Chapter 52 – A Human Body

December 23, 2024

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52 – A Human Body

Esquibel releases the climbing rope and lands on the far side of the creek. They’ve suspended it between two trees and she’s the first one across. Now she scans the treeline around her, looking for threats, as Mandy grabs the rope behind her.

“Wait, Skeebee! My hands aren’t as strong as yours!” She hangs straight-armed from the rope over the opposite bank, her toes dragging in the current.

“Hook your legs over too! Like a spider!” Esquibel mimics the technique. “Your heels!”

With a heave, Mandy swings her body up onto the line and gets a leg over. Then the other. She inches across, followed by Katrina. Esquibel helps them both to the ground.

“Jidadaa!” Esquibel’s voice rings out, filling the meadow. “Last chance! We can’t wait any longer!”

But the island girl remains missing. They haven’t seen her since they started packing. And she was supposed to guide them.

“Anyway, I know where we’re headed.” Katrina strikes out across the meadow, pushing against the green grasses that are just now starting to turn gold and brown. They reach her elbows, their flowers and stalks and fronds surrounding her in a vibrant rainbow. To the treeline she goes, where the Ussiaxan had marched away to, and where she had seen their trail from the drone.

It is less of a clear path on the ground when they reach it, more an absence of obstacles. Yet it is the only passable tunnel through the thickets and dense copses of young saplings. Every shade and hue of green is here, from the darkest fir to the most fluorescent leaf, and everything in between.

Following Katrina’s footsteps, Esquibel considers whether she should get her sidearm out yet. Worried about ambushes ever since they came up with this scheme, she had resolved to be always on guard from such a thing. But now that they face the immensity of the vegetation before them, she realizes how impossible it would be to anticipate any kind of ambush. She can hardly see a meter in front of her face.

Katrina halts, peering into the tangle. “Feels like the very heart of the island, eh? Like we just been nibbling round the fringes this whole time but these Ussiaxans live in an absolute ocean of greenery. Kind of claustrophobic, to be honest. And dark.”

“What did Jidadaa mean,” Esquibel asks, trying fruitlessly to see past Katrina, “when she knew the villagers would return by night? She confirmed it by saying they only move in shadow. Are they… nocturnal? I thought you said your encounters with them with all their spears and speeches in the meadow were during the day.”

“Yes, but in the instance that I saw,” Katrina says, picking her way forward through hanging vines and heavy fir limbs, “they were responding to an immediate security threat. So maybe they rousted themselves out of bed or something. Hard to say. But she was pretty sure they wouldn’t be back til sunset and we’ve definitely learned to trust her. Oh, here’s an open bit. Look at all the clover.”

They spill out into a long narrow defile filled with the clover’s pink blooms. A tiny rill splashes with water below hanging lilies. “It’s all so… charming.” Mandy trails her hands through the soft petals of the lilies. “Like this is what I imagine when people talk about magical forests. With elves and fairies and all that. There could be like a unicorn stepping out from behind that tree and I wouldnt even be surprised, you know?”

“Yes, I know all about your overactive imagination.” Esquibel peers past Katrina to the end of her view. “It looks like we must make a decision soon.”

“Ah. Right.” Katrina approaches the T instersection ahead. The trail is forced either left or right by the sudden rise of the forested slope before them. “This is that ridge that hides the Ussiaxan from the big meadow behind us. If I had to guess, going to the left is probably a bit shorter.”

“Then maybe it is the path they are watching.” Esquibel looks to the right. That way vanishes in a curving tunnel through the dense vegetation. It looks hardly better to the left, with the exception of a patch of light in the distance that implies an opening in the forest.

“Yeah, let’s swing around the long way and sneak up on anyone if they’re there.” Mandy takes a step to the right.

“I don’t know…” Katrina grimaces. “I think we have to trust Jidadaa here. She said it’s empty, but she also said there’s a time limit, eh? I’m worried we go off to the right and get lost just trying to get around this hill. Let’s go left and make it as quick as can be. I don’t want to even be on this side of the creek in like three hours.”

They both turn to Esquibel. Her thoughts are taken up on the delicate negotiations she plans to have with the Japanese operative. Who knows how long that might take. She will have to defer their time concerns to the objectives of her mission, at least within reason. In the end, it is the patch of light to the left that decides her. She needs to get out of these thickets before she loses her mind. “Left. And quickly.”

They hurry ahead, single-file, Esquibel now in the lead. Her hand remains inside her black satchel, around her pistol grip. The decision to keep it hidden is less about the natives and more about the way Mandy will look at her.

“How…?” Katrina asks idly behind her. “How did we get to a point where we’re willing to risk our lives for this shit?”

But Esquibel has no answer for this. Instead of such philosophical questions, her mind has cramped down into the necessities this mission dictates. In fact, such existential matters aren’t suitable here. “Let’s focus. We are here now. And the path is getting wider. I am on point, so I will be looking ahead. Katrina, I want your field of view here,” Esquibel extends her left arm, “to the left. And if you see anyone you tap me. Mandy. You look to the right. And every third step I want you looking behind. We will do this properly.”

The opening they enter is from an old rock slide that fell off the bluff above and collapsed a whole grove of trees. To judge by the height of the saplings coming up through the deadfall, it can’t have been much more than a dozen years or so. But the gray sky is visible here, and the bare bluff that emerges from the ridge above is crowned with dark red faces of stone.

“Wait.” Before Esquibel enters the clearing, she stops them in the last of the treeline. Pointing at the crown of the bluff, she whispers, “If I was to set a watch, it would be up there. Let’s wait and see if anyone gives their position away.”

They wait there for several silent minutes, peering at the dark edge of the crown’s silhouette. But nothing moves. Finally, with a decisive nod, Esquibel hurries them along the dusty path that can be found between the fallen logs. They clamber over firs as tall as themselves, trying to hurry. But it is a good ten minutes before they win free to the far side.

Gasping, Mandy hisses, “Well if there was someone up there we are definitely dead now. Dead dead dead.”

“Mandy, stop.” Esquibel considers leaving the other two here, where they can hide among the trees, and going on alone. But no. If they have learned anything at all about Lisica it is to never split up. “Stay close. We’re heading in toward city limits now I think.”

“Yeh.” Katrina nods, trying to square the view she had in the air with what she now sees on the ground. They’ve definitely skirted the ridge and are about to head in, aren’t they? “I just hope we can find their trail up that bluff. If we’re going to get the drone back we got to get up there somewhere on the return trip.”

“Close. And quiet now. This will be the most dangerous part.” Esquibel’s warning silences them. They hunch forward, Mandy hooking her fingers into Katrina’s waistband. “Remember to watch. And tap me. Don’t walk on leaves or branches unless you must. Step softly. Now let’s go.”

The three women hurry silently through this last stand of trees. Soon they can spy the first of the log houses through the trunks. They stop and listen but there is no sound. So far, it does seem that the settlement is abandoned. Then the complacent grunt of a pig breaks the silence. That’s right. They have livestock.

Esquibel reconsiders her plan to enter the village proper. These animals will make too much noise when they see the strangers. She pulls the other two down into a crouch and speaks as softly as she can. “Look. We do not need the town. We only need the treasure house. Look there first, at least. We can skirt all the rest to the left here, in a wide arc. Where would you say the treasure house is?”

For an answer, Katrina turns instead to the ridge, now behind them to the south. She tries to orient herself based on where the drone had been in relation to that landmark. She turns to the northeast and points. “There, I reckon. About half a klick out.”

Esquibel nods, heartened to hear this kind of precise data. It’s exactly what she needs. “Okay. Same as before. Quietly in this line here. You said there’s a stream?”

“Yeh. We’ll have to cross it somewhere.”

They follow a broad but shallow diagonal slope through brown pine needles. Their footfalls here are noiseless and they pass like ghosts. Mandy holds her breath, clutching her hands together. So many parts of her want to freak out or collapse or complain but she knows this is all too important. Adrenaline so far keeps her alert. She has always prided herself on being good in a crisis. It’s just that this crisis is eight weeks long…

Mandy releases her breath and looks at Esquibel’s long lean back, her slender arm that still reaches into that satchel. Yes, she knows what’s in there. She just hopes it doesn’t come to violence. Mandy hates violence. But she came because she has made her choice. She is with Esquibel, come what may. And if Skeebee is in danger, then Mandy will be too.

But they make it to the bank of the stream without seeing anyone or raising any alarm. Now how will they get across? Its width is only a third of the creek they belayed across, but it looks like they will certainly have to get wet for at least a few steps.

“Here.” Katrina lifts a couple fallen logs, about as thick as her leg and twice as long. She puts one down across the front of a shoal of stones in the stream, giving them an easier start. Then she edges to the end of that log, skips onto a close-by stone, and places the second log she cradles onto the next patch of open water. This time, the log rolls and floats back against a few rocks, but never stabilizes. “Aw, well. Wet feet it is.” Katrina shrugs and splashes the rest of the way across, the water cresting just above her knees.

The two others join her on the far bank, where they all remove their shoes and squeeze the water from their socks. Katrina nods along the bank. “We’re upstream of it here, fairly sure. There’s hills up that way.” She points to the north. “When Jidadaa said the Ussiaxan had taken to the hills I was pretty sure that’s where she meant, so we are not going that direction at all.”

“Agreed.” Esquibel puts her shoes back on and stands. “Come. We are making good time. But if you see the operative, I need you to stand back at a distance and allow me to have private words with him. He will not speak to me otherwise.”

“Sure.” Mandy squeezes Esquibel’s hand in encouragement.

But Katrina looks at her sideways. “Private words? What kind of game are you playing now, Doctor Daine?”

Esquibel grimaces. “No game. If you were contacting an agent in the field, what would you do if they showed up unannounced with two civilians? This will be very tricky. Please.”

Katrina only shakes her head in distaste. “Bloody spooks.”

From a distance, the cottage almost looks like a mirage. It is so out of place, after their weeks of bark huts and concrete bunkers, that Katrina feels like she must be tripping. It’s quite beautiful, with planed planks of the darkest wood and a steep pitched roof. A carved cross is in the lintel above the narrow doors. Is it a church?

Its clearing is a well-maintained lawn of clover and meadow grasses. They wait at the edge of the woods to check for signs of life but apart from the trilling of songbirds and the buzzing of insects they don’t hear a sound.

With a shrug, Katrina stands. “Get on with it, I reckon.”

Esquibel nods. “Do not put yourself in the doorway. Stay behind me. Let’s go.”

She approaches the dark entrance, the ancient panels of the two doors tilted ajar. Straps of hide act as hinges and the top ones have rotted through. Esquibel clears her throat. No sound within. “Hello?” Her voice is flat and low and vanishes without a trace.

Mouthing the word ‘wait’ to the others, she takes out her phone and turns on its light. She peers into the shadowed building.

It is dark, with a dirt floor and stripes of gray light across the floor and the assorted treasures collected here. And there are so many, piles upon piles of clothing and papers and stacks of furs. But not a single person within. Oh, heaven help her. Where is he?

Katrina slips past Esquibel through the door after she sees her sag in disappointment. Disappointment can’t be dangerous, can it? She enters and beholds the staggering array of treasures here. “Oh my word. Good thing we didn’t bring Triquet. We’d never get them to leave. Here. Uh. Video everything. Photos of all the documents we can…” Katrina turns, and then sees against the left-hand wall the written word she saw in that old photograph. Here, written in the Cyrillic: “Jidadaa.” And below it, positioned as a shrine just as in the old photo, reside a clutch of postwar American memorabilia. The tapestry Katrina had studied still hangs here, tattered and rotten. The ancient fishing spear and the battered reliquary box haven’t been moved in decades.

Katrina falls to her knees before the reliquary. It is a little dark wood box with bits of off-color enamel decorating it in an abstract pattern. Triquet could give her its entire provenance, she’s sure, but to her untrained eye it looks like maybe 18th century, central European. The Orthodox cross on a staff leaning beside the fishing spear moves her estimate east, though, as do the Slavic linguistic clues she’s been collecting.

With her fingertips she eases the lid open. It cracks and the wood slides sideways, stuck on a frozen hinge of wooden dowels. Katrina quivers in place, worried about damaging it further. But there’s nothing to be done about it now. She pushes the protesting lid up a centimeter or so before the wood cracks again.

Using a finger to fish within, her first touch crumbles a rolled paper. She pulls her finger out. It’s just too old. And she doesn’t know what she’s doing. “I can’t…”

“Someone’s coming.” Mandy covers her mouth with her hands and retreats to Esquibel.

All three of them scan the interior. There is nowhere to hide. The piles are too low, the architecture too simple. It’s nothing but corners and shadows.

Esquibel’s sidearm finally comes out. It is a standard-issue M18 pistol, battleship gray, steady in her grasp. She points it at the door.

Mandy turns away in dismay.

A shadow fills the light of the cracked door. An older, thickset man steps through. Upon seeing them, he freezes. All that move are his eyes, taking in the women, the weapon, the damaged reliquary at their feet.

Finally, he speaks. “Ni hao ma.”

He gestures with an open hand and Katrina recognizes him. “Fuck me. This is the bloke I saw from the air. You were in here, weren’t you, with that other lady? Having an argument. And now you’re speaking Chinese? Wild. Uh, ni hao.”

He nods imperceptibly, his eyes locked now on Esquibel’s pistol. With careful deliberation, he begins a speech. His Chinese vocabulary is very limited and his accent is poor. But it doesn’t matter since none of the three women speak the language.

With his hands up, the man slides sideways into the room, edging toward the shrine they stand before. He points at something on the wall behind them, and mimes draping a necklace around his neck. Now some of his words lapse into Lisican, as he tries to explain what he wants. He’s striking a deal. With his hands, he mimes pushing the reliquary toward them.

“We take this and you get whatever’s on the wall back there you want?” Katrina asks. “And none’s the wiser? In fact, they’ll think we’re the ones took whatever you got, so it’s yours forever, eh? Well I wasn’t going to actually nab this thing. It was more going to be a photo kind of shoot but… I mean, if we’re actually taking things, it sounds like a fair deal to me.” Katrina lifts the reliquary. Mandy enthusiastically nods. Esquibel doesn’t take her eyes off the man, the barrel of her pistol tracking him.

They withdraw to the far wall, giving him access to the shrine. With a hiss of pleasure he leans in and finds a nondescript necklace that had been looped over the staff of the cross, hanging there for ages. Its brittle thong holds a blackened oblong of a locket. With a huge smile he drapes it over his head and bows formally.

The three women bow in return. Careless of them now, he turns his back to them and walks happily out to the entrance. He slips out the doors and departs without any look back.

After a long moment, Katrina follows him to the doors. She peers out. There on the flower-speckled sward she spies four men. The man who just left approaches the other three. It is Sherman the shaman and two men holding them with halters around their neck.

Lifting the necklace he just stole, the man drapes it over Sherman’s head instead. Then he instructs the shaman severely, perhaps threatening their life, before leading the others away.

Ξ

“I feel like Agatha fucking Christie.” Triquet stands back and clasps their hands. They have organized stacks of documents and photos along a pair of tables into an interconnected network of the thirty-seven men and one woman who ever left any record of being on the island. There are a few main characters, like Colonel Ingles and Maureen Dowerd, the fraternizing Lieutenant DeVry, and a colorless figure only known as Corporal, then Staff Sergeant Boren, who signed all the requisition sheets for a decade.

Here they all are, the characters in the murder mystery. All the men who came through this isolated outpost for one reason or another. Of the portraits they’ve found, none of the soldiers look particularly sharp or ambitious. This must have been one of those punishment postings for soldiers they didn’t like, like when they send officers to command posts in the Aleutians. That must have caused resentment here, dark thoughts and actions. Add in a few Soviet encounters over the years and they had themselves a real spicy stew here. Suicide must have been a major factor. “And I don’t even want to think about the sexual assaults.”

But Maureen deserved better than that, didn’t she? She came here for love, if the words in her letters are to be believed. And then she found even greater love once she got here and her former lover the Colonel had them killed. Or he killed her himself. But for some reason he didn’t get her lover, nor the child…

A creak on the deck above interrupts their train of thought. They have been alone down here for a day and a half and both their ears and mind have been playing tricks. Nope. There’s another creak, further along. Someone is in here with Triquet, approaching the hatch leading belowdecks.

It turns out to be Pradeep and Maahjabeen. Triquet can hear their low musical voices and giggles as they approach. Good. They didn’t need any more heart-pumping moments of terror than they’ve already had.

Maahjabeen steps through the hatch, her smile radiant upon her weathered face. “Ah! Doctor Triquet! Still hard at work! Have you been here this whole time?”

“Yes, that’s me. Homebody extraordinaire. And how about you two? How is the sea cave?”

With a laugh they explain to Triquet how they spent the last thirty-six hours circumnavigating the entire island instead. The tale leaves Triquet with their mouth hanging open by the end.

“And…” Pradeep finishes, opening up his daypack and removing the cell phone he retrieved from the corpse of the Chinese soldier, “we brought you something back. A present.”

“Oooo, I love it! Where’d you find it?” Triquet gingerly lifts the outdated HTC smartphone, its screen cracked. “Fell off a fishing boat, did it?”

“No, Pradeep did not tell you about the corpse. It was with the old man. Right in his little hut with him.” Maahjabeen describes what it was like to encounter the rotting flesh of the Asian soldier and their decision to take his phone.

“All good, yes, very good.” Triquet inspects the phone’s ports. Micro-USB. “Look. We can charge this right back up. I’ve already got the cord and a spare battery with me.” It is only a matter of moments before a charging symbol is displayed on the phone’s screen. “So what do you think he was doing here?”

“Well, crashing his plane into the ocean for one.” Maahjabeen has maintained this since finding him. “He must be the pilot, yes?”

“But why here? And why now…? Ah!” Triquet coos happily as the screen fills with text. “Lucky us. No password. But unlucky us. It’s all in Mandarin. So you’re right. He was Chinese.”

Pradeep pulls on the phone. “What about the texts? That’s what I thought might help us first. What were his last texts?”

A long list of Chinese characters is all he can deduce. He opens one text thread, then another. But he has no ability to read any of it. Then in the next text thread he spies a word written in English: B-A-I-T-G-I-E. “Look. They wrote something here in our script. But it appears to be, just, random letters. Bait-something.”

“What are those characters around it?” Triquet uses their phone’s camera to take a picture of the Chinese phone screen. They zoom in on the character. “Got this universal OCR reader here… See if it can make sense of this letter… Or word… Says it means colonel. Colonel Baitgie.”

They all look at each other in shock. This is the name of the Air Force officer running their mission. They’re sure of it.

All three of them bend to the urgent task of translating the rest of that entire text thread.

Ξ

The twin spires of the redwood trunk extend upward like a gigantic wooden version of those old rabbit ears tv antennas. Amy takes a moment to gaze upward, rare these last few days, and admire the gargantuan redwood in which they shelter.

It has a single massive trunk, perhaps five meters in diameter, that only rises perhaps twelve meters from the ground before its bark swells and folds back on itself and gives rise to two trunks of equal size, each big enough to be a mature redwood giant in its own right. It is almost like a defiant fist raised against the sky, with a pair of oversized chopsticks stuck in the fingers.

Its canopy far above is a mass of dark green. She’d love to find a way to explore it some day. It might even be possible to build a platform way up high in a tree like this…

What she loves about this tree more than anything is that it is a testament to resilience. Even though it was hit by lightning or some long-past disease that nearly killed it, this redwood has come back stronger than ever, with nearly a hydra’s heads multiplicative response. “Just try killing a redwood. I dare you.”

Amy’s voice is a raspy whisper, her throat sore and tired from speaking to the vixen all day and night. She has never met a more needy animal. The pregnant fox makes more demands than a blind Chihuahua. And each one leads into the next, drawing Amy again and again into a deep web of obligations and tasks that can be as simple as stripping fern stalks into fibers for a new bed to puzzling out vulpine blood kinetics of some of the herbal remedies the vixen has instructed her to make and administer. She did what research she could on her phone, but only a handful of clues are stored in there in saved notes and digital field guides. It turns out foxes are hardy and brave. Immensely self-aware. At least this one is, to a point where animal intelligence is blurring lines with her own.

They are collaborators here, in this hollow beneath the tree. By all rights this vixen should already be dead. When Amy met her she was septicemic and miscarried one of her litter that first night. But with Amy’s help she was able to stabilize the struggling little mama and then, incredibly, she learned that the vixen knew where the medicines were that she needed herself.

It reminds Amy of her visit with the Karen tribes of Thailand. She got to live in one of their mountain villages for ten days once. Their elephants are sacred and instrumental members of the community, working not only as draft animals and guardians but also the doctors and nurses of the village. Mature elephants would diagnose ailing humans and animals, then go off into the jungle to find the necessary herbs. The elephant would eat the herb, and upon their return encourage the sick villagers to eat, or in some instances smoke, their droppings.

So Amy learned to patiently follow the waddling little fox from bush to tree, collecting samples. She first tried giving the herbs to the fox raw but she turned her head in rejection every time. So Amy tried poultices, which seemed ineffective through her thick silver fur. Finally she had started a fire and brewed the herbs, steeping them for nearly half an hour before cooling them and pouring them down the vixen’s throat.

She responded by the next morning. Her coat was more lustrous and her body seemed more at ease. But she still carried a litter far too large for her little body. Amy fears that what happened is that with too many kits in her womb, it ruptured when they grew too big. Now they are in a race to get the babies out before she has more internal bleeding and systemic infection.

The vixen waddled out of her nest for the first time in two days this morning, leading Amy to a low thicket of Juniperus communis and then to a flowering lily she doesn’t recognize at all. Amy took pieces of both plants, the stem and the petal and the needles of the juniper and bark. Then she returned to brew them, worried the entire time that the vixen had just chosen an abortifacient—which juniper is—to save her own life and terminate this pregnancy.

But that isn’t what the demanding creature needed. After a long mind-melting series of trials and errors Amy finally learned that she did want these new ingredients, but not until they were added to three of the others. Only when Amy had finally put it together in the proper order did her patient acquiesce and sip from the hollow trencher of bark until the broth was gone.

Now Amy is catching her breath, trying to recall what being a human is like after these deep days here with the little fox. Over the course of their non-verbal dialogue, Amy was somehow able to glean from context that the fox has no intention of losing her babies. This medicine will save them all. And she is so close now, the litter coming perhaps tomorrow or the next day. But there is an equal chance they all die first.

If Amy only had a real veterinary station here. She isn’t an actual fully practicing medical professional or anything but she did spend a long summer once sterilizing sea lions. That made her handy with a scalpel for sure. Here she doesn’t even have a sharp rock. Nor anything resembling clamps. With the amount of blood that might be lost here, clamps and sutures are probably the tools she misses the most. But there’s a sphagnum moss the vixen has shown her that not only absorbs an astounding amount of blood but seems to coagulate or perhaps even heal her internal wounds. It had been a delicate operation inserting bits of it up her birth canal, during the first of Amy’s sleepless nights.

Now the vixen bleats a demand at her again. It’s been an hour or more since her last dose and perhaps she needs another. Amy ducks back into the cozy little shelter she’s built against the hollow in the trunk. She lifts the bark trencher to offer another dose but the vixen isn’t asking for it. Her eyes are glassy again, always a bad sign, and her belly is once again distended, as if the kits aren’t lying right. The expectant mother rolls onto her side with a groan and reaches out a beseeching paw.

“Oh no! What is it, mama? I thought you were on the mend. What’s wrong?”

The little fox pants, her forepaws twitching. She is clearly in distress. Is this it? Is this the moment Amy has come to fear more than all others? She has poured her heart and soul into saving this beautiful little animal, and she isn’t ready to lose her and all her babies too. “No. No you don’t. No no…”

She strokes the vixen’s ear and in her agony the fox snares Amy’s ring finger in her molars and grinds down on it.

Amy hisses in pain, sharing it now with the vixen. The creature somehow retains the presence of mind not to break her skin, but it is still tooth against knuckle-bone in sharp agony.

The vixen finally releases Amy’s finger and rolls away. Amy clutches her poor injured hand and scrambles after. No. This splendid creature can’t die. There must be something she can do…

With a stuttering grunt the vixen bears down. Blood trickles from between her rear legs. Amy exclaims and uses the remainder of their moss to stanch the flow. She holds it in place as long as she can and after a nearly unendurable episode the vixen’s breath finally regularizes and she seems to pass into a calm sleep.

Amy removes the moss. A dozen milliliters or more of blood is in her hand. And also, to her complete shock, a pale wriggling fetus no larger than her pinky finger.

Amy exclaims. “Oh! Oh…! Come on now, sweet thing! Tiny one! You got this! Uh… Uh…” The fetal kit is blind, its eyes pink-lidded orbs, and it hardly moves. She folds it gently into her hands, hoping against hope that her own warmth is enough to… to what? She can’t keep this premature newborn alive. Her mother isn’t even lactating yet. There’s no nourishment or therapy Amy can provide the poor thing. If she was merciful she’d just suffocate it right now and end its short tragic life. But she can’t do that. Not when there’s a chance, however remote, that it can hang on.

“Poor mama.” Amy curls around the sleeping vixen. “Poor poor mama. Oh my god. Your uterus must be in such miserable shape. Just hold on, mama. Just hold on one more day…”

And for the first time in days, Amy sleeps.

Ξ

“Jay.”

“Miriam.”

“I was looking for you.”

“I was looking for you.”

“Oh? And what do you need, love?”

“Uh, we got a kind of situation. Underground. So you’re the first one we thought of. What do you need?”

“A spliff. Cracking headache here.”

“Got you, mamacita.” His fingers are so practiced that the joint appears from his pocket as if by magic.

“Bless.” Miriam takes his lighter and sparks up, inhaling deeply before passing the joint and rubbing the center of her forehead with her fingertips.

“Oh, here you go.” Jay hauls on her shoulder, turning her roughly around, and puts his big warm hands on the base of her neck. Then he starts kneading the muscles, parting them to get to the tendons beneath…

Miriam groans and her knees nearly buckle. She falls back against him instead.

Jay laughs. “Yeah, I know a thing or two about headaches. Let me just give you a quick little adjustment here. I can do more later. We’re on sort of a kind of time crunch here.”

“Who’s we?” Miriam’s eyes are closed, already spinning in the THC euphoria and tension release.

Instead of answering, Jay folds her arms up against her chest and lifts her off her feet, bouncing her up and down until she finally releases her spine and the vertebrae pop, five time up a musical scale. She sighs and three more release between her shoulder blades. Then he drops, stretching her out on the dry pine needles, and kneels at her head. He rolls her skull from side to side until she starts to breathe more deeply, releasing those fibers. Then he rolls his knuckles along the straps of tendon.

Beneath her closed lids she sees fireworks. Miriam groans again. Her next breath is deep and shuddering. She drops within herself like a free diver going down, down, deeper than she has in years. For an instant she touches a remembered dimension of herself that she hasn’t seen in years. Oh, what a trickster she had always been. When did that core identity disappear?

Too quickly it’s over and Jay is pulling her back to her feet. There is something thrilling in being manhandled so. Alonso never did. His strength is different. But this lad is like an amusement park ride. What fun.

She opens her eyes with something of the old mischief in them. Now that she recalls how feisty she used to be, she won’t forget it again for love nor money. Oh, this is what she had lost with her five years of grief. Her fey spirit, true to no reality but her own.

Jay sees the feline light in Miriam’s eye and it wipes the smile from his face. Uh oh. What has he done now? “Uh. Cash or credit. Tips accepted.”

Miriam cups Jay’s chin and gives him a deep liquid kiss. She steps back, appraising him. “Thanks, doll. You’ve got the strongest hands. Now, what was your underground mishap?”

“Ah. Right.” Jay’s head is spinning. That was a hell of a kiss. “Yeah. It’s this way. You need anything? We might be a minute. But we really should, uh, get going…”

Miriam rolls her head around. “Right. That really did help. Ah, I can think again. Let me just snare my kit then and we’re off. You keep saying we…”

“Yeah. Jidadaa. If it ain’t one thing with that chick it’s another.”

They pass through pine camp so she can retrieve her canvas sack filled with tools. Then they walk deeper into the grove upslope of the meadow.

Jay hands Miriam the joint. She’d forgotten completely about it. Once again, she’s gotten way more high than intended. But at least she hasn’t thought about her headache now for nearly five minutes. Strong medicine, this. She takes another tiny puff and passes it right back.

“So there are more of these goddamn military tunnels under this island than anyone knew. I mean, seriously. Here. Up on this outcrop. Check it out.”

“Limestone.” Miriam approaches it, the rough crags of the pale reddish stone indicating the inclusion of something ferrous. “Siderite. Interesting feature. Thank you for showing it to me.”

“No. In here.” Jay weaves around the highest of the stone tops, chest high, and leads her to a crack in the ground that disappears into darkness.

“Oooo, you sure have the most surprises, Jay my boy. What a lovely spot.” Miriam kneels at the fissure’s edge, peering down into the inky void. Then an oval face looms up out of it like a swimmer breaching and Miriam falls back with a gasp.

Jidadaa blinks at her. “Good. Coming?”

After Miriam’s heart stops racing, she smiles devilishly and hauls herself into the cave entrance, lowering and extending her leg until she can find a solid footing. “Cheers.” She smiles up at Jay, then descends into the ground like a babe crawling back into the womb.

The tang of iron in the air is noticeable. Geology come to life. This is a ragged tunnel, carved at a deep angle into the heart of the outcrop. Miriam picks her way downward, putting on work gloves and turning on her headlamp. She realizes that until she did, Jidadaa was climbing around down here without any light at all. Barefoot. Sensing the path with her feet, most likely. Now this is a real trickster here come to life. The girl named Doom can never be depended upon to be anything other than herself.

They move quickly, squeezing through narrow passages, and drop perhaps twenty meters in a few minutes. Then they suddenly spill out onto a larger tunnel, squared-off and shored up with dark timbers like an old-time mine. “Oh!” Miriam is startled by the change. She’d thought this adventure would be more challenging. But she can stand up nearly straight in here. It is a straight passage that extends before her but ends in a collapsed cascade of rock behind. She illuminates the nearest wall. They’ve gotten beneath the limestone layer. “Phosphorite, with kernels of silicates. Must have been a bloody beast to dig through. Poor bastards.”

Jidadaa only regards Miriam with a blank stare. “Come.”

Miriam nods and gives Jidadaa a brave chuckle. But it is spooky down here. Now now, old girl. Her old self used to run to embrace the darkness. When she walked in the Irish woods at night as a teen, she’d get worried about someone following her, a pervert from town or a mythical monster who only came out at night. And sometimes she would shock herself into stillness. The only way she could get moving again, alone in the cold foggy night, had been to tell herself that she wasn’t someone’s prey out here. She was the predator, hunting them.

That internal pivot meant everything. Instead of waiting in dread for something to befall her, she would lean forward, knees bent, and divide the darkness with her focused intent.

Miriam does the same here. This is an uncanny place, yes, but she’s an uncanny woman. This is her home, these dark secret caverns that have been forgotten by anyone yet living.

“Look.” Jay, bringing up the rear, directs Miriam’s gaze away from the stone and toward one of the timbers. It has writing on it. Ideograms. “Chinese? Japanese? I don’t know enough to tell.”

Miriam studies the crude symbols carved into the wood. She takes out her phone and takes a picture. “We’ll figure it out. Where does this tunnel lead anyway?”

“The Ussiaxan village. Jidadaa wants me and her to run support for the ladies while they’re in there. But we can’t get past this blockage. Kind of a new development, if I’m reading Jidadaa right. She thought it would be clear sailing.”

They pass under a dark band of moisture that bisects the tunnel. Drips form puddles at their feet. “Creek.” Jidadaa points above.

“Ah, yes. The creek in the meadow.” Miriam orients herself. “We’re passing right under. What a massive engineering project this must have been.” They continue on, another thousand steps or so, the tunnel as straight and regular as a hospital corridor. Miriam begins to see why Jidadaa felt no need for light.

They pass a junction, then another, passages on the left and right disappearing into the dark. “Where do those lead?” Miriam asks.

“No way out.” Jidadaa urges her on. “Now here. Katrina looks for Jidadaa. Too long.”

“Yes. Mustn’t keep Katrina waiting. Aha. Is this your rockfall?”

“This year I did not come. Not last year but year before, the way is clear.” Jidadaa shrugs, helpless, standing before the slide. “Now, too much rock.”

“Well, let’s see…” Miriam appraises the slide. It is mostly a cone of gravel that must have been folded long ago into a metamorphic seam that has broken open. The ancient riverbed was released but instead of flooding the tunnel with water it spilled a surfeit of pale gray riverstones and yellow sand. Miriam removes a collapsible spade and sets its handle. Then she climbs the slope and digs at it, trying to clear the rupture so she can attempt to fix it.

Beneath the layers of sand and gravel is a wetter clay. Well this should be suitable for her purposes. She clears the top of the cone and digs the clay back into the fissure, sealing it as best she can.

Then it’s just a matter of clearing out the gravel so they can win through to the far side. The work goes smoothly. Until it doesn’t.

Her spade hits something woody. She stops and clears the falling sand from what she hit. She can only slow the cascade, though, and not make it stop. The streams of sand fall like ribbons of blond hair over a skull darkened by time.

Miriam beholds the desiccated remains of a human body.

Lisica Chapters

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6 – Rolling Her Eyes

Katrina stands alone on the beach holding the complex controller. The fully-assembled drone crouches at her feet, black rods and spindles extending a meter along every axis. It is afternoon, gray and gloomy. The sea mutters in the lagoon, sending choppy little waves up the dark sand.

Inside the bunker, Pradeep had set up a widescreen monitor for everyone to watch. Then he retreated to his platform outside, to monitor the web app on his laptop for Katrina while she drives. Only Maahjabeen is outside with him. She sits on the edge of her platform with a heavy pair of binoculars and a tablet, taking measurements, watching a line of buoys she set on the lagoon, trying to untangle the oscillations of the ocean’s local interactions with land. The interior of the island is the least of her concerns.

“And away we go…!” Katrina whoops and gently pulls on the joystick, lifting the drone smoothly into the air. “Ah ha ha haaa! Such power!” It rises with a loud whirr, slicing the air. She engages the other joystick, just a touch, and the drone climbs at a steep angle toward the trees and the cliff.

“See what I mean?” Jay asks the room. “Those redwoods are at least a hundred meters. Look at those split trunks! So massive, even at this height! The tallest one on record is over a hundred fifteen!”

“Don’t get too close!” Alonso bellows out the door. “That whole drone package was like the second line on my budget!” He turns to everyone crowded around the monitor. “The gimbal alone to move the camera around cost like three thousand dollars. And the camera lenses? Don’t get me started.”

“You always complain about budgets.” Miriam pats his hand. “But drones like this didn’t even exist five years ago. Be happy for what you have, you old grump.” The drone clears the crowns of the trees and the cliff scrolls upward, dark and fractured. Miriam leans in. “And there it is! Finally! We’re recording this, right?”

Amy calls out, “You’re recording all this video, right, Prad?”

“In 4K!” He finds a button that allows a column of data to be displayed on the bunker’s monitor. GPS coordinates, battery life, windspeed. The altitude climbs above two hundred meters.

“Yes…” Miriam breathes. “The clarity is extraordinary. I might be able to do a proper visual exam from the ground with this tool.”

“If we could only graft a shovel onto its gimbal,” Amy laughs, “Miriam would never need to leave her camp chair.”

Up, up, up it goes, everyone silent. Jay shakes his head at the size of the cliff. It reminds him of El Capitan in Yosemite. He never would have gotten to the top. Falling to his death would have been far more likely. The drone clears a false cliff’s edge at around three hundred-eighty meters, the rounded shoulder’s flats obscured by dense shrubs. Then the true wall rises behind it.

Miriam jumps to her feet. “Here! See? I knew it! Actual igneous spine there exposed on the left! Weathered and worn. Must be ages old. Volcanic origin. Now I can start working on a model. Finally.”

Movement on the cliff face, a blur of gray. “Wait! Stop! There! There!” Amy squeals. “Back! Down! Oh, hurry! Didn’t you see it?Who’s controlling the camera?”

“What?” Katrina calls out. “I can. I think both of us can.”

“Down! We saw a mammal! Please!”

Katrina stops the drone’s ascent and the camera tilts and swivels. “Where?” she asks.

“No, it’s already gone,” Jay groans.

“What was it?” Pradeep asks, scrubbing through the captured video in a separate window. All he catches is a blur of something with the general dimensions of a domestic cat. But it’s gone now. They can’t find it again. It’s vanished into a crevice or hole.

“Lisica!” Katrina calls out. “Fox Island! Now onward! Upward!” She lifts the drone again, eager to get to the top.

“Yes…” Alonso breathes, like he’s watching a football match and the striker is nearing the goal. “Yes…!”

The last of the cliffs, fringed in green coastal grasses and thick trees, finally vanish beneath. They can see nothing now but a gray vault above. Then the camera tilts down from the sky and the entirety of the isle is finally revealed.

As one they all lean in. The bunker fills with their exclamations and sighs of pleasure. Lisica is magnificent, folds of dark green forests dropping into deep canyons. It is like a great emerald jewel, faceted a million-fold, cast carelessly into the gray-blue sea. The folds continue on, dropping and rising in a multitude of ridges and valleys. Soft gray light only makes the greens more deep.

Alonso knows more of the island than the others. He saw a hand-sketched map once in a meeting with Baitgie and his consultants that they wouldn’t let him keep. But even he is astounded by the complexity of the interior. He realizes he had expected the cliffs to be like some simple rim of an elongated bowl, with a single river running its length carving one valley within. But in reality there are uncountable rivers and streams down there, each with its own slot canyon or wide valley, all overlapping and undercutting each other to leave isolated spires crowned by redwoods and bare brown cliffs dropping into shadow.

“This looks exactly like the Santa Cruz Mountains.” Jay sweeps his uninjured hand across the features. “Super deep canyons, all in a maze. So easy to get lost. And the steepest climbs. If there aren’t any trails in there then, yeah. That’s gonna be an adventure for sure. No wonder the helicopter crews came back with nothing.”

“I mean,” Triquet sniffs, “where did they even land? I’ve seen Chinese landscape paintings with more level ground.”

“Oh, but it’s so beautiful,” Amy sighs. “And this is probably as close as we’ll ever get to see it. So pristine. Ah, well. I’m just glad spots like this still exist in the world.”

Katrina patrols the edge of the cliff, the drone never out of direct line of sight. It has a return-home function if the signal is lost but she doesn’t want to test it out unless it’s necessary.

Now Mandy points at the screen. “Oh my god! I wondered if the forests were large enough to generate their own weather patterns. Look at that moisture column riding up the thermal there. Yay. This place is going to change every weather model at NOAA!”

“The battery is at thirty-five,” Miriam calls out with worry.

“Yeh, the show is over, folks!” Katrina takes one last sweeping pass across the top of the cliffs. “Any particular way you want me to come down?”

“Safely!” Alonso answers.

“Bring it down the waterfall!” Jay calls out.

“Ooo neat!”

The drone swings aside toward its new goal. Yet the waterfall doesn’t appear. “Where is it?” Pradeep stands and crosses the beach with his laptop to stand beside Katrina so he can get a clear view of the drone.

She pilots it downward at an angle to the east, trying to intersect the line of water that must at some point lead to the falls. But the cliffs are less monolithic here, and break up into a cluster of tiny rills at the top covered by what look to be madrone trees.

Only by pulling back from the edge and getting an angle nearly a kilometer wide can they finally spot the waterfall spewing from beneath the trees at a spot nearly a hundred meters below the top of the cliffs. Katrina descends, following the falling spout through the soaring terns and gulls, until the redwoods from below hide it from view and with a happy sigh she brings the drone in for a bumpy landing at her feet.

Ξ

Flavia wrestles with Plexity. Alonso’s design document was a mess and it has taken a week just to rewrite it as a list of actionable bullet points that actually make sense and aren’t riddled with internal logic errors. Now she is building the architecture of the program in earnest, testing different modules she always keeps on hand as off-the-shelf solutions to many of its features. She is having modest success, plugging away at her laptop in the bunker sitting beside everyone else, when the magnitude of the island is revealed to her on the drone’s monitor.

It ruins her mood. Not just the enormity of it but the… texture. The mind-numbing complexity. Ah. That is where he got the word. Flavia is fluent but incurious with her English. It isn’t nearly as interesting a language as Python, for example. But no language ever invented can encompass this island. Impossible. So stupid. How can she hope to model all that in Plexity? With only seven weeks left? Alonso is a madman. Mathematics isn’t an employee you can browbeat to follow your deadlines. It is all so hopeless. His outsized ambitions are bounded by the unbreakable laws of nature and time itself.

“And if it were me,” she mutters, deleting a column of code that can be done better, more neatly, elsewhere, “that would be a cask of Nebbiolo instead of that French syrup.”

With the drone landed and the monitor off, the crowd disperses. Flavia sighs, needing a break, needing a change of headspace or scenery or something. Maybe she will take another shower. When Esquibel had told her half an hour ago that the waterfall water was testing clean but she still wanted a stool sample, Flavia had simply stared at her, wrestling with an unreasoning fury, fighting the impulse to call a lawyer.

As everyone departs the bunker, Amy hangs back, hearing the ragged emotion in that sigh. She returns to bow at Flavia’s elbow. “Flavia, I’ve got a nice—”

“No! Basta! No tea! No pity! None of your manipulation, please! You have something to say to me, Amy, you say it to my face!”

“Ah.” Amy blushes and stammers. “I didn’t… I’m sorry. I was just going to ask if you’d like a space of your own.”

“Obviously! I would like nothing more.”

“I’ve been working on these panels. To give people privacy in here. And I was wondering if you’d like a spot with a window—”

“Is there glass in this window?” Flavia stands and allows Amy to lead her to the near wall beside the door.

“Well, it’s this window.” The frame is rusted and a mineral stain in the concrete makes it look ill. It hasn’t held glass in ages.

“Then no. And no, I don’t want it.”

“Okay then let’s just move you further down the wall. Would you like to be next to the kitchen?”

“Of course not! That would be too loud.”

“Yes. Then between them. A little cubicle right here. Maybe the same size as Esquibel’s clean room?”

More protests die on Flavia’s lips. It is no use being irate when the other person is just so soft about everything. It is like punching a pillow. And it only makes her feel less understood and more alone. “Fine. Here will be fine. Thank you for making the panels.”

Katrina walks through the door of the bunker holding the drone. She is crowing in triumph, a wordless happy sound. “Did you see? Did you see it all?” She places the controller beside the monitor and claps her hands. Then she works on disassembling the drone enough for it to fit under the table.

Behind her, the sun suddenly blazes through the door. Amy laughs, “Well doesn’t Katrina just brighten a room!”

It’s the first time the sun has broken through in several days and it draws all of them outside. They find Alonso in his camp chair with Miriam dancing around him. He already has a glass of wine in his hand and his phone plays a torrid Cuban ballad. Miriam sings along…

No se que tiene tu voz que facina
No se que tiene tu voz tan divina
Que magico vuelo de traje consuelo a mi corazon

Her hands flutter around him, caressing him. He nods along to the old standard, the sun on his face. He can’t recall the last time he was this happy. Miriam is as stunning as ever. The island has finally unlocked its secrets. And the wine is getting even softer on his tongue. He kisses her fingers as they trail across his beard. Suddenly he has the impulse to cut it off. He wants to feel her hand against his cheek like he used to. But he doesn’t even have a razor. He will have to ask someone else. For now, he watches his wife remind him of her indescribable beauty. She is so long and lean, with classic lines. Her strong profile and soulful eyes have always reminded him of a silent film star. She is like Garbo or Marlene Dietrich, an imposing legend of a woman. She sways, sinuous and laughing, around him. Ah, he missed her so much!

Someone re-fills his glass before he can empty it. What a magical time. These young scientists are the future. And the future for once is looking so bright. Why, the sun has come out to celebrate with them! Even the sea lions are singing again!

Maahjabeen is called by them, drawing her away from the loud celebration. She stalks down the beach toward the small colony, noting their new positions on the rocks. Steller Sea Lions are the most massive pinnipeds she’s ever seen, three meters long and a thousand kilos. They could snap her kayaks in half. She will have to steer clear of their favorite spots until she knows them better.

The sun is already low, angling into her eyes as she studies the water. It is so lovely in the afternoon light, crystals sparkling from its edges as a deep blue gelid hue rises from the depths. The water murmurs to her liquidly and the little waves chatter and crump. And then her eye catches movement from the surf beyond the lagoon. A tall black curved dorsal fin.

She recognizes that silhouette. It’s a killer whale. No wonder the sea lions are up on the rocks so close to the humans who disturbed them. They are seeking refuge from hunting orcas.

Fantastic! She has never been in waters that orcas inhabit. This is a tremendous sighting. She should tell the biologists, but she has no impulse to share it with anyone. At least for now… The relationship Maahjabeen has with the ocean is very private and personal. This is like her spirit animal, if she had one, rising from the deep to tell her she is in the right place, on the right path. This curved dorsal fin looks like death to the sea lions but to her it is a sign from God.

Also, it means that there is a navigable route through all that crashing surf. She just needs to paddle like an orca to find it. She laughs at herself. That’s all. Just be like the most powerful swimmer in the ocean. Ha.

Oh, this entire place transforms in the sunlight!

Ξ

“There isn’t much we can do with all the pre-packaged crap but I do try to be creative.” Amy works in the kitchen, dropping a half dozen packages of ramen in a pot at a rolling boil.

Esquibel watches her, arms crossed. She’s never been much of a cook herself. It’s one of those skills she has set aside for others so she can be a proper specialist. Also, whenever she imagines herself bending over the stove she flashes on her grandfather abusing her grandmother with words and blows while she cooked for him. The outrage for this injustice still constricts her chest. And it keeps her out of the kitchen. “I am hoping that a biologist like yourself will not mind if I bring up the subject of human waste while you cook.”

“Well.” Amy wrinkles her nose. “I’ll try not to let it change how I season things. Here. Stir.”

Esquibel takes the wooden spoon from Amy with the air of a sulky teen. She swirls the noodles in the pot while Amy shaves a ginger root with a scalpel-sharp paring knife. “The trench is nearly full. And it is abominable. Not everyone has been good about using the sand to cover their messes.”

“Biggest non-secret in camp, that’s for sure.”

“We need a second trench.”

“We need a bioreactor. Then we can keep using the same trench, at least until we get something more civilized set up some day.”

“Yes, and we need indoor plumbing too but we aren’t getting it any time soon. I don’t know what you mean by bioreactor, though it sounds… experimental. We need a new trench. So I’m consulting you, as the senior field biologist, where you would like us to dig it.”

“Hmm. Well I’ve never been happy about how close that one was to the seasonal tributary that runs about twenty meters away. Let me ask Jay. Nobody has covered more ground here than he has. And let’s think about wind issues. We can’t have it upwind, wherever upwind is. So maybe we should talk to Mandy. Also, it will need to have a plentiful supply of sand nearby. Huh. What a long list. That’s tricky.”

Amy adds chiffoned carrot and a few herbs from a row of jars to an oil infusion in a bowl. Esquibel realizes this will be a process instead of an actual answer. “Well, I will get that started then.” She hands the spoon back to Amy and heads outside to find Mandy.

Esquibel skirts the celebration. She doesn’t nearly ever drink wine or smoke drugs. The whole public display of private emotion like this is discomforting. Why can’t people handle their business themselves without turning everything into a music show?

She finds Mandy crouched beside the kayaks with Maahjabeen, who is giving her much the same energy Esquibel brought into the kitchen. Tough African women, she laughs to herself. Always asserting ourselves. Never given power. Whatever we have, we have to take. She offers a formal nod to the young Tunisian oceanographer, in respect.

“Oh, hey, Skeebee. No, Maahjabeen, the problem is I don’t know how to do the roll thing. In Hawai’i it was all open deck boats. You’d just fall off into the water all the time.”

“Then I am afraid I will not be taking you out onto any of these waters, no matter how calm they are. These are my personal craft, that I brought to Japan for a specific project along the Kagoshima coast. They are my babies.”

“Oh, I totally understand. I love my gear, like, so much. I’m just trying to figure out how I can ever get out of this protected little cove here to take some real measurements. I need to get out and feel the wind!” Mandy stands and stretches, exposing her golden skin to the shuddering breeze. The long flag of her black hair flares out. Esquibel feels a deep stirring again within her. She loves Mandy so much. But she also lusts for her in ways she never really has for any other woman. It is such a deep animal impulse she is embarrassed about it. She’s never spoken of it, not even to Mandy. She only showed her once or twice in the past, getting rougher in bed than the dear Hawaiian girl ever wanted. Esquibel had pulled back then, and she will always keep that animal on a chain, coiled deep in her loins. She is a modern woman—not a beast.

Esquibel asks and Mandy falls silent, taking her question about the placement of the new trench very seriously. Maahjabeen can’t be bothered and stalks away. But she does respond with her own nod to Esquibel as she departs. Finally, Mandy says, “Well, my biggest problem is that the local effects of the cove here form a wind column, our very own thermal that’s heated by the lagoon and dark sand and swirls around as it rises. See, it’s the swirling I’m most concerned about.”

Esquibel realizes this isn’t going to be a simple answer at all. She sighs, pulling a wayward strand of straight black hair from Mandy’s eyes. “You know, I grew up watching Gilligan’s Island on TV for the English. They were all wrecked on an island together. And they never talked about where they left their waste. Not once. It never occurred to me it’d be such a huge issue until I joined the Navy.”

Mandy shrugs. “When I’m on hikes like in Waipi’o Valley you’re just supposed to squat anywhere below the high tide line. But if we did that here, Maahjabeen would tear our throats out.”

“With her sharp claws.”

Mandy leans in, coy. “I think she’s single, though. No ring. And a nomad lifestyle. I mean, uh-huh, girlfriend.”

Esquibel laughs. “Is your gaydar tingling again?”

“I’m just saying. Sharp claws make her… interesting.” Mandy gives Esquibel an impish smile and leans into her. “She isn’t mean or anything. She just wants respect.”

“Don’t we all, sister.” Esquibel gets another idea. “I will go ask Triquet. They may have an idea as an archaeologist. Where would they expect to find a trench here? If you observational scientists can’t help me, maybe the historical record can.”

Ξ

Evening falls and Amy’s ramen is shared and appreciated. The wine makes the rounds as Katrina spins her lush lounge music. The number of crabs that crowd the beaches has dramatically decreased since their first few nights, though the bold ones still scuttle around the edge of the light, in automatic scavenging mode.

Alonso remains in his chair. His wine glass is miraculously never empty. He is profoundly drunk, for the first time in years. Miriam squirms in his lap in the most pleasing way. Katrina, that elf, plays the nicest music. So relaxing. And now the stars are out. The evening star and the crescent moon. Venus is so green it is almost painful to behold. In a few hours the Milky Way will be booming across the sky. But in a few hours he will not be awake to see it. He will pass out. And soon. No. First he needs to relieve himself. He puts a hand on Miriam’s waist, interrupting her conversation with… who is that behind him? Ah. Amy. Of course. The three of them back together again, just like before. Ahh. Like destiny!

“What is it, Zo?” Miriam cups his face and kisses him.

“Bladder.”

“Ah!” She twists herself off him and beckons to Amy. “Help me get him up. Where are we going?”

But the wine makes him proud. “No no. I am fine. Just help me up. I can do the rest myself.”

Amy clucks in disapproval. “It’s pretty dark out there, Lonzo.”

They heave on him and the pain shoots through his feet and up his legs. He shudders, the torture still echoing through him, but he shakes it off with a grimace and starts shuffling toward the closest bank of shadows. And they still guide him by the elbows! Alonso pulls his arms away and draws himself up, clasping himself closely around the pain. It is his. They wouldn’t understand. It is all he has to himself now. And he must do this alone. “Please.”

“Fine,” Miriam backs away. “Don’t let the crabs eat you.”

He turns away, unable to watch how his dark gaze dismays them. He will be right back. But right now it feels as though he will burst. He shuffles through the sand to a nearby tree. Perhaps it is a bit closer to camp than he should be, but he can’t hold it any longer. He fumbles with his pants and releases a hissing stream with a sigh.

Once he’s done he can’t seem to stop standing there, leaning against the tree, the cool darkness all around him. Then to his utter surprise a shape drifts across his view, the size of a tall child like nine years old, with long pale ringlets that catch the faint starlight framing a pointed chin and triangular face. Their foot steps into a patch of dry grass and Alonso hears the susurrus of their passage. No, this is not just a drunken vision. This person is real.

He opens his mouth but the shade ducks under a branch and withdraws silently into the underbrush. Alonso stands petrified in the darkness. Has he just seen a ghost? He would scream but the alcohol has so completely bludgeoned him that he can’t manage to. And if it isn’t a ghost, then what is it? What has he just seen?

This is too much for his addled brain to handle. He needs to tell everyone. If this is an abandoned child here on Lisica then they need to make their rescue the top priority. Now where did he leave his cane? His arms wave around in the darkness until he locates it leaning against the far side of the tree. He begins shuffling back, trying to guess the implications of what having another human here will be. He can’t let it interrupt his research, though. He can’t!

And with that thought Alonso trips on a tree root and pitches forward, his head cracking against another root and his vision exploding with light.

Ξ

Jay leans back against the rusted metal panel of the sub’s engine room, smoking his heaviest indica. It’s just him and Katrina down here. She’s set up some tiny disco lights that shine pastel splotches against the dark walls and she spins a tiny disco ball on her deck. The music is a little more crunchy down here, more techno and less soulful, which only seems appropriate.

“Let me hit that.” She dances over to him, careful not to bump into his extended leg or immobilized arm, and pinches the joint. She takes an expert drag, blowing it into his face with a grin. “How you doing down there, mate?”

“Been better. But this ain’t bad.” He giggles. Katrina does too. “Hotboxing a buried sub. Definitely a first, yo.”

“I’m still so hype from flying the drone. I want to dance all night. Are you gonna stay up with me, sailor?” They’re both young souls, innocent, two kids discussing a sleepover.

“Sure, Katrina. Like I got anything else to do.” He tries and fails to keep the bitterness out of his voice. This injury and its recovery are going to suuuuuck.

She closes one eye and tilts her head. “Well, then. Let’s get this party rolling.” Katrina removes a pair of pills from a small bottle. She wears a pair of corduroy overall shorts in dark pink and the bottle remains in the square snap pocket over her breasts.

“I don’t know, dude. I’ve never done molly when I’m in pain.” That can’t be a good idea. Won’t it make him feel his injury more?

“No, it’s fine,” she assures him, swallowing hers dry. “I utterly wrecked my tailbone on a skateboard last summer and when I was rolling I literally couldn’t feel a thing. Or, rather, I didn’t care.”

He holds his hand out. “Yeah, I could use a big fat slice of not caring right now.” She laughs as he gulps the pill down. They stare at each other. “Now what do we do?”

“Now?” She runs her hands up her sides, swaying to the music. “You can watch me dance.”

“Uh,” Jay takes a sip from his water bottle and then another huge hit from his joint. “Right on.” She returns to her deck and drops the bass, then spins away into a low stance so she can bounce like an ape to the beat, her hair whipping the air. “Damn, girl,” he laughs. “Go get it!”

Jay is drawn to Katrina as a kindred spirit. They are both young and healthy and beautiful. Life is a celebration. He holds up his hand, keeping time, as the first tentacles of MDMA uncoil deep within his blood.

His head falls back and the pain in his ankle and hand and head all dull, spreading over him in an oily ooze. Great. Now he has distributed pain all over his body. He isn’t sure this is any better. He laughs, a sad sound, drawing Katrina’s attention.

She’d closed her eyes, falling deep into the mechanical structure of this classic Squarepusher track. But Jay’s harsh laugh recalls her to this time and place. Oh, the poor boy. Trapped in his body, unable to run free, unable to dance. She reaches out and brushes her fingers down his face, from his forehead to his chin, trying to draw the darkness out of him. He shouldn’t be dark. He’s far too sweet and cute. Katrina kisses the tip of Jay’s nose.

He grunts in surprise. Then she spins away, dancing again. He watches her in wonder, astounded that he has never appreciated the arch of her neck and how it vanishes so nicely into her jaw. Katrina. What a vision. And she’s just so brilliant and sweet. Why, they all are! Even the crabby ones. They are all the most amazing people here. His heart unfolds in gratitude and awe at the beauty around him, the landscape of the world now only truly discernible in emotional terms. He claps his hands to his mouth, overcome.

Katrina spins and spins, her eyes tripping on the pattern her feet make against the steel panels of the floor. The lights deepen their hue and her breath comes shorter in her chest. Oh, here comes the first flush of the trip. Always her favorite. It crashes through her like a wave of hot blood and she surrenders to it. The indescribable pleasures of ecstasy. She never gets tired of it. Her hands reach out to Jay, to join with him in this moment, but he doesn’t reach back.

Katrina realizes her eyes are closed. She opens them to find Jay weeping, his hands over his mouth, watching her. “What is it?” She leans down and pets his hair. “What’s wrong?”

“You’re just so beautiful. It’s all so… Lisica is…!” He holds up a hand, words failing him completely.

She grabs that hand, lacing her fingers through his. It’s so big and warm and the palm has so many hard calluses. She kisses his wrist. “You’re beautiful too, Jay. You are.”

He shakes his head in wonder. “I am?”

She laughs at him. He looks five years old. Until he takes another drag from the joint. He offers it to her and she puffs, but this is good molly. Pure. The best. THC doesn’t even make a dent in her glowing, pulsing aura. She is music. She is love. “We can do this…” she shares a wicked grin, “every night.”

“Damn.” The concept seems beyond him. In fact, the molly seems to be hitting Jay pretty hard. His eyelids flutter and his fingers reach out and poke at her nose and lips. “Are we…? Are we underwater?”

She smiles. “The sub is.”

“Oh.” He nods. This makes sense. They are in a sub, subs are underwater, this sub has water in it. And now they are breathing the heavy warm water. Oh, this is what he thought was blood. But it isn’t. It’s just water and light. Why is Katrina looking at him like that? She is a mermaid, floating here in the deep, bubbles playing about her mouth. Didn’t she just kiss him? A mermaid’s kiss? Wasn’t that supposed to be some kind of luck? Oh. She probably wants me to kiss her back.

Jay leans forward to cup her jaw but Katrina giggles and spins away again. Yes, they are in a sub and the sub is underwater and she is dancing happily with the whales now, the squids and octopi in the benthic deeps. If only she had some bioluminescence to play with, she would decorate herself like an aborigine.

Katrina pushes the slider on the master volume. This passage is one of her favorites. She always played it on her drives home from uni, sunroof open, speakers banging out the chords. Now she lifts her fists to match the beat but knocks one against the far hatch. Ow. That steel is unforgiving.

Steel. Steel everywhere. An entire cocoon of it, with her and Jay the transforming larvae within. For some reason she needs to claim the entirety of the cocoon. So she ducks through the hatch and dances down the hall, blessing the warrant officer and captain’s cabins with her sacred movement. Techno blasts her recklessly down the sub, echoing into clamor. Then for the big chorus she swings into the control room and spins around the periscope pillar like it’s her dance partner.

Back in the engine room, Jay is still overcome with emotion. He still feels her hand on his cheek, and a tendril of her soft hair that tickled him as it fell across his forehead and the bridge of his nose. He has never really been in love before. Girls have never been able to hold his attention for more than a night’s hookup. But the tenderness he feels for Katrina at this moment is a revelation. He understands now with deep insight how a knight can swear himself to a lady—a lady who may never love him in return. It doesn’t matter. Only the sanctity of the love does, and the purity of action that leads from it.

Jay opens his eyes. Wait. She’s gone. He laughs at himself, a big guffaw. Oh, yes, so connected to his lady fair. So connected that he didn’t even realize she’d left. Where did she go? He stands up, forgetting about his ankle until he puts weight on it. Then pain blooms in his extremity and he crashes sideways against the ground. He tries to break his fall with his broken hand and more pain blooms there. Why, he’s like a blooming fucking rosebush with all the pain that erupts from him.

But still she doesn’t come. So with a deep breath he hauls himself upright again and limps from the engine room through the hatch. “Hello?” The light is dim and indirect here. His head spins, but now he is fighting against the high instead of grooving within it. He can only see shadows in the two cabins off the hall. “Katrina?”

Jay continues to the control room, where the light has gotten really murky. Oh wait. He has a phone in his pocket with a light. Yes. Genius move. Now he’s back on top of his game. “Hello-o-o?”

But she isn’t in the control room either. Huh? Hadn’t they told him that the sub ended here? Yeah. The far hatch is welded shut, just like Triquet said. Then where did she go?

Jay’s gaze falls on one of the floor panels in the corner. It is tilted up, revealing a rectangle of darkness below.

Someone is moving in there. Someone wearing pink corduroy overall shorts. Katrina pops her head up from below. “Guess what Triquet said to me right before we came down here?”

Jay is so relieved to see her he can weep. But she demands an answer. “Uh, I don’t know. Lady Katrina. What?”

“That Tench-class diesel subs have two floors, not one.”

Ξ

Esquibel shines a pen light into Alonso’s pupils. Unlike with Jay, his are the same size. “That’s a surprise,” she murmurs to herself.

“What is?” Miriam asks, fearing brain damage. She should never have let the old drunkard go off in the darkness by himself. She must have been daft. Now she squeezes Amy’s hand in fear of Esquibel’s diagnosis.

“No concussion as far as I can tell. Your husband has a rock-solid head.” They had cleaned up his split scalp. The swelling was quite impressive. But the blood had stopped flowing by the time they had found him. Triquet holds an ice pack pressed against Alonso’s forehead. Esquibel gently peels it away to check the wound but it all seems to be stabilized.

Alonso shifts. He is conscious but he hasn’t responded with more than grunts and monosyllabic answers so far. He appears more abashed or embarrassed than injured though. Esquibel fetches a pair of ibuprofen pills and a cup of water.

“How’s things?” Triquet drawls, pressing the ice pack back onto its spot again. “Your brain still working, señor?”

“Unfortunately,” Alonso growls. “It hurts. So much.”

“Well we have things for that, bucko. Just let us mother you…” Triquet steps back so Esquibel can feed him the painkillers, “and you worry about healing yourself. Got it?”

“I drank too much. So stupid.” Alonso is filled with regret. He only recalls the faded glory of this night from when he sat in the camp chair drinking. Why had he ever left the chair? Oh, yes. To relieve himself. Well, why hadn’t he gone back immediately to it to let the good life return to him? What is it about him that always chases danger, that can never be happy, be settled? Why can’t he just let Miriam love him? “Remember, Mirrie? When I left?”

“Left? To pee on the bush? No? Left where, Zo?” She shares a concerned glance with Amy. Is he fully lucid?

“Left you to go to the Altai. We knew then. There was danger. We knew it. And still I went. Why? Why did I do it?”

“It’s where your subjects were.”

“No, I could have hired a local medical crew. I could have spent my time in the lab. Charlie wouldn’t be—Nadya…” He shrugs, dolorous. “They would both be alive if it wasn’t for me.”

Miriam drags on him, forcing him to look up at her. “Hey. Hey, listen to me, Alonso. This is very important. You didn’t kill them. Those thugs did. Those terrible men. You can’t be responsible for murderers running through the mountains. It wasn’t your fault.”

“But why, Mirrie? Why can’t I ever stay still? Why must I always run away to trouble?”

Miriam has long known the answer to this. There are several factors really—his unrequited grief from losing his mother when he was a teenager, his strict Catholic upbringing, his outsider status as a Cuban expatriate in Spain and New England. They had hashed it all out in the past and resolved to untangle his issues together. But now was not the time. “You did not run to trouble.” She kisses his gray hairline. “You collected data for an important study. It just went… all wrong.”

“So wrong.” He sighs, bleak. His mind is empty. He doesn’t deserve this much love. And yet here it is, indisputable. Miriam and Amy and even Esquibel and Triquet are treating him with such care. They are his responsibility. His family. He cannot let them down.

Ξ

Triquet emerges from the trap door downstairs, a thoughtful look on their face. This object they hold just might change everything.

Flavia is the only one still up. Everyone else has gone to bed. She watches Triquet cross the bunker, the old postcard in their hand. “Eh, what did you find, good Doctor?”

“Well… I found a den of iniquity and vice, first off. Those kids wouldn’t keep their hands to themselves. I mean, I know I’m irresistible but there is such a thing as consent.”

“What are you talking about? I thought you just went down there to check Jay’s concussion?”

“I did. As a favor to Doctor Daine so she could get some sleep. And his concussion is, well, impossible to assess when he’s tripping this hard. That’s for sure.”

“Ah, they are on the drugs? Crazy kids.”

“Like I’m saying. Oh, you’re seeing images and hearing things? That can either be your brain bleeding or the MDMA turning your perceptions into chocolate pudding. I mean, I love my party drugs, but right time, right place, please, people.”

“You shouldn’t have to deal with that in a workplace, Dottore! I will make a complaint to Alonso on your behalf in the morning. That is sexual harassment.”

Triquet waves Flavia’s concern away. “Oh, thanks sweetie, but I’m harder to ruffle than that. And frankly, they were so sweet about it I actually felt a bit flattered. It’s just there’s only so many hugs a Triquet can give each night. But look.”

Flavia peers at the postcard—no, it’s an old photo—that Triquet turns over again and again in their hands.

“I told Katrina a few hours ago that the sub most likely had two floors and the crazy girl lifted one of the hatches to access it.”

“Whaaaaaat? Another floor? Underneath?”

“Yes, she says she found a cramped room filled with trash. Like they used it to dump all the things they didn’t want up top. It sounds like an absolute goldmine but I’m not going down there without a lot more lights and a good eight hours of sleep. The wine is still making me sleepy.”

“Let me see.” Flavia gingerly holds the postcard. It is damaged almost beyond repair. Black dust runs down the image. They can only make out a tree and something like a dark finger.

“Don’t touch the image. I have a few tricks I want to try. See if I can save a bit of it. Here.” Triquet lifts it to their pursed lips and gently blows. Most of the black dust vanishes, revealing a black and white landscape photo, decades old. A redwood tree stands beside a beach. The dark finger is an outcropping of rock.

“That is our beach. It is here!” Flavia recognizes the pale lines of the cliffs and clusters of trees at their base. But where the bunker is today, something else stands in its place. “Eh, but what is that?”

Triquet tilts the image toward the light and squints. “Well, if I had to guess, I’d say that’s probably the conning tower of a Tench-class submarine. Looks like they might have lived in it first, before the bunker was built. Then, for some reason, they cut off the tower and left the rest of it buried in the…” Triquet shrugs, unable to think of any reason to do such a thing.

“They built the bunker on top? But why?” They stare at the image, hoping for more clues. But it remains an enigma.

From below, through the trap door, House music starts pounding like a heartbeat and Katrina can be heard to whoop. Flavia and Triquet share a smile. “Kids!” Flavia laughs, rolling her eyes.