But nobody except like four people in the whole world would ever know your work. Would you do it?”

Miriam makes a face. “When I’m old and ready to die on a strategically-valuable mountain side.”

“Well, I mean,” Amy hems and haws, “I suppose I could for preservation, like keeping a secret Army base from putting pressure on a threatened species or something. But if they want me to like hunt caribou in the Arctic Circle because… I don’t know, they keep disrupting their radar or something, then no. No thank you.”

“I don’t believe,” Alonso rumbles, “that any of them get a choice in the matter. Maybe when they are very senior. That is certainly one of the trade-offs.” Pradeep tears the tape clear and lifts the lid. He brings them a white oblong carton about the size of a shoebox. A serial number is printed on its side. Nothing more.

“Open it, please,” Alonso instructs Pradeep. “I had a fascinating conversation with one of the contractors one day on the advances in microfluidics and their use as diagnostic machines. A lot has changed in the last five years. It led to these prototypes. We have eleven of the units and then, yes, show us…”

Pradeep holds up the machine. It looks like a giant white credit card reader with a wider tray jutting out from under its keypad.

“It is built to be modular. You put the sample in the front and then we have all these different little boxes you can plug in: micro-robots and solutions acting like transistors and circuits, creating a profile of the sample on, well, whatever module you have in there. You can get blood types and genetic or enzyme profiles, even some electrochemical activity can be captured with the potassium and calcium ion sequencers. The plan is to have it cross-reference an onboard database that fixes the sample as species-specific as well as location and time-specific. It is an integrated, real-time—”

Pradeep goggles. “What are you talking about? This is—? No way. This is an actual working field, like, Star Trek tricorder? But that’s impossible. Not with today’s technology. We are at least five to ten years away from that kind of technological integration, especially for something robust enough to be used in the field. Microfluidics is a particular area of interest for me and I follow the developments very closely and I can assure you what you are promising here simply won’t work like that. At least yet.”

“Let me finish, Pradeep.”

“And that you somehow snapped your fingers and got these units cobbled together in, what, like ten weeks? I’m sorry. Somebody promised you something, Doctor, that they couldn’t deliver.”

“Eight weeks. But they already had invented all the pieces and separately tested and built them for other black budget projects. It was just a matter of putting them all together. Now. That NDA we signed? The one Flavia is so irate about? Yes, it is primarily about these units. They are never allowed to leave the island.”

Pradeep stares at the unit, his preconceptions about the state of current technology falling away in a giddy rush. “Fascinating. But why would they let us have access…?”

“We aren’t the only ones using Lisica as a test bed. My guess is that they didn’t have qualified personnel who could be here in the timeframe and who passed the background checks like you did.”

“Like we did?” As Pradeep echoes this, Amy and Miriam frown. They didn’t know they’d been checked either?

“Yes, and you all passed. Even Maahjabeen at the last second. Now in that secret black budget world, there must be entire labs who developed some component of this thing eagerly awaiting our real world results. I call it a Dyson, in honor of my hero Freeman Dyson, and also because it is like a powerful vacuum in the field.”

Pradeep blinks at Alonso, marshaling his thoughts. “So it seems what you’re telling us, Doctor, is that there are maybe a few solitary elements in the United States military who have a vested interest in research being conducted on the island, in the manner we hope to achieve. But the larger Air Force and military complex, they have basically abandoned this island after using it as a dump and then they put a bunch of arbitrary rules around it that we have to abide by, and also they can’t be bothered to help or hinder our efforts. Does that sound accurate?”

“Yes.”

“Huh. It’s actually a really a fantastic situation to be in,” Pradeep realizes. “We get all the resources with none of the accountability.”

“The American way.”

Ξ

“The only traditional thing I got from the Chinese side of my family,” Mandy tells Jay, who drowses on the beach under a sun hat, “is an ancient healing art that everyone—all my aunts and cousins and everybody—use on each other. It’s called Tui Na. Have you heard of it?”

“Is it like Tai Chi? Or… what’s that other one? Qi Gong?”

“No, not really. Those are like about your energy.”

“Your vibe.”

“This is about tendons and bones and muscles. Scar tissue.”

“Oh. I see.”

“So, like what I’m saying is, I’ve gotten to work on Esquibel in the past and it’s really helped her, especially with her bad hip. So she trusts me.”

“Trusts you to do what?”

“Reset your broken hand.”

“Oh. Ohh…” Jay sits up, fully awake now. “Wait a minute there. Is that what we’re talking about? Because I didn’t realize that’s what we were talking about. I thought the plan would be to just maybe keep it immobilized until we could get it back somewhere they had a surgical unit. Cause this is like a pins situation, isn’t it?”

“Maybe it doesn’t have to be.”

He only stares at her. “Why? What are you going to do?”

Mandy gives him a reassuring smile. “It’s already knitting again, but in the wrong shape. And it’s all scar tissue, even in the bone. And scar tissue looks like this.” She holds out her splayed hands, one over the other. “The fibers are all crossed and stiff. But if we pull on them…” She brings her fingers and hands into alignment, “…it is still scar tissue, but lengthened into orderly rows again so it acts much more like normal tissue.” She shrugs. “You can have almost a full recovery.”

“I’m totally dubious about the ‘pull on them’ part of this, dude.”

“The art is learning how much to pull to release the tension and straighten the fibers without pulling so hard you damage them. That’s the art my family passed down. I’m really good at it.”

“Look, Mandy, it’s a super sweet offer and I really appreciate you. I do. But, like can I have some time to think about it?”

“Okay. But there’s a short window for bone breaks like this. The longer you wait the less successful the recovery is and the more painful it becomes.”

“So it is painful.”

“Oh, you will howl.” Mandy giggles. “But it passes. It’s good pain. Seriously. Healing pain.”

“Man. And you said Esquibel signed off on this?”

Mandy nods. “Can I just see your hand at least?”

“Just see?”

“And maybe touch.”

“It’s super tender, so…”

“That’s why I’m here.”

Jay makes a face, then unwraps his right hand and holds it out to Mandy. She places it in her lap, holding it like an injured bird. “Is that okay?”

Jay nods. He releases a deep breath. The black mood that came after his night of carousing hasn’t lifted, but he is touched by Mandy’s care. He’s being mothered from like eighteen different directions here. And somehow he doesn’t mind at all.

Her index finger runs over the swollen bump below the last knuckle of his ring finger. “Oh, yeah. So angry. I can feel your pulse just like buzzing.”

“You can?”

“We’ve got to get this bone straight, Jay.”

But he doesn’t like how bright her smile is. “Wait. You’re like enjoying this, you fucking sadist.”

Mandy can’t help giggling. “I just know how much it will help once you’re ready. I’m excited for you.”

“You’re just gonna, what, like pull on my ring finger?”

“Mostly. Tui Na is about understanding how bones and tendons and muscles are all connected. So I will hold down the right tendon like this…” She demonstrates on her own hand, flexing her forearm and finding the relevant tendon that bunches near her elbow. She presses down on it and then releases her flex, using the pressure to pull on the tendon. “See? Stretch. Like making saltwater taffy.”

“So will this be a long slow pull or a—”

“No. Short snap. Ready?” Mandy is done being careful with his feelings and is eager to get something accomplished today. She wants to talk to Katrina about her idea for the drone but so far she is nowhere to be seen. Esquibel shooed her out of the clean room with instructions to help Jay. Now she just wants to be able to check this off her list so she can get back to her fruitless attempts to get some actual atmospheric science done on Lisica. The wind looks so calm at the moment she might be able to deploy a weather balloon and radiosonde.

“Short… snap?” Jay holds out his limp hand with a grimace, as if he’s trying to give it away to her. “What do I have to do?”

“Not much, really. Just like stay loose if you can. First I need to move it a bit this way and that so that might hurt. But it’s just the first diagnostic…”

“Aaauggghhh.” Tears squeeze out from under his eyes. “You’re sure you know what you’re doing?”

“It’s just scar tissue, Jay. And it’s all stuck. The blood and the fibers and everything. We just got to—” YANK “—unstick it.”

Jay bawls, jerking his hand away, cradling it and curling up in a ball in the sand. Mandy suppresses a nervous giggle. She knows from experience he would not appreciate hearing it in the least.

Finally he uncurls, flexing his fingers. “Hey… It does hurt less.”

“I told you.”

“I mean, it isn’t perfect…” He runs his fingers over the fourth metacarpal, “but it is better. Oh my god that hurt so much.”

“Now it’s flowing. Your body can heal itself there. We should immobilize it, though. Usually my auntie would help control the pain and swelling with acupuncture but I never learned it. That’s too much of the energy stuff for me. And it doesn’t always work.”

“I’m still gonna get x-rays when I can.”

“You totally should.”

“Wow. This actually is seriously improved. Thank you so much. I can’t believe it. Now do my ankle.”

Mandy laughs, pleased. “No… Esquibel said your ankle is just tendons and soft tissue takes longer. The window doesn’t start for manipulations for another week or more, after the swelling goes down. Then getting more Tui Na done on the scar tissue until the six month period is recommended.”

“Cool. Six months. Okay. So like where you living these days?”

She laughs. “Topanga.”

“Groovy. I’ve got a buddy down there. I’ll come visit every couple weeks and make you lunch and you can pull me apart.”

Ξ

“And just what do you think you’re doing in there, you hussy?”

Katrina has fallen back asleep in the Captain’s bunk, holding Jay’s jacket under her chin. She starts awake to find Triquet standing in the doorway, hands on hips.

“Oh. Hey. Oh.” Katrina wakes from the deepest sleep of her life and draws a breath in, heroically battling the absolute vacuum of energy and life and hope and love within her. She’s so far gone it almost feels like a K hole. It’s not that she has no will left. It’s that there’s now a howling void within her and whatever she feeds it is only sucked away. She sits up anyway, knowing in some abstract sense that’s the societal expectation and poor Triquet’s never done anything to warrant disrespect. “Sorry.”

Triquet holds up a sample kit. “You see what this is, Katrina? This is a field forensics kit. I could dust that mattress for hair and skin cells and get a pretty good reading. At least until you two decided to contaminate the setting with your sideways samba! Now I have to contend with, I don’t know, fresh fluids and pheromones. Is that a joint! Ye gods, children. What else have you done?”

“Nothing.” Katrina can’t square Triquet’s behavior with what she’s starting to recall of last night. “Wait… You were down here with us. You danced with me. Why are you pretending like you’re all shocked now?”

Triquet leans in and with a tiny bit too much sass, says, “Because you’re helpless and vulnerable, darling. It just seemed like the right play. No.” They sigh. “Don’t worry. After I saw where things were headed last night I came down here and took all my samples in this cabin then. So I’m lying about that part. Still wish you wouldn’t sleep on the bunk, though. That old vinyl is already cracking.”

Katrina sits up, her hand falling on Jay’s water bottle. She drains it. Then she puts on his jacket.

Triquet recognizes it. They pat Katrina on the shoulder, as condescending as possible. “So how’s your little heteronormative romance going dear?”

“It was very sweet, actually. Not at all what you’d expect. Do you…? Uh, are you into party drugs?”

Triquet gives Katrina a dimpled smile, leading her to the control room. “I’ve been known to dabble. But not inside any of my actual field sites, sugar. And I’m not sure there’s anyone here who’s really my type, if you know what I’m saying.”

“Oh. For sure. Well, uh, we can just have like a dance party with you, if you like. And we didn’t even do anything, if you want to know the truth. It was just like a sleepover. A really emotional like tearful sleepover. He’s a great guy. Not what I thought at all.”

Triquet gives her a sincere smile. “That’s really sweet. Now quit touching my stuff or I’m going to have to stop liking you so much, Katrina dear. So. Is that the panel down there?”

The dark rectangle in the corner is still resting at an angle against the far wall. Triquet edges closer to the darkness, feeling the cold breath of air crossing their cheek one way, then another. As a fan of all things kooky and weird and occult, this real-world version of abandoned cold wet darkness is a bit too much, even for them. But that’s what the headlamp’s floodlight setting is for, even though it shortens the battery life to an hour.

The floodlight blazes on the chamber down below, picking out molding sheaves of documents scattered across the floor, clothing, boxes upon boxes of beer bottles, furniture stacked and leaning against the walls, on and on, a literal decaying wonderland of postwar memorabilia and artifacts in a belowdecks hold, shot through with rusting pipes and conduit. Triquet quivers like a rabbit in a garden. There’s got to be a catch, right? This absolutely profligate amount of easy discovery can’t come without some price. Finally, Triquet murmurs to themself, “I know what it is.”

Katrina peers down, arms crossed. “You know what what is?”

“The catch. The price for all this bounty. It’s the answer to a question I’ve been asking since I first heard from Alonso: But why bring an archaeologist on a field biology project? He told me it was about integrating Plexity into the human realm and the context of the past, but I didn’t really buy it. I came because he is a legend and his work is fascinating and I could take the semester off.” Triquet crouches at the hatch, preparing to descend. “But now I buy it.”

Katrina watches Triquet hesitate at the edge. Her brain is sludge but even so the answer is apparent. “Alonso knew about this?”

“He must have.” Triquet takes a deep breath. “I cannot believe you went down there all by yourself, child, in the dark. On drugs. Heavens to Betsy. Did you have any kind of light at all?”

Katrina shrugs. “I had my phone. But I didn’t use it.”

Triquet shivers, a mix of excitement and dread. “Well, here I go. Just leave me a new battery every hour and food and water when you remember and I’ll see you in a month.”

Ξ

Miriam sets stakes in the soft moss-crowned dirt. It’s almost a crime to excavate such lovely topsoil. It is a rich chocolate, shot through with pale networks of roots, and only becomes sandy a meter down. Oh, the garden her dad would have grown here!

Esquibel had presented her with the entire New Trench Project after breakfast. It had evidently taken the expertise of nearly every one of them to come to an agreement. And the site they’ve chosen has satisfied none. It does not have a ready supply of sand. The winds might cause an unfavorable stink from time to time. And Jay will have to relocate his hammock. But on a beach this small with eleven giant primates and all their excreta, there is no such thing as a good answer.

But they’d all agreed that Miriam should be the one to dig it, with help from Triquet as needed (although good luck getting them out of the sub). But she had told them she didn’t need the help anyway. She likes digging. And she can use some time alone.

This island feels strangely like home. Perhaps it’s the sunless Irish climate and cold ocean. She doesn’t miss the humid heat or flies of her Japanese expedition, but she did love the tame pygmy deer of Yakushima and the clever macaques holding tourists hostage for food. It’s a shame there’s no large animals here to befriend. Somehow she doubts the otters or crabs or even foxes will do.

The sand is heavy-grained, dark gray with sharp edges. It looks like freshly metamorphosed clay. The larger bits disintegrate with a pinch. Good cat litter, that. Why, the business possibilities just keep coming! The exercise lightens her mood. She stands in the cut, a meter deep and forty centimeters wide but not even a meter long yet. She still has a lot of work to do and the perspiration is now running freely down her back.

There are two activities where Miriam has always considered herself in world-class shape: hiking and digging. She just does so much of both she can sustain the activity all day, at a pace that often puts younger people to shame. So she digs, clawing away the secrets of the earth one spadeful at a time.

Well. Eight weeks here. Then back to home base in Chicago with Alonso for perhaps the summer. Then she’ll need to teach at least two classes next fall and hope that she can get back to Japan for a final wrap-up maybe by winter break. Then they’ll need to find time to present and promote Plexity results. Yes, her life is booked. And it was booked even before the world miraculously returned her lost husband to her. Now, and with him so damaged, now her life is utterly mad. She should hire an assistant. Maybe Katrina would be free, although perhaps organizational skills are not quite her strength. Well, someone… Someone big and strong who might be able to lift Alonso on the days he can’t walk. Perhaps he will be in a wheelchair, and they will have to modify the house. Or sell it. If he can’t get into the loft, then what’s the use of having it? Well, they can transfer its library to the living room, perhaps. And install ramps at the front and back. Yes, perhaps they should just sell it instead. They will have to rethink their entire career trajectory plans, as agreed upon for the last twenty years or so. She’d abandoned hers, of course, over the last five years. And the idea of being brought back to the regimen she’d planned for herself as a twenty-six year old rankled. She’d learned so much since then of what she wanted to do with her life, her very days and hours, that she would need to revisit that agreement with him. In due time.

For now, she is here to dig. The geology of this island remains as much a mystery as before. What she’d seen of the interior suggests erosion as the primary force landscaping the island. Nothing newly volcanic up there, no sign that glaciers might have carved anything in eons past, as they did on Mauna Kea. But Lisica is far lower in elevation, although much further north in latitude…

Dig. Dig and uncover. What will you find today? I half expect there’ll be bones, or an unexploded nuclear torpedo or some such frightful thing. So far just this lovely soil and dark sand. But what must lie beneath? If the bedrock is limestone and we already have proof of caves then how many caves might there be? Why, this whole shelf here might be shot through with all kinds of secrets.

Miriam stops, breathing hard, sweat dripping from the point of her long nose. “Ah, yes. This… this is what my first main goal is here.” The spade bites into the sand once again and she heaves. “Once I’m done here, my job is to find the tunnels.”

Lisica Chapters

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6 – Rolling Her Eyes

Katrina stands alone on the beach holding the complex controller. The fully-assembled drone crouches at her feet, black rods and spindles extending a meter along every axis. It is afternoon, gray and gloomy. The sea mutters in the lagoon, sending choppy little waves up the dark sand.

Inside the bunker, Pradeep had set up a widescreen monitor for everyone to watch. Then he retreated to his platform outside, to monitor the web app on his laptop for Katrina while she drives. Only Maahjabeen is outside with him. She sits on the edge of her platform with a heavy pair of binoculars and a tablet, taking measurements, watching a line of buoys she set on the lagoon, trying to untangle the oscillations of the ocean’s local interactions with land. The interior of the island is the least of her concerns.

“And away we go…!” Katrina whoops and gently pulls on the joystick, lifting the drone smoothly into the air. “Ah ha ha haaa! Such power!” It rises with a loud whirr, slicing the air. She engages the other joystick, just a touch, and the drone climbs at a steep angle toward the trees and the cliff.

“See what I mean?” Jay asks the room. “Those redwoods are at least a hundred meters. Look at those split trunks! So massive, even at this height! The tallest one on record is over a hundred fifteen!”

“Don’t get too close!” Alonso bellows out the door. “That whole drone package was like the second line on my budget!” He turns to everyone crowded around the monitor. “The gimbal alone to move the camera around cost like three thousand dollars. And the camera lenses? Don’t get me started.”

“You always complain about budgets.” Miriam pats his hand. “But drones like this didn’t even exist five years ago. Be happy for what you have, you old grump.” The drone clears the crowns of the trees and the cliff scrolls upward, dark and fractured. Miriam leans in. “And there it is! Finally! We’re recording this, right?”

Amy calls out, “You’re recording all this video, right, Prad?”

“In 4K!” He finds a button that allows a column of data to be displayed on the bunker’s monitor. GPS coordinates, battery life, windspeed. The altitude climbs above two hundred meters.

“Yes…” Miriam breathes. “The clarity is extraordinary. I might be able to do a proper visual exam from the ground with this tool.”

“If we could only graft a shovel onto its gimbal,” Amy laughs, “Miriam would never need to leave her camp chair.”

Up, up, up it goes, everyone silent. Jay shakes his head at the size of the cliff. It reminds him of El Capitan in Yosemite. He never would have gotten to the top. Falling to his death would have been far more likely. The drone clears a false cliff’s edge at around three hundred-eighty meters, the rounded shoulder’s flats obscured by dense shrubs. Then the true wall rises behind it.

Miriam jumps to her feet. “Here! See? I knew it! Actual igneous spine there exposed on the left! Weathered and worn. Must be ages old. Volcanic origin. Now I can start working on a model. Finally.”

Movement on the cliff face, a blur of gray. “Wait! Stop! There! There!” Amy squeals. “Back! Down! Oh, hurry! Didn’t you see it?Who’s controlling the camera?”

“What?” Katrina calls out. “I can. I think both of us can.”

“Down! We saw a mammal! Please!”

Katrina stops the drone’s ascent and the camera tilts and swivels. “Where?” she asks.

“No, it’s already gone,” Jay groans.

“What was it?” Pradeep asks, scrubbing through the captured video in a separate window. All he catches is a blur of something with the general dimensions of a domestic cat. But it’s gone now. They can’t find it again. It’s vanished into a crevice or hole.

“Lisica!” Katrina calls out. “Fox Island! Now onward! Upward!” She lifts the drone again, eager to get to the top.

“Yes…” Alonso breathes, like he’s watching a football match and the striker is nearing the goal. “Yes…!”

The last of the cliffs, fringed in green coastal grasses and thick trees, finally vanish beneath. They can see nothing now but a gray vault above. Then the camera tilts down from the sky and the entirety of the isle is finally revealed.

As one they all lean in. The bunker fills with their exclamations and sighs of pleasure. Lisica is magnificent, folds of dark green forests dropping into deep canyons. It is like a great emerald jewel, faceted a million-fold, cast carelessly into the gray-blue sea. The folds continue on, dropping and rising in a multitude of ridges and valleys. Soft gray light only makes the greens more deep.

Alonso knows more of the island than the others. He saw a hand-sketched map once in a meeting with Baitgie and his consultants that they wouldn’t let him keep. But even he is astounded by the complexity of the interior. He realizes he had expected the cliffs to be like some simple rim of an elongated bowl, with a single river running its length carving one valley within. But in reality there are uncountable rivers and streams down there, each with its own slot canyon or wide valley, all overlapping and undercutting each other to leave isolated spires crowned by redwoods and bare brown cliffs dropping into shadow.

“This looks exactly like the Santa Cruz Mountains.” Jay sweeps his uninjured hand across the features. “Super deep canyons, all in a maze. So easy to get lost. And the steepest climbs. If there aren’t any trails in there then, yeah. That’s gonna be an adventure for sure. No wonder the helicopter crews came back with nothing.”

“I mean,” Triquet sniffs, “where did they even land? I’ve seen Chinese landscape paintings with more level ground.”

“Oh, but it’s so beautiful,” Amy sighs. “And this is probably as close as we’ll ever get to see it. So pristine. Ah, well. I’m just glad spots like this still exist in the world.”

Katrina patrols the edge of the cliff, the drone never out of direct line of sight. It has a return-home function if the signal is lost but she doesn’t want to test it out unless it’s necessary.

Now Mandy points at the screen. “Oh my god! I wondered if the forests were large enough to generate their own weather patterns. Look at that moisture column riding up the thermal there. Yay. This place is going to change every weather model at NOAA!”

“The battery is at thirty-five,” Miriam calls out with worry.

“Yeh, the show is over, folks!” Katrina takes one last sweeping pass across the top of the cliffs. “Any particular way you want me to come down?”

“Safely!” Alonso answers.

“Bring it down the waterfall!” Jay calls out.

“Ooo neat!”

The drone swings aside toward its new goal. Yet the waterfall doesn’t appear. “Where is it?” Pradeep stands and crosses the beach with his laptop to stand beside Katrina so he can get a clear view of the drone.

She pilots it downward at an angle to the east, trying to intersect the line of water that must at some point lead to the falls. But the cliffs are less monolithic here, and break up into a cluster of tiny rills at the top covered by what look to be madrone trees.

Only by pulling back from the edge and getting an angle nearly a kilometer wide can they finally spot the waterfall spewing from beneath the trees at a spot nearly a hundred meters below the top of the cliffs. Katrina descends, following the falling spout through the soaring terns and gulls, until the redwoods from below hide it from view and with a happy sigh she brings the drone in for a bumpy landing at her feet.

Ξ

Flavia wrestles with Plexity. Alonso’s design document was a mess and it has taken a week just to rewrite it as a list of actionable bullet points that actually make sense and aren’t riddled with internal logic errors. Now she is building the architecture of the program in earnest, testing different modules she always keeps on hand as off-the-shelf solutions to many of its features. She is having modest success, plugging away at her laptop in the bunker sitting beside everyone else, when the magnitude of the island is revealed to her on the drone’s monitor.

It ruins her mood. Not just the enormity of it but the… texture. The mind-numbing complexity. Ah. That is where he got the word. Flavia is fluent but incurious with her English. It isn’t nearly as interesting a language as Python, for example. But no language ever invented can encompass this island. Impossible. So stupid. How can she hope to model all that in Plexity? With only seven weeks left? Alonso is a madman. Mathematics isn’t an employee you can browbeat to follow your deadlines. It is all so hopeless. His outsized ambitions are bounded by the unbreakable laws of nature and time itself.

“And if it were me,” she mutters, deleting a column of code that can be done better, more neatly, elsewhere, “that would be a cask of Nebbiolo instead of that French syrup.”

With the drone landed and the monitor off, the crowd disperses. Flavia sighs, needing a break, needing a change of headspace or scenery or something. Maybe she will take another shower. When Esquibel had told her half an hour ago that the waterfall water was testing clean but she still wanted a stool sample, Flavia had simply stared at her, wrestling with an unreasoning fury, fighting the impulse to call a lawyer.

As everyone departs the bunker, Amy hangs back, hearing the ragged emotion in that sigh. She returns to bow at Flavia’s elbow. “Flavia, I’ve got a nice—”

“No! Basta! No tea! No pity! None of your manipulation, please! You have something to say to me, Amy, you say it to my face!”

“Ah.” Amy blushes and stammers. “I didn’t… I’m sorry. I was just going to ask if you’d like a space of your own.”

“Obviously! I would like nothing more.”

“I’ve been working on these panels. To give people privacy in here. And I was wondering if you’d like a spot with a window—”

“Is there glass in this window?” Flavia stands and allows Amy to lead her to the near wall beside the door.

“Well, it’s this window.” The frame is rusted and a mineral stain in the concrete makes it look ill. It hasn’t held glass in ages.

“Then no. And no, I don’t want it.”

“Okay then let’s just move you further down the wall. Would you like to be next to the kitchen?”

“Of course not! That would be too loud.”

“Yes. Then between them. A little cubicle right here. Maybe the same size as Esquibel’s clean room?”

More protests die on Flavia’s lips. It is no use being irate when the other person is just so soft about everything. It is like punching a pillow. And it only makes her feel less understood and more alone. “Fine. Here will be fine. Thank you for making the panels.”

Katrina walks through the door of the bunker holding the drone. She is crowing in triumph, a wordless happy sound. “Did you see? Did you see it all?” She places the controller beside the monitor and claps her hands. Then she works on disassembling the drone enough for it to fit under the table.

Behind her, the sun suddenly blazes through the door. Amy laughs, “Well doesn’t Katrina just brighten a room!”

It’s the first time the sun has broken through in several days and it draws all of them outside. They find Alonso in his camp chair with Miriam dancing around him. He already has a glass of wine in his hand and his phone plays a torrid Cuban ballad. Miriam sings along…

No se que tiene tu voz que facina
No se que tiene tu voz tan divina
Que magico vuelo de traje consuelo a mi corazon

Her hands flutter around him, caressing him. He nods along to the old standard, the sun on his face. He can’t recall the last time he was this happy. Miriam is as stunning as ever. The island has finally unlocked its secrets. And the wine is getting even softer on his tongue. He kisses her fingers as they trail across his beard. Suddenly he has the impulse to cut it off. He wants to feel her hand against his cheek like he used to. But he doesn’t even have a razor. He will have to ask someone else. For now, he watches his wife remind him of her indescribable beauty. She is so long and lean, with classic lines. Her strong profile and soulful eyes have always reminded him of a silent film star. She is like Garbo or Marlene Dietrich, an imposing legend of a woman. She sways, sinuous and laughing, around him. Ah, he missed her so much!

Someone re-fills his glass before he can empty it. What a magical time. These young scientists are the future. And the future for once is looking so bright. Why, the sun has come out to celebrate with them! Even the sea lions are singing again!

Maahjabeen is called by them, drawing her away from the loud celebration. She stalks down the beach toward the small colony, noting their new positions on the rocks. Steller Sea Lions are the most massive pinnipeds she’s ever seen, three meters long and a thousand kilos. They could snap her kayaks in half. She will have to steer clear of their favorite spots until she knows them better.

The sun is already low, angling into her eyes as she studies the water. It is so lovely in the afternoon light, crystals sparkling from its edges as a deep blue gelid hue rises from the depths. The water murmurs to her liquidly and the little waves chatter and crump. And then her eye catches movement from the surf beyond the lagoon. A tall black curved dorsal fin.

She recognizes that silhouette. It’s a killer whale. No wonder the sea lions are up on the rocks so close to the humans who disturbed them. They are seeking refuge from hunting orcas.

Fantastic! She has never been in waters that orcas inhabit. This is a tremendous sighting. She should tell the biologists, but she has no impulse to share it with anyone. At least for now… The relationship Maahjabeen has with the ocean is very private and personal. This is like her spirit animal, if she had one, rising from the deep to tell her she is in the right place, on the right path. This curved dorsal fin looks like death to the sea lions but to her it is a sign from God.

Also, it means that there is a navigable route through all that crashing surf. She just needs to paddle like an orca to find it. She laughs at herself. That’s all. Just be like the most powerful swimmer in the ocean. Ha.

Oh, this entire place transforms in the sunlight!

Ξ

“There isn’t much we can do with all the pre-packaged crap but I do try to be creative.” Amy works in the kitchen, dropping a half dozen packages of ramen in a pot at a rolling boil.

Esquibel watches her, arms crossed. She’s never been much of a cook herself. It’s one of those skills she has set aside for others so she can be a proper specialist. Also, whenever she imagines herself bending over the stove she flashes on her grandfather abusing her grandmother with words and blows while she cooked for him. The outrage for this injustice still constricts her chest. And it keeps her out of the kitchen. “I am hoping that a biologist like yourself will not mind if I bring up the subject of human waste while you cook.”

“Well.” Amy wrinkles her nose. “I’ll try not to let it change how I season things. Here. Stir.”

Esquibel takes the wooden spoon from Amy with the air of a sulky teen. She swirls the noodles in the pot while Amy shaves a ginger root with a scalpel-sharp paring knife. “The trench is nearly full. And it is abominable. Not everyone has been good about using the sand to cover their messes.”

“Biggest non-secret in camp, that’s for sure.”

“We need a second trench.”

“We need a bioreactor. Then we can keep using the same trench, at least until we get something more civilized set up some day.”

“Yes, and we need indoor plumbing too but we aren’t getting it any time soon. I don’t know what you mean by bioreactor, though it sounds… experimental. We need a new trench. So I’m consulting you, as the senior field biologist, where you would like us to dig it.”

“Hmm. Well I’ve never been happy about how close that one was to the seasonal tributary that runs about twenty meters away. Let me ask Jay. Nobody has covered more ground here than he has. And let’s think about wind issues. We can’t have it upwind, wherever upwind is. So maybe we should talk to Mandy. Also, it will need to have a plentiful supply of sand nearby. Huh. What a long list. That’s tricky.”

Amy adds chiffoned carrot and a few herbs from a row of jars to an oil infusion in a bowl. Esquibel realizes this will be a process instead of an actual answer. “Well, I will get that started then.” She hands the spoon back to Amy and heads outside to find Mandy.

Esquibel skirts the celebration. She doesn’t nearly ever drink wine or smoke drugs. The whole public display of private emotion like this is discomforting. Why can’t people handle their business themselves without turning everything into a music show?

She finds Mandy crouched beside the kayaks with Maahjabeen, who is giving her much the same energy Esquibel brought into the kitchen. Tough African women, she laughs to herself. Always asserting ourselves. Never given power. Whatever we have, we have to take. She offers a formal nod to the young Tunisian oceanographer, in respect.

“Oh, hey, Skeebee. No, Maahjabeen, the problem is I don’t know how to do the roll thing. In Hawai’i it was all open deck boats. You’d just fall off into the water all the time.”

“Then I am afraid I will not be taking you out onto any of these waters, no matter how calm they are. These are my personal craft, that I brought to Japan for a specific project along the Kagoshima coast. They are my babies.”

“Oh, I totally understand. I love my gear, like, so much. I’m just trying to figure out how I can ever get out of this protected little cove here to take some real measurements. I need to get out and feel the wind!” Mandy stands and stretches, exposing her golden skin to the shuddering breeze. The long flag of her black hair flares out. Esquibel feels a deep stirring again within her. She loves Mandy so much. But she also lusts for her in ways she never really has for any other woman. It is such a deep animal impulse she is embarrassed about it. She’s never spoken of it, not even to Mandy. She only showed her once or twice in the past, getting rougher in bed than the dear Hawaiian girl ever wanted. Esquibel had pulled back then, and she will always keep that animal on a chain, coiled deep in her loins. She is a modern woman—not a beast.

Esquibel asks and Mandy falls silent, taking her question about the placement of the new trench very seriously. Maahjabeen can’t be bothered and stalks away. But she does respond with her own nod to Esquibel as she departs. Finally, Mandy says, “Well, my biggest problem is that the local effects of the cove here form a wind column, our very own thermal that’s heated by the lagoon and dark sand and swirls around as it rises. See, it’s the swirling I’m most concerned about.”

Esquibel realizes this isn’t going to be a simple answer at all. She sighs, pulling a wayward strand of straight black hair from Mandy’s eyes. “You know, I grew up watching Gilligan’s Island on TV for the English. They were all wrecked on an island together. And they never talked about where they left their waste. Not once. It never occurred to me it’d be such a huge issue until I joined the Navy.”

Mandy shrugs. “When I’m on hikes like in Waipi’o Valley you’re just supposed to squat anywhere below the high tide line. But if we did that here, Maahjabeen would tear our throats out.”

“With her sharp claws.”

Mandy leans in, coy. “I think she’s single, though. No ring. And a nomad lifestyle. I mean, uh-huh, girlfriend.”

Esquibel laughs. “Is your gaydar tingling again?”

“I’m just saying. Sharp claws make her… interesting.” Mandy gives Esquibel an impish smile and leans into her. “She isn’t mean or anything. She just wants respect.”

“Don’t we all, sister.” Esquibel gets another idea. “I will go ask Triquet. They may have an idea as an archaeologist. Where would they expect to find a trench here? If you observational scientists can’t help me, maybe the historical record can.”

Ξ

Evening falls and Amy’s ramen is shared and appreciated. The wine makes the rounds as Katrina spins her lush lounge music. The number of crabs that crowd the beaches has dramatically decreased since their first few nights, though the bold ones still scuttle around the edge of the light, in automatic scavenging mode.

Alonso remains in his chair. His wine glass is miraculously never empty. He is profoundly drunk, for the first time in years. Miriam squirms in his lap in the most pleasing way. Katrina, that elf, plays the nicest music. So relaxing. And now the stars are out. The evening star and the crescent moon. Venus is so green it is almost painful to behold. In a few hours the Milky Way will be booming across the sky. But in a few hours he will not be awake to see it. He will pass out. And soon. No. First he needs to relieve himself. He puts a hand on Miriam’s waist, interrupting her conversation with… who is that behind him? Ah. Amy. Of course. The three of them back together again, just like before. Ahh. Like destiny!

“What is it, Zo?” Miriam cups his face and kisses him.

“Bladder.”

“Ah!” She twists herself off him and beckons to Amy. “Help me get him up. Where are we going?”

But the wine makes him proud. “No no. I am fine. Just help me up. I can do the rest myself.”

Amy clucks in disapproval. “It’s pretty dark out there, Lonzo.”

They heave on him and the pain shoots through his feet and up his legs. He shudders, the torture still echoing through him, but he shakes it off with a grimace and starts shuffling toward the closest bank of shadows. And they still guide him by the elbows! Alonso pulls his arms away and draws himself up, clasping himself closely around the pain. It is his. They wouldn’t understand. It is all he has to himself now. And he must do this alone. “Please.”

“Fine,” Miriam backs away. “Don’t let the crabs eat you.”

He turns away, unable to watch how his dark gaze dismays them. He will be right back. But right now it feels as though he will burst. He shuffles through the sand to a nearby tree. Perhaps it is a bit closer to camp than he should be, but he can’t hold it any longer. He fumbles with his pants and releases a hissing stream with a sigh.

Once he’s done he can’t seem to stop standing there, leaning against the tree, the cool darkness all around him. Then to his utter surprise a shape drifts across his view, the size of a tall child like nine years old, with long pale ringlets that catch the faint starlight framing a pointed chin and triangular face. Their foot steps into a patch of dry grass and Alonso hears the susurrus of their passage. No, this is not just a drunken vision. This person is real.

He opens his mouth but the shade ducks under a branch and withdraws silently into the underbrush. Alonso stands petrified in the darkness. Has he just seen a ghost? He would scream but the alcohol has so completely bludgeoned him that he can’t manage to. And if it isn’t a ghost, then what is it? What has he just seen?

This is too much for his addled brain to handle. He needs to tell everyone. If this is an abandoned child here on Lisica then they need to make their rescue the top priority. Now where did he leave his cane? His arms wave around in the darkness until he locates it leaning against the far side of the tree. He begins shuffling back, trying to guess the implications of what having another human here will be. He can’t let it interrupt his research, though. He can’t!

And with that thought Alonso trips on a tree root and pitches forward, his head cracking against another root and his vision exploding with light.

Ξ

Jay leans back against the rusted metal panel of the sub’s engine room, smoking his heaviest indica. It’s just him and Katrina down here. She’s set up some tiny disco lights that shine pastel splotches against the dark walls and she spins a tiny disco ball on her deck. The music is a little more crunchy down here, more techno and less soulful, which only seems appropriate.

“Let me hit that.” She dances over to him, careful not to bump into his extended leg or immobilized arm, and pinches the joint. She takes an expert drag, blowing it into his face with a grin. “How you doing down there, mate?”

“Been better. But this ain’t bad.” He giggles. Katrina does too. “Hotboxing a buried sub. Definitely a first, yo.”

“I’m still so hype from flying the drone. I want to dance all night. Are you gonna stay up with me, sailor?” They’re both young souls, innocent, two kids discussing a sleepover.

“Sure, Katrina. Like I got anything else to do.” He tries and fails to keep the bitterness out of his voice. This injury and its recovery are going to suuuuuck.

She closes one eye and tilts her head. “Well, then. Let’s get this party rolling.” Katrina removes a pair of pills from a small bottle. She wears a pair of corduroy overall shorts in dark pink and the bottle remains in the square snap pocket over her breasts.

“I don’t know, dude. I’ve never done molly when I’m in pain.” That can’t be a good idea. Won’t it make him feel his injury more?

“No, it’s fine,” she assures him, swallowing hers dry. “I utterly wrecked my tailbone on a skateboard last summer and when I was rolling I literally couldn’t feel a thing. Or, rather, I didn’t care.”

He holds his hand out. “Yeah, I could use a big fat slice of not caring right now.” She laughs as he gulps the pill down. They stare at each other. “Now what do we do?”

“Now?” She runs her hands up her sides, swaying to the music. “You can watch me dance.”

“Uh,” Jay takes a sip from his water bottle and then another huge hit from his joint. “Right on.” She returns to her deck and drops the bass, then spins away into a low stance so she can bounce like an ape to the beat, her hair whipping the air. “Damn, girl,” he laughs. “Go get it!”

Jay is drawn to Katrina as a kindred spirit. They are both young and healthy and beautiful. Life is a celebration. He holds up his hand, keeping time, as the first tentacles of MDMA uncoil deep within his blood.

His head falls back and the pain in his ankle and hand and head all dull, spreading over him in an oily ooze. Great. Now he has distributed pain all over his body. He isn’t sure this is any better. He laughs, a sad sound, drawing Katrina’s attention.

She’d closed her eyes, falling deep into the mechanical structure of this classic Squarepusher track. But Jay’s harsh laugh recalls her to this time and place. Oh, the poor boy. Trapped in his body, unable to run free, unable to dance. She reaches out and brushes her fingers down his face, from his forehead to his chin, trying to draw the darkness out of him. He shouldn’t be dark. He’s far too sweet and cute. Katrina kisses the tip of Jay’s nose.

He grunts in surprise. Then she spins away, dancing again. He watches her in wonder, astounded that he has never appreciated the arch of her neck and how it vanishes so nicely into her jaw. Katrina. What a vision. And she’s just so brilliant and sweet. Why, they all are! Even the crabby ones. They are all the most amazing people here. His heart unfolds in gratitude and awe at the beauty around him, the landscape of the world now only truly discernible in emotional terms. He claps his hands to his mouth, overcome.

Katrina spins and spins, her eyes tripping on the pattern her feet make against the steel panels of the floor. The lights deepen their hue and her breath comes shorter in her chest. Oh, here comes the first flush of the trip. Always her favorite. It crashes through her like a wave of hot blood and she surrenders to it. The indescribable pleasures of ecstasy. She never gets tired of it. Her hands reach out to Jay, to join with him in this moment, but he doesn’t reach back.

Katrina realizes her eyes are closed. She opens them to find Jay weeping, his hands over his mouth, watching her. “What is it?” She leans down and pets his hair. “What’s wrong?”

“You’re just so beautiful. It’s all so… Lisica is…!” He holds up a hand, words failing him completely.

She grabs that hand, lacing her fingers through his. It’s so big and warm and the palm has so many hard calluses. She kisses his wrist. “You’re beautiful too, Jay. You are.”

He shakes his head in wonder. “I am?”

She laughs at him. He looks five years old. Until he takes another drag from the joint. He offers it to her and she puffs, but this is good molly. Pure. The best. THC doesn’t even make a dent in her glowing, pulsing aura. She is music. She is love. “We can do this…” she shares a wicked grin, “every night.”

“Damn.” The concept seems beyond him. In fact, the molly seems to be hitting Jay pretty hard. His eyelids flutter and his fingers reach out and poke at her nose and lips. “Are we…? Are we underwater?”

She smiles. “The sub is.”

“Oh.” He nods. This makes sense. They are in a sub, subs are underwater, this sub has water in it. And now they are breathing the heavy warm water. Oh, this is what he thought was blood. But it isn’t. It’s just water and light. Why is Katrina looking at him like that? She is a mermaid, floating here in the deep, bubbles playing about her mouth. Didn’t she just kiss him? A mermaid’s kiss? Wasn’t that supposed to be some kind of luck? Oh. She probably wants me to kiss her back.

Jay leans forward to cup her jaw but Katrina giggles and spins away again. Yes, they are in a sub and the sub is underwater and she is dancing happily with the whales now, the squids and octopi in the benthic deeps. If only she had some bioluminescence to play with, she would decorate herself like an aborigine.

Katrina pushes the slider on the master volume. This passage is one of her favorites. She always played it on her drives home from uni, sunroof open, speakers banging out the chords. Now she lifts her fists to match the beat but knocks one against the far hatch. Ow. That steel is unforgiving.

Steel. Steel everywhere. An entire cocoon of it, with her and Jay the transforming larvae within. For some reason she needs to claim the entirety of the cocoon. So she ducks through the hatch and dances down the hall, blessing the warrant officer and captain’s cabins with her sacred movement. Techno blasts her recklessly down the sub, echoing into clamor. Then for the big chorus she swings into the control room and spins around the periscope pillar like it’s her dance partner.

Back in the engine room, Jay is still overcome with emotion. He still feels her hand on his cheek, and a tendril of her soft hair that tickled him as it fell across his forehead and the bridge of his nose. He has never really been in love before. Girls have never been able to hold his attention for more than a night’s hookup. But the tenderness he feels for Katrina at this moment is a revelation. He understands now with deep insight how a knight can swear himself to a lady—a lady who may never love him in return. It doesn’t matter. Only the sanctity of the love does, and the purity of action that leads from it.

Jay opens his eyes. Wait. She’s gone. He laughs at himself, a big guffaw. Oh, yes, so connected to his lady fair. So connected that he didn’t even realize she’d left. Where did she go? He stands up, forgetting about his ankle until he puts weight on it. Then pain blooms in his extremity and he crashes sideways against the ground. He tries to break his fall with his broken hand and more pain blooms there. Why, he’s like a blooming fucking rosebush with all the pain that erupts from him.

But still she doesn’t come. So with a deep breath he hauls himself upright again and limps from the engine room through the hatch. “Hello?” The light is dim and indirect here. His head spins, but now he is fighting against the high instead of grooving within it. He can only see shadows in the two cabins off the hall. “Katrina?”

Jay continues to the control room, where the light has gotten really murky. Oh wait. He has a phone in his pocket with a light. Yes. Genius move. Now he’s back on top of his game. “Hello-o-o?”

But she isn’t in the control room either. Huh? Hadn’t they told him that the sub ended here? Yeah. The far hatch is welded shut, just like Triquet said. Then where did she go?

Jay’s gaze falls on one of the floor panels in the corner. It is tilted up, revealing a rectangle of darkness below.

Someone is moving in there. Someone wearing pink corduroy overall shorts. Katrina pops her head up from below. “Guess what Triquet said to me right before we came down here?”

Jay is so relieved to see her he can weep. But she demands an answer. “Uh, I don’t know. Lady Katrina. What?”

“That Tench-class diesel subs have two floors, not one.”

Ξ

Esquibel shines a pen light into Alonso’s pupils. Unlike with Jay, his are the same size. “That’s a surprise,” she murmurs to herself.

“What is?” Miriam asks, fearing brain damage. She should never have let the old drunkard go off in the darkness by himself. She must have been daft. Now she squeezes Amy’s hand in fear of Esquibel’s diagnosis.

“No concussion as far as I can tell. Your husband has a rock-solid head.” They had cleaned up his split scalp. The swelling was quite impressive. But the blood had stopped flowing by the time they had found him. Triquet holds an ice pack pressed against Alonso’s forehead. Esquibel gently peels it away to check the wound but it all seems to be stabilized.

Alonso shifts. He is conscious but he hasn’t responded with more than grunts and monosyllabic answers so far. He appears more abashed or embarrassed than injured though. Esquibel fetches a pair of ibuprofen pills and a cup of water.

“How’s things?” Triquet drawls, pressing the ice pack back onto its spot again. “Your brain still working, señor?”

“Unfortunately,” Alonso growls. “It hurts. So much.”

“Well we have things for that, bucko. Just let us mother you…” Triquet steps back so Esquibel can feed him the painkillers, “and you worry about healing yourself. Got it?”

“I drank too much. So stupid.” Alonso is filled with regret. He only recalls the faded glory of this night from when he sat in the camp chair drinking. Why had he ever left the chair? Oh, yes. To relieve himself. Well, why hadn’t he gone back immediately to it to let the good life return to him? What is it about him that always chases danger, that can never be happy, be settled? Why can’t he just let Miriam love him? “Remember, Mirrie? When I left?”

“Left? To pee on the bush? No? Left where, Zo?” She shares a concerned glance with Amy. Is he fully lucid?

“Left you to go to the Altai. We knew then. There was danger. We knew it. And still I went. Why? Why did I do it?”

“It’s where your subjects were.”

“No, I could have hired a local medical crew. I could have spent my time in the lab. Charlie wouldn’t be—Nadya…” He shrugs, dolorous. “They would both be alive if it wasn’t for me.”

Miriam drags on him, forcing him to look up at her. “Hey. Hey, listen to me, Alonso. This is very important. You didn’t kill them. Those thugs did. Those terrible men. You can’t be responsible for murderers running through the mountains. It wasn’t your fault.”

“But why, Mirrie? Why can’t I ever stay still? Why must I always run away to trouble?”

Miriam has long known the answer to this. There are several factors really—his unrequited grief from losing his mother when he was a teenager, his strict Catholic upbringing, his outsider status as a Cuban expatriate in Spain and New England. They had hashed it all out in the past and resolved to untangle his issues together. But now was not the time. “You did not run to trouble.” She kisses his gray hairline. “You collected data for an important study. It just went… all wrong.”

“So wrong.” He sighs, bleak. His mind is empty. He doesn’t deserve this much love. And yet here it is, indisputable. Miriam and Amy and even Esquibel and Triquet are treating him with such care. They are his responsibility. His family. He cannot let them down.

Ξ

Triquet emerges from the trap door downstairs, a thoughtful look on their face. This object they hold just might change everything.

Flavia is the only one still up. Everyone else has gone to bed. She watches Triquet cross the bunker, the old postcard in their hand. “Eh, what did you find, good Doctor?”

“Well… I found a den of iniquity and vice, first off. Those kids wouldn’t keep their hands to themselves. I mean, I know I’m irresistible but there is such a thing as consent.”

“What are you talking about? I thought you just went down there to check Jay’s concussion?”

“I did. As a favor to Doctor Daine so she could get some sleep. And his concussion is, well, impossible to assess when he’s tripping this hard. That’s for sure.”

“Ah, they are on the drugs? Crazy kids.”

“Like I’m saying. Oh, you’re seeing images and hearing things? That can either be your brain bleeding or the MDMA turning your perceptions into chocolate pudding. I mean, I love my party drugs, but right time, right place, please, people.”

“You shouldn’t have to deal with that in a workplace, Dottore! I will make a complaint to Alonso on your behalf in the morning. That is sexual harassment.”

Triquet waves Flavia’s concern away. “Oh, thanks sweetie, but I’m harder to ruffle than that. And frankly, they were so sweet about it I actually felt a bit flattered. It’s just there’s only so many hugs a Triquet can give each night. But look.”

Flavia peers at the postcard—no, it’s an old photo—that Triquet turns over again and again in their hands.

“I told Katrina a few hours ago that the sub most likely had two floors and the crazy girl lifted one of the hatches to access it.”

“Whaaaaaat? Another floor? Underneath?”

“Yes, she says she found a cramped room filled with trash. Like they used it to dump all the things they didn’t want up top. It sounds like an absolute goldmine but I’m not going down there without a lot more lights and a good eight hours of sleep. The wine is still making me sleepy.”

“Let me see.” Flavia gingerly holds the postcard. It is damaged almost beyond repair. Black dust runs down the image. They can only make out a tree and something like a dark finger.

“Don’t touch the image. I have a few tricks I want to try. See if I can save a bit of it. Here.” Triquet lifts it to their pursed lips and gently blows. Most of the black dust vanishes, revealing a black and white landscape photo, decades old. A redwood tree stands beside a beach. The dark finger is an outcropping of rock.

“That is our beach. It is here!” Flavia recognizes the pale lines of the cliffs and clusters of trees at their base. But where the bunker is today, something else stands in its place. “Eh, but what is that?”

Triquet tilts the image toward the light and squints. “Well, if I had to guess, I’d say that’s probably the conning tower of a Tench-class submarine. Looks like they might have lived in it first, before the bunker was built. Then, for some reason, they cut off the tower and left the rest of it buried in the…” Triquet shrugs, unable to think of any reason to do such a thing.

“They built the bunker on top? But why?” They stare at the image, hoping for more clues. But it remains an enigma.

From below, through the trap door, House music starts pounding like a heartbeat and Katrina can be heard to whoop. Flavia and Triquet share a smile. “Kids!” Flavia laughs, rolling her eyes.

Lisica Chapters

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5 – Six Hundred And Twelve

Alonso sits in the camp chair on the beach. But this time he faces away from the surf. He regards the towering black cliffs rising up into gray mist before him. How mighty they are! It stirs his love for nature’s majesty in his heart. That had been one of the only other things his captors hadn’t been able to take from him: the wonder and awe the Altai Mountains bestowed on him every time he was allowed outside. Spectacular views from their high notch canyon, crowded by peaks that never lost their white caps…

Bah. But no more visions of that hellhole. No more thinking behind. His demons must crawl back into their pits. They must! Only think ahead now. Don’t mourn your losses, Alonso, you little baby. Invest in what remains. Miriam. Plexity. Lisica. If that means a wheelchair for the rest of my life, so be it. If that means pain? So be it. I am here. I am free again. I have already won.

But the majesty, oh the majesty of these vaulting cliffs of Lisica! So grim and forbidding, but yet so lush and exotic. They are built for opera, for grand gestures, for learning the dimensions of god!Whatever god he has been able to identify (despite an intensely Catholic upbringing) comes from his study of the natural world. The profound and beautiful are keepsakes he collects and stores in his heart. Sometimes they are all that keep him going!

Here comes Maahjabeen. She wears a jade ankle-length sarong and ivory silk headscarf and looks like a tropical figure out of time. Her face has softened from a day on the water and her half smile still connects her to something beloved and faraway. For the first time, Alonso realizes she is a beautiful woman. He resolves to treat her with even more formal professional distance than before.

“Doctor Alonso,” she calls out in her throaty Mediterranean alto. “Thank you so much for introducing me to this lagoon. It is truly a marvel. I’m not sure there’s anything like it anywhere in the world! Oh, the papers I can write!”

“Well, it is my pleasure to have you here, Miss Charrad. And I hope it leads to the position of your dreams. What did you find?”

“Well, first, the water is brackish. That means significantly more freshwater than the waterfall can bring is somehow being added to the water of the lagoon. Maybe from underground?”

“Miriam supposes the same thing. There is a limestone layer to this island that may be filled with caves and tunnels.”

“Yes, I see. It changes the salinity and temperature to a dramatic degree. There are some fascinating water column interactions, especially in the eddies along the barrier rocks. Quite dangerous.” Alonso still faces the cliffs but Maahjabeen stands at his shoulder looking out, as ever, over the surf. What more should she tell him? Despite her initial frustration this morning, the remainder of the day had been magical. The lagoon is absolutely pristine, in ways no body of water she has ever been able to study is. And Pradeep as a biologist guide had been a fascinating experience. He possesses one of the most unique minds she has ever encountered. And he is no more than a doctoral student here. Who are these people? She had been reasonably impressed by Miriam Truitt’s resume when she researched it before accepting the position but now she’s fairly convinced she’s somehow fallen in with scientific royalty and she hadn’t even realized it. And now the lagoon! “It is the perfect laboratory for a number of different wave and surf experiments because it is so perfectly excluded from man-made effects. I was just reading literature before I left about how much of a challenge it is in the oceanographic research community to get true baseline readings of a lot of ocean characteristics in certain regions these days because they can’t control for human influence. But here we can! As long as we keep it as pristine as possible!”

“I understand. No swimming.”

But she is transported by the possibilities now. The open water will always be her first love, yet what the stewardship of a lagoon such as this one could provide, with a claim none can dispute… Well, it really is beyond her wildest dreams. Being able to build her own program in her own remote location has always been what she desires most. Since she first realized she could marry her two loves, maths and the ocean, into a daily routine, a career, a gateway to the whole world, this has been her dream. Now, just by being the first and best candidate in Japan with her gear when it came time to leave, she has fallen into a preposterous fantasy of beauty and possibility. Oh, God is good, indeed. She realizes she hasn’t spoken for long seconds and the old man’s haggard face searches hers. Maahjabeen sighs and drops her eyes. “Eight weeks. It is not nearly enough time.”

Alonso merely watches the sweep of emotion and hope fill and drain from her face. Why, everything about her is tidal, with deep unexpected currents. Alonso has felt many of these things himself, and guesses where her thoughts lead her. “Let us know what title and bio you’d like for us to use in our publications. We’ll do what we can to keep primacy of place here after the island opens up to outsiders, but…” He shrugs. “It is a complex system, that is for sure. Political and geostrategic and all that nonsense. But speaking of complexity, I hope you’ve had a chance to review that document I shared yesterday. I need you to be able to approach the lagoon and the ocean—and the beach and the cliffs and the sky—with our new classification system. I want you to be looking at relationships and connections first. Plexity means that we see life as a massive supercomputer running trillions of algorithms at once. So in our short time here let us get to the metadata.”

Maahjabeen is nodding along with the points he makes. This is language she can understand. Frankly, his idea is too revolutionary to appeal to her. It scares her and she worries about getting too caught up in it. This is not her fight. But as a maths student she grasps the wisdom of his approach here. They have limited time. “Try to make a quick sketch of the whole thing,” she slowly reasons, “instead of focusing on a single feature. Is that it?”

“Not quite. I believe that our study must not be a sketch. It must still maintain the greatest detail and rigor possible. Only our focus has changed. The features we study now are the connective tissues themselves. The bit players in the opera, the chorus. You know opera? How there is nothing without the fullness of the chord structure and the power of the voices raised together in harmony?”

Maahjabeen shakes her head. “I think you missed your calling, Doctor, as a cult leader. You make very persuasive arguments.”

Alonso shrugs. “Or an opera director. But there is still time for me! Watch out, La Scala! Here I come!”

Ξ

Jay runs through the ferns, hunched over, ducking and weaving through the thin branches of flowering trees he doesn’t recognize. He holds his one remaining hiking pole in his off-hand like a spear. He feels primeval. Finally.

For somebody used to trail-running sixty kilometers per week he is starting to lose his marbles here.

Sure, Alonso told him not to worry about climbing the cliff and to focus on the beach but come on. He can do both. There’s enough hours in the day, and he already spent the morning crawling through redwood duff collecting owl pellets. So now it’s time for the cliffs again.

The run is frustratingly short and he soon fetches up at the skirt of a talus pile at the base of the cliff. Jay has now examined the base of the entire edifice, from the point to the north where the cliff terminates in a jagged line of barrier rocks that continue out into open ocean, to the knob in the southeast that is nothing but a giant clay deposit with slick chutes leading right into the surf.

The far side of the waterfall’s pond and creek, apart from being unreachable, is fully coated in vegetation. There will be no climbing on that nearly vertical layer of soil.

When he stands back on the beach and regards the cliffs, their bare rock faces rise out of the misty greenery at about the height of the trees, which varies from around sixty to a hundred meters. It’s that bare rock he hungers for, nearly as much as Miriam does. He loves free-climbing, especially virgin routes. And here, here is the one spot left where he thinks he has a shot at getting up to it.

The talus pile is a collection of jagged silicates. Shiny pyrite veins in dark gray rock indicates that much. But it is covered with loose soil that he needs to somehow stabilize if he is going to be able to test those lowest-sprouting manzanita as anchors. He wishes he had more than a hundred-fifty meters of rope with him, but it is what it is.

Jay runs back to camp, to loot the last bits of material left over from building the platforms. Maybe he can build something like a pier system with some framing, perhaps start with some terrace work to shore up the loose soil beneath. He can make this work. He can make anything work!

Ξ

Amy has spent the morning sweeping and cleaning the bunker to turn it into a fully-functional residence. Something better than those tarps would have to cover the holes in the roof at some point and she’d need a different answer for the front door. She can’t use the one at the bottom of the stairs, it wouldn’t be removed from its steel frame in the concrete wall without explosives. So she hasn’t solved that one yet, though next time she has a moment she’ll go browse the edge of the lagoon and see if she can find any cattails or similar fibrous species that she can use to weave a door panel.

“Prad, can I get a hand?” She spots his lean figure stalking like a heron through camp. At least, she is fairly certain it is him. She doesn’t have her glasses on and people are just fuzzing out at distance these days.

“What is it, O Principal Investigator of mine?”

“We’re moving these tables inside. Get them away from the crabs and everyone. Help me clear them off.”

They busy themselves with quiet industry. Both grew up learning what hard work is in relatives’ restaurants. For Amy it was her father’s noodle shop. For Pradeep it was his uncle’s pizza delivery. It is something she likes about him, that he can hose out a lab and scrub the walls clean in record time. Jay would still be leaning on his mop trying to decide which album should be his soundtrack to the end-of-shift duties while Prad would be cleaning the grout with a toothbrush.

Amy is stronger than she looks. She lifts one end of the longest table and after Pradeep lifts the other she starts walking backward toward the bunker. Soon they have it installed along the lefthand wall and Pradeep is describing how he can set up a row of serial workstations with a shared power source running behind.

“Well, then the kitchen can be back here.” Amy points to a back corner, the one closer to the front of the bunker that doesn’t have the trapdoor set in it. “See? There’s already a hole in the roof for ventilation.”

“Isn’t that where you were sleeping last night?”

“I can find another spot. Don’t worry about me. I’m thinking like shoji screens. Some privacy for people. We could probably squeeze like six different little rooms in this middle space here.”

“Cells. Like monks. That’s fine. I’m happy outside.”

“And don’t tell anyone but I’m tempted to sleep in the Captain’s bunk down in the sub, it’s only Triquet won’t let me yet.”

“I still haven’t seen it.” Pradeep glances down the stairs with a frown. “It’s… a submarine. That’s just so weird.”

“It sure is. And it breathes.” Pradeep only frowns more. He falls silent in an uncharacteristic way. Amy’s mothering instincts kick into gear and she puts a hand on his arm. “I’m sorry. What is it?”

“Ehh, something I was hoping I wouldn’t ever have to share. I just, when I was a kid, well I had a long history of anxiety and panic attacks. I never said, but when we first met I was on a whole pile of daily pharmaceuticals.” She tries to say something but he holds up a hand to forestall her. “I’m off them now. All of them. I’ve gotten better as I got older. But that’s from usually having a good long time to prepare myself for changes. I wasn’t able to do that this time, and well, these are changes. Big changes.”

“Submarines buried in a beach are like that.”

Pradeep laughs, a tense stuttering sound. Amy catches his hand. “It’s okay, Prad. I’m here for you. We can do this, right?”

“Please don’t tell anyone.”

His eyes possess a strange light, one she’s never seen. Then she realizes that it’s true, she’s never seen him outside of prepared environments. Oh, Amy! She should have realized his reticence and aloof manner had darker roots. This was really her fault. “I shouldn’t have put you in this position. I’m so sorry.”

“No! I can overcome this.” He shakes himself like a cat. “I can. Lisica is the opportunity of a dozen lifetimes. I just… I have what you can call a hyperactive imagination and normally I’m able to keep it under control but… I think I’ll be spending most of my time with Maahjabeen in the lagoon if that’s okay with you.”

“It is. Of course. She’s literally glowing about your discoveries there. It really transformed her. I hope we get a chance this…”

But Pradeep only nods at Amy, dark eyes hooded, mouth in a bitter line. He steps past her and backs to the bunker’s entrance, his eyes never leaving the open trap door.

Ξ

Miriam stands at the foot of the talus pile, taking a video with her phone. The battery is getting low and she needs to find a place to plug it in. Her external batteries are getting low too and since Esquibel won’t let anyone set up their solar panels in direct sunlight they are drawing nowhere near their maximum.

It’s a shame the impulsive California lad didn’t wait for her before starting to dig up the slope. Even a few pictures of how the rocks and soil naturally fell could speak volumes about this cliff and its recent history. But by the time she has gotten here he has already turned the pile of soil into compacted terraces and he’s attempting to sink poles into the gaps between the fallen rocks to build a platform here against the cliff’s crumbling base. “And then what?” she wonders aloud.

Jay startles, muffling a yelp. Then he laughs, turning to see her. “Doctor Truitt. Didn’t hear you coming.”

“Forgot you invited me already, eh?”

To her surprise, he blushes, dropping his eyes. “No, no! Never! Just got caught up in my little engineering project. Flashing back to my landscaper days.”

Her eyes fall to the joint he has going, balanced on the knife-edge of a piece of quartzite. A thin ribbon of smoke uncoils into the fitful breeze. She looks at him, her gaze heavy.

“Oh. You want a hit?” He doesn’t know how to handle her gaze and he pinches it between his fingers to offer it to her.

Miriam laughs. “I was actually trying to figure out how to ask without sacrificing my dignity. Thanks.” She takes it and inhales, her eyes almost instantly going wide. She exhales in a gush. “Saints preserve us this is so strong.”

“Yeah, grew this Sour Diesel myself. It’s my morning weed. Better than coffee. But if you aren’t used to…”

Miriam giggles and puts a hand out, sagging against a pole. “Dear Mary and Joseph… Ah! Listen to me! Ha! I’m so high I became Catholic again.” She giggles once more and then takes a deep shuddering breath. She sags even more deeply against the pole, threatening to dislodge it.

“Hey, whoa, whoa there…” Jay gently grabs Miriam’s arm and directs her to a soft spot in the dirt. “Just finally got that one set.”

“Sorry.” Miriam’s gaze is wheeling, across the gray clouds that cover them like a quilt to the black silhouettes of the cliff’s edges high above. “Haven’t had a puff in… I mean, it’s still quite illegal in Japan. Months now. Maybe a year. But I was the biggest pothead before, when Alonso was gone, and… Who-eee!” Miriam grabs her temples and rocks back. “You’re actually functional on this shit?”

Jay grimaces. “Tolerance is a bitch. Yeah. Just take it easy for a few minutes. You’ll be fine. Did you bring any water?”

But Miriam is lost in her high. Her eyes scale the cliffs, words that identify formations falling away like cheap labels. Just because one stratum shares minerals with another doesn’t justify that they can be called the same thing. They are as dissimilar as two people, that one tall narrow outcrop and the other beside it with the broad forehead and wise demeanor. Miriam chuckles again. Yes, she never gets weed like this. It’s nearly a psychedelic trip.

Jay is worried he’s broken her. He didn’t bring any water himself. He’s always forgetting it. Maybe he should run back to get some but he can’t just leave her here in this state. He takes a meditative drag on the joint and exhales. Might as well get back to work.

Miriam pushes clumsily against Jay’s shoulder and giggles again. “You’re dangerous.” But the alluring way she says it, it sounds like a compliment. Now he’s worried she’s hitting on him. Oh, great. Not the boss’s wife. Not again. Yet the way she looks at him isn’t coy at all. She’s assessing him like an officer looking for volunteers for a suicide raid.

How is he supposed to respond to her? He’s suddenly uncovered some mad Irish layer to this middle-aged geologist. Well. When in doubt, smoke more. He takes another hit. “Thank you.” But he doesn’t offer her any more. Jay goes back to work, setting the first crosspiece against two vertical poles. He lashes it with twine. Whoever thought to bring so much twine was a genius.

“Whatever is the plan here?” Miriam’s voice is still idle, her pale face yet pointed at the sky. “All this work and you’ve only gained yourself, what, eight meters?”

“Well,” Jay is happy to share his ideas but he’s all too aware that it will sound insane. “The platform isn’t about height. It’s about getting close in to the wall. Having a stable place to start from. So once I get that set up then it’s a matter of tying some fishing line around a rock and trying to get it over that branch up there.” He points straight up, to a tough-looking gnarled limb sprouting from a larger manzanita cluster.

“Impossible. That’s like forty meters,” Miriam says. “Straight up. There’s no chance.”

“I don’t know.” Jay shrugs, looking like a child in his stained ball cap and t shirt. “I got a pretty good arm.”

“Okay.” Miriam takes a deep breath. She finds that every dose of oxygen to her brain brings with it a sharp thrill of joy as well as a whirling disorientation. “Sweet Jesus, I’ve never been so high! This is incredible. Fine then. You’ve got a cannon of an arm. You get the line over the branch. What then?”

“I tie the fishing line to a climbing rope and get it up and over. Then I climb up. If it holds I consolidate my position. Maybe have to build another stable platform. Repeat, maybe three or four times. I just want to get to the bare rock!”

“You and me both, lad!”

Jay grins. “It’s hilarious how Irish you get when you’re baked.”

“Aye, tis true.” She regards him, starting to feel the bruised edges of her life creeping in again. But Miriam doesn’t want another hit of the devil weed. She’s already done enough hiding in bottles and bongs. Now she has Alonso back and an absolutely excellent piece of research to accomplish. And her greatest work: putting her husband back together. She sits up and scrubs her face. “You’ve got a lot of this herb? Enough to share every once in a while?”

“I brought enough THC to kill an elephant.”

“Thank Christ.” They laugh.

Jay looks soberly at Miriam. “The longer I’m here, Doc—”

“Miriam, please.”

“Yeah, the longer I’m here, Miriam, the more convinced I am that the interior of this island…” He cranes his head up, where the brow of the cliff hides all else from view, “…has got to be a fucking biological wonderland. This is nothing here, on the beach. I mean, it’s already more than our wildest expectations, but the interior. Man, the interior. Can you imagine what we’ll find in there?”

Ξ

Esquibel uses a heavy knife to trim twelve long branches. She hauls them inside the bunker where she’s claimed a section of the back wall for her clean room. With four branches she builds a square frame three meters to a side. Then she builds two more and covers them in the heavy translucent plastic sheeting she brought for the purpose. With a lot of sweat and cursing and help from Mandy she is able to suspend a sheet over the top and, belatedly, under the cube on the bottom. Then Esquibel uses tape to seal the seams. She slices a door slit in one sheet and then hangs an overlapping sheet over it. Finally, she removes a small fan with HEPA filters from its packaging and cuts out a hole for its vent. There. Now she won’t suffocate and nobody will die of infection. Not if she has anything to say about it, at least.

“Knock knock.” A shadow with Triquet’s voice stands outside.

“Yes?” Esquibel wishes for a desk, some useful surface where she can set up her microscope and other equipment. She should commandeer a stack of those plastic bins. For now she just stands awkwardly in the center of her space.

Triquet slips between the overlapped plastic sheets to enter and admire the room. “Very nice. Love what you’ve done with the place. A few throw pillows and some track lighting and we could call it home.”

Esquibel suddenly feels protective for what she’s built. “If you’re here to use the clean room for your dirty artifacts, Doctor Triquet, I must respectfully deny the—”

Triquet interrupts her with an airy wave of their hand. “No no, don’t worry. I need more ventilation than this once I get going. I’ve got a sandblaster that could strip the hide off a horse.”

“Well, then, how else might I help you?”

“I made an oopsie.” Triquet, dressed in a pastel blue smock dress and work boots, with pink lipstick and a matching headband holding back their thin green-streaked hair, looks like some kind of impudent cross between Dennis the Menace and Gidget. They hold up a flask. “I think I’ve been contaminated.”

Esquibel takes the flask and unscrews the lid. “What is it?”

“Water. Just water. But I wasn’t thinking and like an idiot when I was washing at the pool I forgot the water hadn’t been tested yet.”

“Did you drink any?”

“Just a few swallows. I was like, ‘Oh, this is so delicious and fresh!’ and then I was like, ‘Triquet, what are you doing? Your head is made completely out of tuna salad.’ I just wasn’t thinking.”

“When was this?”

“Five or ten minutes ago.”

“And how do you feel?” Esquibel turns on her phone’s flashlight and shines it through the transparent plastic of the flask. The water looks clear, with almost no organic bits floating around.

“Fine. I just don’t want… I mean, I’ve had just about every nasty nasty you can get in the field. Dengue, cholera, malaria… Well, maybe not malaria. It was never confirmed. But I sure felt like butt and lost a good ten kilos. Just in time for bikini season too. I really really don’t want to get sick again. Nothing is worse than gastric issues.” They put a melodramatic back of the hand against their forehead. “One just loses the will to live.”

“I do have test kits somewhere.” Esquibel replaces Triquet’s hand with her own on their forehead. “You feel fine now. But symptoms won’t appear for some time if it’s bacterial. Loss of appetite. Fever. Low energy. Nausea. If you feel any of these things I can give you some Flagyl and it will clear you right up.”

“I really hope there’s no contamination at all.” Triquet clutches their belly in anxious anticipation. “An uncontaminated source of fresh water would be so helpful here.”

Esquibel exits the clean room, Triquet on her heels. “I should have done this when we first arrived but everyone showed up with enough water for the first few days so I let it slide. Here.” She locates one of her medical bins, still unpacked. Triquet helps her carry it back into the clean room. She removes several layers of wrapped medical gear to excavate a row of four red boxes. “These crypto giardia tests are for stool samples. We can use them after to confirm. Just… not yet. Ah, here. The water test unit.”

The Lab paddle blender is a gray and white box about the size of a laser printer. “I used one of these on my last tour. Let’s see…” Esquibel holds up a cord that ends in a plug. “Can you run power to this? I’ll get it set up.”

Triquet drags their own wheeled battery unit into the bunker. It is a twenty kilowatt per hour beast, built for remote construction projects and home backup power. And it is still over sixty percent full. They also brought a water wheel generator they plan to set up beside the waterfall. It worked so well in the Peruvian Amazon.

“How long does it take?” Triquet stands beside Esquibel as she empties the flask into the blender. She turns it on and presses buttons like she’s making an order on an office copier.

“Don’t know. Never used this model. It says it’s supposed to be fast. The one we had on ship took almost half an hour.”

“Skeebee?” Mandy’s voice calls out from outside the bunker. Another shadow darkens the bunker door’s light, diffuse through the plastic sheets, and Mandy enters the building and approaches the clean room. “Are you in there?”

“Yes, Mands.”

“Can I try to zip our bags together? It got so cold last night.”

“Yes, Mands.”

Mandy collects their sleeping bags and kneels on the bunker’s cold concrete floor. But the light is too poor and the zippers just a slightly different gauge. But it might work. She needs more light so she carries them outside, humming a pop song.

In the clean room, Triquet regards Esquibel sidelong. “So how did you girls meet?”

Esquibel makes a face. “Oh, we are not a couple or anything.” She dismisses romance with a firm gesture. Triquet’s face falls, a bit disappointed. “I mean, we were.”

“Aha! The plot thickens!”

Esquibel returns Triquet’s gaze, but finds nothing but a merry twinkle in their eyes. She wonders how much she is comfortable telling here. Aboard ships there is a hard and fast rule, at least among officers, to sharply divide private lives from public. She’d assumed the same rule would apply here. But academics are so loose with everything, including privacy. Now if she withdrew, it would be seen as some slight against team spirit. She takes a deep breath, her last thought that whatever lesbian difficulties she’d encountered over the years were probably dwarfed by the troubles Triquet had gone through. “She was my first,” she finally manages, with a weak smile filled with the tenderness of sweet memories.

“Ahh. The first ones are magic.”

“I was twenty-four, a new transfer from Kenya, with no friends and no idea how anything worked in America.”

“Where were you?”

“Colgate.”

“Ah. Attended a conference there once. Nice campus.”

“Yes. So beautiful. I thought… it was like being in a fairy tale. And all these sleek rich kids whom I was supposed to guide as a section leader for microbio classes. I shared nothing in common with any of them. And then Mandy arrived, fresh off a Hawaiian beach, just eighteen but already so natural and comfortable with herself, with her…”

“Sexuality.”

“Yes. Which I absolutely was not. She knew I was gay before I did. And she helped me discover it in the most beautiful simple way. I didn’t even know how miserable I’d been. She taught me how to love. Not just other people but myself. I had been in a very dark place. She probably saved my life.”

“Oh, that is just the sweetest story.” Triquet clasps their hands over their heart in such a tender gesture that Esquibel is convinced telling them was the right thing to do.

“Can you believe I ever let her go?”

The machine beeps. Esquibel cycles through the results on the tiny lcd screen. Triquet shrugs. “Life. What can you do?”

“I had so much debt. The Navy took care of all that. But they took me away from Mandy. No. The water is clean. You are not ill. We are safe, Doctor Triquet.”

“Hooray! Waterfall showers for all!”

“Yes, well, let me do some follow-up tests to confirm first, both with the water and stool samples from you and Flavia, since she has been more exposed than any of us.”

“Understood. I’ll watch what I drink until then. And Doctor…” Triquet pauses at the doorway slit, a sympathetic smile warming their narrow face, “…thank you for sharing your story with me. I know how—how special that trust is.”

Ξ

“Doctor Daine!” Miriam calls out, wondering if she’ll be able to get Jay all the way back to camp herself. The lad is heavier than he looks and he can’t put any weight at all on his left ankle.

Amy comes running. “Oh, no! What did you do?”

“Knocked myself out with a rock,” Jay mutters. “Then fell off a platform and twisted my ankle.” Amy tries to put his right arm over her shoulder but he hisses in pain. “And I may have broken my hand. Trying to catch the rock.”

“The one that knocked you out? Mirrie, let me take him from here. You look like you’re struggling.”

“I am. Thanks.” One slips out from his left side and another slips in to hold him up. Miriam leans against the nearest tree, catching her breath. “It was a spectacular moment, I’ll give you that.”

“We aim to please.”

“It’s your aim that got you into all this trouble.”

“Ouch.” Jay grimaces from both the movement and her words. “Fair, I guess. Harsh, but fair.”

“He threw the rock straight up.”

“The only angle I had.”

“And it was far too large.”

“The others weren’t carrying far enough.”

“And then he tried to catch it.”

“Hey, whatever. I’m an idiot, okay. But did I set the line? Did it go over the branch?”

Miriam shrugs, an eloquent but tired gesture. “Frankly, I didn’t see. I was too busy keeping you from tumbling any farther.”

“You didn’t see?” His question ends in a plaintive whine.

“Okay, here we go, Jay. Last I saw of Doctor Daine she was setting up inside the bunker. Hello? Patient for you!” They step into the cool concrete block.

Esquibel and Triquet emerge from the clean room and exit the bunker. “Oh, no. What has happened here?”

Jay shakes his head, rueful. “You’re not gonna like this.”

She leads him into the clean room, interrogating him mercilessly.

Triquet shares a look with Amy. “Got the field hospital up in the nick of time, it seems.”

“What is it about the male of the species that leads to so many injuries?” She shakes her head, perplexed. “I don’t understand.”

“And always with the feet.”

Jay yowls in pain. Esquibel snaps, “Stop being such a baby. You did it to yourself and I have to put it back, don’t I?”

Jay gasps, lying on the floor holding his leg. “Don’t they teach bedside manner…” He tries to sit up to brace himself but his injured right hand won’t bear his weight. “…in the Kenyan Navy?”

“We save our kindness for people who don’t make extra work for us out of their stupidity.”

“I get it. I get it. Imagine how I must feel. Now I won’t be able to run for months.”

“Oh, it’s only dislocated, not broken. Weeks at the most. You’re young. With some rest you’ll be fine.”

Jay calls out loudly, “Will someone please go back to the cliff and let me know if the line actually caught?”

“Maybe Miriam can show me where,” Amy responds. “After dinner. But I’d like to finish setting up the kitchen first.”

She waits for an answer from within the clean room. Nothing but low voices. Then a scream followed by several sobs.

Ξ

Miriam finds Alonso sitting in his camp chair beside the big platform, reviewing his work on his laptop. He looks up at her, peering over the rim of his reading glasses. He looks so old, so tired and gray. She wonders if she herself looks like this now, if age has finally caught her like it has caught him. No matter. She smiles, letting her love pour forth.

“What was all that about?”

“That kid smokes the fiercest herb, Zo. Nearly knocked my own self out. But what a clown. He nearly brained himself with his big plan.” She describes the scene at the cliff base to him.

Alonso curses. “Ai, caramba. I told everyone to focus on the beach. Why can’t people listen?”

Amy, passing by, puts in, “Yeah Jay isn’t what I’d call my best listener. But I do understand his eagerness to get over these cliffs.”

Alonso just stares at her. Then with a heavy sigh he points at an unpacked gray bin. “Can you please take the lid off that one, Amy? I guess our days of focusing on the beach are over.”

She drags it across the sand to him. It is heavy. “What’s in here?”

“Did I not tell everyone,” Alonso declares loudly, “that all the resources are here and the problems have been anticipated?”

Amy squints, trying to guess his riddle. Instead, she gets busy unpacking the bin, knowing this is how he wants to reveal whatever it is in here.

Esquibel and Triquet lead Jay out of the bunker moments later. He is still lost in his pain, but his eyes fall on the gear laid out on a tarp before Amy, Alonso, and Miriam. “A drone?” he squeals. “You brought a—? You had a motherfucking drone here this whole time and you didn’t even—?”

Alonso waves his cane at him. “I told you we needed to focus on the beach first!”

But Jay is too outraged to accept this. “I spent like… what day is this? How long have we been here now? Five days? Ten?”

“Uh, four. Concussion,” Esquibel explains to the others.

“Crawling over every available surface trying to find a way in!”

“There is no way in. Baitgie said the cliffs go all the way around and there’s no way past them. He said, the only times the Air Force explored the interior in the last few decades was when they dropped a team from a helicopter.”

“And…?” Jay watches as Triquet disassembles his hammock to pull his pad and bag out. They lay them on another tarp beside Amy. “I mean, what did they find in there? God damn, dude! Why didn’t you tell us any of this?”

“Because they didn’t find anything. Or if they did it didn’t register as significant to their military minds. For our purposes, it remains unexplored. Until now. But does anyone know how to fly one of these things? It is like a video game. And I am too old…”

“Prad does,” Jay says. “He ran one during his last field survey. I don’t know if it’s the same kind or if they have the same controls.”

Miriam sees Pradeep crouching at the lagoon’s edge. “I’ll ask.”

It’s taking a long time for Jay’s outrage to cool. “Can’t believe you brought a drone. What else? In what other ways are we utterly wasting our time here, Doc?”

“Please, I am not hiding anything from you, Jay. The resources I brought are too extensive to catalog. But I have a plan. And when we need things, we generally have them. Just trust me, okay? And stop trying to jump ahead.”

“Come on. Don’t be too hard on him, Alonso,” Amy interjects. “Jay is the kind of guy who reads the last page of the novel first. But in a way it’s what I love about him. He is… irrepressible.”

“Irrepressible. Laugh out loud.” Triquet fluffs Jay’s pillow and helps Esquibel lower his groaning form onto the ground. “That sounds like he’s a cartoon mascot for a kid’s cereal.”

“I hate,” Jay complains, “sleeping on the ground.”

“We need you close for observation,” Esquibel tells him. “We’ll have you inside for the next couple nights and I’ll wake you up every ninety minutes for a little neurology check.”

“Please don’t die in your sleep,” Triquet says. “That rock would never forgive itself.”

Katrina returns from the beach. Without taking in the gravity of the scene first, she sings out, “The survey is complete!”

“The survey? It is?” Esquibel laughs, a condescending sound. “We can all go home now?”

“No,” Katrina’s laugh is free and easy. “Just the survey of the cliff face. Sorry. Should have been more clear. Only a bit of geometry and shadow watching, multiplied by the hypotenuse and I’ve got the height, well… of the cliffs we can see, that is.”

“Seriously?” This flips Jay’s mood at once. He hadn’t needed to know how many impossible multiples of one hundred-fifty meters of rope the cliffs were. But there is no such thing as too much data.

“Wait,” Katrina’s eyes fall on the partially-assembled drone. “Is that the newest Airpeak? What the bloody fuck? What’s it doing here? Who was hiding this away this whole time?”

Thank you!” Jay crows, vindicated. “Like I’m saying!”

“And what happened to you?”

Alonso shares a weary glance with Amy. “Were we ever like this? This is like teaching kindergarten.”

“Oh, we were much worse,” Amy chortles. “It was the eighties, remember?” She lifts the chassis of the drone. “Air… peek? Is that what it’s called? It just says Sony.”

Katrina nods. “Yeh, that’s a pretty piece of kit, that’s for sure. Cinema-grade platform. What’s its range? Flight time?”

“I have no idea. Somebody read the specs.” Amy hands the booklet to Katrina as Miriam leads Pradeep back to camp.

“Ooo, damn, that is like a Porsche of drones,” Pradeep croons. “I just, well, we had no budget for ours. Mine was like a bicycle.”

“It’s the new Airpeak,” Katrina says. “Okay, says here it’s twelve minutes flight time once we get the gimbal and camera on it. Not bad. It goes like eighty kilometers per hour so we should be able to cover the whole island. Oh. Except controller range is like two km and I don’t know about line of sight with Sony controllers.” She asks Pradeep, “Do you?”

Pradeep points at his own nose. “Bicycle.”

“Right. Well, maybe we can pre-program a flight path to get everything. But we can certainly peek up over the top first! So guess! Guess how tall those cliffs are? I just calculated it.”

“You did?” Pradeep shrugs. “Then I will say it is only two-hundred forty meters. The perspective is fooling us.”

Jay laughs. “No way, dude. Those trees are a hundred meters tall at least. And then the cliffs go up like… another two hundred? So I say that’s at least three hundred meters.”

Esquibel guesses, “I think two seventy.”

Alonso adds, “No, I am with Jay. I think it is over three hundred. Three hundred twenty meters.”

Triquet whistles. “That would be one of the highest coastlines in the world, wouldn’t it? Is that what we’re saying here? I don’t think it’s so dramatic. I say two-twenty.”

They all turn to Miriam, the expert. She studies the cliffs through the trees. “The tallest seacliff in the world is Mitre Peak in New Zealand. Nearly seventeen hundred meters. No way this is close. I want to say it’s over four hundred, but I know that’s crazy.”

Katrina says, “The winner is Miriam! Six hundred and twelve!”

Two years ago, I realized that I didn’t want to write any more dark or scary content. There’s already too much in the world. And there’s a massive shortage of beauty. We spend so much time in our dystopias we hardly know what a utopia would look like any more.

Well this is mine. LISICA is a fictional island ~1600 km off the coast at the California/Oregon border. It is a mysterious and isolated secret, hidden from the world for the last hundred years. Now, a team of 11 researchers have been given 8 weeks to categorize all life on the island before the wrappers come off and Lisica is introduced to the wider world.

I’ve already written all 60 episodes, all 426,000 words of it. I’m currently recording and producing the audio episodes. Each weekly episode will be published in text and audio formats on my website https://dwdraff.in for free without ads. Come escape with us over the next 60 weeks to this fogbound island of daring adventure and passionate love…!

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Foreword

In 2001 I flew from San Francisco to Tokyo in a window seat. It was one of the first flights that displayed the plane’s location in realtime. Our flightpath followed a high arc over the North Pacific a thousand kilometers south of the Aleutian chain. I stared for hours at the unbroken ocean, filled with dark floating masses of seaweed and patches of green then blue then gray.

Suddenly: an island. An island where no island is recorded to be. We flew right over it, a long double spine of ridges hiding deep valleys. For more than half an hour I was able to study it, shocked to find such a large landmass here. It was four or five kilometers in length, curved like a kidney, its canyons filled with vegetation.

The plane’s position put us over 1600 kilometers north of Hawaii and about 900 kilometers northeast of Midway. On any map you can find, this vast region is blue water and nothing else. But how could an island possibly exist here? And if it did, how had it remained a secret so long?

Lisica is the fiction I’ve written about this very real island.

—DWD

1 – Hug Like Sisters

The endless gray sea remains unbroken in every direction…

…except for a single island, a column of dark rock that interrupts the emptiness like a comma on a blank sheet. The isle’s sheer cliffs rise hundreds of meters from a fringe of white surf on its rugged coasts. Crowned by deep green forest above, its canopy is wreathed in dense fog.

Only in the southeast corner of the isle does a waterfall overtop the cliffs. It spills into a great black pool ringed by an apron beach. A rocky lagoon with jagged black breakers stretches into the ocean from its dark sand, providing an open water shelter for coral and sea grass. Sea lions sleep on the rocks, watched over by guillemots and cormorants. Gulls and terns wheel above in thick profusion, crying out, their nests in the cliffs. It is spring and the hatchlings peek out like balls of cotton, crying to be fed.

Far above, atop the ridge that not even the pelagic birds reach, a child’s bare brown arm pulls aside an obscuring branch that overlooks the ocean. It reveals the gray horizon, unbroken to the south. A dull shell of maritime-layer clouds covers the island and lowers the sky to the tops of the trees. The cries of the birds and barking of the sea lions and roar of the surf fill the air.

After a long moment the sea lions fall silent, blinking at the south horizon. They roll into the water without a sound. Soon after they disappear, a US Navy research ship sails into view.

The ship, white above with a dark blue hull, drops anchor outside the lagoon and a Zodiac is lowered to the rocking sea, where it is loaded with lifejacket-swaddled passengers and gear. The pilot zooms through the breakwaters, smashing through ranks of waves from behind, and navigates through a gap in the barrier rocks into the lagoon. He runs the Zodiac up onto the beach.

Whoever it is watching them from the island’s ridgeline above withdraws from view and slips back under the cover of the trees.

Amy Kubota steps onto the beach, a huge smile on her round face. Silver streaks highlight her unruly black mass of hair. Before her feet touch the sand she is already cataloguing the extensive birdlife above her. But it’s business first. She claps her hands. “Start with the big ones, Jay. Let’s get the Zodiac back on the water as soon—”

Aye aye, Amy!” Jay Darmer, her grad student, answers a bit too loud. He unfolds himself with expert balance and throws his rangy athletic body at the containers. “This one, Prad. But careful. Don’t capsize the—”

Pradeep Chakrabarti, Amy’s other grad student, stands with a wobble and lifts his end of a giant plastic bin. He is tall and slender with an aristocratic air. The Zodiac shifts as the surf runs up the beach and Pradeep almost drops the bin. He grunts with the effort and flashes a brilliant smile as he splashes ashore. “Baptism, Jay. It’s called a baptism.”

The Zodiac rocks with their departure and Flavia Donaceti squeals, sitting precariously in the center of the craft with her prized possessions. She throws her arms wide with a loud wail as a splash of seawater comes over the side and spatters her round eyeglasses. “Don’t! You boys! Ai! You make me wet!”

A throaty giggle from behind Flavia adds, “Yeh, boys. You can’t just make a girl wet. You gotta at least buy her a drink first.” Katrina Oksana’s Australian accent contrasts with Flavia’s Italian. Their laughs mix together as Katrina heaves herself out.

She leaps lightly onto land, backpack in hand. Katrina looks like a pony-tailed student taking a gap year. With a deep breath she inhales the fresh air. “Ahh. Home sweet home.”

Amy pulls on Flavia. “Come on, Flavia. It’s time.”

Flavia holds several laptops in their bags, as well as a giant black hard case. Her short legs have trouble clearing the width of the Zodiac’s sidewall. She can’t manage it all at once and she stumbles onto the sand, cursing the island in her native tongue and soaking her slip-on sneakers.

The pilot, a midshipman named Curt, hops out and grabs the nose of the craft. He drags it a few paces up the beach and begins unloading duffel bags into a pile. “Sounds like the Captain’s made contact, ma’am!” He shouts in a voice made hoarse from a life on the sea, and lifts the two-way radio clipped to his vest that still buzzes with news. “Your folks will be here soon!”

Amy just stares at him, head full of logistical details, unsure what he means. Then it clicks. “Oh! You mean the other ship! That’s great. Great news, Curt. I had no idea they were already so close.”

Katrina takes a bag from Amy’s hands and hustles it up the beach. The older woman first protests, then sighs and watches as the youngsters churn through the sand at a pace she can’t sustain. So she supervises instead.

Curt calls out, “I’ll be back with the next load. You all get these piles up to the structure there before the waves come in.”

Flavia groans in relief. “There is a structure? Oh, thank god. I was afraid we’d be in tents this whole time. Civilization at last. I get first shower.”

Pradeep crosses the crescent beach at a diagonal toward an old concrete bunker hidden among ferns and buckthorn. He calls out over his shoulder, “Yes, you’ll recall that the notes mentioned a kind of facility. No details about it, though.” He stands in front of it, regarding the concrete walls stained from decades of exposure to the ocean. “Ah. Well. This must be why.” It is a ruin.

A moment later, Jay steps into its empty doorway wielding a carbon fiber hiking pole like a sword. “Hello?” He edges his way in, squinting at the gloom. Columns of gray light stream through holes in the corrugated steel roof. “Here snakey snakey…”

From outside, Amy squawks. “Snakes? What kind? Let me see!” She pokes her head through the nearest window, eagerness adding wrinkles to the corners of her eyes.

No, haven’t seen any yet.” Jay pokes at piles of debris. “It’s just that we used to play in an old abandoned bunker like this down in Big Sur and man did it always get jammed full of snakes.”

Amy frowns, the field biologist unable to square certain details. “At this latitude, though? And so close to the ocean? I don’t—” A sharp sound interrupts her. Something catlike twitches in the far corner and bounds up, darting through a back window before Amy can track it. “Whoa! Jay! What was that? I couldn’t tell! Some kind of mustelid?”

Fuck. I didn’t see.”

Me neither.”

What’s a mustelid?” Katrina asks. “Sounds like a clam.”

Amy laughs. “The weasel family. Ferrets and such.”

Jay crosses the bunker to peer out the window it escaped. “Was it unique? Any details at all? Aw, man. Hope it’s a new species. Can you imagine? We’ll name her Mustela kubota.”

Amy laughs, waving a self-deprecating hand. “Oh, Jay, you’re so sweet. But we’ll see. How about we name it after whoever it bites first, eh?” She steps inside. “So… Safe in there?”

Katrina’s hand grabs Amy’s sleeve. “Spiders. In Australia any abandoned building like this would be absolutely stuffed with spiders. Watch it in there, mate.”

Jay cackles. “If only Katrina knew about our arachnid obsession! Prad! The specimen jars!”

Not yet, Jay.” Amy sweeps a corner of the building clear of litter with her boot. “We need to get the bags above the tide line first. Curt was right. It’s rising.”

Pradeep’s head appears in the window. “Do we really know that? I’ve got a global tide chart here but this island isn’t on it.”

Flavia adds, “And I lost signal like six hours ago. I mean, where even are we? My map software isn’t working out here. It’s crazy, there’s no record of an island anywhere near here.”

Out of habit, Amy fishes out her phone and looks at it. No signal, of course. “I mean, so this is just a hypothesis, but let’s say Midway is the closest landmass. If this island mostly shares tide and weather pattern characteristics with its closest neighbor then—”

In the back corner, Jay pokes a pile of dried ferns that hide a nest of giant crabs. They charge, claws larger than his hands, and he falls back with a shriek, clacking the pole against their carapaces. “Back! Back!” But they surge past him toward the light of the door. “Okay, well, forward then! Look out!”

The crabs run for the door and they all shriek.

Pradeep shouts out, “Don’t let them pinch you!”

The crabs scramble outside and the chaos settles with the dust. They all gather at the door, giggling like school children. But Amy is already making notes on her phone. “Like a… variant of coconut crab! Amazing! Definitely genus Birgus. But so dark!”

Katrina shivers. “Careful. Those claws can go right through your leg. I swear. I’ve seen videos. Strong as shit.”

Flavia declares, “I am not sleeping in there. No way. Tents sound good now. Real good. Maybe up on platforms?”

Pradeep nods, pensive. “Yeah. Good plan. Tall platforms. Some kind of barrier on the legs. Got to keep it clear up above. Yeah.”

Ξ

As the others continue to unpack, Amy and Jay step quietly through a grove of mature redwoods, awed by the scale. Their trunks are up to five meters in diameter, rising a hundred meters above their heads. Amy carries a green frond, fallen from its canopy, studying it.

For all intents and purposes this is…” she shrugs, shaking her head in wonder, “I mean, superficially is all I can say for certain,” she stops and peers upward, “but all these trees appear to be identical to Sequoia sempervirens, California Coast Redwoods.”

Jay snorts. “Untouched. Undiscovered. Holy smokes. This is crazy, Amy. I mean, when has this ever happened? Ever? I don’t think so. Sure, there’s like the Dawn redwoods in China but no way, this isn’t even what that is. This is an actual sequoia grove. They’ve never been found outside of California. This is—” He makes a garbled, incoherent sound. Amy grabs his hand and they share a sacred moment. “Shit, boss. We could spend the rest of our careers on this right here. This grove alone.”

We can call it Tenure Grove.”

They giggle together in the gloom.

Jay urges them forward, deeper into the grove. The understory is sparse, the hillocks they climb covered in redwood duff and clover. He waves away a cloud of flies and presses on, only getting about a dozen trees deep before coming up against the base of the cliffs. Thick banks of ferns climb upward, eventually giving way to manzanita clinging to the vertical wall of rock and dirt.

He ranges at the base like a foxhound on the scent, looking for a way to ascend. “Crap. Too crumbly to climb. Is this volcanic? I mean, it’s gotta be, right? What’s the bedrock gonna be here, doc?”

Amy just shakes her head, watching the white gulls and terns wheeling far above. “The geologist is on her way. A damn fine one, too. Yeah, nobody’s climbing this cliff here.”

But Jay can’t be contained. “Maybe we can climb the waterfall instead. Here. This way.” He pushes through the foliage to their right, toward the east. “Oh. Watch out. That may be poison oak. Or… Maybe not. I think it’s actually an analogue.”

They force their way through a bank of flowering shrubs they don’t recognize, crowing about their likely provenance, and finally break through to the edge of the waterfall’s dark pool. Amy edges outward onto an outcropping of slick worn basalt and regards the falling plume. It isn’t the mightiest waterfall in the world but its heavy unbroken stream falls from on high, scattering mist and droplets across the grove, crashing loudly into the pool with foam.

After a long moment Jay returns to her, face streaked in mud, branches in his hair. “What happened to you?” Amy asks.

Fell off.”

You fell off the cliff? Are you hurt?”

No. I mean, no like closed head injuries. Well, not any more, at least.” He peers upward. “Damn. Not a chance. I mean, we sailed around the whole island and those cliffs look like they ring the whole thing. This may be the only entry point. I was hoping there’d at least be a game trail or something here.”

It is so cold. We’re basically at southern Oregon latitude as far as I can tell. This is a true temperate island. A major island with a temperate coastal cloud forest in the North Pacific. Unbelievable. We’re like, what, a thousand kilometers from land?”

Yeah, that’s what I was trying to triangulate on the plane from our last landmarks and the sun. After a few hours it turned into a really fucking long and narrow isosceles triangle, that’s for sure. We are waaaaay out here. Over a thousand klicks is my bet. And we’re still super far north of Hawai’i. Amy, there isn’t any island of any size on any map in the world at this location. But nobody seemed to want to pipe up about it in front of the Navy dudes so I left it…”

Yeah, this whole thing still has that weird military vibe, for sure. It hasn’t gone away at all. But look, Jay. They’ve treated us really first class so far and I’ve definitely joined sketchier expeditions. Or at least I did when I was your age. But don’t worry. Alonso is one of my oldest friends. I trust him 100% and if he says he’ll take care of us then he’ll absolutely take care of us. And we already made the dendrological find of the century!”

Jay holds his dirty hands up. “Hey, no regrets here. Work with a living legend, newly returned from the dead, and chill out on mystery island for eight weeks? Fuck yeah. Living the dream here. Come on, Amy. Uhh… we can try to get back to camp this way. Or not. Wow. So overgrown. Not even any game trails leading to the water. Why not?”

No large ruminants here? Or at least none who can make it down the cliff to the beach? Maybe there’s populations above in the interior. But also, no ticks yet. Another sign there’s a chance no large mammals live here. Oh my god this place is a pristine genetic reservoir. Come on. We have to tell Prad.”

They backtrack the way they came.

Ξ

Pradeep and Katrina are busy building their third platform of fallen branches at the edge of a cluster of trees. He wields a foldable handsaw and she cuts notches in them with a huge bowie knife. They’ve stacked nearly a hundred logs.

God these smell so nice!” Katrina crushes up the leaves under Pradeep’s nose. “Smell.”

Yes, bay leaves. Fantastic. Well. Our cooking will taste good at least. How’s this? Sturdy?” The logs lay on frames held together by twine. They look rough but mostly even.

Let me see.” Flavia pushes past them and spreads a black tarp over the branches. Then she shoves her hard case onto it. “Solid so far.” Flavia puts her laptop bags on the platform and lifts herself onto it. It only sinks a bit in the sand. “Not bad. But what about my shower, eh? What am I supposed to do, just wait for rain?”

Katrina, unimpressed with Flavia’s complaints, gestures to the east. “I mean, the waterfall’s right there, love.”

Ha. You mean the one that’s ten degrees? No, grazie.” Flavia takes out a laptop and boots it up. She attempts to pair it with her phone. “So of course there is no reception out here until I set up the node. What was the last signal anyone got?”

Well…” Pradeep consults his phone. “At 2:36am PST I got my last text. A friendly reminder that it’s time to renew my car’s warranty before it’s too late.”

So… that’s about nine hours, assuming we moved across two time zones.” Flavia tries to calculate. “I don’t know how fast that helicopter flew, but it must have been over two hours. What is a nautical mile again? Let’s say we were moving twenty knots after we transferred to the ship. Then we sailed for seven hours?”

Katrina pulls a fistful of hard candies out of her pocket and offers one to Pradeep and one to Flavia. “My guess is way over a thousand kilometers from the mainland. And, um, I heard we weren’t gonna have any internet out here at all.”

Flavia laughs, cracking the candy with her teeth. “Impossible. Why would Doctor Alonso bring a research mathematician out to the middle of nowhere if she can’t access her online resources? That’s why I brought a sat phone—” she proudly lifts the chunky unit “—and a platinum tier prescription paid by a special EU research fund at Torino.”

Oh, thank god,” Katrina sighs. “I was afraid I’d lose track of the Marvel Universe out here for eight weeks with no—” She stops, registering a voice shouting at them from the beach. Katrina turns, shading her eyes, and spots a woman running at them from another Zodiac that has just landed on the sand.

Pradeep waves and calls out to her, but the tall woman is in no mood for introductions. She nears them, gasping, and reaches for the sat phone. “No! You CAN’T!” This is Esquibel Daine, a medical doctor in her early thirties, and her face is filled with fury.

Flavia screams as Esquibel pulls it from her grasp. She shouts in a mix of outraged Italian and English: “No! Chi sei? What are you doing—? Quello è il mio telefono! You can’t—!”

Esquibel lectures her in an East African accent. “The rules were NO INTERNET. We made it quite explicit. They will KICK US OFF the island if we give away our location.”

Whoa. Damn. Okay, okay.” Katrina tries to play peacekeeper. “Just slow down, little Miss intensity. Who is they?”

Rules?” Flavia waves the word away like it’s an annoying gnat. “I mean, it really read just as a suggestion…”

Esquibel ignores Flavia’s protests, frantically studying the sat phone. “Is this on? Are you transmitting?”

Che pazzia!” Flavia throws her hands up, irate. “You can’t just take my phone from me! If I’d known this would be some kind of police state I wouldn’t have come!”

Pradeep assures Esquibel, “No. She’d just taken it out of its case. Nothing happened. Nothing is on. No signals have been sent. Everything is fine. Now. Who are you?”

It isn’t?” Esquibel drops her hands in relief. “Oh, thank god.” She calls out to the two others still getting out of the Zodiac at the surf line. “Still secure! It isn’t on!” She glares at Flavia one last time, then jogs back to the others with the confiscated sat phone.

Amy and Jay appear, drawn by the raised voices. Jay watches the argument with concern but Amy only has eyes for one of the other figures at the water’s edge. He is older, a bearish man supporting his weight in the sand with an aluminum cane.

Alonso…? Alonso!”

Amy rushes to him.

Ξ

By sunset, the last of the Zodiac deliveries are being dragged up the beach by the younger members of the team. The wind whips fog and whitecaps across the surface of the dark waves.

Sitting in a camp chair, Alonso watches in helpless frustration. He wishes he could help but he can’t. So he just grips his cane and tries to accept that others must do the little things for him.

Triquet, a field archaeologist dressed in a pink satin vest and comically-large work boots, swoons at Alonso’s feet. Triquet has green hair and multiple piercings, their slender non-binary body tattooed with ancient Olmec and Toltec symbols. “Heavens to Murgatroyd I’m tired.”

I’m tired just watching you.”

Amy appears at Alonso’s shoulder with a steaming mug. “The magic of hot liquids.” She places the mug in Alonso’s grateful hands. Then her gaze falls upon the prostrate Triquet. “Oh, you poor thing. Would you like a cup too…?”

Alonso gestures at Triquet. “Doctor Amy Kubota, this is Doctor Triquet. Triq, Amy is one of my oldest friends.”

Amy curtsies and gives Triquet a dimpled smile. “I can already tell we’ll be great friends. Green tea?”

Triquet rolls onto their back and gasps. “Tea? You’re a goddess.”

Amy amends herself. “Best friends!”

Alonso says proudly, “Triquet just landed a full research position in field Archeology at Pitt. Real rising star here, Ames.”

Oh, great,” Amy complains. “Way to make me feel old. I was an adjunct til I was almost forty!” With a rueful smile she shuffles over to her platform to fetch another mug. In the gathering gloom the others claim platforms and start unpacking their bags atop them. Jay strings a hammock between two bay trees.

Flavia watches him, a little resentful of the hammock’s crab-proof clearance. But his system looks more complicated than she cares to track and when he isn’t done until he clips in a bugnet layer, she waves a hand in front of her face and sighs. “You know, the bugs aren’t even that bad here. When I heard Pacific island I thought… Non lo so. It will be a tropical jungle like Borneo.”

Esquibel has added a couple layers now that the evening chill is setting in. She drags her duffel bag to a spot in the sand beside Pradeep’s platform, an apologetic smile on her face. “Excuse me.”

Pradeep crouches atop his platform, fastening the corners of his pyramid tent to the platform’s logs. He finds a warm smile for Esquibel. “Ah. She’s back. And we still haven’t been introduced. I’m Pradeep. From Amy’s lab.”

Yes. Hello. I am Doctor Esquibel Daine. Forgive me for before. I was concerned about our operational security—”

Understood.”

“—and then Doctor Alonso himself. I had to get back to him to make sure he could… well, it turns out he had no trouble, really… getting out.”

Nice to meet you. I look forward to eight weeks of working quite closely and happily together. All of us.”

She takes his hint with a stiff nod. “Yes. Well. I appreciate your words, Pradeep. Thank you. I do too. Now.”

Fantastic. How can I help you?”

These platforms can move, right?”

Move?”

She sighs in frustration. “I don’t understand why you spent the day building platforms in the first place. We can’t build structures here. Very important. And these are against the rules.” Esquibel points at Flavia’s platform and his own. “Hers and yours are visible to satellites. We need to at least get them under the trees.”

Aha. I see. And that’s important, is it?”

Esquibel raises her hands in the air in appeal. “Did nobody read the documents? You signed them.”

I did. I did, Doctor Daine. But they were heavily redacted by the time they got to us. One entire page was black lines except the word FACILITY. We really have very little idea of what we’re doing here. If there’s any chance—”

Yes. Of course. All in due course. But could you help me get the platforms under the trees first? Right up against the ferns.”

Pradeep decides with a smile and a nod to cooperate. They approach Flavia’s platform to explain what they are doing. But she is having none of it.

What, are you crazy? The ferns are where the crabs are.”

What crabs?” Esquibel tries to lift one of the platform’s corners. “Could you please get off for a moment?”

Not if you’re taking my platform to the ferns. Aren’t you listening? The crabs are the whole reason we built the platforms.”

Crabs? What are these crabs?”

Pradeep leans in and quietly describes the crabs to Esquibel, his hands spreading wide to encompass their size.

Esquibel recoils in horror. Without a word she picks up her gear and places it on the last unclaimed platform. Then she helps Flavia and Pradeep drag their platforms as far away from the ferns as they can get, to the far side of the beach where the platforms of Katrina, Triquet, Alonso, and Amy cluster beside the bunker.

Amy overheard their argument over the quiet surf and wind. Solicitous, she calls out, “You know, Esquibel, the distribution of coconut crabs reaches the Indian Ocean. They might be familiar. Have you ever seen any on Kenyan beaches?”

Esquibel pulls her platform grimly along the beach. “How would I know? I’m from Nairobi. Have they attacked anyone yet?”

Jay, the only one left on the west side of the camp, swings in his hammock and calls out, “As far as we can tell they’re afraid of us. They scuttled into these ferns and haven’t been seen since.”

Alonso watches them labor, silhouetted by the orange of the sunset. Their voices soothe him and the jaggedness inside him eases, giving him respite. After a moment, another figure steps in front of the sunset, facing him. He smiles. “Ah. Katrina Oksana.”

Señor Alonso.” In the fading light the young woman is like some mythical naiad emerging from the surf. She searches his face. “Mucho gusto. Amazing to meet you in the flesh.”

He laughs. “Ai, Dios mío, you have an Aussie accent. Of course. I never knew. All the times I thought I heard your voice in my head. It was completely wrong. And you’re just so, ehh…”

She laughs and swings her ponytail of straight auburn hair. “I know. I look sixteen. But don’t worry. I’ll be twenty-three this summer. I can take care of myself out here. I promise. Thank you so much for this. For everything.”

No, it is I who must thank you. From the bottom of my heart. You were my only light for far too long in the darkness. You must tell me. How is Pavel? It was Gerasim’s last question.”

Getting better. Every day. He still doesn’t really leave the house but now he has our mom to take care of him. She just retired and gave me a break so I can do this. With Pavel, it’s just day to day.”

Yes. Yes, I know it is.”

Katrina seizes his hand. They share hot, bitter tears.

Amy has returned with Triquet’s mug. She watches Alonso’s encounter with Katrina, her face troubled. “Alonso, I’m sure you’re tired after the long haul but if there’s any chance we can get just a few answers tonight I know my whole team—and, well, everybody here—is just burning up with—”

Of course. Of course.” Alonso wipes his eyes and faces them. “You all deserve to know everything. Well. At least everything I know. Which isn’t all that much. But I chose these teams for this research project because I knew you could all handle this situation the right way. Professionally, with ethics and rigor. But also with humanity.” His prelude silences the camp. They all hang on his words. “So what are your questions?”

Um, where’s the fucking hotel bar, Alonso?” Flavia demands. “I mean, what am I supposed to spend my per diem on here?”

Everyone laughs and the tension eases. Alonso answers, “Well, the closest one is probably about 1900 kilometers east. In Crescent City, California, I figure.”

Where are we?” Pradeep asks. “What is this island?”

Alonso says, “Its name is Lisica.”

Katrina claps. “Ha. Fox.”

Amy asks, “Lisica means fox?”

In some Slavic languages, yeh.”

Huh.” Amy calls out in the darkness. “Hey, Jay. Maybe that wasn’t a mustelid in the bunker this morning.”

Aw, shit,” his voice emerges from the gloom. “Yeah that could have been a small Vulpes. I wish I’d seen its tail.”

Fox Island,” Katrina declares.

The foxiest of isles,” Triquet purrs. “That’s hot. So why doesn’t it show up on any maps, boss man? What’s the big secret here?”

And why,” Flavia interjects, “did we all have to sign such a restrictive NDA, Alonso? I mean, a lot of those clauses are barely legal. And totally unenforceable. I’d like to see you try to—”

Esquibel turns on Flavia. “Could you please stop trying to break the rules every five minutes? There aren’t very many and they’re very important and this is a unique and important oppor—”

Pradeep interrupts her. “Yes, Doctor Daine. But whose rules?”

Esquibel sighs and makes a vague gesture. “Our bosses. Who are also our funding sources. Who are also our clients. Well, mostly. Anyway, who do you think is in charge?”

That’s right, mi amigos,” Alonso says quietly. “We are at the very tail end of a decades-long classified U.S. Air Force program. That concrete shoebox there must have been some kind of listening post. Who knows? It’s all they built here in nearly seventy years. Lisica is a hidden place. The prevailing currents and winds all lead away from here. It’s almost always under this fogbank. It wasn’t even discovered until the twentieth century. But now there’s a new global satellite agreement about to go into effect and they can’t keep it a secret any longer. So a couple Air Force scientists met me at my debriefing and pitched this project to me. Eight weeks on a pristine island to categorize as much of it as we can before the wrappers come off and the whole world learns of Lisica.”

A moment of silence, then Flavia laughs. “That is such bullshit! Impossible. Impossible. A secret island? No. In this day and age? One hundred percent impossible!”

Alonso nods in agreement. “That’s what I said. But Colonel Baitgie, he’s the commanding officer in charge of the Lisica mission, said this isn’t even the only one. There is an unspoken agreement among the governments and corporations of the world who own and operate satellites to keep places like this one secret. Who knows how many corners of the world remain hidden. Nice guy. A trifle too religious for my tastes but he did take good care of me once they got me stateside.”

Debriefing?” Pradeep is only twenty-four, but his gravity is that of an older man. “Doctor Alonso, we’ve all heard mention now of… well, something. Some ordeal you underwent? But nobody—”

I was tortured.” Alonso’s voice is a rasp. “In a gulag.”

Pradeep gasps and drops his eyes. “Ah. I see. I’m very sorry.”

Amy steps behind Alonso and puts a hand on his shoulder. “Oh, god, was it really that bad? Alonso and his partner Charles Wu were on a Central Asian paleogenomics field assay when we lost touch with them five years ago near the Kyrgyzstan border. We still haven’t heard any details…”

One day we were at the dig, just me and a few local guides and laborers,” Alonso recounts in a rough voice. “Next thing we know we’re surrounded by gunmen. No insignia. Speaking one of the Turkic languages. That’s all I know about them. They said there was a fight back at basecamp. Charlie died, Amy. Charlie and Nadya both. I couldn’t get back in time. Charlie died in my arms.”

Oh, Alonso, no…”

Baitgie swore.” Alonso’s eyes swim with tears. “He swore he’d take care of Minnie and Sarah. Said Charlie would get a pension. The whole deal. You have to help me hold him to it.”

Yes. I will. Minnie had another baby, you know. Like six months after Charlie left. A little boy.”

Alonso’s face finally crumples in grief. “Oh… He never knew…”

Ξ

In the gray light of the minutes before dawn, Flavia’s screams split the still air. Birds wing away from trees. Someone in a tent grunts. Jay’s head is the first to emerge from his hammock. Esquibel is the first to get her boots on and stumble toward the waterfall.

She gets to the edge of the wide dark pool moments later, reaching into a black satchel on her hip. But Jay and Katrina are right behind her so she removes her hand from it.

Flavia screams again and they all look in fear at the source of the sound. Then their faces split into relieved smiles.

Flavia is naked, turned away, standing on a rocky outcrop near the base of the waterfall. Every time a blast of cold water shocks her she screams again.

Jay laughs. “Signorina got her shower after all!”

In the luminous dawn, Flavia’s marbled pale skin and dark curls at the base of the falls transforms her into a Raphael masterpiece. She turns and with a wave beckons them to join her.

Ξ

As the camp wakes up, Triquet brings a tray piled with energy bars to Amy’s platform. Amy hands them a steaming mug in exchange. The pair eat their bars and share the silence, looking out at the beach and the lagoon beyond.

Alonso sits out there in his camp chair, at the surf’s edge, staring at the horizon. Triquet points at him. “I had a border collie used to do that.”

He hasn’t seen her in five years.”

Triquet shakes their head, puzzled. “I once saw Miriam Truitt give a presentation on the dating of Eocene ultramafic lavas. She somehow made the subject fascinating. What a communicator. But I just can’t see it. They must be the oddest of couples.”

Amy only smiles. “He and I were lovers in grad school. Did Alonso ever tell you?” She looks sidelong at Triquet who plays along with a cartoonish shocked face. “We were so happy. Taking blood samples from wild horses in Nevada. But then Miriam showed up. And it was over.” Triquet makes a sympathetic face. “No no. Not in a bad way. We all became the best of friends. But they just fit together so well. Better than any two people ever should. And they’re both such giants in their fields. We could tell, even then, that they were on a whole different level of awareness. It was like a, like being in the middle of some implausible Hollywood storyline. When you ever hear the phrase ‘they were made for each other,’ it was coined for Miriam and Alonso.”

And now he’s waiting for her.”

Amy smiles, her face full of tenderness. “That’s Alonso.”

Ξ

The hours pass but the sun never breaks through the low maritime layer. The sea is green. The gulls and terns cry on the thermals and the sea lions return, watching the humans ashore as they float with their glassy black eyes just breaking the surface of the water.

Everyone but Alonso is busy at the camp, building long lab tables under the trees from more logs and repurposed plastic containers.

Esquibel curses at the medical station she is building and holds up her hands in surrender. “I have no idea how to create sanitary conditions here until I can get a roof over my head.”

Oh, we got a few tricks on archaeology digs,” Triquet tells her. “Not like clean rooms, but they should be sufficient. And it looks like fresh water shouldn’t be an issue here.”

Esquibel makes a face. “I’d like to get it tested first. But until we can do that, we have to boil or filter everything. Right, everyone? The water is suspect until further notice. I don’t want to have to treat any of you for giardiasis or, God forbid, lepto.”

Flavia points at the bunker and swears, “I am not going in there. Until it has been like cleansed with fire. All the crabs and snakes and spiders. Nuke it from orbit. Then maybe. We’ll see.”

Amy tut-tuts her. “Well that’s not very good guest behavior. And Jay wouldn’t get his specimens. Give us just a few days to catalog what we can and then we’ll be able to clean it out and move in.”

Pradeep holds up a cupped hand and stares at the sky. “Is it starting to rain? We should rig tarps. Can I get a hand?”

Instead, Katrina points at the horizon. “Look, a ship.”

At the water’s edge, Alonso stands leaning on his cane.

A sleek gray catamaran-style research vessel flying a Japanese flag pulls up at the mouth of the lagoon and drops anchor. Another Zodiac is lowered and eventually it arrows toward them.

Miriam Truitt stands in the prow, auburn hair streaming back. She strains toward Alonso. The rain starts to fall more heavily. When the craft beaches she leaps out and runs, as fast as she’s ever run, through the surf and deep sand to him. He hobbles toward her and a gasp of grief escapes her as she sees how damaged he is. When she reaches him she wraps him carefully in her arms and kisses his face, again and again, in benediction and worship. “I will never… ever… let you go… ever again.”

Ah, Novia,” Alonso finally allows himself to groan, the pain so long buried finally rising to the surface. “They hurt me so bad.”

She hugs him possessively. “Never again. Mi niño is back.”

But he casts his head down and shakes it no. “No. The boy is gone. And—and I’m not sure how much of me is left.”

Don’t say that.” She grips him fiercely again. “We get to grow old together. You promised.”

The rain mixes with their tears. They shiver, holding each other. Finally Alonso sags against her and allows himself to be loved.

Two others get out of the Zodiac. Maahjabeen Charrad is a stern-faced oceanographer in a teal headscarf who is preoccupied with corralling the two single-seat sea kayaks they tow. When she finally gets them both above the tideline she straightens and frowns at the island and its occupants like someone who is beginning a prison sentence.

The other, Mandy Hsu, is a coltish young woman who fights to disentangle herself from piles of cords and straps at the bottom of the boat. She waves at someone in the camp and bounces forward, eager and happy. “Esquibel! Esquibel! It’s me! Mandy!”

At the camp, all the others turn to Esquibel in surprise. At first she frowns to hear her name called out, but when Esquibel hears the name Mandy her stern face splits into the most beautiful grin, a sight none of them have yet seen, and she runs toward the girl with a cry of joy. “Mandy! I can’t believe it! Why didn’t anyone tell me you were coming? Oh, it’s Mandy! My Mandy girl!”

They hug like sisters.

6 responses to “Chapter 1 – Hug Like Sisters”

  1. Mark Nixon Avatar
    Mark Nixon

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  2. Hanne OGrady Avatar
    Hanne OGrady

    Great, thanks for sharing. I was just thinking th

  3. Nick Tremblay Avatar
    Nick Tremblay

    Woah guy. I wonder at times but not often (I don’t reach out to my closest friends and fam often or at all and realize it’d be betta if did-lives in it’s own littleman’s-type-world in 3D).  What is this man-a royal gem a loyal organism, a kindest, honest feller, hard adventuralist/journeysman who walks the goodlandz of God, the creative spectacular of SF-a grand friend there even and !now! What has this man been workin on these past times, couple years, 2020 and to date. I expect it be somethin profound-it always is. Playwrites, books, audio tracks and such. Always obtain the drive, focus and action followin through with such projects-pretty neet. I’ll read er realsoon. It looks like a grand read.

    I be cumn out there soon. and this time I won’t skip SF, residn direct to the mtns of Skitown delight, and then to El Sal for a tropical adventuremans’ specialty. Haven’t been out there much at all since the plandemi as I was prior-every couple months workn for my best gardening clients in town, visitin the buds of CA. I’ve been continuing pursuing the annual ski trips there and stayed/remained in Sac where Vonz now resides besides the Mtn Club Kirkwood place. Interstin times these last couple years in these parts. I’d lost my mind again and probably mistakn the rememberences I’ve found er just yet. 

    Oh yeah I have to finish the plane tok purchase I’ll look see if have time now:I’m thinkin Feb 21st to March 10th abouts for the CA. Feb 21st to March 1st perhaps for SF, prior to skiin/Sac visits, and El Sal again.

    We catch up soon. Sushiis nmore-the Sunset Snackups-Fam and Littleman-like 20 years back when I was just a boy. Perhaps a couch still emits the odor of my oily body, and mites-markn my sleepman’s zone enough for a near future health, REM-inducin Sleeps acceptance. a couple eves around this time. ?    Let em know. 

    -Neet- and -Kwel-.

  4. garren fazio Avatar
    garren fazio

    Awesome!What a treat to revive this from you. Best of luck and happy new year.

  5. jen kiatta Avatar
    jen kiatta

    Hi Walker,

    Great to hear from you and congratulations on your newest (or at least newish) project!! I look forward to pursuing this once we get our kiddo back in school and I have a millisecond to myself. 🤗 Big hugs to all of you and hope we can connect this year. ❤️

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  6. patrick cox Avatar
    patrick cox

    WOW! Quite a project! Congratulations on the result. I’m listening to the podcast… What’s the strategy to make money from your investment?

    Patrick

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